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    After Jian Lingxi said those words, the air seemed to be quiet for a long, long time.

    Ye Fei also couldn't see his own expression, but he felt that if there was a mirror in front of him now, the face he saw must be four points blank, three points bewildered and three points blank to leave room for the audience to imagine..

    Ye Feikong swallowed, not daring to look at Jian Lingxi, he could only silently lower his eyes and stare at the lion head in his bowl.

    He sat upright, like a child who has made a mistake.

    Ah, so suddenly.

    Ye Fei just finished comforting the hurt and sad child, and now she just wants to go back to her room and have a good meal, why did things turn out like this?

    What happened, he was confessed suddenly, right?

    But it feels amazing.

    When Ou Lanxing said such things to him, he could always refuse him mercilessly and let him go away. Why now he started to fidget for no reason?

    This short minute made Ye Fei feel like a hundred years had passed.

    Until he heard Jian Lingxi on the opposite side seemed to laugh slightly, and then said to him:

    "you eat first."

    "……oh oh."

    Ye Fei nodded, and immediately raised her hand to take the chopsticks, but one didn't pay attention, and the chopsticks fell to the ground with a clang.

    Ye Fei felt a little mad, he bent down to pick up the chopsticks, and was about to continue using them, but before he could raise his hand, a hand reached out from the opposite side and took the chopsticks.

    Ye Fei froze for a moment, looked up at him, and saw that Jian Lingxi threw the chopsticks in her hand into the trash can, took another pair from the side, broke them apart, wiped the burrs and handed them to him as before.

    "Thanks."

    Ye Fei thanked him solemnly, then lowered her head to fight with the lion's head in the bowl.

    Help.

    Why did things become like this.

    A little embarrassing.

    In this high-pressure state, the lion head in Ye Fei's bowl didn't seem to be so fragrant.

    So, Ou Lanxing just left, and now Jian Lingxi came here, right?

    Was the kid really not joking with him?

    Why??

    Ye Fei really couldn't figure it out.

    He had a hard time eating this meal.

    Ye Fei sighed.

    He put down his chopsticks, looked up into Jian Lingxi's eyes:

    "little snake, didn't you just drink with Little Gao and the others? You know what you're talking about, right?"

    Jian Lingxi had eaten with Qin Jing and the others just now, so while Ye Fei was eating, he sat opposite him and looked at him.

    In fact, he is usually like this too, but because of such a incident just now, this gaze made Ye Fei a little bit tormented at this moment.

    Jian Lingxi seemed to like watching him very much.

    But now when he heard Ye Fei ask, he slightly lowered his eyes:

    "No, of course I know."

    After a pause, he still said calmly:

    "There's one more thing I wanted to explain before. Last time, I didn't mistake you for anyone. I really..."

    "Ahhh..."

    Ye Fei was still wondering what the "last time" was, but when he realized it, he immediately interrupted Jian Lingxi when he was trying to explain carefully, like an uncivilized ape-man.

    "Okay, I understand, I understand."

    The tips of Ye Fei's ears seemed to be on fire, burning.

    After he slowed down a little bit, he found the state just now.

    He corrected his serious attitude and said only:

    "Shall we talk?"

    Jian Lingxi would naturally not refuse:

    "Well, let's talk."

    "That's right, first of all, thank you for liking me."

    Ye Fei and Jian Lingxi sat face to face, so solemn that it seemed like they were having a small meeting:

    "The first time I heard your name was at Pudding and Little Gao, when they said you were the leader of the Reaper's special service team. It's my problem, you know, because of some personal reasons, I don't care about your Reaper's team.The perception of you is not very good, which makes me preconceived, and my first impression of you is not good.

    "But soon, I found out that I was narrow-minded. Because, the Jian Lingxi I saw is a very good and excellent person. He is very gentle and strong. With him, I don't have to worry too much.He is very reassuring and relaxed around him. I never have to worry about the things you participate in, and I can get anything I want from you."

    Having said that, Ye Fei was slightly taken aback.

    Yes, there are some things that didn't think about before, but now sort them out and say them out, and realize that some secrets have long been traced, but he has never thought about it before, so he didn't realize anything.

    Only now did he realize that he was not born tolerant, but deliberately partial.

    Ah, have been favored like this for too long, and now feel a little guilty even for refusing.

    But Ye Fei still had to finish speaking:

    "I used to think that the person you like must be very lucky, but now I find that I am that lucky person. But I'm sorry, kid, your like is very precious to me, but I can't accept it."

    Jian Lingxi didn't seem surprised, he just nodded.

    And Ye Fei continued:

    "We seem to have talked about something similar before, but I don't remember it, so I want to repeat it.

    "I have lived in this world for too long, but although I do regard you as a friend, as my student, as a child, I refuse you because of age.

