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Chapter 47 Let go
Shen Jun sat opposite Qin Yinuo, holding a dipping bowl in his left hand. The dipping sauce he often used was the legendary small ingredient that was delicious even dipped in the soles of shoes. He held chopsticks in his right hand, and a piece of freshly cooked tender beef was contained in the bowl.
Both he and Qin Yinuo were wearing school uniforms, sitting on both sides of the table, separated by a steaming hot pot and full of dishes, white hot steam came out continuously from the hot pot, transpiring, turning the space on the table intoIt was foggy.
Where they were sitting, a few meters away was the entire floor-to-ceiling window, and the golden sunset unreservedly brought the final golden light to the room, making the room splendid.
In the group photo of the three of them in the living room, everyone was full of smiles, and the setting sun gave each of them another layer of thick golden light.
This should have been a sweet scene.
But Shen Jun broke out in a cold sweat for no reason. He felt like an old photo that was about to be frozen. His back felt cold, and a few traces of coolness leaped from the ground to his back, and he climbed up.But it has the power to defy the sky, it travels all over Shen Jun's body in an instant, Shen Jun's hands are stiff and he can't hold the chopsticks.
"Pa-ta"
The chopsticks landed on the table.
Shen Jun was awakened by the sound.
"I'm going to get the chopsticks." Qin Yinuo took away the chopsticks that fell on the table, walked to the kitchen in two steps, opened the cabinet door, and looked for chopsticks.
Shen Jun sat quietly, this was not the first time he was asked this question, nor would it be the last time, since he reunited with Qin Yinuo, this question was destined to be asked.
Shen Jun thought that he had done enough psychological construction. He prepared countless words that could be ambiguous. For example, their lives were not harmonious in some aspects. This is actually not a slander, but it is also a fact.It's not bad to be able to see two sides in a month, and Shen Jun took the initiative to deliver one of them to the door, but when he looked up, he could see that in the group photo of the three of them, grandma was smiling kindly and watching him silently.
Suddenly, couldn't speak.
Qin Yinuo came back with new chopsticks and handed them to him.
In fact, Shen Jun's reaction has already exposed his reluctance at that time. At that time, Qin Yinuo was busy preparing for a grand wedding. Shen Jun watched him busy like this, and then found a place where both of them were free.When, tell him that he wants to break up.
At that time, what Shen Jun used to prevaricate Qin Yinuo was, you are too busy with work, we hardly see each other, and you are in different places 360 days a year, I am fed up with this kind of life.
This is of course a lie, everyone knows that this is a random reason, Shen Jun has never been a problem in a different place, when he wants to see someone, even if he is in the suitcase, he has to be with him.
But Qin Yinuo immediately promised to resign, even though he still had a mortgage and a car loan.
That was indeed a huge sum of money. Even though Qin Yinuo had only graduated for one year, Star Hezhong, as the domestic TOP, still offered him an annual salary of 1.3 million yuanโnot counting project bonuses.After saying goodbye to the Qin family, he issued a salary certificate, and took a bank loan to buy a house in the imperial capital with a good location of more than 100 square meters.
Huge loan.
Once he resigns, there will be no place in the country where the salary of Bista Hezhong is higher.
Shen Jun still remembers every word he said at that time: "We have known each other for seven years, and seven years is enough to replace all the cells in the whole body. Those cells that used to like you have slowly died during these seven years.Now that I am left, I am not interested in you."
Don't look at the fact that there seems to be no barrier between the two now, getting along for a few more days seems to be back before the breakup, but at that time, both Qin Yinuo and Shen Jun knew that the relationship between the two had come to an end, Shen Jun and Qin YinuoAlready exhausted to the point where talking was a burden, Qin Yinuo was busy preparing for the wedding, just to try to catch Shen Jun for the last time.
Qin Yinuo asked him hoarsely: "Are you determined to break up?"
Shen Jun's expression was casual, "Yeah. I'm tired."
Qin Yinuo asked: "You voluntarily?"
Shen Jun sneered: "That's what you said," Shen Jun lowered his eyes: "Could it be forced?"
If at another time, Shen Jun proposed to break up, Qin Yinuo would definitely not agree, but that time was too small, the prince ran away, the whole family was blown up, illegitimate children, I will appear on the stage after you sing, other than thatThe grandsons of Qin Yinuo's grandfather's brothers, he should call them cousins, they are also like vultures smelling carrion, Hornet's nest is dispatched, but the goal is the same, they all plan to kill the former prince first.
The easiest way to handle Qin Yinuo is to handle Shen Jun.
Qin Hui's public ranking on the Forbes rankings has never fallen out of the top ten in China. At their level, counting property has become a difficult problem. No one can figure out the exact amount except Qin Hui and his professional financial management team.But except for a few people, most of the people on the leaderboard will call and ask the leaderboard to reduce their property and rank lower.
The above only calculated Qin Hui's wealth, not the Qin family's property.
The Qin family is the real behemoth. It doesn't show the mountains or the water. It is like an iceberg floating on the sea. Qin Hui is the spokesperson they have chosen. It is the exposed mountain top. The real main body is in the water, under the sea.
This wealth is enough to drive everyone crazy.
Shen Jun's situation at that time was no longer safe.
Qin Yinuo doesn't want to let go anymore, so he has to let go.
After Qin Yinuo handed the chopsticks to Shen Jun, he kept observing his expression. He didn't intend to rely on this little game to let Shen Jun speak.It is too impractical to dig out the secrets he has hidden for four or five years. He just wants to get some details and slowly confirm his guess.
