Wen Suning slowed down, took off her wet clothes, and stood under the shower to wash off the residual alcohol so as not to irritate the skin.

A few minutes later, Wen Suning brushed her hair, walked out of the bathroom, and the first thing she did was to lock the bedroom door.

He sat on the bed and breathed a sigh of relief.

His throat was a little uncomfortable, mainly due to the severe cough he pretended to be, but it was actually not a big problem.

He wouldn't be so stupid as to really choke on the wine, just like a person taking a bath with his face upside down, he wouldn't easily choke on the water.

It was raining heavily outside, and the weather forecast on the mobile phone popped up an orange rainstorm warning.

This is a very important point, Wen Suning noticed it when she was still in the living room.

Through the window, you can see the lights on the second floor of the opposite villa.

Wen Suning frowned, and he began to recall whether the curtains were drawn in the living room just now.

Can't remember, he never paid attention.

It doesn't matter, let's do whatever you like.

Now his mood is very stable and very good, which can be regarded as a phased desensitization victory.

You must know that he even fell into a state of panic on the spot when he picked up the bracelet in the trash can, but he has improved a lot today.

It may also be because the joy of seeing Qin Mu make a fool of himself overwhelmed the panic.

Wen Suning vaguely kept some painful memories. Qin Mu's temper always came out of the blue, asking the original owner to do chores on his knees, finding a reason to be dissatisfied halfway through, and following the original owner's errands.

As a result, the original owner was "domesticated" by him and became more and more obedient. He was a substitute who was adopted and had no right to refuse.

In his subconscious mind, Qin Mu was irresistible.

He was instinctively afraid of this man.

If you want to change the situation, you must conduct desensitization training so that you are not afraid of Qin Mu.

Even if he is in a rage, he cannot be afraid.

Wen Suning didn't intend to take this strong medicine too early.

Unfortunately, he has no time.

He breathed a sigh of relief, making sure that the suitcase had been packed, and was about to lay down on the bed for an early rest when he suddenly heard his phone vibrate.

He touched it and took a look, and his adoptive mother called.

She had called several times before, but she was in the living room at the time and didn't hear it.

With his toes, Wen Suning could think of the reason why his adoptive mother called. He didn't want to answer it at all, but his reason told him that if he didn't answer, his adoptive mother would definitely keep calling until he got through.

Then take it, just in time to see for yourself what the original owner's adoptive mother is like.

"Hello." Under normal circumstances, the original owner would obediently call out "Mom" again, but Wen Suning didn't want to speak.

"Ningling, why didn't you answer the phone just now?"

"I was busy."

The adoptive mother didn't even ask what Wen Suning was up to, and went straight to the point:

"Have you paid your salary yet? Yueyue will sign up for a summer camp next week, and he will have to pay 12,000 yuan. The money you transferred to us last time was used to buy medicine for your father. The family really can't get it out. In your handIs there any more?"

Yueyue is Wen Suning's unrelated younger brother, who is also the biological son of his adoptive parents. He is in his third year of high school this year, and his grades are very good. He has participated in many competitions. The summer camp is prepared for admission to prestigious universities.

It’s okay to ask for money for medical treatment, but your own son is recommended to go to college and ask me for money?Go dreaming.

"I've been sick these few days, quit my job, and have no money." Wen Suning said bluntly.

"Oh, you kid, it's hard to find a job with so much money, how can you just quit?"

The adoptive mother was really anxious: "I know it's not easy to go to work, but how many young people who work hard in big cities have it easy. I read the news the day before yesterday that many people are willing to commute for several hours to go to work. People like thisI can bear the hardships, if our little one gets sick, how can we resign from the job so capriciously?"

Wen Suning listened silently, even though she was mentally prepared, her heart still constricted suddenly when she heard her adoptive mother complaining.

Countless pictures of the past reappeared in mind like a ruminant, and every time recalled it, could feel more pain and suffocation, and the bitterness in mouth seemed to be diluted.

Those memories tormented the nerve day and night, making it thinner and tighter, and finally snapped off.

Become a bloody cut on the wrist.

No matter what situation he encounters, the first thing he gets is always complaining and blaming.

No one ever tried to understand him.

Tears poured out of his eyes instinctively. Wen Suning's sobriety and rationality made him give a completely different answer from before:

"Anyway, I've already quit. I plan to take a good rest at home for a period of time to take care of my body. Yueyue summer camp, you can figure out a way for yourself. I have given enough money to my family in the past two years."

The adoptive mother immediately raised her voice: "Oh, you child, if we can get money, do we still need to ask you? Yue Yue's grades are so good, we can't miss the opportunity of summer camp, maybe we can have the opportunity to apply to Tsinghua University and Peking University, see if you can ask a friend to borrow a little."

"I don't have many friends. Even if I borrow it, I may not be able to pay it back later."

Of course Wen Suning couldn't give money, he only had 4,000 yuan in his hand, and he had to solve the problem of food and accommodation in the future.

"Why don't you just look for a job after you've had a good rest? Ningning, after two or three years outside, why have you become so heartless? How much did your parents spend to raise you? You can count them all."I don't know, why don't you want to take care of your parents and younger brother now that it's your turn? You're just making excuses!"

Wen Suning finally could no longer control the anger in her heart.

"I have no conscience? Why don't you touch your chest and think about it, who is the problem? Don't you know how much money I have given to my family over the years?I'm not well, am I?"

The adoptive mother was completely angry, and scolded: "What are you talking about? Mom has raised you for twenty years, and you have only been filial to the family for two years and you don't want to? Your wings are hard and you want to fly, right?threw!"

Wen Suning sneered: "That's right, why were you willing to throw me away at the beginning? I'm afraid it's not a boy who was finally bought with money, so you can't bear the tens of thousands of dollars!"

