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Chapter 55
Song Yuran didn't know how she fell asleep, she didn't dream, but woke up suddenly.
Her body seemed to be soaked in hot water, and she felt the scorching temperature between her breaths. She raised her hand to cover her forehead.
It was hot, but the temperature was different from a fever. She had no strength in her body. She folded her legs unconsciously, and an indescribable sense of emptiness surged in her heart.
The glands at the back of the neck contracted violently, and the alpha pheromone spread in the air.
This feeling seemed familiar, and Song Yuran's pupils suddenly shrank when he realized the current situation.
is a susceptible period.
The susceptibility period has come earlier, obviously the inhibitor has been used, but the reaction is obviously stronger than last time.
She didn't know what time it was, it was still dark outside the window, and the torrential rain was still falling, it seemed that this posture would not stop tonight.
Song Yuran took two deep breaths, and the pheromone became more intense, waking up the person who was sleeping peacefully on the other side.
The nasal cavity smelled full of the smell of the ocean mixed with flowers and fruit trees, and the pheromone of alpha hooked the glands on the back of her neck to release pheromones unconsciously. Huo Qingzhi pressed the back of her neck with his hands, and looked at Song Yuran in surprise.
"Your susceptibility period...?" She never thought that yesterday she told her that the susceptibility period would suddenly advance in next week's alpha, so she hurriedly turned on the night light by the bedside, and when her vision recovered, she saw Song Yuran curled up in a ball with foreheadThin sweat overflowed.
"Yes, yes..." Song Yuran could not speak in tune. She smelled Huo Qingzhi's pheromone and wanted to pounce on her, but her reason did not allow her to do so.
She was afraid that she would become a beast, so she could only hold her arms with her hands and pinch her upper arm hard, trying to stay awake with the pain
His body trembled uncontrollably out of patience.
"I, I'll get you the inhibitor..." Huo Qingzhi just got out of bed, remembering what Song Yuran had told him, and asked, "Have you used it?"
"I used it yesterday..."
Huo Qingzhi stopped, tried to make his voice sound stable, and said, "There must be more than 48 hours between ordinary inhibitors and powerful inhibitors. You can't use it now..."
Hearing that strong inhibitors could not be used, Song Yuran felt that the sky was falling, with a helpless and bewildered expression on his face, "Why, why is it still like this..."
Huo Qingzhi unconsciously pressed the glands on the back of her neck. She didn't expect that her pheromone would cause Song Yuran's susceptibility period to advance, but judging from the current situation, fighting with inhibitors will push the other party into a dangerous situation, absolutely not.
The reaction to susceptible fever will be stronger at the beginning, as long as you resist the first wave of susceptible fever, it basically doesn't matter after that.
But now that she saw Song Yuran in pain, she was so worried that she subconsciously wanted to walk in front of her.
After only two steps, Song Yuran said in a panicked tone, "Don't, don't come here!"
This refusal was like the cold rain outside, pushing Huo Qingzhi's heart to the bottom at once.
She pursed her lower lip, feeling uncomfortable. Any omega who was strongly rejected during the alpha susceptible period would feel embarrassed.
Fortunately, Song Yuran's next sentence rescued her from her negative mood, "I, I can't guarantee that I won't do anything to you...so, stay away from me...you are safe."
Saying that, Song Yuran turned over, pulled up the quilt to hide herself in the quilt, and her refusal attitude was more like restraining herself.
Song Yuran gritted her teeth. If a person cannot control his emotions, what is the difference from an animal?
She doesn't want to be that kind of person, she doesn't want to be dominated by pheromones, even at this moment, she really wants to get close to Huo Qingzhi.
What's more, the relationship between her and Huo Qingzhi finally changed from a colleague to a friend, and she couldn't make this "pure" friendship sour because of herself.
Just substituting Huo Qingzhi's point of view, imagining that she has lost her mind and made a transgression, she can't forgive herself.
Huo Qingzhi didn't know what she was thinking at the moment. After suppressing her emotions, she calmed down and said, "Calm down first, the symptoms are obvious at the beginning of the susceptible period, but since you have used inhibitors, it's not a big problem, as long as you adjust your emotions, you can suppress them."
