Steward Chen sighed insignificantly, but still didn't answer his question, but said, "It's really inconvenient to see you now, sir, you should go back first."

Steward Chen's attitude undoubtedly made Yan Qiu even more worried, so he just shook his head and stood stubbornly where he was.

Seeing this, Lin Ye on the side seemed to want to say something, but before he could speak, he was forced back by Steward Chen's eyes.

"Mr. hasn't woken up yet. When he wakes up, I will tell him about your visit."

"Can I wait at the door for him to wake up?" Yan Qiu really wanted to see Li Zhi, and wanted to try to win him over.

Butler Chen still had that polite and alienated expression, but his attitude was slightly cold.

"Mr. Yan." Steward Chen suddenly changed his title, "Mr. cannot have any ups and downs now, and I hope you will forgive me."

"I won't provoke him." Yan Qiu immediately promised.

"But your appearance itself is a stimulus to him, and he will be upset."

Yan Qiu was stunned by this sentence, and looked at him blankly.

Then I saw Steward Chen pondering for a moment, and finally couldn't help but said to him: "I don't know what kind of feelings you have for your husband? But my husband has really paid a lot for you, so please feel sorry for him and think about himonce."

Yan Qiu raised his eyes and looked at the old man in front of him who was over fifty years old and was still well-dressed and in good spirits.

He was looking at Yan Qiu quietly, his eyes drooping slightly due to the passage of time were still sharp, as if he could see people thoroughly.

Yan Qiu met his gaze, and saw his extremely complicated expression towards her.

There are doubts and dissatisfaction, but more of them are helpless.

In fact, if the identities were reversed, Yan Qiu could understand his feelings for him from his point of view.

Steward Chen has watched Li Zhi grow up since he was a child, and decades of companionship are already better than family members, so Li Zhi fell ill again and again because of him, and anyone would be dissatisfied.

But, why did he say he didn't know his feelings for Li Zhi?

Could it be that his affection for Li Zhi is actually so shallow?So faded that no one else can see it at all?

If even the housekeeper beside him thinks so, what about Li Zhi?

"I also... feel sorry for him." Yan Qiu couldn't help but argue, "I just want to confirm his safety, I just want to see him, and I promise to only see him once."

However, the housekeeper's tone became even colder when he heard the words, "Mr. Yan, as I said, Mr. is about to have another operation, and he can't bear any irritation. So if you still have a little gratitude for him, you shouldn't make this request again."

Yan Qiu froze on the spot when he heard the words, as if he didn't quite understand what he meant.

This sentence contains too much information, Li Zhi is about to have another operation, and in the eyes of the housekeeper, his feelings for Li Zhi are just gratitude.

He had no time to think about how he came to the conclusion, but asked anxiously: "Mr. Li needs an operation? Why?"

The butler didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

Even though he didn't say a word, Yan Qiu seemed to understand everything.

The housekeeper said before that Li Zhi’s surgery situation is not optimistic. Even after so many years, he still needs to insist on regular follow-up visits to maintain his health. But the night Fu Chenze drove his car into him, Li Zhi crashed his car on a rainy night in order to save him, which led to a relapse of his old disease..

Later, in order to be with him, he knelt down in front of Mr. Li's study all night before his body recovered.

But he failed him.

No one told him how Li Zhi survived the period when he and Li Zhi were separated?

But it won't be easy.

He still remembered that when they met again, Li Zhi was holding a glass of champagne in his hand.

He is sick to avoid drinking alcohol.

So why do cyanosis and shortness of breath suddenly appear?So why the sudden recurrence of old diseases?So why would another surgery be needed?

It is because of him.

Thinking of this, Yan Qiu suddenly closed his eyes, not daring to think about it any further.

He instantly understood why the butler was so indifferent to him?

After all, when Yan Qiu recalled these things, he couldn't see a trace of love in them.

Did Li Zhi think so too?Do you feel that you are more grateful to him than love?

Just thinking of this possibility, Yan Qiu felt uncomfortable and a little out of breath. He wanted to tell Li Zhi right now, but the housekeeper was right. According to the current situation, it is indeed more suitable for him to stay here quietly.

A servant came downstairs to the butler and whispered something in his ear.

The housekeeper nodded, glanced at Yan Qiu, then turned and walked upstairs.

Yan Qiu really wanted to ask if Li Zhi woke up?But after all, there was still no time to ask.

Butler Chen's back had disappeared from his sight.

Seeing this, Lin Ye asked, "Mr. Yan, why don't I take you back to the ancestral house first?"

Yan Qiu shook his head, sat down on a mahogany chair in the corner, and said to him, "I'll wait here for him to wake up, Lin Ye, please go back and take care of Master first."

Linye hesitated for a moment, but agreed.

Yan Qiu sat from day to night, from being surrounded by busy servants to no one.

The night was dark, and the hilltop villa at night was extremely quiet. The living room was not lit, but fortunately, there was still a bright moon hanging high outside the window, illuminating his leisurely figure.

Yan Qiu curled up and buried his head in the crook of his arms. This was the position he felt most secure.

He kept this posture for too long, and there was a sense of numbness and pain all over his body, but his mind was still clear, repeating the events since he and Li Zhi met over and over again.

