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Chapter 74:
Tan Mo clearly remembered that he quietly made a birthday wish on his birthday two years ago.
At that time, he was still a handicapped person who couldn't stand up. For the first time, he was tempted by a person. The first heartbeat and the resulting inferiority complex filled his heart day and night. At that time Qiao Lan asked him what birthday he wanted. Gift, he shared a headset with Qiao Lan in self-study class, listening to Yang Zongwei’s "Just One Time"
I want to see you smile, I want to see you making trouble, I want to hold you into my arms.
He listened to the song and made a wish for his birthday. He wanted a hug, a hug from Qiao Lan.
But Tan Mo didn't dare to tell Qiao Lan such a simple birthday wish.
That year’s birthday passed and another year’s birthday arrived. Now it has been a long time. Two years have passed since that wish. Tan Mo finally realized the feeling of holding Qiao Lan in his arms.
The girl's body was thinner and softer than he had imagined. The scent of her hair was faintly wrapped around the tip of her nose, and her thin hands hugged his waist tightly.
Tan Mo did not dare to move.
He remembered that when he was very young, some people would often want to hug him, but the feeling of hug made him stiff, and the touch on his body made him intolerable.
He refused to approach people, and refused to embrace this kind of gesture of intimacy, but after meeting Qiao Lan, he began to look forward to it again and again.
Qiao Lan’s hug still made him stiff, but it was completely different from all the feelings he had ever felt. Because of helplessness, because of disbelief, and even more because of excitement, Tan Mo even unconsciously hoped in his heart, Qiao Lan held his hand. You can work harder to make them more encrypted and inseparable.
Tan Mo's hand slowly covered Qiao Lan's back, bit by bit, pressing the person tightly against his chest inch by inch, he lowered his head and pressed his chin against Qiao Lan cautiously but uncontrollably. Shoulders.
This is when he was closest to Qiao Lan in his life.
As long as he turns his head, Tan Mo's nose can even wipe Qiao Lan's neck, as long as he lowers his head, his lips can kiss her white shoulders and neck, and the skin between the two of them is burning hot.
Qiao Lan's voice was as soft as a muttering to herself, but Tan Mo could still hear it.
Qiao Lan said Tan Mo, how can you do this.
Tan Mo held her waist tightly, thinking that Qiao Lan was blaming him at a loss, but Qiao Lan continued, "You are like this, what should I do in the future, what if I can't do without you... "
While talking, the girl rubbed her cheeks buried between his neck, and the cold skin touched Tan Mo's hot body. Tan Mo only felt that all his tight self-control was wiped out for a moment. Clean, blurted out in an instant,
"Then never leave."
How can it be, you don’t know what I’m thinking, you don’t know what I’m thinking, you will always grow up, and when you grow up, you will meet someone you really like... Qiao Lan subconsciously wanted to say this, but she was talking Stopped for a moment.
Qiao Lan held Tan Mo's fingertips and shivered lightly, as if she was ashamed because of the evil thoughts germinated in her heart at this moment, but she couldn't help thinking about it.
Tan Mo will always grow up and will understand. When he grows up, he will meet people who want to spend his life together.
but…
If there must be such a person...
Why can't this person be her.
If he is still young, can she grow up with him slowly? He doesn't know if she can teach him little by little. He can't be alone forever. He said, "Then never leave." Explain that he also hopes that she can be with him all the time, right?
Although Tan Mo’s feelings are different from her, but the idea of wanting to be with each other and not wanting to separate is the same. Tan Mo said that they want to test a city and a university together. They can still be like this for many days in the future. Everything is possible, isn't it?
Even if he was able to do his job well in front of other people, he would always be at a loss in front of Qiao Lan. He regretted his stubborn liking, but couldn't help but expect Qiao Lan's response. Tan Mo blurted out the real thoughts, which made him suddenly awake, and after a long while, he couldn't wait for Qiao Lan's response, and it made Tan Mo's nervous heart more and more.
But at this moment, Tan Mo heard the girl's soft answer in her ear, she said,
"it is good."
Tan Mo said then never leave, Qiao Lan said, good.
Qiao Lan could feel that after uttering the word "good", the hands around her waist tightened, making her even a little painful.
Tan Mo pressed against the boy's chest, and only then realized that his hands holding Tan Mo were numb with cold.
She went downstairs in a hurry. She was wearing a thin coat that she had worn in the dormitory. Snow is floating in the sky now. She was too excited before noticing it, and now she feels that her whole body is frozen through.
Qiao Lan subconsciously wanted to release Tan Mo and let Tan Mo go back earlier as usual, but her mood was different from before. Accompanied by the unspeakable sense of shame and guilt to deceive children, Qiao Lan suddenly whispered.
"Momo, I'm cold."
Tan Mo felt that it was because of Qiao Lan's response that he was so excited that he had an illusion, otherwise how could he hear a hint of aegyo in Qiao Lan's "Momo".
The second batch of self-study students came back one after another. Everyone would inevitably take a look at Qiao Lan and Tan Mo when they passed by.