"Tell me, where are you emotionally? What do you want most?"
Hearing that the problem was not serious, Song Yuran's burden suddenly eased, but the fists hidden under the quilt were still tightly clenched, and the fingertips turned white.
He didn't hear an answer, Huo Qingzhi asked again, his voice was very calm, and he couldn't hear any intention of wanting to stay away from her.
"Aren't you afraid?" Song Yuran closed her eyes in pain, her voice was very soft: "I'm afraid of what I am now, I'm afraid I'm not myself."
It was Huo Qingzhi's hug that answered her. Her movements were cautious, for fear that Song Yuran would be stressed by her touch.
Even though she was wrapped in a quilt, she still felt that Song Yuran's body was tense, and her head shrank in like an ostrich.
Huo Qingzhi lowered his head, stroked the top of her hair comfortingly, and said softly: "I'm afraid there is no one I can trust."
This sentence alone brought tears to Song Yuran's eyes. In a trance, she felt that her persistence was worth it.
The restlessness in his heart gradually calmed down, Song Yuran slightly loosened his clenched hands, and said in a small voice, with a little pleading, "Can you hug me?"
Huo Qingzhi's embrace made her feel at ease. don't know if it was the addition of inhibitors, but after she calmed down, she could smell Huo Qingzhi's pheromones, which seemed to have a calming effect.
She knew that an alpha in the susceptible period would really want to be close to her omega, even a simple hug would make her feel happy. She never expected that at this moment, she would feel such satisfaction for an alpha.
Slowly, Song Yuran confirmed that he could completely control his reason, and then slowly turned to face Huo Qingzhi.
Only then did she notice that Huo Qingzhi had been sitting on the cold floor for a long time, and the silk pajamas on her body didn't keep her warm. She blinked her eyes and said a little embarrassedly: "Why are you sitting on the floor? What should you do if you catch a cold?"
While speaking, she stepped back a little, leaving enough space for Huo Qingzhi.
"Is it better?" Huo Qingzhi spoke with concern.
"Hmm... okay." Song Yuran's face was still a little red. She couldn't tell whether it was caused by the susceptible period or other factors. She patted the mattress, "Get up quickly, and be careful not to catch a cold."
Huo Qingzhi responded with a smile, quickly got up from the ground, lifted the quilt and lay down.
As soon as she lay down, she turned sideways and hugged Song Yuran very naturally. She could feel that the other party hadn't completely relaxed yet. She gently ran one hand along the back of her head and said softly, "It's natural for people to want to hug during the susceptible period., donโt be embarrassed, if it can ease your emotions, Iโm happy to help you.โ
At this time, Huo Qingzhi didn't know whether he should be thankful that Song Yuran had used the inhibitor, otherwise Alpha would lose his mind and attack Omega indiscriminately with pheromones, trying to pull the other party into the abyss of joy. At that time, it was more than just a hug.able to resolve.
"Just like the first time we met, you also helped me."
The mint-flavored pheromone was the same as the feeling Huo Qingzhi gave her, like a gentle wind, healing her heart, making her unconsciously want to extend this hug a little longer, a little longer.
Song Yuran slowly raised her head from her arms, and under the warm yellow night light, she quietly stared at those beautiful amber eyes.
He opened his mouth and said softly, "Thank you."
Later, she saw Huo Qingzhi smiled lightly, with soft eyes, being watched so much, as if there were only the two of them left in the world.
They were so close that they could even feel each other's breath. As long as Song Yuran raised his head slightly, he could kiss those lips.
The raindrops outside the window tapped on the glass window lightly, like regular drumbeats, beating Song Yuran's heart one after another, trying to break through her psychological defense.
Song Yuran felt that she must have been bewitched, she bit her lip, her eyes gradually became blurred.
I really want to kiss her.
This idea also appeared during the day, but it was only fleeting at that time, but now this idea has taken root in my heart.
It fermented slowly, entwining her tightly like a vine, eroding her sanity.
boom
There was thunder outside the window.
Immediately afterwards, a bolt of lightning pierced the night sky, and the room flashed white.
