The two of them leaned on each other like this, and they could hear each other's heartbeat through their clothes. The sound was so powerful that it soothed the soul virtually.

Xu Yangyang's fingers brushed past his ear, slowly stroking along the texture of the hair over and over again, wrapping the hair with his fingertips, curling it up, and letting go.

The air was so quiet that only the sound of the second hand moving and the occasional crisp footsteps outside the door could be heard.

After some time passed, Wen Yijing finally spoke slowly.

"Do you think revenge is a meaningful thing?"

Xu Yangyang was taken aback.

She didn't know what revenge Wen Yijing had, and what revenge she wanted to avenge.

She always felt that the three of them lived a stable life, and the direction of her own efforts was to live a good life. She never thought of any hatred or resentment.

But Xu Yangyang thought for a while, and answered according to his words: "If you care about it very much and hate him very much, then you can do it if you want to. If you don't hate him, or revenge itself will bring you a psychological burden, then you don’t have to do it.”

She followed the contour of his cheek with her fingertips, from top to bottom, and gently stroked: "We are just human beings. Sometimes some choices are forced. When you are standing at the crossroads of yes or no, you might as well askAsk your heart, maybe it will tell you."

Her voice was gentle and firm, and every word hit her heart, as if she had her own light in this dark night.

Wen Yijing's chin was still resting on her shoulder, and after a long time, he sighed: "Then what if... I don't have a heart?"

Xu Yangyang was about to reply to him "no one has no heart", but Wen Yijing continued: "Do you still remember my sister? I told you the other day that when I was young, my teeth were decayed because of eating sugar. SheThey even explicitly forbade me from eating it.”

Xu Yangyang nodded.

"However, when grandpa also noticed tooth decay and asked the family to take away all the candy, she would occasionally sneak a candy back from school at night to satisfy my hunger."

Speaking of this, his voice had a hint of joy from memory, but soon returned to a low voice: "But she died."

"Ah?" Xu Yangyang's hands on his shoulders tightened, he didn't expect the story to turn so quickly.

When Wen Yijing mentioned this, his emotions fluctuated greatly, and his muscles were a little tense, and the laundry detergent could feel the bursts of coldness emanating from his body through the fabric of the clothes.

She stroked his back gently, trying to comfort him.

Seeing that he slowed down a little, he carefully asked again: "...Then, how did my sister die?"

She can see that today I seem to want to talk, so let him finish the story in my heart.

I lowered my eyes: "Because of a man."

He paused, then continued: "My mother herself died early, and her family has declined, so there are few places that can help our siblings. My father is not the eldest son of the family, and he is not valued.After spending time and drinking, the wife behind is a young lady from a big family, and she married him to win the so-called equity of the company."

"She has great ambitions, so naturally she won't let burden block the way. So, I was sent out of the old house with the excuse that I was far away from school, while my sister stayed at home, but was later sold toThe Xu family is his wife."

"The Xu family?" Xu Yangyang, who had been listening to him carefully, was once again shocked by the development of the story, "Is it... the Xu family I belong to?"

Wen Yijing was noncommittal, but continued: "In the end, her husband also cheated, and she came to me with a child. We lived in this small house at the time. The two of us didn't have a thousand yuan in our pockets together.", I went out to work. But on that day, my sister was found by her husband’s family. She was hiding in an alley, and she became pregnant and bled profusely. She was sent to the hospital but couldn’t be operated on because there was no emergency ambulance., and finally passed away."

Xu Yangyang's hands slowly let go of his shoulders, supported his body and sat up from the carpet, and looked at him in a daze: "Sister, she... the Xu family... I..."

She had just received such a huge amount of information, her mind was completely down, she didn't know how to comfort her, and she didn't know how to apologize.

Although she had severed contact with the Xu family, in the end it was someone who was blood related to the original owner who hurt his sister and was the culprit that caused his sister's death.

Wen Yijing also supported the carpet with one hand and sat up slowly, hugged Xu Yangyang with slightly trembling lips in his arms, stroking her back just like she comforted him just now: "I know this matter has nothing to do with you.”

