Yan Qiu was startled by the sound, and almost turned his head away in panic, and then met a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and it turned out to be Qin Mu.

"you?"

Probably because he hadn't drank water for too long, Yan Qiu got stuck as soon as he uttered a word, his throat seemed to have been severely ground by rough sandpaper, and every word he uttered was painful.

Seeing this, Qin Mu got up and took a cup of hot water and handed it to him.

Yan Qiu glanced at him, then reached out to take it hesitantly.

After taking a few sips of hot water, the hoarseness in his throat finally felt a little better. When he finally regained some strength, he began to look around.

This is indeed a hospital ward, why is he here?He was clearly in his room before falling asleep.

Qin Mu also saw his doubts, and explained thoughtfully: "You passed out at home, and the aunt who cleaned the room found you, and then called an ambulance to take you to the hospital."

"Oh." Yan Qiu drank his saliva and replied slowly.

He thought he was just falling asleep, but he didn't expect to pass out.

"You don't want to ask anything else?" Qin Mu looked at him as if he didn't care about anything, and for some reason, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

However, Yan Qiu didn't seem to hear his words at all, and it took a while to regain his senses, and he drank the water in the cup slowly, and then put the paper cup on the cabinet next to him.

"Nothing to ask."

As soon as the words fell, Qin Mu looked deflated.

Yan Qiu wanted to laugh when he saw this, but the smile could only last for a moment, and then it was like a stone on the shore falling into the lake, causing ripples for a moment before returning to calm.

Nothing but boredom.

In fact, there is nothing to ask, he should have been in a coma for a long time, but after waking up, there was only Qin Mu by his side and no members of the Fu family.

This means that Fu Shuangchi hasn't found it yet.

Otherwise, at least Lu Ruan would be by his side.

It's not really that he cares much about him, it's just that the superficial relationship must be maintained.

The fact that Qin Mu is still here means the game is not over yet.

Without him having to speak, Qin Mu would naturally explain what else they wanted to do?

"You can hold your breath." Qin Mu looked at him and said.

Yan Qiu leaned on the pillow, his brows were light, his beautiful deer eyes drooped slightly, as if he was bored.

"What the hell are you trying to do?"

Qin Mu didn't speak, just raised his hand to support his glasses, and looked at him from top to bottom curiously.

"Just to see when you will give up?"

"Death?"

"Yan Qiu, it's been a year, and you still can't see clearly? You can't fit into this family at all? Shuang Chi is the child they have loved since childhood, and you can't compete with him."

Yan Qiu fell silent when he heard the words. This is a fact, and it cannot be refuted.

He is not a fool, how could he not understand the situation in front of him.

So they went to such lengths to design it just to let him go?

But yes, besides this, he has nothing else to worry about for Fu Shuangchi.

He already has the love of his parents and the status of the Fu family.

only……

Yan Qiu looked up at Qin Mu, "What about you?"

"Me?" Qin Mu raised his brows slightly, seemingly puzzled.

"Why do you bother to help him so much?"

Qin Mu smiled, "Of course I have my reasons." There was a touch of disdain in his tone, as if he didn't feel the need to explain it to him.

Seeing this, Yan Qiu didn't ask any more questions, and the ward became silent again.

Yan Qiu looked at the wall not far away, it was clearly a vast expanse of whiteness, but he was fascinated by it.

When Yan Qiu came back to his senses, the ward was empty, and Qin Mu had already left at some point.

He had just woken up not long ago, but he felt drowsy again.

But before lay down, stomach suddenly hurt again.

Yan Qiu didn't know how long it had been since he hadn't eaten, his stomach was empty, yet he felt that he was full.

So didn't want to eat anything for a while, so just lay down again, curled up with whole body, and pressed palms tightly on the painful place, hoping to get through it as before.

However, not long after, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and then a young doctor walked in.

"Yan Qiu, right?" The doctor held a few thin sheets of paper in his hand and looked at him with a sad expression.

He first looked around, then looked at the empty chair next to him and asked, "Where's your family?"

Yan Qiu endured the pain and sat up, didn't bother to explain, just forced a smile and said perfunctorily: "He has something to do, he will be back in a while."

"Oh." The doctor seemed a little embarrassed when he heard this.

Yan Qiu saw his hesitation and asked, "Doctor, what's the matter? You can tell me directly."

The doctor thought for a while, finally agreed, and said slowly: "You were in serious condition when you were sent here, so we did some tests on you."

Looking at his expression, Yan Qiu roughly guessed something, "Is the situation not very good?"

The doctor nodded slowly when he heard this, and said solemnly, "Stomach cancer...advanced stage."

Strangely, when Yan Qiu stopped at this result, he didn't have any big disturbances in his heart.

There was even a faint feeling that the dust had settled, as if it had been foreseen that such a day would come.

The doctor has seen too many panicked, hysterical, crying and begging in the hospital. It is the first time that he faces such a calm patient, but he is a little uncomfortable.

