The blood on the fingertips was wiped clean, revealing the small wound underneath. After a few seconds, a little scarlet oozes from the wound again.

His wound did not heal.

"..."

Ye Fei frowned slightly.

The blood in the wound surged more and more, and finally merged into a small drop, which slipped down from his finger, leaving a dazzling mark.

This feeling was very novel to Ye Fei.

He gently pressed the skin near the wound, looked at the red and swollen flesh around the wound, and felt the continuous slight pain from his fingertips.

Absolutely cured, seems to be ineffective.

Ye Fei paused for a moment, then casually picked up a piece of stone from her side, opened her sleeve, and drew a stroke on her forearm.

The pain that was several times more severe than before spread, Ye Fei stared at the wound, silently counting the seconds in her heart.

one two three……

A few seconds passed, except for the oozing blood covering Shankou's appearance, there was no change in his body.

It's hard for Ye Fei to describe what kind of feeling he feels in his heart.

He has lived for many, many years, and has desperately sought death. When he calms down, he still lives like a walking dead most of the time. Although he has no desire to live, he will still try his best to protect the courage of others to survive.

He has tried various methods of suicide, and suffered from unbearable pain. Every time he prepares to face death with a little expectation, but every time he ushers in a new life in pain.

There was even a period of time when Ye Fei was bored and scratched himself with a knife. He looked at the wounds that healed quickly after being cut open, and always wondered whether this ability would fail one day, Will there be a day when his wound will no longer heal, and he will be able to leave the wound on his body for a long time like an ordinary person.

Ye Fei has been waiting for this day for too long, and now he sees that he can't stop the blood that is flowing out, and he feels novelty, excitement, and more of an unreasonable impulse.

Coincidentally, he happened to be sitting on the edge of a cliff halfway up the mountain.

Thinking of this, Ye Fei no longer cared about the small tricks the guards at the mountain pass were doing. He raised his eyebrows slightly and glanced down the cliff.

It is actually very simple to verify whether the absolute cure is really invalid.The cliff he was sitting on was not too low, a person would definitely die if he fell off it, but it wasn't too high, and if he survived the fall, it would be enough for him to climb back before the children behind him woke up.

Thinking of this, Ye Fei silently stood up from the edge of the cliff.

He looked at the bottom of the cliff under the night, and now, what he had been waiting for for decades seemed to be coming true, but Ye Fei stood here, but suddenly hesitated.

He was thinking of something else.

For example, the scope of the ability ban in this game is "abnormal affiliation", that is, abilities that are not part of the owner's instinct cannot be used.So, if even the absolute cure fails, is this a mistake in the judgment of the game, or is it a mistake in his own cognition?

If even the absolute cure does not belong to him, then who is he?

If he died so easily, this issue can no longer be pursued.

Ye Fei stood on the edge of the cliff, a little lost in thought.

He remembered the words Jue said to him at the end of Utopia.

"Ye Fei, I am you."

Ye Fei frowned, he raised his hand again, and looked down at his palm.

If Jue is telling the truth, then the only ability he can use now should be Absolute Annihilation.It is also very simple to verify this point now, but Ye Fei is a little afraid to look at it.

But in the end, he still took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and activated Absolute Annihilation slightly unfamiliarly.

After a while, he opened one eye, but saw that his hand was empty, and there was no black mist of annihilation representing the decision, nor any other strange things.

Nothing at all.

Ye Fei breathed a sigh of relief.

But in doing so, he fell into a new anxiety.

He stood up and sat down on the edge of the cliff, went back and forth several times, but couldn't make up his mind.When he sat down for the third time, he pursed his lips slightly, looked at the dark red windbreaker on himself, and subconsciously glanced behind him in the direction of the owner of the windbreaker.

But soon, his eyes stopped there.

He saw Jian Lingxi standing not far behind him.

Jian Lingxi untied her hair, and the soft strands of hair hung on both sides of her cheeks, and he casually tucked them behind her ears.

Ye Fei thought he was very good-looking from the first time he saw him, with broad shoulders, thin waist and long legs, standing there perfectly like a dummy.

Ye Fei was a little confused, he didn't pay attention to the movement behind him just now, he didn't know what Jian Lingxi saw and how long he stood behind him watching.

At this time, he was standing there quietly, and occasionally the night wind from the mountains would blow by, slightly lifting the broken hair on the side of his forehead and face, and his pair of golden eyes shone slightly in the night.

"Why are you standing there, come sit down."

Ye Fei pretended nothing happened, raised her hand and patted her side.

The sound of Jian Lingxi's boots hitting the ground came from behind, and Jian Lingxi came over obediently and sat beside him.Ye Fei handed him the telescope in his hand, and pointed in the direction of the mountain pass:

"Look, people outside have moved again. I think it's time for me to think about how we can escape."

Jian Lingxi took the telescope from his hand, but did not lift it up. He held the small telescope in his hand, exerted a little force on his fingertips, and even the joints turned white.