Xu Yangyang's throat seemed to be blocked by cotton, and he wanted to tell him thousands of words, but felt that these words were so illusory.No matter how sincere an apology is, it can't bring back that living life.

Wen Yijing felt her shrinking back and forth, so he just continued to kneel in front of her, straightened his back, and met her eyes: "It has nothing to do with you, it's because you are not Xu Yangyang from the Xu family, right?"

She looked up suddenly, her eyes filled with disbelief.

"You..." After reacting, he slowly lowered his head again, not daring to meet his gaze, "How do you know, I thought I hid it well."

She unconsciously intertwined her ten fingers together, as if this could relieve her uneasiness.But Wen Yijing quickly held her hands, and gently separated her increasingly tight fingers.

"When we met on the first day, I guessed a little bit."

Xu Yangyang didn't expect to reveal his secrets so early, so he simply despaired: "Then, why didn't you tell me, you made me worry all the time... Ah, then, are you afraid of me? Did you think that IIs it a monster or something, or a fairy in the sky?"

Wen Yijing's actions gave her enough sense of security, and she was not afraid that he would suddenly turn his back on him right now.

Wen Yijing looked at her facial features that were gradually becoming more active, smiled and shook his head: "No, I just thought that you might have lost your memory, but as time went by, I realized more and more that you are very different from the previous Xu Yangyang.Later, I asked a friend to check it. Although I was sure that it was the same person, but the difference in behavior before and after was too large, and even the subconscious small movements were different from before. There is a great probability that the soul there is not the same. "

Xu Yangyang didn't expect that Wen Yijing, a man who had never read Chuanshu novels, would be able to guess the possibility that the shell would not change and the soul would be replaced, so he had to admire his brain thinking.

She secretly reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Then after you know, are you afraid of me?"

The reason why Xu Yangyang has been afraid to confess is because he thinks that most normal people may not be able to believe such nonsensical explanations.She once tentatively talked to Han Ya about wearing a book in reality, but the answer she got was that she thought Xu Yangyang was daydreaming.

In this way, she dared not confess even more.

All the while procrastinating, she almost thought that she was from this world.

But Wen Yijing's answer was still very calm: "I don't care who you are, you don't care where you come from, I only care that you love me."

At that moment, Xu Yangyang's heart trembled, and that unspeakable emotion suddenly overwhelmed her whole body.

She looked up at Wen Yijing who was sitting opposite her at this moment, his expression was as serious as ever, his eyes were reassuringly calm, and there was no hint of a joke at all.

The man's voice sounded again, just like his expression, deep and powerful.

"To tell you the truth, when I first came up with this guess, I also thought about what to do if you were a monster."

"Until you went to Xu's family banquet that day, I knew that those so-called relatives would not treat you well. All my rational analysis told me that I shouldn't go to you. After all, your purpose is not clear, but people are not machines., I will not follow the procedure forever, even if I write a full page of vetoes, the result of rational analysis is still emotional behavior.”

"It's irrational to fall in love with someone. Fortunately, I didn't make a mistake."

Xu Yangyang's eyes suddenly felt a little sore when he heard the words he said slowly.

She looked at him with some grievances: "Wen Yijing, you really hate me. Why are you so provocative? I don't know who I learned from. If you make me cry later, let's see what you will do."

"I'll coax you." He leaned forward and took her into his arms.

Xu Yangyang leaned on his shoulder, feeling the warm breath, and his thoughts gradually returned to the original topic: "Then you... are you going to avenge your sister? So you are thinking about whether to take revenge or not?"

Wen Yijing shook his head, resting his chin on her hairy head: "Actually, my feelings have always been relatively weak, and I have no impression of my relatives. As for my sister, it was just that she took care of me when I was young. Later, I was aloneAfter moving out, my memory of her gradually blurred."

"Until she came back to me when she was pregnant, the reason why I kept her was only because she took care of me when I was young."

"After she passed away, I went to the funeral. Her husband was still weeping hypocritically. I went up and punched her, but all relatives persuaded me to come down, saying that everyone is a miserable person and there is no need to hurt each other."

