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    "You know that I've always liked you—!"

    An excited female voice sounded not far away, piercing the eardrums.

    Just as a ray of consciousness came to this body, and before the memory was read, Su Ying was first attracted by the strong emotions remaining in this body. He subconsciously stretched out his hand, but he didn't know what he touched with his fingers.

    Depression, despair, pessimism, resentment, numbness, self-loathing, like being swallowed by a dark swamp, you can only sink into the depths of the black mud, but you are still a little bit unwilling...

    Such dark, heavy, and self-contradictory strong negative emotions are a novel experience he has never had before.

    Hey.

    It is indeed right to choose the binding system to play in different worlds.Is the feeling in the heart the so-called pain?

    Like a player who has just started a new game, with full of curiosity and anticipation, Su Ying began to receive the memory of the original owner of the body.

    "enough!"

    Just then, a voice not far away interrupted him.

    Su Ying finally raised his eyes and found a strange dark room in front of him, filled with a bunch of decorations he didn't recognize.

    On the zenith of the room, a strange luminous body emitted a faint yellow light, and the uniform halo fell on a pair of young men and women in strange clothes below, just covering them.

    And Su Ying's position was just behind the two of them, probably because he was sitting behind a certain square decoration, so he was not noticed.

    In front of him, the strangely dressed man and woman were embracing each other.The young woman in a strange white dress hugged the man's waist tightly, as if she threw herself into his arms.The man with his back to Su Ying stood upright, with his arms raised high, and his body movements revealed that he was at a loss for the development of the situation.

    According to Su Ying's experience of reading all the story books, there is a story at a glance.

    "Stop talking..." Sure enough, the man who raised his arms sighed helplessly, his voice trembling, "It's impossible for us."

    "I like you, and you like me too, why can't we be together?" The woman in his arms raised her head excitedly and asked.

    She stared closely at her sweetheart, totally unaware of Su Ying's existence.

    "...You are now my elder brother's fiancée."

    In the silence, the man spit out a word in a hoarse voice.

    "!"

    Su Ying: Perception of elements.

    The many scripts that he had read before bored flashed across his mind, and his eyes were filled with the joy of the people eating melons: Is this considered to have directly seen the live version of the scripts?

    He couldn't help absorbing the memory, but at the same time, he divided his mind to eat melons.

    "It's impossible for us."

    In his gaze, the man repeated it again.

    From his lowered voice, Su Yingleng could hear three points of helplessness, three points of unwillingness, three points of nostalgia, and the last point of forbearance and restraint, making up a perfect decile fan.

    The woman's emotions suddenly became more agitated: "You know how this marriage contract came about - if you hadn't been ignoring me all the time, I wouldn't have become the fiancée of that cripple! How can he compare to you! Are you reallyYou're going to watch me marry that—"

    "It's all over!" The man finally let go of his raised hands, and he hugged the woman in his arms tightly, as if he was suppressing his emotions, but also as if he was sighing, "...it's too late, punch line."

    "In the past, I was too stupid to discover my own mind. The current ending is probably the punishment given to me by God..."

    "Oh, is this the legendary chasing wife crematorium?"

    The belated system 333 was shocked by the drama in front of him. It recognized this strategy at a glance after debuting as a strategy system, and couldn't help but exclaim that it had never seen the world.

    "You love me, I don't love you, you leave me, I immediately regret something...?"

    And the two protagonists of the bitter drama over there are still acting passionately.

    "If it was someone else, I would definitely snatch you back from that man without hesitation. But my elder brother...I already have much more than him...I can't..."

    System 333 couldn't help complaining: "I really care about brotherhood, so I wouldn't go on a tryst with my eldest brother's fiancée, right? Tsk tsk tsk, this posture is old and proficient. So, after all, I still don't want to be responsible."

    "This fiancé of a tool man who only exists in the conversation, has been taken advantage of. Let me check their identities—"

    System 333's voice stopped abruptly.

    It fell into an eerie silence.

    But Su Ying, who had just read all the memories, suddenly raised his head: "The one you said was taken advantage of, seems to be me."

    This body, surnamed Chu Mingdeng, is 25 years old and lives in a wonderful technological civilization society. There are three family members in his family: his biological father Chu Tiancheng, his stepmother Xue Lu, and his younger brother, who is less than five years younger than him.His half-brother Chu Yao.

    In the eyes of outsiders, Chu Deng's life is considered perfect.

    His father, who is the chairman of Shengming Group, gave him a good life that ordinary people could not enjoy in ten lifetimes.Although his biological mother died young, his stepmother was gentle and loving, and took great care of him.Although there is still a younger brother who has excellent grades since he was a child and is outstanding in all aspects, and is recognized by everyone as the future heir of the group, but the shares left to him by his mother are enough for him to enjoy life.Not long ago, he even had a young and beautiful fiancée from a distinguished family background.

    Perhaps his only flaw is the mutilation of limbs?

    As early as when Chu Deng was less than three years old, his biological mother Bai Wei took him home to visit his grandparents. On the way, a sudden car accident took the life of his mother Bai Wei, and also made him unable to walk with his legs at a young age., Since then, he can only sit in a wheelchair for life.

    The driver who caused the accident turned himself in on the spot, and was sentenced to two years in prison because of his good attitude in pleading guilty.But the little Chu Deng lost most of the possibilities of his life because of this accident.

    His life seemed destined to be a tragedy from then on.