The sudden thunder made Song Yuran's brain move without thinking, and the soft touch of her lips was something she had never experienced in more than 20 years of living.
Huo Qingzhi's face was close at hand, and the light breath sprinkled on her face, she blinked her eyes, and her heart trembled violently.
Her heart was beating violently, as if it was louder than the thunder just now, she didn't dare to move, her hairs were completely erected, and her fingertips were stiff.
She... Kissing Huo Qingzhi?
From the first experience, she didn't know what to do. It was just that the two lips were soft against each other's lips, but she was not satisfied with that.
She saw that Huo Qingzhi closed her eyes, does this mean... acquiescence?
Sensing this news, Song Yu became even more courageous. With the courage given to her by her beating heart, she lightly bit Huo Qingzhi's lower lip, not daring to use force at all, it was more like licking.
The mint-flavored pheromone is more like catnip for cats at this moment, which makes her nervous and excited, wanting to absorb more.
Song Yuran had no experience in kissing at all, he just kissed her instinctively, and slowly, he was no longer satisfied with kissing.
She even wanted to hold her down and do something more intimate.
Once such an idea was born, Song Yuran's whole body trembled like an electric shock.
boomโโ
The thunder sounded again.
Song Yuran woke up with a start, her face sank when she realized what she had done with her face so close.
He stepped back abruptly, with shock written all over his face, as if he couldn't accept what he saw.
She quickly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, staggered too fast and almost fell to the ground, but she didn't care about it.
He didn't leave any words, didn't wear any shoes, and ran out regardless.
Huo Qingzhi blinked, and quickly chased after realizing it, but just as he walked out, he heard the sound of the door closing from the entrance.
Song Yuran ran all the way downstairs, she wanted to escape, urgently, she wanted to escape from the place where she was so ashamed and angry.
But she ran all the way out of the elevator, and what she saw was that there were countless ways to hide from the heavy rain, and the accumulated water on the ground was like a turbulent river, scrambling to squeeze into the small drain.
She stood at the door, and at this moment, all emotions rushed up.
Regret and self-blame made her breathless, she squatted on the ground, hugged her knees, buried her face in her arms and sobbed softly.
She hopes that she can maintain a pure heart even in a world dominated by pheromones.
But just a few minutes ago, she still couldn't control herself and kissed Huo Qingzhi.
The other party helped Huo Qingzhi when she was most vulnerable, but she repaid her kindness with grievances and overstepped Huo Qingzhi for her own selfish desires.
What face does she have to face Huo Qingzhi.
Thinking of this, she felt even more sad, and tried hard to retract into her arms.
Huo Qingzhi quickly chased him down. She didn't know why Song Yuran ran away. It was probably because the kiss made her unacceptable, so she chose to escape.
The negative emotions in her heart accounted for most of it. Even so, she was worried that something would happen to Song Yuran under the heavy rain, so she chased him out.
Looking around, he finally saw the small figure squatting on the ground at the door, he was relieved at first, and then tensed up.
She seems to be crying.
Why are you crying, because kissing yourself makes her feel bad?
Huo Qingzhi's hand hanging by her side tightened. At this moment, she was actually very scared, afraid of facing what might happen next.
If time can be turned back, shouldn't she respond to Song Yuran's kiss, so that their relationship can last a little longer...
She had never seen Song Yuran's emotions break down like this before. She was more worried than timid, so she collected herself and walked towards her slowly.
"Yu," as soon as he opened his mouth, he felt his voice was astringent, "Yu Ran..."
The hand hanging by the side unconsciously grabbed the side fabric of the pajama pants.
Song Yuran raised her head when she heard the voice, and saw that Huo Qingzhi looked very unbelievable, with wet tears still hanging on his face.
She paused, then cried even harder.
Before Huo Qingzhi apologized, it was Song Yuran who choked up crying.
Her eyes were red: "I'm sorry, I still can't control myself, I'm sorry..."
The author has something to say:
Song Yuran: I'm so sad because I kissed the cabbage
Huo Qingzhi: I am also very sad, because I ran away after the cabbage was kissed
Young couple: Huh?!
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