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    In the past few days when didn’t go to work, the chat history of the small group has already reached 999+. People in the group have different topics every day, and it seems that there will never be a time when the topics will run dry.

    Song Yuran just watched, she wasn't bubbling, and she wasn't in the mood to gag, for fear of being read between the lines.

    The phone vibrated suddenly, and Song Yuran was a little puzzled when he saw the profile picture on it.

    Zhao Anye called at this point, don't you have to go to work?

    As soon as the connection was made, the voice on the other end was very excited: "Yu Ran! I heard that you are on vacation again these few days, let's go out and have a sit!"

    Song Yuran was surprised and said, "Now?"

    "That's right! Right now! I don't have to go to work today, haven't we had dinner together for a while, let's come out and have afternoon tea now!"

    Hearing about eating and drinking, Song Yuran didn't have much appetite. Although the delivery was on time these days, she usually could eat enough for one person. She ate very little these days, almost two-thirds of each meal was left.

    Song Yuran replied very tactfully: "I won't go, I'm tired and don't want to move."

    "Don't." Zhao Anye said hastily, "What's the point of you staying at home alone, come out and have a chat."

    "I really don't want to go."

    Zhao Anye on the other side was silent for a while, it's no wonder that the broken-hearted person can't cheer up, she would give up normally, but now that she has taken the paid vacation, it is impossible to make no progress at all.

    She rubbed her chin and thought about it. If she was too soft, she could only use another method—moral kidnapping!

    "Hey, Yuran, let me tell you the truth." Zhao Anye changed into a plaintive and sad tone and said, "Actually, I had a conflict with my omega, and I haven't contacted for several days, but I can't hold back my face.I hope you can give me some advice."

    Sure enough, the other end was silent for a while, and did not reject her directly.

    Zhao Anye immediately said: "Before I heard you talk about your troubles in love, now it's my turn, you won't help me?"

    "Okay, I'll pack up and go out, you send me the location."

    Speaking of this, Song Yuran has no reason to refuse. Even if her relationship is not going well, if she can help others solve the problem, it is considered a good deed.

    Song Yuran simply cleaned up, stared at her face in the mirror, her haggardness was obvious, in order not to be seen by Zhao Anye, she put on a little thicker makeup.

    But when they met, the other party still exclaimed: "My God, how did you lose so much weight after not seeing you for a few days?!"

    "Have you?" Regarding Zhao Anye's words, Song Yuran smiled noncommittally, "I don't feel it."

    "Yes, look at you, your face has lost a lot of weight, did something happen to you?"

    Song Yuran looked at the interior of the tea restaurant through the glass, and changed the subject forcefully: "Should we stand at the door and talk?"

    The two walked into the tea restaurant together, and Zhao Anye chose a seat by the window, where he could see the dappled sunlight outside under the shade of the trees.

    Zhao Anye looked at Song Yuran who was staring out of the glass window, thought for a while, and asked casually, "Yuran, how are you getting along with your alpha?"

    "It's not that good." Song Yu paused, but still didn't choose to tell Zhao Anye about it. As a sound alpha, the other party might not be able to think about it in his own shoes.

    She turned to say: "Didn't you say that you and your omega had a fight? If you don't talk about your business, why did I get involved?"

    "..." Zhao Anye was silent for a while, only thinking about how to 'deceive' the person out, but didn't come up with an excuse yet.

    After thinking about it for a long time, under Song Yuran's urging, he had no choice but to find a trivial matter on the street.

    After hearing this, Song Yuran gave serious advice: "I think your main problem is the lack of communication. Otherwise, how about finding a time to sit down and talk openly?"

    "You make a lot of sense." Zhao Anye responded solemnly, "I'll ask her out this weekend and talk about it."

    Zhao Anye ate two french fries and found that he was eating them. Song Yuran didn't touch any other snacks except for the tea in the cup.

    "Why don't you eat it?" Zhao Anye pushed the crispy salted chicken in front of her, "Don't you usually like to eat fried chicken, if you don't eat it, I'll finish it."