"Do you want to inform your other family members?" The doctor asked deliberately.

"No need." Yan Qiu shook his head, his face was a little pale because of the pain, but he still insisted on saying, "I don't have a family."

When the doctor heard this, his expression became even more unbearable. The young man in front of him was really too thin, even if he was given the smallest hospital gown, it was still empty on his body.

If it weren't for the age in the medical records, it would be hard for the doctor to believe that he was already twenty-one years old.

He obviously looks like a teenager.

It is miserable enough to have cancer at a young age, but did not expect this to be the case in family.

I can only sigh with emotion that bad luck only picks the poor.①

In fact, the care and inquiries for patients usually only go to this stage at most, but the young man in front of him is probably too pitiful, and the doctor can't help but want to ask more questions.

"Is there anything else I can do for you?"

Yan Qiu was stunned for a while when he heard the words, as if he was thinking, he nodded after a long time, and spoke slowly, his voice was very soft and slow, but it was still enough for him to hear clearly, "Doctor, I have a stomachache, can you prescribe some painkillers for me?"?”

Three days after Yan Qiu was discharged from the hospital, he rejected the doctor's proposal to be hospitalized, and returned to Fu's house with a bunch of medicine.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered the house, he saw Fu Shuangchi who had sent the whole family to look for him not long ago.

He didn't look like he had been "kidnapped" at all, sitting on the sofa and watching TV leisurely, with a bunch of snacks beside him.

Lu Ruan was also there, sitting next to him and holding his hand as if talking about something.

Seeing him come back, as if he couldn't hear him, the conversation between the two stopped abruptly.

Yan Qiu is used to such "rejection" that seems to have nothing, so naturally he won't go there to make fun of himself, and was about to go back to the room, but unexpectedly, Lu Ruan got up and followed.

"Xiaoqiu." Lu Ruan rarely showed a flattering smile on his face, "Where have you been these two days? Why did you come back?"

As he spoke, his eyes fell on the pile of medicines in his hands, and a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, "Are you sick?"

"Cold." Yan Qiu casually said something perfunctory and continued walking to his room, obviously not wanting to talk any more.

However, unexpectedly, Lu Ruan continued to follow.

"Is there anything else?" Yan Qiu put the medicine in the cabinet, turned around and looked at Lu Ruan who followed.

Hearing this, Lu Ruan smiled awkwardly, "Xiao Chi is back, this matter has been clarified, mother knows it was not you, Shen Ze treated you that day, mother apologized to you on his behalf."

The winter sun is always pale and lifeless. Through the transparent glass window in the bedroom, it shines directly on the mirror against the wall, reflecting the same lifeless light.

Yan Qiu turned around and saw himself in the mirror.

He is laughing.

Yan Qiu pursed the corners of his lips, trying to suppress that smile, but the habits formed over the years are not so easy to change in a short while.

It turned out that in Yan's house they always felt that he was unlucky, so they never allowed him to cry and always forced him to laugh.

Laugh when you fall down, laugh when you are beaten, laugh when you are not full...

So later Yan Qiu almost formed a habit, the sadder he was, the happier he laughed.

Lu Ruan seemed to be taken aback by the smile on his face, and asked him, "What are you laughing at?

Yan Qiu raised his hand to press the corner of his lips, but found that he couldn't press it down no matter what.

"Nothing, I just..."

Yan Qiu was suddenly at a loss for words.

He laughed and knew that Fu Shuangchi had won the moment he saw Fu Shuangchi when he returned home.

He didn't know what Fu Shuangchi told them, but no matter what he said or did, even if he caused everyone to worry so much, there would be no punishment. Anyway, the Fu family would cover him up.

And he was in the hospital for three days, and no one cared about his news.

Even if he passed out at home and was sent to the hospital by his servants.

But the servants also knew that no one in this family cared about him at all, so they didn't bother to tell them.

Qin Mu's words suddenly surfaced in his ears.

He was right, no matter if it was one year, two years or ten years, he couldn't fit into this family at all. Shuang Chi was the child they loved since childhood.

I can never compete with him.

"I figured it out." Yan Qiu calmly continued to finish what he had just said.

Although Lu Ruan didn't know what he meant, she could feel his displeasure.

So he continued to explain from the side with some embarrassment: "Xiao Chi has been spoiled since he was a child, and this time too, he ran out for so many days without saying a word. We have been looking for him these days, so we inevitably ignored you. Xiaoqiu,Do not be angry."

Yan Qiu wanted to say that he wasn't angry, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he was too lazy to say another word.

However, Lu Ruan didn't seem to understand it, and continued to talk about some meaningless love next to him.

It's nothing more than knowing that he has been wronged and wanting to make up for him.

Illness exhausted Yan Qiu too much, so he soon became tired again. Just when he was about to say that he wanted to rest, Lu Ruan took a step ahead of him and said, "Listen to your father saying that you are going to be in C city."It's snowing."

"Let's go skiing as a family this weekend."

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