Since Shen Yan left that day, the relationship between the two has been subtly stiff.

It's just that every time Yu Jin saw the bite mark on the back of his hand that hadn't completely disappeared, he would recall the night when the two of them cried together.

The filming of "Desolate Love" was suspended for a week, and after Huang Shaoxing and Yu Jin returned, the filming finally started again.

Only this time, Xu Jiatan deleted all the intimacy scenes, and even the kiss scene was only filmed with the tip of their noses touching the tip of their noses, before switching to the next scene.

Everyone in the crew tacitly stopped mentioning what happened that day.

No one dared to mention what happened that day.

That night, Yu Jin received a call from Uncle Liu.

Uncle Liu seldom called him. When Yu Jin saw the number from home, he suddenly raised his heart.

He quickly connected and asked, "Uncle Liu, did something happen to my brother?!"

Uncle Liu didn't seem to expect that Yu Jin would answer the phone so quickly, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then said: "Young master, if you have time, come back."

"What happened to my brother?! What happened to him?! Is he at home now?!" Yu Jin asked eagerly, at this moment, he suddenly regretted deeply.

He regretted why he was so stubborn. After Shen Yan left that day, because the knot in his heart had not completely dissipated, he resisted not bowing his head.

He thought that Shen Yan would not just let go.

However, Shen Yan did what he said.

He said he wanted to let go, and wanted to bless Yu Jin to find an unfettered love, so he really let go decisively.

"Eldest Young Master, he's fine, but I look at him and feel that he..."

Uncle Liu seemed to be choosing his words carefully, but Yu Jin couldn't wait: "Uncle Liu, you don't have to worry about anything if you have something to say."

Only then did Uncle Liu say: "I feel like the young master has lost interest in living."

Yu Jin instantly felt cold from head to toe.

He sat on the sofa and couldn't even take out his mobile phone.

The phone fell to the sofa with a clatter.

Uncle Liu was still rambling on, "The eldest young master shuts himself in the room every night when he comes back, drinks a lot of wine, and goes to the office very early during the day. One day when I was tidying up the room, I saw several emptyThe red wine bottle. Young master, come back quickly, the young master will listen to you, if you persuade him, don't torment his body like this, he will never be able to hold on. "

Yu Jin's hands were shaking all the time, and he said to Uncle Liu, "Uncle Liu, look at my brother, I'll go back right away."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Jinlian and Xu Jiatan didn't even bother to ask for leave. He went straight to the parking lot to drive back, but now his hand was shaking while holding the steering wheel.

Yu Jin knew that he couldn't go back like this.

"Qin Yang, hurry to the parking lot. Let's go back." He called Qin Yang to come down.

When Qin Yang came to the parking lot, he saw Yu Jin sitting in the passenger seat waiting for him.

"We have to go back as quickly as possible," Yu Jin said.

Qin Yang nodded and said, "Brother Yu, sit still."

They galloped all the way, and when they arrived home, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

"Qin Yang, you sleep in the guest room, Uncle Liu will entertain you." Yu Jin didn't have time to say anything more to him, and ran all the way upstairs.

"Young master, you are back!" Uncle Liu also stayed up all the time. Hearing the noise in the living room, he hurried out of the room and said, "Go and see the young master, I just heard a loud noise from the upstairs room.There was a loud noise, and I knocked on the door, but the eldest young master just refused to open the door. If something happens, what should I do!"

Yu Jin ran to Shen Yan's door.

He knocked hard on the door and shouted loudly: "Brother, brother, open the door, I'm Xiao Jin."

There was no movement inside.

Yu Jin pressed the doorknob, but the door was unlocked.

Yu Jin rushed in.

The light in the room was not turned on, and it was very dark. When Yu Jin turned on the light, he almost held his breath and looked at the bed in the room.

However, no one was in the room.

On that big soft bed, the quilt was neatly folded, and from the flatness of the sheets, it seemed that no one had slept in it for a long time.

Yu Jin's brain exploded, and he couldn't stand up immediately.

He circled the room twice, then ran out.

He came to his own room.

But the door was locked from the inside.

Shen Yan was indeed in his room.

Yu Jin slammed on the door hard.

"Brother, I'm back." He slammed his hand on the door, but the door remained motionless. Yu Jin shouted until his throat became hoarse, and the longer it took, his heart panicked.

Thinking of the loud noise in the room Uncle Liu just mentioned, he shouted downstairs: "Qin Yang, Uncle Liu, you come up together, we smashed the door from the outside."

The door opened suddenly.

Yu Jin rushed in immediately.

A pungent smell of alcohol, mixed with a strong smell of smoke rushed towards him, and Yu Jin who was so smoked almost turned and retreated.

