Lin Xianxian didn't like Lv Jiang No. 3 Primary School, nor did she like the people in the school.

The auntie in the dormitory building is a bloated middle-aged woman. She has curly hair like instant noodles. At night, she curls her hair on her head, and then wears her slippers and someGray and white nightdress, humming a song while checking bed.

Lin Xianxian was often locked out by the children who slept with her.

She remembers to bring the key every time she goes out, but as long as she forgets it once, when she returns, she will face a door that will not open no matter how hard she knocks.There are more extreme things, for example, the other three people in the dormitory will drive her out, and then lock the door to prevent her from entering.

The dormitory aunt would check the dormitory every night, and when she saw Lin Xianxian in the corridor, she would usually knock on the door of the dormitory for her, and then casually teach her not to lock her classmates out in the future.

But she is not a patient person, and the auntie who is in charge of the house also finds it annoying if there are too many times.She began to teach Lin Xianxian a lesson, and what Lin Xianxian listened to the most was:

"Lin Xianxian? It's you again! What time is it, why don't you sleep well?"

"There are so many people in this dormitory building, why are you locked out every so often? Why did they catch you and bully you for no reason? Have you ever thought about your own reasons?"

"I heard from your homeroom teacher that you used to catch bugs and put them in the water cups of the students in the next class. You are such a dark and bad kid, can they like you?"

The auntie in charge blocked Lin Xianxian by the door cursing and teaching her a lesson. She spoke in a loud voice, spittle flying around, Lin Xianxian listened casually, with her left ear coming in and out in the right ear, and she only looked down at the auntie's swollen calf andDirty slippers.

She had to wait until the housekeeper aunt had scolded enough before she gasped for breath and slammed on the door with her fist:

"Open the door! Put people in, one or two, it doesn't make people worry!"

At this time, the child who eavesdropped in the dormitory for a long time will smile and open the door to let the person in, and then receive a few words of harmless lessons, and the matter is over.

Lin Xianxian has lived this kind of life for a long time. Usually, no one would talk to her. She has been walking alone until she met Zhang Chenkang.

Others' evaluation of Zhang Chenkang is generally "cheerful, optimistic, simple and kind", but if Lin Xianxian were to describe him, she would only give him the word "stupid".

This man is really stupid.

The first time the two met was in the toilet, Zhang Chenkang released her from the cubicle.After that, Zhang Chenkang often came to play with Lin Xianxian.

At first Lin Xianxian thought that Zhang Chenkang was the same as those before, and if he didn't get a response from her, he would leave by himself in two days if he lost his freshness.But the fact is, whether Lin Xianxian ignores him or not, he can happily continue the conversation by himself.

Later, Lin Xianxian felt that Zhang Chenkang was always hanging around her because he didn't know what happened to her. If one day he found out, he would probably be like others, gradually alienated because he was afraid that it would affect him.she.

But when Lin Xianxian was once again blocked by the bad boys from the next class at the stairs, and when everyone gathered around to watch the fun, Zhang Chenkang broke through the crowd and rushed in.

He stood in front of Lin Xianxian and asked loudly:

"Why do you bully Lin Xianxian??"

The incident ended with the intervention of a passing dean.

The dean was a bald man with a beer belly. He called Lin Xianxian, Zhang Chenkang, and several other boys into his office.He listened to the matter from the beginning to the end, and finally said a lot of useless things like mud, and asked several children to write a self-criticism, which was the end of the matter.

With the dean, things are indeed over.But in some people's hearts, it is far from over.

Things really went in the worst direction. The targets of the group of bad boys bullied changed from Lin Xianxian to Lin Xianxian and Zhang Chenkang, but they didn't seem to care much about it.

Lin Xianxian was used to being alone, while Zhang Chenkang didn't take it seriously at all.He was in another class, and his popularity was also good. Except for those boys who occasionally came to trouble him, his life didn't change much.He still smirked every day and went to the cafeteria with Lin Xianxian to buy hot ham pies, chatting with her about topics that would never run out.

Zhang Chenkang likes Altman the most and talks to Lin Xianxian the most.On his schoolbag are those red, red and gray little people, as well as on his shoes. He occasionally plays with Lin Xianxian with a model toy.

Lin Xianxian didn't want to talk to him at first, but this guy talked too much, so he kept asking questions without getting a response.

Lin Xianxian thought he was annoying, but later on, she got used to it.

She stayed in Lv Jiang No. 3 Primary School for one and a half years, three semesters, from the second grade to the third grade.

From the beginning to the end, her place was in the corner of the last row of the classroom.Other people's deskmate is another child, and her deskmate is a huge plastic trash can.

I don't know when, someone will take a black marker and scribble on her desktop.Lin Xianxian wiped it once, but when she found that it was difficult to wipe it off, and even if it was wiped off, someone would continue to paint, she ignored it.

The bad boys became more and more rampant. They covered the original wooden tabletop with graffiti one after another, making it impossible to see the original color.

Teacher Jiang, the teacher in charge, is a woman as thin as a bamboo pole. She has an overly thin oval face, likes to wear high heels, and always wears strangely shaped red-rimmed glasses.