"But when I came home again later, my relatives started to say, how can I remain indifferent to my sister's death like that, at least the Xu family should pay with blood. So I followed their ideas again."

"But today, the revenge is successful, but some people say where it is possible to let people off, one should spare them, so I have to understand their difficulties."

"Oh," he laughed at himself, "it's ridiculous. They didn't do anything for my sister, but I became a knife in their hands. They praised me for being sharp when they used it, and scolded me for hurting others when they didn't use it. Wen JiaThere isn't a single good person."

After Xu Yangyang heard his narration, he was about to be blown up.

She slammed her hand on the table with a "pop", stood up straight again, grabbed Wen Yijing's wrist, and pulled him to stand up as well.

Her crooked eyebrows became wavy, and her eyes were filled with anger: "Those people are nothing! What do they know! You don't need them to work hard, so you know they are blind. We don't need to listen to them, we want revengeJust take revenge, if you don’t want to take revenge, don’t take revenge.”

She put on Wen Yijing's shoulders like a big brother: "If they talk nonsense in your ears next time, just tell me, and I will come to fight with them! Anyway, I don't have any relatives or friends here, the Xu familyThey have severed ties with me, and they can't threaten me even if they want to, I have a thick skin, so I'm not afraid!"

Wen Yijing didn't expect her to be so filled with righteous indignation, fearing that she would be angry with him, he patted his back to comfort her, and then sat down on the sofa with her, holding her in his arms.

"In fact, what they said has always been deaf to me. The reason why I was willing to accept their suggestions at the time was just to see if I was an obedient person, would I no longer be a person who didn'tA monster of emotion."

Under his comfort, Xu Yangyang quickly calmed down, heard the confusion in his tone, and sat up from his arms all of a sudden: "How could it be?"

She hugged Wen Yijing sideways, raised her head and met his eyes, and said in a very solemn tone: "Have you ever thought that the people who say you are a monster without emotions are people who are not familiar with you. They originallyThere is no so-called family and friendship for you, and you don't need to give them back. What you want to look at is the people around you."

She took his hand, put it on her lap, and stroked it gently: "Look, in the heart of Little Fan, you are the best and best dad in the world;, and a good partner who is always sane; in my heart..."

Xu Yangyang paused, and said: "You are the gentlest, most measured, and most polite person I have ever met, and sometimes I even think, in fact, I came to this world like a dream, and I seldom meet someone like you.You are such a unique person. You are just a little bit different, you are not weird, you are not a monster, you will always be my hero."

Wen Yijing's heart trembled slightly, looking at the stubborn Xu Yangyang in front of him, at such a serious moment, he suddenly wanted to kiss her.

He subconsciously tightened his grip on Xu Yangyang's thin hands.

He didn't want to let her go anymore, not at all, he just wanted her to be with him forever.

Xu Yangyang is rare in the world, how lucky he is.

But the ambiguous feelings between the two only lasted for a few seconds, and Xu Yangyang seemed to suddenly remember something, patted the back of his hand, and signaled him to let go first, while she herself ran into the study and put the pen in the pen holder.After searching for a long time, I finally took out a pen.

She sat cross-legged on the carpet, pulled Wen Yijing to sit down as well, and leaned against the sofa cushions facing her.

Wen Yijing watched her scribbling and drawing on her hands, and tilted her head, trying to see the drawing clearly.

Xu Yangyang quickly completed the pattern on his hand, opened his palm, and showed it to Wen Yijing generously.

It is a round and full red heart.

She took his hand and interlocked her fingers.The palms of the two were tightly pressed together, and the red heart that was still wet was imprinted on Wen Yijing's palm.

"Look," Xu Yangyang raised the interlocking hands of the two, "Don't you suspect that you are a heartless person? I will share my heart with you, so that we both have the same heart, youHe is no longer a so-called heartless person."

She leaned forward again, and lightly pecked his lips: "I will share half of my love with you."

Wen Yijing withdrew his gaze from the clasped palms of the two, and looked up at her, with a hint of daze in his eyes.