    "Because I have lived for too long, everything around me is more important than feelings and bonds. If one day I can find a way to disable my abilities, then I will choose death without hesitation.Things are more important than that. But you know, love is too special. If I accept others in this situation without the slightest desire to survive, it would be very irresponsible.

    "So, little snake, it's not that I don't like you, it's just that I didn't have such expectations for anyone from the beginning. There are no such things in my story."

    Ye Fei is not good at dealing with these things. After all, he has lived for so many years and has never met a few people who like him.

    Ou Lanxing is one of them, but he is different from Jian Lingxi, that little mad dog is very detached.How to dance and how to dance for two days.

    So it was difficult for Ye Fei to decide how much to refuse, but he felt that Jian Lingxi should be able to understand what he meant.

    Sure enough, after hearing what he said, Jian Lingxi nodded.

    Ye Fei breathed a sigh of relief.

    However, he was not completely relieved, because soon, he heard Jian Lingxi say:

    "I also want to tell you what I think."

    "Okay." Ye Fei took out the posture of listening to an academic report:

    "Say, I'll listen."

    "Actually, I didn't plan to say this to you before, because I know you won't stay for anyone, and it may even burden you if you say it. But I'm a little selfish, I have selfishness, and I don't want you to think I like it all the time.It's someone else. Besides, I'm also jealous. I'm jealous that Ou Lanxing can express his feelings openly.

    "What's more, Teacher Ye doesn't need to be burdened. I never treat you in order to get a response from you, or in exchange for something. I treat you just because I like you, so in the future, I want to do something for youWhen something happens, can you not reject me, when you encounter danger and problems, can you still think of me first?"

    Ye Fei was a little at a loss for Jian Lingxi's candid attitude.

    He doesn't know why he deserves to be liked so much by others.

    He remembered hearing from Jian Lingxi that he had someone he liked very much for many, many years, and that person was very important to him.

    This is also the reason why Ye Fei has never associated the atmosphere between them with Fengyue, because he never thought that that person would be him.

    He didn't remember that he had dealt with Jian Lingxi before.

    Moreover, judging from Jian Lingxi's age, even if there is a relationship between them, that is, what happened in the past twenty years or so, he shouldn't have forgotten it.

    So he asked Jian Lingxi:

    "Sorry, I want to ask, have we met before?"

    "Of course I have."

    Jian Lingxi curled his lips and smiled.

    He laughed, showing his small fangs:

    "However, that's the same as my favorite, it's my own story."

    Up to now, Ye Fei's hanging heart was relieved, he relaxed a little, raised his hand and looked at the person opposite:

    "tell me the story?"

    "Stop talking, it doesn't sound good."

    Jian Lingxi shook her head:

    "My past is not glorious, and the story is not warm. I don't want you to know."

    "Why are you still hiding it?"

    Ye Fei made a joke.

    "Well, after all, it's hard to set up a bright, upright, gentle and kind persona in front of the person you like, and it can't collapse, otherwise I'm thankful."

    "Sneaky enough."

    He didn't want to say it, Ye Fei didn't ask any more questions, and just stood up from the table.

    Together with Jian Lingxi, he cleaned up the things on the table.

    It was already late at that time, Ye Fei originally planned to wash up and go to sleep, but when she glanced at the big bed in front of her, she became embarrassed again.

    There were only six people in their magical team, and they only had three rooms. Among them, Qin Jing and Ren Huayan lived in one, Zhou Zhengning and Esther lived in one, and he and Jian Lingxi lived in one.

    But the problem is, he and Jian Lingxi share a big bed room.

    When didn't know anything before, felt that it would be no problem for two big men to sleep together, but now that the window paper has been pierced, it is a bit strange to sleep together again.

    Therefore, Ye Fei took two steps back and said:

    "You sleep, I'll go..."

    Ye Fei didn't know what to say, he pointed to the door.

    "En." Jian Lingxi accepted it quickly, and he even asked a thoughtful question:

    "Are there enough points?"

    "Enough, enough."

    Although Ye Fei usually eats and drinks wildly, after getting to know Jian Lingxi, he paid for the room fee, so after such a long time, Ye Fei's small coffers are still sufficient, at least it is more than enough to open a room.

    He turned around and walked to the door, but just as he was about to open the door, he suddenly heard Jian Lingxi behind him say:

    "Actually, you can stay, the bed is big enough, and I won't think you're scum."

    "..."

    For a moment, Ye Fei's heart seemed to be poked lightly by a small soft thorn.

    He struggled briefly in his heart.

    But until the end, he politely refused:

    "Forget it, you have a good rest."

    "Um."

    He heard Jian Lingxi respond:

    "Good night then."

    The small soft thorn scratching at the side of the heart became harder and sharper, it pierced the flesh and pierced into his heart.

    "Ah good."

    Ye Fei replied:

    "Good night."

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