    Chu Tiancheng, who had just experienced the pain of losing his wife, had to manage the company and take care of his young son. He was physically and mentally exhausted and exhausted.It was at this moment that Xue Lu came into his sight.

    Her identity is very special, she is the younger sister of the driver who caused the accident.

    In order to atone for her brother, this young girl who had just come out of the mountains and was not yet twenty years old took the initiative to come to the hospital where Chu Deng was hospitalized and wanted to become his nurse.

    At first, Chu Tiancheng certainly didn't agree with such absurd thing.

    But her stubbornness and persistence moved him after all.

    Xue Lu did not live up to her original promise and took good care of Chu Deng.Chu Tiancheng saw all of this.

    In the process of getting along day after day and taking care of Chu Deng, the lonely man and widow got closer and closer, and finally came together.

    The appearance of Xue Lu soothed the grief of broken family in Chu Tiancheng's heart, helped him get out of the shadow of his wife's death and child's disability, and revitalized his life.

    By the time the Bai family knew all this, it was too late.Xue Lu is already a month pregnant.They could only watch her become the new mistress of the Chu family.

    Fortunately, she did not "reveal her original shape" because of this, and still cared for Chu Deng in every possible way. Even after she had a biological son, she never had the slightest partiality and slack, and she was known as a good stepmother.

    However, for Su Ying who read all of Chu Deng's memories, all this is different from what outsiders know.

    The memory of the original owner is far beyond that of ordinary people. When he was a child, he was protected by his mother, his legs were stuck and he couldn't move. He could only feel the bloody memory of his mother's body becoming cold little by little, and he has never forgotten it.During the time after the car accident, he was entangled in his dreams day and night.

    But just when he was awakened by nightmares day and night, his father, who was supposed to comfort him, quickly fell in love with the young girl, diverted his attention because she was pregnant, and began to look forward to the birth of a new life.

    ——All this was seen by the child on the hospital bed ignorantly, and it was not until he grew up that he barely understood it.

    The birth of the younger brother really allowed this fragmented family to quickly complete the reconstruction.Unlike his father who always fell into a depressed silence every time he saw his legs, and later even started to avoid him, every time his brother crawled and acted coquettishly, this man couldn't help but smile on his face.

    The father's love gradually shifted, only the stepmother still cared about him.She seemed to always notice his unhappiness, and looked at his legs with self-blaming eyes from time to time.When her father is angry because of his disappointment, and when her younger brother is noisy because of his mother's partiality, she will comfort them with a few words and remind them——his incompleteness, his specialness, he should be the one who is accommodated and taken care of.

    Gradually, everyone got used to it.Even when eating on weekdays, he would wait for him to come down from upstairs before serving the meal.

    But for some reason, living in this family where everyone accommodated and took care of him, the original owner became more and more depressed.

    He is very envious that his younger brother can act like a baby, joke, and fight with his father and stepmother naturally, and the family is close.

    And his appearance will only chill the atmosphere and make them cautious.Their words and deeds always remind him of his incompleteness.

    Sometimes he can't even help being jealous of his younger brother.Jealous of him being able to run and laugh wantonly on the basketball court, and jealous of him being proudly introduced to others by his father at the banquet.And I can only stay in the corner forever, and every time I appear, my father will only frown silently... He is getting more and more gloomy and withdrawn, and he likes to lock himself in the room more and more.

    In his short life, he was like a butterfly caught in a spider's web.The invisible spider silk entangled his wings bit by bit, dragging him to fall continuously into the depths of darkness.

    The pursuit from Fang Miaoyu is a light that illuminates the darkness.

    He didn't know why this girl pursued him, and he tried to refuse at first, but the other party didn't care, and infected the creature who had been shrunk in the dark all the year round with her courage and enthusiasm, and even insisted on entering into a marriage contract with him despite her parents' objections.

    The original owner regarded this marriage contract as a life-saving straw in his life.

    He fantasized countless times about leaving the Chu family in the future and starting a family with his sweetheart.He was like a prisoner trapped in a deep well, holding on tightly to a falling spider thread.

    And today's engagement banquet is the pinnacle of happiness.

    Before the engagement banquet started, the original owner quietly came to the operating room in the backstage, hoping to surprise the many beautiful moments he had quietly recorded and play them out soon.

    But he had just entered, still trying to bend down to adjust the equipment, the door was opened again, and his brother and fiancee broke in with a familiar gesture he had never seen before.

    Snapped.

    He seemed to hear the invisible spider thread snap.

    He finally understood that from the very beginning, that light did not belong to him.

    All fantasies about the future come to naught.

    He wanted to give up but was unwilling, wanted revenge but was powerless, wanted to resent and didn't even know who to resent.In the end, there is only a strong, self-destructive and all-consuming desire to burst.

    Then he heard a voice, which seemed to come from far away worlds, each tone with infectious vitality, bewitching him like an enthusiastic salesman:

    "Hello, is there anyone? Are you tired of your current life and want to go to a new world to experience a new life? Do you want to try an unprecedented trip to another world? Let's have a mutually beneficial transaction!"

    The appearance of this voice woke him up suddenly, and he suddenly felt deeply tired: "That's it..."

    "Whether it's a god, a devil, or an illusion, whatever you want, take it, even if it's everything from me."

    "The contract is established—"

    His consciousness sank suddenly, and another consciousness followed the contract and took over the body.The man solemnly declared:

    "Your identity, your life, everything about you, from now on, will be at my free disposal."

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