"you!"

The adoptive mother was horrified, she always said that Wen Suning was sent to their home by neighbors, how could Wen Suning know that they bought her back then?!

"Don't you know how much you have paid for raising me these years? I have never learned any hobbies, attended cram schools, and I have nothing that I had when I was young. At most, I have a meal with my family. Every yearThere are only a few clothes, there is no tuition fee for compulsory education, and the tuition fees for college are all earned by myself during the summer vacation.”

"Okay, even if I have to spend 1,500 yuan a month for living expenses before I turn eighteen, it's 300,000 yuan in total, and I gave you at least 500,000 yuan in the past two years, can you please know enough?"

The adoptive mother was so bullied that she had nothing to say, she could only cry and howl that Wen Suning was a heartless person, she never expected to raise a white-eyed wolf after 18 years of hard work.

Wen Suning was really annoying. His face was already full of tears, but his voice was still calm: "Okay, that's it. Also, don't you ask me what's wrong?"

After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

Blocking her adoptive mother's number and WeChat, Wen Suning put down her phone.

He was cold, very, very cold.

Even if the whole person curled up and hugged the quilt tightly, it was useless, as if a huge hole had been pierced through the chest, and the blood and temperature were being crazily swallowed by the ferocious world.

The trauma from the family's disregard and blame was even stronger than Qin Mu's.

He had already slowly desensitized Qin Mu before, but this was the first time he faced the severe trauma of his adoptive parents.

The throat was choked up, and the pain was so much that it was difficult to swallow.

Wen Suning only felt that she was torn in two.Half of them were swallowed up by the pain they encountered one after another, and the tortured ground was torn apart and dripping with blood.

The other half think that such disputes are normal, isn't it just to tear face with the original family?He should be happy to finally be able to get rid of the man-eating monster behind him.

The combination of tough reason and fragile heart made him cry so hard that he couldn't control himself, but he was very clear in his mind.

Wen Suning stood up with difficulty, sat in front of the table, and took out the notebook from the drawer.

Every time he comforts himself and heals himself, he spreads out the notebook, writes and draws on it, leaving some traces.

It was the same this time. He opened the notepad, and the carbon pen inside rolled out and was held by trembling hands.

Wen Suning took a deep breath, he tried hard to control, but found himself trapped in violent emotions, unable to speak at all.

The right hand holding the pen is not in a writing posture, but is clenched tightly like a sharp weapon and moves towards the wrist of the left hand.

Don't!!!

Wen Suning immediately raised his left hand and tried his best to hold down the wrist of his right hand. He knew what his body wanted to do.

The tip of the pen is not too long, and it is not as sharp as a blade, but if you stab it hard, it will definitely pierce the fragile skin, leaving a hole full of blood.

Calm down!calm!Wen Suning shouted loudly in her heart, but there was no voice to respond to him.

It was empty there, the insults, scolding, and trampling it had endured in the past, like a metal spoon, hollowed it out.

It was only now that Wen Suning was finally sure.

There is no soul left by the original owner at all, all of this is the reaction brought to him by the disease.

The patient at the time of the onset is not controlled by reason at all, even if he clearly understands that he cannot do this, and he desperately persuades himself in his heart, it will not help.

Perhaps Qin Mu was just an inducement, and the source of the original owner's deep depression and anxiety was the native family.

Wen Suning firmly pressed his right wrist, making it fixed on the table to prevent his thigh or chest from being attacked. He put all his strength on his left arm, pulled his right hand, and moved to the mobile phone next to him.

After getting psychological counseling from the hospital, he felt that the distance was a bit far away, and he wanted to find the nearest studio for the next step of treatment. While choosing an institution, he also kept a lot of consultation phone numbers.

He needs to ask for help, to find someone else to help him.

Wen Suning tried his best to touch the phone, but his fingers were full of tears, and he couldn't successfully complete the fingerprint unlocking, so he could only enter the password key by key trembling.

The organization's hotline is saved in the memo by him, just opening the memo, copying and pasting it to the dial interface is an almost impossible task for Wen Suning at this moment.

The left hand is gradually losing strength, and it seems that it is about to lose control of the right hand holding the carbon pen. Wen Suning's reason and calmness are quickly worn away, and she inevitably becomes agitated.

Stop shaking, please don't shake!

Just then, a WeChat call came.

The avatar of Mu Yunsheng on the interface made Wen Suning dizzy, and the sound of the vibration intensified his urge to destroy himself.

So, before everything got worse, he tremblingly pressed the answer button.

"Hey, did you sleep? Calling so late, didn't disturb you?"

Youthful voices filled the darkened bedroom through the loudspeakers.

Wen Suning opened her mouth, still unable to speak, but an uncontrollable sob escaped from her lips.

Mu Yunsheng keenly captured the strange silence and sobbing, he froze for a moment, and immediately realized that something had happened.

"Are you crying?"

Mu Yunsheng said cautiously, just after he finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself in the face, do you even need to ask!

On the other side there was still only a rather suppressed cry, which was very soft, and because of this, Mu Yunsheng's uneasiness became more and more intense.

He was on the set, and after two days of stalking, Ping Nan finally agreed to take him by his side to teach, first to see if Mu Yunsheng has talent, and if he has good talent, he will be his master.

Mu Yunsheng was so excited that he wanted to run around the studio twice. He ran to a secluded place, wanting to share the good news with Wen Suning as soon as possible.

After all, if it wasn't for Wen Suning that day, she wouldn't have thought of coming to the set with Yan Chengke.

cocoa cocoa...

Mu Yunsheng swallowed hard, his crying was subdued, and his heart also twitched. He could only ask tentatively in pale language:

"Did something bad happen? Like, if you don't mind, you can tell me if you have any troubles."