Seeing the vicious swearing and ugly names on Lin Xianxian's desk, she only reminded the class not to damage public property, and asked Lin Xianxian to clean up the graffiti by herself.

Only later, she realized that her words were useless, so she simply said what the eye doesn’t see, the heart doesn’t grieve over, and stopped walking around the corner, and didn’t look at her.

Lin Xianxian accepted her desk and the teacher's ignorance well.

Until one day, she walked into the classroom as usual, only to find that her seat was empty. The desks that had been placed there had been removed, leaving only an open space and plastic bins full of garbage.

That class happened to be the class of the head teacher, Mr. Jiang, and Lin Xianxian came in by stepping on the button, so the woman's face was particularly ugly.

She pushed the glasses on the bridge of her nose, and poked Lin Xianxian's shoulder with the tip of the teaching aid triangle in her hand.

The sharp point of the triangular plate poked at the body, a little painful:

"Lin Xianxian, do you have to step on the bell to go back to the classroom? What time do you have to check?"

Lin Xianxian took two steps back after being poked by her.

She didn't say anything, just took out the exercise book from her schoolbag, put it on the podium, and walked to the corner of the back row of the classroom.

Teacher Jiang glared at her, turned around and drew a triangle on the blackboard.Just waiting for the class bell to ring, she was about to officially start the lecture, but when she raised her eyes, she found that the girl was still sticking her hair out in the classroom.

Teacher Jiang slapped the triangle board in his hand on the desk again:

"Lin Xianxian! Then if you don't want to sit down, go to the back and stand and listen to the class!"

The triangular board collided with the desk, making a muffled "bang".

There was no sound in the classroom.

Lin Xianxian was very cooperative. She threw her schoolbag on the ground, ignored Teacher Jiang, and stood leaning against the blackboard on the back wall.

Teacher Jiang stared at her from a distance again, his eyes were so hard that they were about to roll out.

For a moment, the sound of Teacher Jiang's lecture was mixed with the slight sound of chalk rubbing on the blackboard, and the math class gradually got on the right track.Lin Xianxian's mind was not on Teacher Jiang's triangle at all.

She looked at her toes, looked out the window, and looked at the ceiling.

The naughty kids in the front row of the classroom couldn't help but look back at her.

They turned their heads to look at Lin Xianxian frequently, whispered a few words from time to time, and shrugged their shoulders with laughter.

There are fifty or sixty people in the classroom, and more and more people are looking back, with sneers on their faces.

Lin Xianxian didn't have much contact with these classmates. She couldn't remember their names, let alone their appearance.

Standing at the end of the classroom, she looked at the faces that turned around one after another, each face was so strange, the only thing she was familiar with was the very similar, malicious smile on their faces.

Lin Xianxian suddenly felt a little irritable.

What are they laughing at, she thought, what's so funny, if only she could keep them from laughing forever.

It would be great if all these people could die and she could live in a world of one person again.

Lin Xianxian's back was pressed against the edge of the blackboard, and she tapped the ground with her heels.It wasn't until the bell rang for the end of get out of class that Teacher Jiang babbled a lot as usual before leaving the classroom with her set square.

Lin Xianxian pursed her lips, returned to her seat, picked up her schoolbag from the ground and put it in the corner, and sat directly on the ground.

Lin Xianxian didn't look for her desk. She sat in the corner of the classroom with her legs crossed all day.

She is small and leans back, shrank in the corner, and after a whole day, no teacher noticed her.

Lin Xianxian slept all afternoon leaning on her schoolbag, until after school in the afternoon, she heard someone calling her name by her side.

"Lin Xianxian, Lin Xianxian?"

Zhang Chenkang shook her shoulders.

Lin Xianxian woke up in a daze, and heard Zhang Chenkang ask:

"Why are you sitting on the floor? Where's your table?"

Lin Xianxian frowned and didn't answer.

At that time, another boy shouted from the door of the classroom:

"Hey, Lin Xianxian, aren't you going to look for your desk? You're so boring."

"Why did you steal Lin Xianxian's desk? Where did you put it? Can you stop bullying people?" Zhang Chenkang clenched his fists.

The boy didn't take it seriously:

"Put it in the equipment room on the third floor."

"...It's really annoying." Seeing the boy leave, Zhang Chenkang took Lin Xianxian's arm and pulled him up:

"Go, ignore them, I will accompany you to the third floor to move the table."

"No need." Lin Xianxian broke away from his hand.

It doesn't matter to her whether there is a table or not. It is much more comfortable for her to sit in the corner and catch up on sleep without being stared at.

But obviously Zhang Chenkang couldn't understand her thoughts, so he finally took Lin Xianxian to the third floor.

The third floor is the fifth grade floor, and the equipment room is in the last classroom on the third floor. The original door number of the classroom was pasted up with paper, and the three characters "equipment room" were written on it with a marker.

At that time, it was a while before school ended, and there was no one on the floor. Zhang Chenkang pushed the front door of the equipment room, but the door was locked, so he didn't push it.

