“Can't kill , will eventually ake stronr”

(What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.)

When reading this sentence in an obscure English book, Anny could only recognize a few of the relatively simple words, but could not string them together into a complete sentence. This sentence was translated to her by Geroni, the face of the girl sitting beside her was slightly pale, but those beautiful clear blue eyes were always radiant.

"Really?"

Really?

Anny has never been interested in this kind of chicken soup literature, but looking at Geroni's smiling eyes, she couldn't help reaching out and flicking the other person's forehead lightly.

There are very few extracurricular books available to the orphanage, and when they are distributed, there are only a few hard-to-understand English versions, but fortunately, Jeroni is a foreign child, and she can always translate into fluent local dialect to followshe explained.

Anny is not the kind of person who likes to read very much, but she is bored in her spare time and doesn't like to play with other people, so she would rather sit here and listen to Geroni read to her.

The two little guys' knowledge of the outside world comes from old newspapers. Sometimes "lucky", some elegant wives will occasionally come to talk to them. In the past few years, they did not know each other.It's not a very popular type, but when it's a little older and grows longer, it's much better.

Among the people they knew, a girl named Lulu was the first to be picked out.

That day Lulu was called out without any warning, and came back happily an hour later, her immature brows and eyes were full of joy.After that, Lulu moved out of the dormitory to another single room, her head was raised when she was talking to them.

Not long after, Lulu was picked up, wearing a beautiful dress that day.Some people said that it was a young and beautiful lady who picked her up. The husband of the lady was not young, and the two had never been able to have children, so they took the child who was pleasing to the eye to go out to enjoy the blessings.

They all agreed, and Anny fantasized that one day she could be taken away with Geroni.

Because their life in the orphanage was not easy.

I don't know what other orphanages in the world are like, anyway, for Anny, this place can be called a nightmare zone.

I have to get up very early every morning, be checked by those people over and over again, and then stand in line and wait there with nothing to do.Summer is okay, the weather in the morning is not too hot, and in winter, wearing not thick clothes and blowing cold wind, every child dare not speak out.

The clear soup for breakfast lacks water, there is no sweet and delicious bread and milk, or steamed buns and water, or a little porridge. Only when those people come to "inspect" can they get a little better treatment, and they can only sleep well in the morning.Lazy, eat some meat at noon.

Usually, even at noon, there is only one dish and one soup. The minced meat is mixed with large pieces of stale vegetables. At first glance, it looks like the leftovers from the vegetable market. There are even children who often have diarrhea after eating because of this.

Sometimes, children would fight because they could eat a piece of meat. Anny was very unhappy in such an environment. At this time, she didn't know that she would be able to differentiate into the legendary alpha in the future. When she was young, girls and boysThere is not much difference in physical strength, but how can a little girl with weak physical strength fight against a boy who is a few years older?

I remember one time when she was beaten black and blue, and she was the guardian that Geroni helped call out.

That guardian is a so-called "nurse" who casually puts on a white dress. She looks impatient with everyone and rarely participates in their fights. She only shakes her fists when she sees a child going too far.Come up, give a lesson indiscriminately.

She usually doesn't care about children fighting wars. It was Jeroni who lied about her stomachache and recruited people, but was beaten up by the angry guardian.

After the child was beaten, she couldn't take medicine, Jeroni grinned in pain and lay on Anny's lap, she was a foreign child who didn't know how to swear, and Anny hugged her angrily.

Looking at Geroni, swearing a lot of dirty words behind her back.

"Obviously that bitch Wang Yu came to grab my things first!"

The anny when she was a child was naturally not as good as the bastard when she grew up, but she kept swearing endlessly, superimposing a few dirty words to greet the ancestor of the boy who fought with her.She gently rubbed Geroni's swollen shoulders, her eyes darkened.

The people here have always been unfair in dealing with things. They just want to calm things down and fight each other, but when Anny is not full, she will still grab food from others.

She had watched a thin little girl catch the flu before. Although she survived, her body was very weak, because she died of malnutrition because she couldn't get food in the cafeteria.

After the little girl died, there was only an empty place in the dormitory. Anny overheard her roommate lamenting that it would be more comfortable to have an empty dormitory.shed tears.