Tan Mo used his body to block the sight of others, and he carefully discerned Qiao Lan's phrase I am cold.
Qiao Lan said that she was cold, so should he let her go and let her go upstairs to rest earlier, but Tan Mo was reluctant to bear such a hug, I don't know when he would get it next time.
Tan Mo suddenly remembered the movie clips that he hadn’t seen where he had seen before. He was guilty of Qiao Lan’s “good” sentence. He pulled off his overcoat and covered Qiao Lan in, holding the girl across the jacket. His hands are wrapped around his waist more intimately this time.
The students passing by, who happened to have a panoramic view of everything, couldn't help the doctor exclaiming. Bai Yu, who was hiding on the balcony watching the excitement, even shouted "Fuck."
Finally, when Tan Mo returned, his whole person was still dizzy.
Regardless of how dare he was when he was "playing a hooligan", no one knew how nervous he was at that moment, for fear that Qiao Lan would directly push him away.
It is said that the moonlight is disturbing, and the snowy night is equally unsustainable.
Qiao Lan didn't push him away. She even let him hold her very well, without struggling or uncomfortable. Finally, she smiled and said goodbye to him so that he could get home safely and sent her WeChat.
She didn't like it or didn't feel unhappy, Tan Mo thought.
Does he like it or feel happy?
Tan Mo didn't know.
Tan Mo couldn't guess Qiao Lan's thoughts, he could only clearly feel himself. He used to expect only a hug to be satisfied, but now he is looking forward to the next one as soon as he gets it. Maybe one day there will be another one, he will still not be satisfied, and even more eager.
Longing for hugs, longing for kisses, and even more intimate things.
Thinking of this, Tan Mo even felt his whole body start to tremble.
People are always greedy, and when they get the same, they start to be greedy for other things. This kind of thought can't be poured out, and it gets more and more popular.
Tan Mo was sitting in the car, thinking of every touch every word he touched tonight, and finally stopped his thoughts on the "good".
Qiao Lan promised him that she would never leave him.
Before that, she even said, Tan Mo, what if you are like this, she will never be able to do without him.
At that time, he answered too quickly and never thought about the other meanings in this sentence. Now that I think about it carefully, it is not that Qiao Lan has gradually begun to be more and more inseparable from him.
The feelings between the two are mutual, just like Tan Mo cannot do without Qiao Lan, Qiao Lan is gradually becoming inseparable from him.
That being the case, can he make her more dependent on herself and make her more inseparable from him, so that until the end, can he stay with her forever?
Tan Mo suddenly clenched his fists.
He shouldn't have such thoughts, he is a mentally disabled person, and he shouldn't have tied Qiao Lan to him.
But God knows how much he wants to do this.
Tan Mo took a deep breath and suppressed all the desires that had risen since today.
Chen Bo looked at Tan Mo in the reverse mirror for several times. Tan Mo's expression tonight is too rich. Chen Bo is sure that something must have happened, but Tan Mo didn't say anything. Chen Bo could only change the topic again. To other irrelevant things.
For example, Qiao Yuan who has successfully undergone surgery.
"The kidney source has just been replaced, and it is still under observation. It will take at least one month to be discharged completely normally."
"Yeah," Tan Mo turned his attention away and became a lot lighter.
"You will call Tan Hecheng again tomorrow."
Chen BO: "..."
That's your father...
But thinking about the fucking things Tan's father once did, Chen Bo didn't say anything, but asked Tan Mo what to do with Tan's father.
"It's the same as last time, repeat the same technique, this time Cha Qiao's small restaurant."
Chen Bo was taken aback, Cha Qiao's small restaurant?
Even if you don't check it, Chen Bo can guarantee that the hygiene of the small restaurant will definitely not reach the standard. The parents who can teach Sister Qiao are definitely not businessmen. Tan Mo said that it was the small restaurant of Qiao Mu's father, Cha Qiao, which implicitly meant that, like the Luo family before, the license of the Qiao family was withdrawn so that they could not continue their business.
Although I can understand Tan Mo’s approach,
"Does this make the couple anxious, and then there is no way to come to Qiao Lan again? What should I do? Qiao Yuan recovers after the operation, the hospitalization fee plus the medicine money is absolutely unstoppable, I think they are now I'm already stretched out, and I don't know much about those two breaths. I think it's really possible to look back for Lan Lan..."
"Just let him find it," Tan Mo said lightly.
He was also worried that they were not brave enough not to go.
Chen Bo understood Tan Mo's meaning in an instant.
Tan Mo once said to spend hundreds of thousands to buy Qiao Lan for a cleanser, but he didn't say that hundreds of thousands would help Qiao Yuan cure his illness, and then give Qiao Lan a cleanser.
It doesn't matter if hundreds of thousands of them are floated in the water, it is far more comfortable than really helping Qiao Yuan.
Those in the Qiao family are definitely not the ones who can be truly attracted by a few words. They must be written on their faces so clearly through greed. He never thought of making the Qiao family so comfortable. That kidney, Tan Mo Never thought of letting it stay in Qiao Yuan's body for too long.