    Song Yuran glanced at the snacks that she usually finds delicious, but at this moment, she actually felt greasy and greasy. She felt a sense of discomfort in her heart. She covered her mouth to suppress the nausea, and waved her hands, "Eat it, I'll eat it."No appetite."

    Zhao Anye didn't try to persuade her any more, and pushed the crispy salted chicken back in front of him, took a bite and said while eating, "If you can make a foodie not interested in food, then you must be in a particularly bad mood. As for why you are in a bad mood, you can either be caughtFire the squid, or..." She paused, observed the other person's expression, and said, "The relationship is not going well."

    Taking advantage of this topic, Zhao Anye continued: "Hey, don't tell me I haven't noticed, you haven't shown me affection for the past few days. Tell me, is there a conflict with your alpha?"

    Song Yuran didn't speak. He looked down at the tea in the cup, stirred the lemon inside with a straw, and deliberately avoided answering this question.

    "If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence?" Zhao Anye said, "Looking at you like this, it's easy to guess. Tell me, it's hard to hold back, maybe I can help you?"

    The lemon spinning along the wall of the cup stopped with the stop of the straw. Song Yuran frowned and smiled reluctantly: "You can't help me."

    "At least, I can listen to you. You are holding back in your heart, and you are in a bad mood. It will make you happier if you say it. There is a saying, and the onlooker will know."

    Song Yuran opened her mouth. Facing Zhao Anye's expectant look, she couldn't speak out. It was very difficult to tell others about her physical defects.

    At last she said nothing, and bowed her head again.

    "..." Zhao Anye felt that he was very close to completing the task Mr. Huo gave her, but he stopped short of the task.

    It's definitely not going to work like this. She has also experienced broken love. As someone who has experienced it, from the perspective of a friend, she hopes that Song Yuran can release the emotions in her heart.

    Only when the wound is opened and the rotten flesh on it is plucked out can new flesh grow.

    She thought about it, and quickly said: "If you don't want to say it, then I won't force you. How about this, let's go to ktv to sing for a few hours, and we won't have any troubles anymore!"

    Song Yuran hesitated, she wanted to go, but she couldn't get up, Zhao Anye half pushed and pulled her up, and walked to the nearby ktv.

    Opened a small private room and sang until 12 o'clock in the morning, and Zhao Anye ordered a few dozen beers and some snacks in a very generous way.

    She stood in the middle of the box, took some microphones, and said, "Come on, sister! There is nothing that a KTV meal can't solve! If there is, then sing until 12 o'clock! Today I will go all out!"

    Even so, whether to sing or not is secondary, Zhao Anye remembered the first time he went to sing with Song Yuran, this person sang and drank very happily.

    As long as a person is drunk, the desire to talk is stronger than usual, and when the time comes, let's untie it and live together!

    Song Yuran ordered a few songs, and when she sang, her mind was full of memories of her singing with Huo Qingzhi. At that time, I never imagined that they would be where they are today.

    It can be said that the person who refuses is himself, and he deserves it when he is sad.

    Zhao Anye at the side took a look, handed over a bottle of beer at the right time, and saw that the other party drank it with his head up, she knew half the battle was done!

    Seeing that Song Yuran was drunk, she helped him to the sofa and sat down, and stopped the sound in the box.

    "Yu Ran." She put on the appearance of a caring big sister, just about to say something, Song Yuran sobbed, and suddenly burst into tears.

    Zhao Anye paused, sighed softly in his heart, and patted her on the head again, "You like her so much, why don't you try harder? Didn't you say you were going to break her up? You gave up after being rejected once."?”

    Yes, Zhao Anye thought that Song Yuran's lovelorn was rejected because of his confession.

    But she didn't expect Song Yu to choke, and said, "No... I rejected her..."

    "...?" Zhao Anye almost thought he heard it wrong, this person has some brains, right?Some time ago, he liked it so much that he quarreled in private, but now he actually said that he was the one who rejected it?

    Very puzzled, he said: "No, don't you like her? Why did you refuse! Just refuse, and you still cry with a shy face."

