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    Hearing this, Yan Qiu couldn't help but relax for a moment.

    He raised his head and looked at Qin Mu, as if he didn't understand what he just said.

    "Why can't it be you?" Yan Qiu looked at him, repeating Qin Mu's words word by word.

    The memories that he had deliberately buried in the past flooded out again because of Qin Mu's words.

    Yan Qiu looked up at him, and said calmly, "Qin Mu, why do you say?"

    Probably because he had ulterior motives from the first time he appeared in front of Yan Qiu, setting the trajectory for their relationship from the very beginning.

    Probably because in the previous life, Yan Qiu used all his savings to buy two rings, and used his injured hand to carve the initials of the two people's names on the rings little by little. However, before he had time to send them out, he heard the recording.

    Probably because he became angry after being punctured by Yan Qiu, Qin Mu and Fu Shuangchi took the pendant that he couldn't tolerate being touched by others together, and designed a trap to lure him in.

    Yan Qiu stood by the river for a day according to the address he sent, and his heart was completely chilled by the wind.

    Probably because all the sufferings Yan Qiu suffered in the previous life were like ants in their eyes, not worth a game they played.

    ...

    There were so many reasons that Yan Qiu didn't know where to start?

    How ridiculous, Yan Qiu once held a heart in his hands, but he smashed it to pieces indifferently.

    But now the person who broke his sincerity back then came to him late at night holding his own heart and asked him if he could?

    Of course not.

    "You don't think of me as a lover, so what do you think of me?" Yan Qiu didn't struggle any more, letting Qin Mu clasp his wrist, and looked up at him sarcastically.

    "I..." Qin Mu seemed to be stopped by the question, and after a while, he said very solemnly but cautiously, "If you want, we will be together."

    "Together?" Yan Qiu looked at him coldly, with a faint and cold smile on his lips, "What does Mr. Qin mean by being together? The circle of friends blocks official announcements from your parents, relatives and friends? Or is it sneaky?"Clandestine love affair? Or is it just a body transaction that I have to pass when you need it?"

    "No." Qin Mu immediately retorted upon hearing this.

    "No?" Yan Qiu deliberately protracted his tone, his tone was full of disbelief, "So you mean to go abroad to register for marriage with me openly? Meet your parents, meet your relatives and friends, and introduce to everyone that I am your otherHalf, is your lover?"

    Qin Mu was just drunk for a while, he didn't think so much before he came, he was speechless for a while, and the hand holding Yan Qiu's arm was a little guilty for a moment.

    Seeing this, Yan Qiu immediately broke free.

    Seeing his bewildered face, Yan Qiu rubbed his sore wrist, chuckled lightly, and spoke like a sharp sword.

    "Qin Mu, do you think I'm going too far now? Although you don't say it on the surface, you may be thinking in your heart, 'Yan Qiu, you, a bumpkin from the countryside, dare to ask for so much' Am I right?"

    "No." Qin Mu immediately retorted subconsciously.

    "Isn't it true? Didn't this thought ever occur to you at all?" Yan Qiu said, stepping forward step by step.

    Qin Mu was forced to step back step by step by his eyes, and felt as if Yan Qiu's eyes had mercilessly split him open, and he had nowhere to hide, wishing to hide.

    "You said you wouldn't treat me as a lover? But have you ever put me in the same position? Have you treated me equally? Have you respected me? Have you really looked down on me?"

    "In your heart, what am I? That cheap son of the Fu family that everyone dislikes, who used his body to catch up with Mr. Li's whore? A few words from someone else's mouth can make you come to question me late at night, youSay you like me, but you don't even know me."

    "Even though I never spoke, a little gossip has fixed me in your heart. In your heart, I am just Li Zhi's unrecognizable lover, so does it mean that once you confess your love, I have to agree with gratitude?"

    "No, it's not..." Qin Muchang had never been as flustered as he was today. He wanted to explain, but found that he couldn't talk about it.

    After all, what Yan Qiu said had more or less traces in his heart.

    Just like just now, he didn't even dare to admit in front of his friends that he really liked Yan Qiu, very much.

    Yan Qiu had already seen through his arrogance, hypocrisy and indifference, so his tone became even colder, "No? Qin Mu, was what you said today a deliberate thought or a whim?

    "You dare to be so unconcerned today because of your drunkenness. After all, even if you are rejected, there is still a way out after you wake up. You can push everything to the alcohol, so you see, even now you are weighing the pros and cons."

    Speaking of this, Yan Qiu looked at him and suddenly smiled. The sarcasm in the smile almost hurt Qin Mu's eyes, "Qin Mu, why can't it be you?"

    "Because of your love, it's so worthless."

    Qin Mu almost fled away from Yan Qiu's apartment.

    Yan Qiu wasn't even interested in watching his jokes, so he closed the door and went back to his room to continue sleeping.

    Little Lihua had been squatting behind him all the time, but seeing that the matter was over, she jumped onto the bed with him and lay on top of his head as usual.

    Yan Qiu was so sleepy at first, he thought that he would fall asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.

    However, when he really lay down again, he found that he couldn't fall asleep.