He said:

"I do not want to look."

After a pause, he said again:

"I'm not here to talk about this kind of thing."

"Ah...then you..."

"You smell like blood."

Jian Lingxi raised her eyes to look at him, then put the telescope in her hand aside, and directly grabbed Ye Fei's wrist, and he rolled up his sleeve, revealing a hideous wound.

"You want to die."

Jian Lingxi stated this fact calmly.

"Hmm." Ye Fei tried to make her tone sound a little more relaxed:

"It's too tiring to live, and now is such a good opportunity."

But Jian Lingxi didn't answer his words, he only said:

"You want to jump off here and die in the night that no one knows. When I wake up the next day, I won't be able to find you. I can only look for the cold corpse under the cliff."

"..."

Hearing Jian Lingxi's words, Ye Fei felt a little pain in her heart for no reason.

So he hates the bonds between people. Once there is an emotional bond, there are too many things to consider.

For example, he used to be able to jump off the cliff without any burden, but now he stood up and sat down several times in this crappy place, his mind was full of another person.

Ye Fei lowered her eyes, and clasped her fingertips on the cliff at hand a little helplessly.

"Life is alive, always have to face parting..."

He didn't know what he was talking about. He originally wanted to comfort Jian Lingxi, but the words he said didn't have the expected effect.

Ye Fei was inexplicably nervous, but after a while, he heard Jian Lingxi say:

"You can leave me."

"……ah?"

Ye Fei didn't understand Jian Lingxi's meaning for a while, he subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Jian Lingxi, and the next moment, he was hugged by her.

Jian Lingxi protected the back of his head with one hand, and pressed him on his shoulder.

His voice fell beside Ye Fei's ears, and he told him:

"Ye Fei, you can leave me, but you have to let me know."

In fact, Jian Lingxi woke up when Ye Fei got up. He felt that he was shallow at first, and he paid more attention to everything about Ye Fei.

He hadn't been in a good mood these past few days, and he knew from the very beginning that Ye Fei would lose his absolute cure.

He didn't intend to hide it from Ye Fei. He said that he would not stop Ye Fei from making a choice, but because he knew that Ye Fei would die without hesitation once he found out about it, so he just made a wish in his heart, hoping that Ye Fei would find outA little later, a little later.

But probably the sky didn't help him. Ye Fei was looking at the stars, but something cut her hand. Jian Lingxi watched him staring at her hand for a long time, and she knew the result.

Later, he watched Ye Fei stand up and stand on the edge of the cliff like that, as if a gust of wind could blow him down.

Jian Lingxi knew what he wanted to do, he really wanted to go out and keep him, but his rationality kept him where he was, and he could only watch him from afar.

Just like countless times before, Ye Fei always walks in front of him, he has to work hard to keep up with him, but in the end he will be easily forgotten and left behind.

He thought he was going to watch Ye Fei leave again like this, but to his surprise, Ye Fei only stood on the edge of the cliff for a while, and then sat back down.

Later, as if he was struggling, he just stood up and sat back, sat back and stood up, making Jian Lingxi's heart skip a beat.

In fact, he didn't intend to alarm Ye Fei, no matter what he decided tonight, he would accept it, but Ye Fei discovered him first.

Some thoughts were not so annoying when I was alone, but when I was in front of him, I couldn't hide them no matter what.

"If you want to leave, I won't keep you, but I want you to at least leave me a farewell."

Jian Lingxi hugged Ye Fei even tighter.

Ye Fei's mind went blank, and he didn't know how to respond.He wanted to say something in a relaxed and lively atmosphere, but he couldn't open his mouth no matter what. In the end, he just silently squeezed the corner of Jian Lingxi's clothes:

"I do not go."

Listen carefully, his ending seems to have a slight vibrato.

But he was not sure, so he could only add one sentence at the end:

"Not going for now."

He leaned on Jian Lingxi's shoulder and let him hold him.

He smelled the fragrance of platycodon flowers on Jian Lingxi's body, and after a while, he closed his eyes slightly, feeling a little confused.

he asks:

"Little snake, who am I?"

Ye Fei felt that he was actually lucky, because at least he still had someone around him who could answer his questions:

"What I thought belonged to me is actually not mine, so could I not be Ye Fei?"

"Who are you."

Jian Lingxi stroked the back of his head as if soothing, and repeated:

"You are Ye Fei."

"How are you sure?"

Ye Fei chuckled lightly:

"My memory is fuzzy and broken, and now it seems that my abilities are fake."

"It's not fake."

Jian Lingxi patted him reassuringly:

"You can trust me, there are thousands of people in the world, even if you can't tell the difference, I can still recognize the special one."

"What if there are ten thousand people exactly like me?"

"It won't be exactly the same."

"Why?"

"Because the same is only the body and flesh and blood."

Jian Lingxi paused:

"And I only love that one soul."

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