In Shu Li's eyes, no matter before or now, Zhao Jingchuan has always been a person with abstinence.

Before I got in close contact with him, I couldn't imagine what he looked like when he did that kind of thing just by his appearance.

Now finally see it.

He leaned against the bed with one hand, and led her to pull it down with the other hand...

Shu Li didn't dare to look at it, and didn't dare to move around, he swallowed nervously.

The light came from behind her, just blocked by herself.

It was too dark to see clearly.

And because it was the first time, she didn't understand anything, she just did what he asked her to do.

...

Zhao Jingchuan's gaze on her face became more and more deep and intoxicated, her chest rose and fell violently, and her breathing became disordered.

After a few minutes, after he got used to it slowly, Shu Li gradually lost his strength, his speed slowed down, and he swung around like paddling water.

He looked up at her with a smile, "Try harder."

"..." Shu Li listened to him and watched his reaction curiously.

His expression didn't change too much, "Not enough."

"It's already very strong." Shu Li didn't know what kind of strength he likes, and said shyly and impatiently, "Then what is enough, I... don't know this."

When she spoke, she was terribly wronged, her cheeks were blushing and tender.

Compared with what she was doing at the moment, her eyes were innocent and a little clear. Under this extreme contrast, Zhao Jingchuan couldn't help but want to.

He suddenly got up and pressed the back of her head to kiss her hard, bit her tongue lightly, sucked and sucked the tip of her tongue, and rubbed her lips repeatedly.

Zhao Jingchuan pressed his palm against the back of her hand, and snorted slightly, "What are you afraid of?"

The palms and backs of Shu Li's hands were scorching hot, and the temperature continued to rise.

After a while, he pulled the corners of his lips and said with a smile, "It's not so fragile that it will break in just a few strokes."

tomorrow morning.

Shu Li got up and cooked some porridge, packed it in an insulated box, and followed Zhao Jingchuan to the hospital.

Elderly people usually don't feel much sleep, and grandma gets up at six o'clock and sits on the hospital bed staring at the wall in a daze, waiting eagerly for Shu Li to come over.

Having gained experience in the last hospitalization, Shu Li walked into the ward, skillfully set up the small table, opened the insulated box, washed the spoon and handed it to grandma, and accompanied her to have breakfast.

The grandma tasted it twice, and said with a smile, "You are really considerate of me, an old woman, and you even chopped up the meat and put it in for cooking. You have a heart."

Shu Li sat down to accompany her, peeling oranges and said, "A few years ago, my grandma was seriously ill, and when I took care of her, my mother always made breakfast like this, so I will follow my mother's example."

"Your grandma?" Grandma asked concerned, "Do your parents live with your grandma now?"

"No." She seemed to recall some bad memories, her voice was slow, and she said word by word, "My grandma didn't survive the illness and is no longer here."

"Oh." Seeing her sadness, grandma blamed herself a little, "Don't blame grandma, grandma is getting old and doesn't know how to speak very much."

"It's okay, grandma." Shu Li quickly adjusted his mood, and said in a relaxed tone, "She is quite old, and the doctor said that even if she survived the illness, she would only have about five years to live.I will live in this world for five more years, but every day will be very painful. I have to take medicine, have injections, and suffer all kinds of torture. In fact, this can be regarded as a relief, at least when she left.Yes, I think it's pretty good."

Grandma was deeply touched, "Yes, it can be regarded as a kind of relief. Grandma's only hope now is that you can all be healthy and live a good life, and you will be content."

"Oh yes." Thinking of something else, she added, "Grandma has another wish, that is, to see your wedding with Jingchuan, and to see you give birth to a healthy baby. Grandma is not urging you, the specifics areFollow your own ideas."

When talking about the baby, Zhao Jingchuan happened to walk in from the door wearing a white coat with one hand in his pocket. He couldn't hear what they were talking about, but he was quite happy to see them chatting.

He walked behind Shu Li, and said softly, "What is according to our idea?"

Talking about this kind of topic, Shu Li will inevitably think of what happened last night.

Before going to bed at night, she lay on the bed and asked Zhao Jingchuan curiously, "I said I can do anything, but you just ask me to help you like that?"