    "It's because I like her that I have to refuse." Song Yuran stopped crying, frowned and smiled bitterly. Alcohol made her very eager to talk."I, I can't delay her."

    She covered her face with one hand, not daring to look at Zhao Anye's expression, and took a slow breath, "I went to the hospital for an examination two days ago..."

    "..." Zhao Anye said incredulously: "You don't want to tell me that you are seriously ill, do you?! This is too bloody! This episode will not be broadcast at eight o'clock!"

    "No." Song Yuran quickly retorted, and her momentum weakened again, "It's just...the test results were not satisfactory. I wanted to confess my love to her that day...but the doctor told me that my problem can't be cured, so I can't delay her......"

    "do you like her?"

    Unexpectedly, Zhao Anye would ask this known question, Song Yuran subconsciously nodded.

    "Then does she like you?"

    After her own tossing this time, she didn't know how much Huo Qingzhi liked. Song Yuran hesitated, but nodded.

    "Then you went to the hospital for an examination, did you tell her?"

    "..." Song Yu suddenly pursed her lips, "I...don't dare."

    Zhao Anye took a deep breath, "Okay, I understand."

    She then asked, "I ask you, what is love?"

    "..." Song Yuran blinked, the alcohol made her dizzy, her eyes were full of bewilderment, and she couldn't grasp the answer for a while.

    Zhao Anye didn't expect her to be able to answer it anymore, after all, this person insisted on complicating what was obviously a simple question.

    She replied: "Isn't love just that you like her and she likes you, isn't it that simple?"

    "Yes, you think you have a physical problem, and you dare not tell her. People will subconsciously choose to escape when they face setbacks, and I can understand that." Zhao Anye paused, "But, have you ever thought about her feelings?Did you ask her opinion before you decided on your own affairs?"

    Song Yuran was stunned by the question.

    "You don't want to delay her, so you refuse her without saying anything. Isn't this a typical 'for your own good'? You told me that two people should communicate with each other when it's your turn, so you know how to hide."

    "To put it bluntly, you are cowardly and cowardly. Why should she pay for your timidity? In the end, she didn't know anything, and she might wonder if there was something wrong with herself that failed to make you like her. Don't youDo you think she is too pitiful?"

    "Even if you want to refuse, you should at least explain why? If she can't accept you who are sick, saying goodbye to each other is also a respect for this relationship. It's better than you are not clear here nowDrinking too much wine and crying like a two hundred and fifty?"

    Seeing that the other party seems to have listened, Zhao Anye paused, and said in a serious tone: "Don't be moved by yourself, it's nothing!"

    Song Yuran covered her face with her hands, and Zhao Anye's words were heartbreaking, making her feel uncomfortable just thinking about Huo Qingzhi's situation.

    After a while, she said, "You don't know anything, so just teach me here."

    With a trembling voice, Song Yuran continued, "But what you said is the truth."

    "I let her down, she must be very sad." Song Yuran wiped her face with her hands, "I want to apologize to her, at least let her decide whether to be with me or not."

    "That's right." Zhao Anye nodded with satisfaction, "Don't make any decisions when you're not clear-headed, and don't refuse to be listened to by others when you're cornered."

    Seeing that Song Yuran got up and seemed to be leaving, he hurriedly grabbed her, "Hey? Are you going now!?"

    "That's right." Song Yuran cheered up a little bit, her head was still a little dizzy, but it shouldn't affect her apology to Mr. Huo.

    Zhao Anye looked her up and down, and shook his head: "You are really bad now. Do you want to surprise her or scare her?"

    "Have it?"

    Zhao Anye didn't speak, took out his phone and turned on the front camera to face Song Yuran.

    The person concerned saw his eye makeup all smudged on the screen, his red nose and red nose, and he reflexively said, "Oh my god."

    "Do you know how decrepit you are now?" Zhao Anye raised his eyebrows, "Let me tell you, think about what you should say when you meet people tonight, sleep well, you will look good when you sleep well, and dress up again, get twice the result with half the effort."