Shen Jun's reaction already explained everything, what he said at that time was indeed a lie.
He was indeed forced.
Shen Jun's face was pale, his hands trembled uncontrollably, as if recalling this incident exhausted all his strength, he reached for the wine bottle on the table with trembling hands, and wanted to pour himself a glass with trembling hands.
But he could neither hold the bottle nor the glass steady.
He looks like Parkinson's.
Shen Jun tried his best to control himself to calm himself down, he shouldn't have this reaction, he can't have this reaction, he was originally one of the best actors in the country, but those acting skills were wiped out under the group photo of the three of them, in front of his grandma, Shen Jun couldn't give more responses.
Whether Qin Yinuo chose this place intentionally or unintentionally, he has already firmly grasped Shen Jun, even if he has three heads and six arms, he will have nowhere to hide in this place.
Shen Jun bit the tip of his tongue with his teeth where Qin Yinuo couldn't see, which calmed him down for a while. He didn't look up, didn't look at the group photo, and just poured the wine in silence.
His stomach suddenly became hot as if it was on fire, and it began to churn continuously, and the hot pot he just ate was rebelling in his stomach.
Shen Jun is used to this reaction. When people are overly nervous, they will have many physical reactions, such as gastroesophageal reflux.
During the years of breaking up, he couldn't eat well and sleep well, and he was under pressure all over his body. He lost more than a dozen catties in a month, and even though he gained ten catties on camera, he was still dismissed by the director as being too thin.That's when gastroesophageal reflux occurs.
His father probably didn't read the dictionary when he named the two hundred and five, but saw that the word "Jun" looked like a boy's, so he picked it up and gave it to him. What's so good about the word "Jun"?Pressed on that strand of hair, how can the strand of hair be continuous?
Shen Jun let out a long breath, trying to suppress the reaction in his stomach.
He started to get the wine again, intending to pretend to be injured after drinking it later, go to the bathroom, and take the opportunity to spit it out.When gastroesophageal reflux occurs, it is best to have nothing in the stomach. This is not serious, but it is very annoying. You can tell something is wrong from the face.
Shen Jun didn't want Qin Yinuo to find out about this.
I couldn't hold it steady with one hand, so simply used both hands together.
At this time, the third hand held him down.
Shen Jun looked up, it was Qin Yinuo.
Qin Yinuo held his wrist, and with a slight lift of his hand, Shen Jun stood up abruptly. Shen Jun looked at him inexplicably, and Qin Yinuo pulled him to his side.
Shen Jun couldn't help moving his throat.
Shen Jun lowered his head and covered his eyes with his hair. He didn't dare to look at Qin Yinuo at this moment.
With his stomach still tossing, Shen Jun had to bite his lower lip tightly to prevent exposure.
But Qin Yinuo seemed to just pull him over for a closer look, without any intention of speaking, the two were silent to each other, only the golden sunset happily swayed dim but warm light on them, and the room was so quiet that it was suffocating for a while.
"What's wrong?" The room was quiet for too long, Shen Jun asked uncomfortably, "Why did you call me over?"
Qin Yinuo looked at him seriously, Shen Jun was very familiar with this look, whenever Qin Yinuo had a lot of thoughts in his mind, he would show this look.
Qin Yinuo suddenly hugged him into his arms and picked him up like a child.
Shen Jun was caught off guard, his face was full of bewilderment.
Qin Yinuo kissed his eyes, and rubbed his back with his big hands. Shen Jun felt as if he was surrounded by a warm current. Qin Yinuo comforted him: "Don't ask, don't ask."
Shen Jun's brain had already gone on strike, he stiffly repeated Qin Yinuo's words, his voice was light and unreal: "Don't ask?"
"Don't ask any more." Qin Yinuo hugged him tightly, almost rubbing Shen Jun into his flesh and blood, as if he was afraid that he would disappear suddenly.
Shen Jun thought that his face just now was probably ugly, so that Qin Yinuo had some bad associations.
Qin Yinuo pressed Shen Jun's head in his arms, maintained this posture, went to the bedroom cabinet to get a fluffy blanket, put it behind Shen Jun, wrapped him tightly, and surrounded Shen Jun with warmth, furry items have always been the first choice to soothe emotions, Shen Jun's skin touched the furry, and the sense of security slowly returned.
Qin Yinuo coaxed him in a low voice: "It's all over, it's okay, don't be afraid."
Qin Yinuo immediately put him on the bed, spread the pillows, closed the curtains, Qin Yinuo lay down side by side with him, reached out and pulled him into his arms, let him rest on his arm, Qin Yinuo hugged him tightlyAfter touching him, the tip of Shen Jun's nose was full of Qin Yinuo's breath, and Qin Yinuo kissed his forehead and eyes bit by bit.
This trick has always been very effective in appeasing Shen Jun.As a child whose parents divorced shortly after birth, hugging and kissing can bring him a sense of security.
Shen Jun opened his eyes blankly, the wall of the bedroom blocked the photo of the three of them, and only the photo of him and Qin Yinuo hung on the wall.
Shen Jun suddenly relaxed.
He felt something warm flow down his face, Qin Yinuo gently wiped it off with his fingertips, he heard Qin Yinuo's sigh, Qin Yinuo said distressedly: "Why are you so sad?"
Shen Jun couldn't speak, but wept quietly.