At that time, his answer was, "There is no contraception at home, and there is no rush in a few days."

His answer like this seemed to make her anxious, Shu Li was stunned, and drew circles on his chest with his hands, always feeling that he was avoiding something, "Isn't it possible to do that outside?"

"You still understand?" The man touched her chin, and couldn't help laughing, "I'm afraid I can't control myself, before I come out... I don't want you to take medicine, that thing is not good for your health,Understand?"

"Oh." Shu Li's heart warmed, and he retorted, "You will know this kind of thing when you are old, and I am not a three-year-old child anymore, so there is no need for you to be surprised."

Thinking of what he said just now that he couldn't control himself, she asked in surprise, "Why can't you control yourself? You usually have pretty good stamina."

"Are you sure you want to discuss this issue with me?" Zhao Jingchuan pressed down his dark eyebrows and stared at her motionlessly.

Shu Li was a little embarrassed by his stare, thinking that it might be something taboo about men, which hurt his self-esteem.

After being married for such a long time, he has never really touched her. Now that he has made up his mind and doesn't touch her, it is hard for Shu Li to wonder why.

It is impossible for a person to be perfect, let alone someone like Zhao Jingchuan who is impeccable both in appearance and inwardness.

In order to open a window, God must close a door for him.

What she likes is everything about him, so what is this shortcoming?

"No, I didn't mean that." She spoke cautiously and tried her best to comfort her. "Actually, I don't really care. I'm not very interested in that aspect, so don't put too much pressure on you."

"Your words..." Zhao Jingchuan frowned, and asked back, "Why does it sound so strange? Are you comforting me?"

... so obvious?

She made a sound, and her tongue started to get knotted, "I... no... don't think too much about it, I really didn't mean that."

This explanation seems a bit redundant.

On the contrary, it showed that she meant that. Shu Li was so stupid that he wanted to bite his tongue and kill himself, and he had no face to look at him.

Zhao Jingchuan seemed to be able to hear what she was thinking in her heart, and quickly grabbed her hand that was fluttering on his chest, and lowered his voice, hinting to her in the charming night, "Don't worry, don't worry."

"..." Shu Li felt that his current appearance was a little scary, as if he wanted to swallow her in one bite.

Zhao Jingchuan raised her chin, bit her lower lip lightly and kissed her twice, and said in a tender voice, "Within a week, let's study this issue carefully and let you see if I need comfort."

"..."

"Study together, study slowly. If you don't study thoroughly, no one is allowed to sleep."

Shu Li: "..."

Grandma smiled and said to Zhao Jingchuan what she just said just now, and Shu Li just came back to his senses, and touched his nose helplessly.

Zhao Jingchuan's grandmother was obviously much gentler than his parents. He didn't refute her words, nor did he dispel her enthusiasm. Instead, he discussed with her smartly and reminded her, "Then you have to take good care of your body.Do less things that are not in good health, rest more, put your health first in everything, and wait for your little great-grandson to come out in peace."

As expected, grandma responded, "Hey, then I'll have to wait. It's good that you have a plan, as long as you have a plan."

After grandma had finished her breakfast, Shu Li closed the insulated box and put it in a bag, and came out with the bag, ready to go home.

Zhao Jingchuan was about to go back to the office, so he happened to go to the elevator with her, and explained what he said just now, "What I just said to grandma was just to appease her. I have no idea about the specific matter of having a baby in the past few years, and you have no idea."You can tell me."

"I understand." Shu Li nodded, feeling a little respect because he explained this method to her specifically, "I think the same as you."

"Yeah." Zhao Jingchuan pressed the down button of the elevator, and said to her in a flat tone, "I've been busy these few days, and I'll spend the New Year with you when I'm done."

"We have discussed before that we will go to your house to celebrate the New Year first this year, so when will we go?"

"On New Year's Eve." He said, "I have to be on duty the night before, so I have to sleep before driving."

"No problem." Shu Li narrowed his eyes and smiled happily at him, "Then I have to go back to my house to be with my parents these few days, you don't think you mind?"

"It's up to you." Thinking of something, he suddenly leaned into her ear and asked, "You didn't come home to hide from me, did you?"