He went to the back door again, but this time he pushed it open, and the old wooden door made a "squeak" sound as it turned.

He walked in directly, and immediately found Lin Xianxian's desk among a pile of abandoned tables and chairs.

He waved at Lin Xianxian:

"I see. Come on, let's move back together, and then go to the cafeteria to eat ham pie."

Lin Xianxian was still standing at the door. She looked at the mountain of tables and chairs blocking the windows in the equipment room, and at the small oppressive space in the equipment room, subconsciously resisting.

Zhang Chenkang didn't notice her strangeness, and said to himself:

"I went home this week and watched the new Ultraman. It's so cool. I'll tell you about it later. By the way, Lin Xianxian, can you leave school on weekends? Or you can go to my house to have fun this week.Let's watch TV together, and I'll show you my model of Ultraman... Hey, why is this desk painted like this, why don't you just change it? Anyway, there are so many desks here."

Zhang Chenkang babbled alone inside, Lin Xianxian frowned slightly listening to his nonsense, but still walked into the equipment room, ready to move the table with him:

"No, that's all, it's fine."

Lin Xianxian went to hold the edge of the table, and was about to use her strength, but the next second, she heard a mess of footsteps outside the door, and a few people smirking.

Two or three boys ran over, grabbed the doorknob of the equipment room, and made faces at them:

"It's so stupid to return the ham pie, you just stay in it!"

Zhang Chenkang's expression changed, and he ran over to stop him, but the boy closed the door without hesitation.

The wooden door was closed heavily, and a large cloud of dust floated up, making a muffled sound.

Zhang Chenkang held the doorknob, stepped on the wall, and tried hard to pull the door open.But he was alone, far inferior to the three boys outside the door.

The old classroom door was pulled by the forces on both sides, usually it was pulled open with great difficulty, and then pulled back by someone.

After a few rounds like this, finally, the wooden door made a "click" sound somewhere, and it couldn't be pulled anymore.

Lin Xianxian walked over, kicked the door panel, and said coldly to the people outside:

"Open."

There was an eerie silence outside the door.

Finally, someone answered:

"...we've let go."

Lin Xianxian frowned and pulled the doorknob hard.

However, during the dispute just now, the latch that was stuck on the wooden door slid out, and it got stuck in the door lock and did not move.

"Find someone to open the door." Lin Xianxian said.

But there was no answer outside the door.

After a while, they seemed to know that they had gotten into trouble, and whispered to each other:

"...We will be scolded, right?"

"Will you call your parents?"

"My dad will kill me..."

No one paid any attention to Lin Xianxian, only the sound of chaotic and hurried footsteps getting further and further away gave her a response.

They ran away.

Lin Xianxian took a deep breath. Looking at the oppressive environment around her, she felt an uncontrollable irritability in her heart.

She sat down by herself against the wall and hugged her knees.

Zhang Chenkang on the side was a little scared, but he looked at Lin Xianxian and planned to liven up the atmosphere.He originally wanted to tell Lin Xianxian the story of Ultraman, but before he started, Lin Xianxian stopped him with a look.

Zhang Chenkang didn't dare to continue. He shut up and sat beside Lin Xianxian silently.

The sky outside the window gradually darkened, and the light in the equipment room also became darker and darker.

Later, Zhang Chenkang got up and wanted to turn on the light, but he clicked the switch several times, but the light above his head did not respond.

The sky was wiped black, and the campus gradually became quiet, but the corridor separated by the door remained silent.

It's almost time to lock the doors of the teaching building.

Zhang Chenkang was a little anxious, he walked back and forth in the small open space in the equipment room.At first, the classroom was too dark, so he didn't notice anything strange about Lin Xianxian.

But later, he realized that Lin Xianxian seemed to have been silent for a long time.

Zhang Chenkang felt a little uneasy. He tried to get close to Lin Xianxian, but found that the man was holding his legs and trembling slightly.

He was a little worried, and raised his hand to pat Lin Xianxian on the shoulder:

"Lin Xianxian, you didn't..."

But before he touched her, Lin Xianxian sensed his approach and suddenly raised her head.

She stared straight at Zhang Chenkang with a pair of eyes. In the dark night, there was a faint light reflected in her eyes for a moment.

She seemed to be muttering something in a low voice, but the voice was too weak for Zhang Chenkang to hear clearly.

His body stiffened for a moment, and when he met Lin Xianxian's gaze, he felt palpitations for no reason.

Zhang Chenkang took a deep breath subconsciously, suppressed the discomfort, and reached out to pat Lin Xianxian's shoulder:

"Are you afraid of the dark? What are you talking about?"

Lin Xianxian slapped his hand away.

She reacted greatly, she shrank back to the wall, her voice trembled a little, she almost gritted her teeth and paused every word.

This time, Zhang Chenkang heard clearly.

she says:

"Give it all to me... to die."

The author has something to say:

Happy National Day everyone!

Tomorrow I will enter V, watch me change 14,000 in one breath!(The manuscript box, which is not rich at all, is even worse)