The room was dark with only the bedside lamp on.

Yu Jin turned on the headlights, ran in, and finally saw Shen Yan.

For a while, he couldn't say a word.

He had never seen Shen Yan like this before.

The Shen Yan in his memory was always strategizing, exuding the stability of a mature man from top to bottom, which was a domineering and powerful aura emanating from the inside out.

Even during the quarrel, Yu Jin felt that Shen Yan was unmatched in his handsomeness.

But now, he saw a lifeless Shen Yan.

Messy hair, bearded face, white shirts put on indiscriminately, crooked ties, smell of alcohol and tobacco on his body, sitting on the window sill with hunched back, his eyes are dull, and he doesn't know where he is.what to think.

Yu Jin suddenly bent down with heartache.

His heart was throbbing, and only by bending down could he relieve the throbbing pain.

When he bent down, it was like a switch, Shen Yan finally moved.

Immediately strode over.

He walks steadily, not at all like someone who has been drinking too much.

Shen Yan walked up to Yu Jin and said, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Yu Jin's hot tears welled up immediately.

He raised his head and looked at Shen Yan.

At a close distance, he could see the decline on Shen Yan's face more clearly.

Yu Jin couldn't bear to look at that face that was always full of confidence, but now it was so thin.

Shen Yan asked again: "Where is your body uncomfortable?"

Yu Jin choked up and straightened up.

With trembling hands, he caressed Shen Yan's face.

Shen Yan took a step back.

Yu Jin's hand was missing.

He couldn't believe it, and was full of sadness. He saw Shen Yan's lifeless appearance, just like what Uncle Liu said, he gave up the hope of being alive, and his whole body ached.

But now, he wanted to touch Shen Yan's face, to see if this unusually thin face was as warm as before.

But Shen Yan silently rejected him.

When Yu Jin came back tonight, he had already thought about it along the way.

In fact, the moment he saw Uncle Liu's call, he made a decision.

Shen Yan is more important than everything else.

He can give up everything, but he can't give up Shen Yan.

So when he came back now, he came here to explain to Shen Yan that in the future, he would borrow seats for all the intimate scenes, or use a double, he didn't want Shen Yan to be sad.

Yu Jin's determination was not broken by Shen Yan's step back.

He took two steps forward, seeing that Shen Yan was about to step back again, Yu Jin suddenly rushed over and hugged him.

"Brother." Yu Jin's tears soon wet Shen Yan's white shirt. He choked up and said, "Brother, I was wrong. Don't act like this, okay?"

Shen Yan's hands were hanging on his sides all the time, instead of embracing Yu Jin, he slowly clenched his hands.

Yu Jin waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for Shen Yan's voice. He raised his head and looked at Shen Yan.

He saw the forbearing expression on Shen Yan's face.

Yu Jin grabbed his tie and kissed his lips, realizing that Shen Yan was about to back away, Yu Jin hugged his neck tightly and kissed his lips repeatedly.

Slowly, he felt Shen Yan raised his hand.

Shen Yan finally hugged him, and then kissed him frantically, until he was almost out of breath.

When the two lips parted, each other's lips were swollen.

Yu Jin saw that Shen Yan's eyes were dark, staring at him, but did not speak.

For a moment, it seemed that even time stopped turning, and the two stood facing each other, but they were both silent.

Shen Yan moved, he raised his hand, as if he was going to hug Yu Jin, but he retracted again.

"Brother, what's the matter with you? I'm back."

"Xiao Jin, I'm going to break my promise." Shen Yan said something without beginning or end, but Yu Jin understood it immediately.

No wonder Shen Yan had been holding back just now.

He was struggling with that promise some time ago, the promise to let go.

But obviously, this promise made Shen Yan extremely painful.

He can only anesthetize himself with alcohol.

"Xiao Jin, I still can't let go. I can't do it." Shen Yan's voice was very low, probably due to continuous drinking and smoking, his voice was deeper than usual, very hoarse.

He finally hugged Yu Jin.

"I tried to say let go and bless you, but I couldn't do it at all. When I thought of you being with someone else, I was so jealous that I wanted to kill someone. Without you, life is meaningless."

"Brother, you don't want this..."

Shen Yan interrupted him.

"I can promise you everything, you can shoot intimate scenes, you can also shoot magazine covers you want to shoot, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are still willing to be with me." Shen Yan's hand is getting stronger and stronger, he hugged Yu Jin tightly, and said, "I can't tolerate you making out with others, even if it's filming, it's unbearable, but these are far worse than losing you."

Even the madness of jealousy is far less than the pain of losing you.

Without you, the world will no longer have any color.