In this numb place, feeding and clothing has become an extremely high pursuit. Every little child is working hard to survive, and his emotions have changed from natural abundance to numbness, throwing away those unnecessary sympathies.

She didn't want to die here quietly, and in the end, there was no one who even remembered herself.

Whenever Anny sighs with emotion about this matter, Jeroni will stare at her face with those beautiful blue eyes, and her sad but firm emotion can infect the desolation of the heart.

At that time, they were just ordinary friends who played well. Anny felt that she just lacked a playmate, and this foreign kid was isolated when he first came in. Two people who can't find friends rely on each other.Nothing could be more normal.

She has no doubt that if one day she dies from the flu or other illnesses, Jeroni, a friendless foreign kid, will gradually forget herself.

until that day.

Anny's body has always been in good condition. Even though she hasn't eaten much, she has grown up vigorously. She is a little taller and stronger than girls of the same age.At that time, she didn't know that this was a precursor to differentiation into an alpha, but she just rejoiced that she was lucky.

But after it grows, ladies and gentlemen who occasionally come over will look at her more. Of course, Anny wants to get out of this ghost place. Every time she sees those wealthy people coming, she gives up playing with Geroni., to spare no effort in front of those people.

She and a boy were both selected that day, and Anny was so excited that her heart was pounding, trying her best to please Mrs. and Mrs., but later in the conversation, they found that they seemed to want that beautiful little boy more.

Generally, after the child is finalized, he will not be picked up that night, but will go through the procedures. If the procedures are completed quickly, it will only take a few days. The graceful and luxurious woman can easily rescue the little boy from hell with a word.

Anny was so depressed that she didn't even eat dinner, and walked back from the play area cursing as the sun went down.

The so-called play area is a pile of small ponds and rockery, and there is an old swing, which older children can't play on at all, because the rope looks like it might break at any time.

Anny's stomach was empty, and the more she thought about it, the more she became angry. She stood by the pond and kicked a small stone into the water with all her strength.

But the moment she raised her foot, she was suddenly shoved by a hand that stretched out from nowhere.

With a "plop", Anny fell into the water in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and was submerged above her head before she even had time to call for help.The water in the small pond here is not too deep, it is estimated to be close to two meters, but it is a fatal and desperate distance for a child.

There was an unfamiliar cursing voice from above, it was a male voice, but Anny couldn't argue with him anymore.The feeling of cold water soaking through her limbs and bones was extremely heavy. She wanted to call for help in panic, but more and more water entered her mouth and nose...

She almost thought she was going to die here.

When her consciousness was about to be deprived by the darkness, Anny heard the sound of someone entering the water. She thought it was some adult passing by, but after realizing that the arm around her waist was very thin and thin, she couldn't believe it. At the same time, Anny justCan selfishly struggle to wrap one's arms around another's neck, lifting one's own weight

Press it up.

She didn't want to die, and neither did Geroni who came to save her. Although she was such a thin little girl, she erupted with great strength at a critical moment, barely dragging her up from the bottom.

After the two returned to the dormitory, the guardian poured them two bowls of hot ginger soup.

Anny had a fever so badly that she couldn't get out of bed for three days. She angrily went to settle accounts with the culprit, but what she got was a slap in the face from the guardian.

She had been very weak these past few days, and she was knocked unconscious by the guardian's slap, and it took her a long time to get up on the ground.Anny's eyes were full of stars. Even though she had been beaten before, she had never been so wronged. Her heart hurt like it was about to be torn apart, and tears began to flow uncontrollably.

But the answer to her was just a cold "screw". The guardian is only a guardian in name, not her elders, and will not care for her just because she has been wronged.

In the end, only Jeroni was the one who hugged her to comfort her. Anny leaned in the other's arms, which were not wide, and listened to her repeating in a gentle tone:

"It's enough to find our backer, Anny, people always have to live, just like them, just find a backer."

...

Will people who find a "backer" be able to change for the better?In fact, not necessarily.

The girl that Anny envied most before was taken away, she came back three months later, she was still wearing a beautiful princess dress, her skin was much whiter, her flesh was very cute, but it was different from what she imaginedHer happiness is different, Lulu's eyes are dull, and her walking posture is even a little bit wrong.