It seems that the origin of everything is the snow field. If Fu Shuangchi hadn't moved evil thoughts and wanted to set fire to him to death, if he hadn't come to look for Li Zhi, then would they never meet?

Li Zhi will not experience these things that he should not have experienced because of himself.

Can he live a little easier?No need for another surgery.

In fact, Yan Qiu is a stingy person, there is only such a small place in his heart, and he can't pretend to be Li Zhi, aunt, Diudiu, master and grandpa anymore, so he cherishes everyone in his heart.

But if he has to encounter so many misfortunes because of meeting him, then he would rather Li Zhi never met himself.

Even if there is no one to redeem him, and he is stuck in that dirty mud forever, he is still willing.

As long as Li Zhi is in good health, everything will be fine.

In a daze, he seemed to hear light footsteps stopping in front of him, and then, a shadow caged him in.

Yan Qiu raised his head, and saw Li Zhi suddenly appearing in front of him at some point.

He seemed to come in a hurry, and he was still wearing pajamas, but a thin black windbreaker was draped over his shoulders.

"Why are you crying so badly?" Li Zhi bent down in front of him, raised his hand to wipe his tears, and looked at him seriously.

Yan Qiu thought he was hallucinating, and didn't know how to react for a while, so he just looked up at him blankly, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes uncontrollably.

Seeing this, Li Zhi's eyes flashed with distress, he straightened up and rummaged around, as if looking for a handkerchief.

However, before he could find it, he heard the sound of the chair being bumped and retreated, and then someone hugged him gently as if holding precious porcelain.

Soon, the chest was wet.

Well, save the handkerchief.

Thinking of this, Li Zhi smiled helplessly, raised his hand and gently patted his back to help him calm down, and joked: "You cry so hard, if you don't know, you think something happened to me?"

Yan Qiu immediately became anxious when he heard it, and raised his head from his arms. Because he was crying so hard, his shoulders couldn't stop shaking, like a frightened rabbit, but he still pretended to be fierce and said: "Don't say that.Talk!"

Li Zhi looked at his serious face and nodded cooperatively, but still couldn't help teasing him, "Don't be afraid, you are so young, you can find another better one."

"You!" Yan Qiu's eyes turned red when he heard these words, and he looked at him fiercely, as if he got angry.

It was the first time that Yan Qiu looked at Li Zhi so viciously. Li Zhi knew that the joke was over, and quickly wanted to make amends, but unexpectedly, Yan Qiu's next sentence was, "If you die, I won't live anymore."

Li Zhi was stunned for a rare moment, and lowered his eyes to look at him.

Then Yan Qiu stretched out his hand to hold him, interlocked his fingers tightly, looked at him and repeated it again.

"Li Zhi, I'm serious, if anything happens to you, I won't live anymore."

Li Zhi's complexion finally changed, and he said seriously: "No nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense."

Looking at his determined expression, Li Zhi was rarely at a loss for words, and finally could only curse helplessly, "Little lunatic."

Yan Qiu finally felt a bit of embarrassment belatedly, and buried his head in his arms again, half-escaping like an ostrich, "I'm just crazy."

Li Zhi could sense something was wrong with him today, thought for a moment, and asked, "Why? Did Uncle Chen tell you something?"

Yan Qiu shook his head and remained silent for a long time.

Li Zhi was also unwilling to press him, so he raised his hand and patted his shoulder, comforting him, "I'm fine."

However, in the next second, a muffled voice came from his chest, "Because I love you."

The words Li Zhi originally wanted to comfort him got stuck in his throat.

For a while, neither of them spoke, the gentle moonlight flowed in the sky, forming a light golden river.

The two were immersed in the moonlight, hugging quietly, neither of them spoke, listening to each other's breathing and heartbeat quietly.

"I thought..." For some reason, Li Zhi's voice was somewhat difficult, "You have always been more grateful than you are to me."

"No." Yan Qiu replied immediately, and looked up at him after speaking.

It was only for the first time that he realized that Li Zhi also had so much fear and uncertainty in his heart.

"If it's gratitude, I will act as a cow and a horse for you to repay your kindness."

As Yan Qiu said, he tiptoed slightly and touched Li Zhi's thin lips, and then continued, "It's not about wanting to promise each other with your body."

Li Zhi's body tensed subconsciously when he touched it, and it took a long time to relax, the fingers hanging by his side tightened little by little, and the color of his eyes changed deeply.

Something flashed in his eyes, and his expression was very complicated.

"Do you not believe it?" Yan Qiu looked into his eyes and asked with some uncertainty.

Unexpectedly, in the next second, Li Zhi's right arm was suddenly exerted, and before he could react, his whole body was already trapped in Li Zhi's arms.

Then, Li Zhi kissed him.

The two kissed a long kiss in the long and deep night.

When he was let go, Yan Qiu didn't dare to look up at all, wishing he could retract himself into the ground, but he couldn't retract, so he could only bury his head in Li Zhi's chest and pant slightly.

Then, he heard Li Zhi's voice above his head, "I believe it."

Yan Qiu froze for a moment, but before he could raise his head, the pinnae of his ears suddenly became hot, and someone sprayed scorching breath next to his ear.

Then, he heard Li Zhi say word by word: "I love you too."