    After tossing and turning for a long time without feeling sleepy, Yan Qiu simply stopped forcing himself, raised his hand to touch the little raccoon flower, and unconsciously looked at the ceiling above his head and began to let go.

    Uncontrollably, my brain recalled the words I asked Qin Mu just now, and then, for some reason, I suddenly remembered Mr. Li.

    If it is Mr. Li...

    He probably can do it without exception.

    A man like Mr. Li will definitely give his partner generous love and the respect he deserves.

    He will definitely introduce his lover to all his relatives and friends.

    There will never be a confession through drunkenness late at night, there must be a grand and grand ceremony to give the partner equal love and the most firm response.

    If you can become Mr. Li's partner, it will probably be a very happy thing.

    only……

    Thinking of this, Yan Qiu turned over and subconsciously curled up his whole body.

    Who will be Mr. Li's other half in the future?

    Although Mr. Li's performance sometimes gave him illusions, Yan Qiu knew very well that there was absolutely no possibility between them.

    Those who can stand by his side should at least be in the same family as him, receive the same good education since childhood, have unlimited common topics and the same frequency.

    They will not have any incompatibility together, and no one will be superior to the other.

    It shouldn't be someone like him.

    No one would believe that Mr. Li was his friend. He stood with Mr. Li. What they subconsciously thought was that he would definitely sell his body and use whatever means to climb up, and it was a petty love that sold his lust. There would never be equality between them.

    Just like the moon in the sky and the mud on the ground, no one will compare them, and no one thinks they should be together.

    Yan Qiu suddenly remembered the annual meeting of entrepreneurs tonight.

    Mr. Li just stood there in a black suit, like a bright moon, and the people around him instantly became supporting stars.

    Everyone gathered in front of him, nodding and bowing, speaking respectful words, trying to establish a relationship with him.

    However, Mr. Li never showed much expression on his face.

    It wasn't until he saw him that his originally calm eyes moved slightly, and he nodded to signal him to go over.

    Seeing this, Fu Jianting beside him quickly pushed him.

    However, Yan Qiu never moved. Although they were not far apart, they seemed to be separated by crowds of people one after another, and he couldn't get over it no matter what.

    So Yan Qiu finally smiled at him apologetically, turned around and walked out.

    In fact, at that moment, he couldn't tell why he did this?

    Perhaps it was because Li Zhi had always been so gentle with him that he almost couldn't see the line called "class" between them.

    He shouldn't have crossed.

    The more Yan Qiu thought about it, the more irritable he became, he reached out and took a pillow, and buried his head in it.

    He didn't know why he was so sentimental tonight?

    He wanted to escape by sleeping, but he was woken up by Qin Mu before he slept for a long time.

    Now that can't fall asleep, brain starts to think uncontrollably about what happened tonight.

    Would Mr. Li find him inexplicable?

    Will you be mad at him?

    Do you want to call and explain yourself?

    But what should say if hit it?

    ...

    Just when Yan Qiu was thinking about getting up and taking melatonin, and using physical methods to force himself to sleep, he heard the phone beside him suddenly ring.

    Yan Qiu didn't expect someone to call him at such a late hour, could the first reaction be Qin Mu's psychopath?

    Thinking of this, Yan Qiu instantly became angry, got up and took the phone angrily.

    However, seeing the beating name on the screen of the phone, the anger in his heart dissipated instantly.

    It's Li Zhi.

    Why did Mr. Li call him so late?Is it because of that incident at the annual meeting?

    Thinking of this, Yan Qiu became a little at a loss, and the aura around him instantly weakened.

    Is Mr. Li angry?

    The phone was still ringing over and over again, and each sound seemed to be asking his heart, so Yan Qiu finally pressed the connect button, and hesitantly put the phone to his ear.

    "Mr. Li."

    "Aren't you asleep yet?" Li Zhi's voice came quickly, without any emotion.

    "No." Yan Qiuli shook his head subconsciously, but soon realized that he couldn't see through the phone.

    "That's good. I'm afraid that calling so late will disturb your rest."

    Hearing this, Yan Qiu subconsciously tightened his grip on the phone, "I didn't bother you."

    After speaking, the two fell silent in unison.

    The night was deep and clear, and it seemed as if one could hear the breathing of the other party, although they were separated by such a long distance, they seemed to be entangled together.

    Yan Qiu couldn't stand the atmosphere at first, and broke the silence of the room, "Mr. Li, what's the matter?"

    "Yes." Li Zhi replied immediately, his voice was very low, with some tentativeness and hesitation, "Why didn't you come here today?"

    When Yan Qiu heard it, he immediately realized that he was talking about the annual meeting.

    This made Yan Qiu not know how to answer, after all, he couldn't face those thoughts by himself, let alone confessing them in front of Li Zhi.

    So he just held the phone and looked up at the window.

    The bright moon hangs high outside the window, shining on the world, very close and far away.

    "Mr. Li, I..." Yan Qiu lowered his head, unconsciously stroking his fingers, and when he was so embarrassed that he wanted to hang up the phone, he was interrupted by the other party.

    "Xiaoqiu," Li Zhi asked slowly, "are you mad at me?"

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