At that time, Anny didn't understand those dirty things. When Lulu found a chance to play with the children and heard her crying and describing her bad life there, she couldn't help but sneer.

She felt that being taken away was the best thing in the world. She had food, drink, and parents. It was Lulu who was not greedy enough to feel bad. Most of the children present felt that it would be great if they could be exchanged.Lulu "enjoys happiness" and let Lulu return to this dark orphanage.

When she was about to leave that night, the gracefully dressed woman came to hold Lulu's hand, her eyes were full of reluctance.

The moment she turned her head to face Lulu, Anny saw the overwhelming despair in her eyes.

After that, they never saw Lulu, and Anny firmly believed that Lulu had lived a good life, and that day was just a hypocritical show off and performance in front of everyone.

She was afraid that her good life would be imitated by others after they knew about it. After all, the children in the orphanage are also competitors with each other, just like the boy who was almost "robbed" of his position by Anny that day, and pushed her away angrily.to the water.

But as she got older, she realized something was wrong.

In this cannibalistic orphanage, those who are taken away may not necessarily be happy. Even though Geroni promised her that those who leave will be treated well, Anny feels that it is a hopeless fantasy.

She saw with her own eyes a boy who was taken out crying when he came back. The boy was very delicate and docile. That day at the door of the dormitory, he straightened his clothes in front of many people, his legs,There were bruises and purple pinches all over her waist.

She didn't see the boy afterwards, and heard that he was dead in a chat. The guardian said that he escaped one night and fell into a small ditch.

People in the orphanage were in panic, especially after seeing some strange and cold instruments being moved in, the children were even more nervous.I have to worry about whether that terrible thing will fall on my head every day, and those who are "taken away" all have nothing to say.

Later, Geroni was found and picked up by her biological parents.

Being taken away by her own biological parents is certainly not the same as being adopted, which bodes well for her to end the pain here once and for all.

When she heard the news, Anny originally felt that she should be happy for Geroni wholeheartedly, but when she thought that she would be alone again from now on, her mood fell to the bottom.

Geroni held her and cried for a long time on the day she left, but after the hint

Anny, who didn't get an answer, distanced herself from her with a cold face.

"I'll send you a letter when I get back there. I won't let you stay here alone for too long."

Geroni spoke to her swearingly.Although it is still not possible to take people away, Geroni said that she will make this request with her parents when she stabilizes, at least she will visit her often.

But after Geroni returned, Anny, who was looking forward to it day after day, only got a few simple letters and a brightly colored lipstick.

She felt she had been abandoned by Geroni.

To be precise, she felt that she had learned to "seduce" for Geroni.

After Geroni left, the only thing Anny was happier about was that she differentiated into an alpha, and since then she no longer had to worry about being dragged into a small room with fear, and then gone forever.

Everyone who is differentiated can get better treatment, at least they can eat enough, sleep well, and wear warm clothes.

Whenever those people come and go and look at her, Anny knows that she is already a commodity with a clearly marked price, but at that time she has no edges and corners.

She just wanted to escape from this hell, no matter what means she used.

Later, through Jeroni's matchmaking, she met the woman named Wen Yueqing.Although Wen Yueqing was well maintained, she was ten years older than her after all, which made Anny feel uncomfortable, and the woman looked at her very strangely.

It's like looking at another person through yourself.

She looked at Anny aggressively, like a lioness grinding its teeth and sucking its fingers on the grassland, which made people feel chills down their backs.

In the orphanage where there was no news, Anny could not hear news about Wen Yueqing, but she could also see from the other party's eyes that her fate would not be any better than those who disappeared.

But then there was an accident, and it was Jiang Sixian who took her away.

She was a very gentle woman, at least on the surface.She took herself back, but didn't ask to sleep with her. In her house, Anny felt like a stranger, unable to integrate into the other's life at all.

In fact, at the beginning, she was also a little attracted to Jiang Sixian. It is probably very difficult for someone not to have any feelings for her savior under such circumstances.But after approaching again and again, Anny completely failed.

She couldn't open Jiang Sixian's heart at all, this seemingly gentle omega was actually tightly closed inside, refusing to open to anyone.Even if she gets her wish and gets an extremely good life, Anny often feels lonely.