    Song Yuran felt the same way, just now he wanted to go to Huo Qingzhi impulsively, but if he went directly, he probably didn't know what to say, so he accepted Zhao Anye's opinion.

    "Now that you've figured it out, let's continue singing! Don't waste my money on a private room for one night!"

    Just after singing two songs, Zhao Anye got a call and came in and was about to leave.

    "Damn it, the department didn't know what was going on, and suddenly called me back for a meeting." Zhao Anye grabbed his bag, "I'm going back to the company first, do you want to go back with me or continue singing?"

    Song Yuran shook her head, "I drank too much, I'm still a little dizzy, sit down and go back."

    "Okay." Zhao Anye looked at the time, "There are surveillance cameras in the hallways, it should be safe, so just go back after you sober up, and call me if you need anything."

    The singing in the private room was a bit noisy, so Song Yuran simply suspended the singing, sat on the sofa and poured a cup of tea as a gift, trying to hangover.

    In his still-awake mind, he slowly went through the events of the past few days.

    There was a sudden noise in the quiet box, and the accompanying dim light lit up the box.

    Song Yuran raised his head, and saw a person standing at the door of the box, the sound was only because the person pushed the door open.

    It was a woman, who couldn't see clearly from the backlight, and was about to question who it was, when the other party spoke first: "Yu Ran? Is it really you?"

    The voice sounded familiar, causing Song Yuran to put down his guard for a while, "Who are you?"

    "I, Zhang Jie." The man reported his name, Song Yuran thought for a while, but his chaotic mind couldn't make up the memory for a while, until the man turned on all the lights in the box, and she saw Zhang Jie's face.

    It was a colleague in the marketing department before, and had talked to him, but was not familiar with him.

    Zhang Jie said: "When you were still in the marketing department, I sat diagonally across from you, forgot?"

    "I remembered." Song Yuran asked, "Why are you here?"

    "I just got off work, and I'm under a lot of pressure recently. I can't get an appointment, so I came to sing alone." Zhang Jie walked in and said, "Are you alone too? How about we share a room, aa?"

    "Oh." Song Yu paused for a moment, thinking that she was a colleague, so she didn't acquiesce, and she went back in a while, and the room fee cannot be refunded, and it is a waste to be empty.

    Zhang Jie sat down beside her, wanting to chat with her, but Song Yuran sensed the breath of omega, and subconsciously sat a little beside her.

    "You can sing." Song Yu smiled dryly, "I'm going to the bathroom."

    "Okay, I'll help you look at the bag."

    Song Yuran went to the bathroom. After metabolizing the alcohol, she became sober. She simply washed her face and wiped off the smudged makeup with a tissue.

    After coming out of the bathroom, planned to go back. Before left, went back to the box to get bag, and told colleagues by the way.

    "Are you leaving now?" Zhang Jie immediately stood up when she heard that she was leaving, with an unnatural expression on her face, "Is it because I'm here?"

    "No." Song Yuran said, "I was planning to leave, but you just came, and it's a waste to have an empty room, please sing."

    "It's so embarrassing, how about it, I'll buy you a drink."

    Song Yuran politely refused, but the other party asked for anything, she didn't want to argue, so she had to agree.

    The ktv supermarket was diagonally opposite the private room, and while Zhang Jie was out to buy drinks, Song Yuran sent a message to Zhao Anye, telling him that he planned to go back and that he had encountered a colleague in the department.

    The other party was very surprised and complained that it was unfair, why other colleagues didn't have to hold meetings.

    "I bought it back." As soon as she looked up, she saw Zhang Jie walking in with only a plastic bottle of drink in her hand, "You seem to be drinking, so I bought you herbal tea.effect."

    Song Yuran thanked her, and Zhang Jie kindly unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it over. She had to take a sip and then put the bottle cap back on, "I'll go back first."

    She took the bag at the side, and as soon as she stood up, she felt dizzy all of a sudden, and her heart was filled with confusion. Could it be that she was still drunk?

    As for what happened next, she had no memory.

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