It was rare for Xu Yangyang to see his ignorant look, and he fell into his arms with a smile: "How about it, am I generous? For the sake of my generosity, you have to make yourself happy. After all, youWhat you are using is my love and my heart, so be nice to them!"

Wen Yijing embraced Xu Yangyang in his arms, and after a while, smiled and nodded.

He watched the fingers of the two intertwined, and silently made a promise in his heart.

Since then, he no longer has to pay attention to other people's eyes, because he has her heart and his love, and he has long been the happiest person in the world.

Xu Yangyang felt that Wen Yijing's atmosphere was completely different from when he came back just now. Seeing that he had almost recovered, he stood up happily, took his hand, and led him down the dark corridor.

Wen Yijing only had time to change out of his slippers, grabbed a piece of clothing, and was dragged out of the door by Xu Yangyang.

The temperature at this time was not too high, and it was the middle of the night. There was already no one outside, only the sound of unknown insects, adding a sense of bleakness invisibly.

Xu Yangyang put her hands on Wen Yijing's shoulders, and pressed him to sit on the bench, while she ran out of the community gate suddenly.

Just as Wen Yijing wanted to hold her hand, she had already run ten meters away.

Ten minutes later, Xu Yangyang finally came back with a big bag of things.

She put the full plastic bag in Wen Yijing's arms, and sat down beside him, with her legs crossed, dangling on the bench.

"Here, this is for you."

She randomly found a bag of potato chips from inside, tore open the package, wiped her hands clean, and stuffed a piece into his mouth.It happened to be Wen Yijing's favorite taste.

Xu Yangyang also grabbed a handful and put it in his mouth, savoring the deliciousness brought by junk food.

"Do you know?" She looked up at the moon in the sky.

"My biggest dream when I was a child was to have snacks every day, but the conditions were limited at that time, and I could only get delicious food after the children were crying."

She turned her head and looked at Wen Yijing, with stars in her eyes: "I was the loudest cryer in our orphanage at that time! Whenever I cry, a group of children cry, so seeing me grinning, auntieThey will stuff snacks into my mouth, and over time I have learned how to get snacks from their hands easily and conveniently!"

Although it happened a long time ago, Xu Yangyang still speaks with pride in his tone today.During that time, although the conditions were difficult and she often experienced parting, thanks to the care of her aunts, she was able to have a happy childhood.

Wen Yijing keenly grasped the word welfare home, and naturally guessed Xu Yangyang's family background.

He patted her head lovingly, then spread out the coat that was casually placed on the crook of his arm before going out, and put it on her body.

Xu Yangyang smiled again and took a piece of potato chips and put it near his mouth: "So, from then on, I know that as long as you are unhappy and eat something delicious, you will feel better. Really!"

Wen Yijing knew that these were just tricks to coax children, but as long as Xu Yangyang said it, he was willing to try it.

He swallowed the potato chips she handed over, sipped them lightly, and a burnt aroma spread in his mouth.

Looking at the pair of bright eyes in front of him, he smiled and nodded.

Xu Yangyang opened several bags of snacks in a row with a small expression of "you see what I said is right".

The two of them are like children who have run away from home, sitting on a bench at night eating snacks in the dark.But at this time, their happiness is unparalleled.

Until returning home, Xu Yangyang recalled the beauty just now, and couldn't help but secretly covered his mouth and smiled again.

It was early in the morning, and the two children on the big bed fell asleep early.

Little Fan sleeps fairly well, holding his little white dinosaur in his hands all the time, but Xia Xia's sleeping posture is different, not only kicking off the quilt, but also turning herself over somehow.All of them, with their heads facing the end of the bed, pouted their little buttocks, like a little frog with a fart.

Xu Yangyang arranged the shifted position for her, and turned her over to prevent her from sleeping on her stomach in the middle of the night, which would be bad for her breathing.

After tidying up, she quietly ran to Wen Yijing's floor by herself.

Wen Yijing reached out and pulled her into his arms, and gently kissed her on the forehead.

Good night.