But this feeling of not being taken seriously made her panic.

She was afraid that she would be like a plaything, one day she would be abandoned, and the owner would take back everything she had now.

She doesn't want to be controlled anymore, but wants to be the one who controls others.

In the beginning, she just flirted with other omega and raised some beautiful younger sisters. Afterwards, she gradually became more courageous, especially after communicating with Geroni, she thought of using her children to come to her omega under the other party's insinuation.Control the omega idea.

As imagined, after being forced to become pregnant, Jiang Sixian was furious and once wanted to abort the fetus, but due to physical reasons, she couldn't take the risk, so she could only let her conceive in her womb.

But unexpectedly, Jiang Sixian loved that child very much.

Her world was gradually distorted, and after realizing that she couldn't get Jiang Sixian's attention, she finally laid hands on that innocent child.While beating Jiang Wenqi while connecting the phone, hearing Jiang Sixian's calm voice cracked in front of her for the first time, Anny's twisted and sickly heart also felt happy for the first time.

She didn't expect that Jiang Sixian would go completely crazy and die with her desperately.

What's more, she didn't expect that when she opened her eyes and was reborn on another person's body, her body would be occupied by another person.

That person kept saying that he loved Jiang Sixian and that he wanted to protect her, which made Anny laugh.

What is love?

That Lin Jingye had never experienced being

The feeling of being suppressed by another alpha, having sex with someone she doesn't love or even hates, every time she gets off Wen Yueqing's bed, her body is covered in bruises.

That Lin Jingye has never experienced the despair of seeing people around him being carried away one by one, not having enough food and clothing, and maybe closing his eyes at any time and never seeing the sun tomorrow again.

But Anny can gradually feel that her coveting and possessiveness towards Jiang Sixian is really not worth mentioning in front of that little impostor.

The little impostor is completely different from her personality, but once Jiang Sixian's safety is involved, she will change from a peaceful person to a dangerous lunatic just like Jiang Sixian.

Anny didn't think she was a coward. Even if it was a combination of two lunatics, she had already died once, so of course she dared to go up and play with them to see who would die.

Until she learned of Geroni's death from Jing Ye.

At that moment, Anny's world collapsed.

She really couldn't stand Wen Yueqing anymore, and after launching a crazy revenge, she fled overnight and followed Jing Ye to that country.Then she found Geroni who was still alive, and learned everything under the cry of the other party.

Jeroni is coming back to take revenge on Jing Ye, she knows so much, Wen Xiaolin will not allow her to live like that.And Jeroni is a very useful pawn in her hand, even at critical moments, she can use her life to fight back, and being able to kill Jing Ye is considered a very successful thing.

She first went back to China to find the Lin family, and then Geroni followed with determination in her eyes.

But Geroni was so familiar with her that Anny could clearly feel the meaning of each other's every move.Just like now, Jeroni obviously doesn't like Jing Ye, but the fierce look at the beginning gradually disappeared, as if she had made some kind of determination.

At the moment when she thought of a certain ending, Anny suddenly wanted to laugh freely.

She still hated Lin Jingye and Jiang Sixian, but for the first time, she felt that living like this was indeed too tiring.

She didn't want that girl with bright eyes to be afraid even when she said love to her, and her every move was restrained. Compared with living in such a painful way as a puppet in the world, Anny would rather and wanted to believe that they would haveafterlife.

The sound of the bomb "Dididi" sounded in Geroni's body, like a bell that urges the soul to kill the soul. The call of the god of death that escaped last time could not be avoided this time, but felt the moment when the severe pain penetrated the body, but she just felt at ease.

"if……"

"It would be nice if we didn't meet there in the next life."

You and I get out of control and live bravely and freely for ourselves once. I will no longer wait hard for your redemption with ulterior motives, and you don't have to worry day and night, and finally plan step by step for me and give up everything.

At that time, can you say love frankly?

Many, many fragmented scenes flashed through my mind, but unfortunately, those words that came to my mouth turned into raging blood and scattered in the air.She saw Jing Ye's bewildered eyes, and then as her body exploded, blood and flesh sprayed like fireworks, and her consciousness completely fell into an eternal sleep.