It took Shu Li two seconds to realize what he was talking about, and he stretched out his hand to give him a hammer, "What are you talking about? This is a hospital. No, what am I hiding for? After a few days of hiding, can I still hide for a lifetime?"

"It's fine if you don't." Zhao Jingchuan continued nonchalantly, "Even if you hide, you really won't be able to hide for a few days."

Shu Li had no choice but to poke the badge on his chest with his finger, "Doctor Zhao, you are getting more and more..."

She didn't know how to describe it. Compared with before, he seemed a little more alive now.

He would fight with her, make her laugh, and say something that made her blush and couldn't answer.

Compared with the Zhao Jingchuan who had to think twice about saying a word to her before, she liked the current Zhao Jingchuan better.

Seeing that she didn't continue, Zhao Jingchuan paused inexplicably, and asked in a low voice, "What? Are you out of words?"

Shu Li thought for a long time, but couldn't think of an accurate vocabulary, and blushed, he could only choke out two words: "...pervert."

The point is that when she spoke, her eyes dodged and her ears turned red.

Also strangely cute.

Zhao Jingchuan couldn't help laughing, seeing the elevator coming, the door opened slowly, and there was no one inside.

He walked in with his arms around her shoulders, and said shamelessly, "But you really like it, don't you?"

Shu Li was speechless, "..."

He pays attention to her expression to judge her reaction, "If I like it, then I won't change it?"

The elevator went straight down to the first floor, only then did Shu Li realize that he didn't press the button for the fourth floor, did he just accompany her down, and then go up again?

After arriving at the floor, Shu Li walked out while listening to him say, "I won't send you out, you still have to go to work, report home and say you're safe."

Shu Li turned around and waved at him a second before the elevator door closed, "Goodbye."

Immediately afterwards, she answered the question she hadn't the nerve to answer just now, "You don't need to change it, it's just the way I like it."

...

Walking out of the hospital gate, Shu Li found a taxi to go back.

Sitting in the car absent-mindedly, she wondered if he had heard her last words.

When she said the last sentence, there was still a gap of about ten centimeters in the elevator door.

When she finished speaking, the two slowly approaching doors had been tightly closed. She couldn't see his expression after hearing that sentence, and didn't know his reaction.

But that's fine too.

That way she won't be embarrassed.

Both Zhao Jingchuan and Shu Li are only children, and their parents definitely want them to go home during the Chinese New Year.

They were just married, and it seemed a little strange to go back to each house.

Zhao Jingchuan respected her opinions and ideas very much, and could understand her parents' desire to celebrate the festival with their daughter.

They had discussed this topic some time ago, and the final plan they decided was to go back to Zhao Jingchuan's house for the New Year first this year, Shu Li's house next year, and not go to any of the houses in the year after.

And so on, a cycle of three years.

This year, they decided to go to Zhao Jingchuan's house first by throwing the dice.

As a teacher, Shu Li has almost the entire winter vacation.

In order to compensate for not being at home for the New Year this year, she stayed at home with Mei Yunqing to prepare the New Year's goods for the past few days, leaving Zhao Jingchuan alone in the apartment.

Shu Hailiang was originally worried that Shu Li's soft temper would be looked down upon and bullied when he came to other people's homes, but when he thought of Zhao Jingchuan's tough appearance in the restaurant before, he suddenly stopped worrying.

Even so, he still seriously reminded Xia Shu Li, "As a junior, you must be more polite when you get there. If you speak sweeter, others will like you, you know?"

"Understood." Thinking of going to his house to meet various relatives in a few days, Shu Li was quite nervous. There was a question she didn't understand, "Then what if someone gives me a red envelope? Do I want to accept it? I'm marriedgone."

"Accept." Shu Hailiang said, "Giving red envelopes is a kindness, and it's also a way to get a lot of money. There's no need to refuse others to spoil the fun. When people give red envelopes, you can just praise them with desserts, isn't that all right?"

Shu Li felt that what Shu Hailiang said made sense, "I understand."

Mei Yunqing walked over and said, "If there is anything you don't understand, just send a message and ask casually. My parents will answer you when they are free. If you are not happy, you can call back and tell us about your bitterness. If you don't want to stay, just tell usLet's say, let Dad drive you back to our own home for the New Year."

Shu Hailiang: "Yes, we are not afraid of trouble. The most important thing is that you don't get wronged, and don't learn from the past. You keep all the unhappy things in your heart."

"Thank you mom, thank you dad." Shu Li felt that she was still a child, the daughter who always made her parents worry about her.

No matter how old she is, as long as her parents are still there, someone will always love her, and her home will always be her safe haven.

...

On New Year's Eve, Shu Li got up from bed at 7:30.

Zhao Jingchuan had just returned home from work to catch up on sleep, she didn't wake him up, and went out after brushing his teeth and closed the door to block out all the noise.

Shu Li ate breakfast first, then cleaned up, and while packing his luggage, he thought about lunch at noon today.

Probably going to have a full meal tonight, she didn't go out to buy groceries, but chose to use the leftover ingredients in the refrigerator to solve the problem.

When Zhao Jingchuan woke up, he ate his lunch.

They picked up mangoes, carried their luggage, and drove back to the old house together.

The old house they were going to was not the house where Zhao Jingchuan's parents lived in South City, but a place more than 100 kilometers away in a straight line - the home where Zhao Jingchuan's grandparents lived.

Shu Li sat in the co-pilot listening to music and eating raisins leisurely.Zhao Jingchuan sat in the driver's seat and drove, and was occasionally fed a raisin by her. The first half of the expressway was smooth, although there were many cars, it was not too crowded.

When getting off the highway with more than 40 kilometers left, it was suddenly congested.

Shu Li sat in the car boredly, staring at the big red area of the navigation and sighed, "When will we get here?"

"Are you in a hurry?" Zhao Jingchuan didn't feel agitated at all, and instead teased her, "Are you in such a hurry to go home with me?"

"Stop being narcissistic." Shu Li's tone was cool, and he snorted, "I'm just worried that you didn't sleep last night, and you only slept for a few hours in the morning, and driving for so long is unbearable."

He didn't think there was any problem, "Don't worry, I haven't pretended to be like that."

"If only I could drive." Shu Li rested his chin on one hand, looked at him and said, "I have a driver's license, but I dare not go on the road. I have only driven on the road once. If you don't have time,Can you teach me?"

"What do you want to learn from that thing?" He seemed unwilling, but also seemed to think it was unnecessary, "Isn't it okay for me to be your driver?"

Shu Li said friendly, "I just want to share with you."

"No need." Zhao Jingchuan didn't move at all, and told the truth, "It's easier for me to drive, but for you to drive, I have to stare at you for 60 seconds a minute, which takes more energy. Which one is easier for you to think about?"

"Oh." She became upset, "Then what do you mean, you are worried that I will crash your car?"

"No, what's your own car?" He paused for a few seconds before slowly saying, "I'm worried that you will crash someone else's car."

Shu Li was quite touched at first, but his mood turned sharply. He was so angry that he didn't want to talk to him. He turned his head and looked out the window, "I don't drive so badly, I'm just afraid, and it's not really bad skills."

"I haven't finished talking yet, why are you so angry?" Zhao Jingchuan turned her face away, stared at her and laughed inexplicably, "I'm worried that you will crash yourself, so I don't feel sorry for you?"

Shu Li was hugged by his waist, hugged him tightly, and heard him say in a deep voice, "The car breaks down, and the insurance company will pay for it. If you break down, who will pay for it, huh?"

Zhao Jingchuan's love talk skills are good, and Shu Li is especially benefited from his speech.

She smiled lowly for a while, and pushed him away pretending to be reserved, "Don't move, on the highway, everyone in the nearby cars can see it."

"I've been stuck all the way, can't you hug my wife for a while?" Zhao Jingchuan didn't let go of her hand, and raised all the car windows in order to take care of her thinner than paper face, "Satisfied? We are not cheating, it's like having an affair, do you think it's very passionate?"

"Don't frame me." Seeing the car in front of her moving, Shu Li quickly kissed him on the lips and pushed him away, "Let's drive your car, Master Zhao."

Because of her nonsensical address, Zhao Jingchuan laughed in a low voice while stepping on the gas pedal.

He also made a sound of "hey".

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