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    This time the dream was more real than before. It was no longer the blurred light before the eyes, but clear, like watching a movie, spreading out inch by inch.

    As if breaking a long-standing seal, Gu Qichi saw the "past".

    Not the memory that he thought belonged to "Gu Qichi", but the memory that belonged to himself.

    Gu Qichi remembered everything, he is not a book traveler, he belongs to this world, the original Gu Qichi.

    It's just that the memory of the past is too painful, and the fire is too unforgettable, his brain formed a protection mechanism to seal up this memory, and even deceived himself that he was bound in a book.

    In fact, this is not the case.

    It's just what Gu Yuning said, he is the predator who broke into this world.Gu Yuning entered this world at the age of nine, using everything he knew about what would happen in the "future", he provoked the relationship between Gu's family and Gu Qichi time and time again, and took them away from Gu Qichi. He took away the beautiful life that belonged to Gu Qichi.

    Gu Qichi is like a traveler who has lost his way. He stumbled in this tunnel called "Memory", but he couldn't find the exit.

    He was still running a fever, his body was still curled up unconsciously, his brows were still furrowed, like an insecure baby, trying to protect himself as much as possible.

    Bo Yu rushed over as soon as he got off the plane, and Wen Xi and Luo Qianqian also rushed to the hospital immediately.

    Outside the hospital gate was a packed media, with long wooden warehouses and short cannons hitting the faces of passers-by, all asking about Gu Qichi's condition.

    After Gu Qichi passed out with a high fever in the taxi, he was still waiting for an ambulance on the side of the road for a long time.It was discovered that the person who was carried into the car by the ambulance was Gu Qichi.

    He is not the little transparent person who found no such person at the beginning. Once the news was exposed, it quickly became a trending search, and the media naturally heard about it.

    While Bo Yu asked about the condition of the doctor Gu Qichi, he asked Bai Heng to deal with the media outside the door.

    "Is it just a common cold and fever?" Bo Yu sat on the edge of the bed, opened Gu Qichi's hand embedded in his palm with one hand, and rescued his hand that turned white with force, the worry on his face couldn't be concealed, "ButWhy does Gu Qichi seem to be in a much more serious condition than having a high fever?"

    He had taken care of Gu Qichi who had a high fever before, and the other person's condition was not what it is now.When Gu Qichi was sick, he was always very obedient and quiet, and there was no such painful look on his face.

    Bo Yu lowered his eyes and brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, which was covered with fine beads of sweat. He stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, and the temperature on it was hot.

    The doctor stood aside, holding Gu Qichi's medical record in his hand, and frowned: "It stands to reason. Mr. Gu did have a common cold and high fever, but..."

    The doctor stopped, and Bo Yu raised his head, narrowed his eyes, and said in a cold voice, "Just say what you want."

    The other party pursed his lower lip, hesitantly: "Mr. Bo. Based on some of Mr. Gu's reactions you mentioned last time, we suspected that he had suffered from severe depression and stress trauma syndrome before. I think he is nowBeing unconscious like this is more like being stimulated by something..."

    Wen Xi and Luo Qianqian looked at each other, and sighed helplessly: "Xiaochi secretly went to the prison without telling us today, he should have seen Gu Yuning, but it doesn't make sense..."

    It doesn't make sense that he would be provoked by Gu Yuning.

    After all, although Gu Qichi's previous attitude towards Gu Yuning could be called disgust, it would not be so stressful that it is now...

    Bo Yu's brows were still furrowed, his eyes were dark, and the blackness in his eyes was surging, he quietly looked at Gu Qichi who was lying on the hospital bed.

    "Bai Heng, go and find out what the other party said to him after he met Gu Yuning today."

    Bai Heng had just finished dealing with the reporters and media outside the door, and then he took Bo Yu's order and hurriedly contacted the prison's administrator.

    ...

    Gu Qichi ran endlessly like in a dream that day, as if he could never see the end.

    Beyond this never-ending road, large expanses of white light blurred out, blurred circles of light spread out, and a moment of emptiness burned in the eyes.

    Gu Qichi shed tears silently, and his eyelashes were wet with tears.

    His uneasiness also alarmed Bo Yu who was guarding in front of the hospital bed.

    The incandescent lamp above the hospital's head was dazzling, and the smell of disinfectant lingering at the tip of his nose was pungent. Gu Qichi's hands tightened unconsciously. Under the blue and white hospital gown, the thin shoulder blades showed clear traces on the back, trembling slightly.

    "Bo Yu."

    "Bo Yu."

    He murmured uneasily, trying his best to call out the name that reassured him the most.

    Bo Yu held his hand tightly and poured some water into his mouth. The beating frequency of his heart seemed to be able to penetrate from the tightly held hands into the skin and reach Gu Qichi's heart.

    Just like every time Gu Qichi called him uneasy, whether it was in sleep, or at night with insomnia, or when the two of them were most intimate with a negative distance, Bo Yu, as always, responded to Gu Qichi immediately.

    He said, "Gu Qichi, I'm here. I'm right by your side, don't be afraid."

    He never hesitated for a moment in his answer.

    As if being soothed by some wonderful magical power, after Gu Qichi received Bo Yu's answer, his uneasy trembling gradually subsided, and even the traces between his eyebrows disappeared a lot.

    He subconsciously searched for the heat source around him, slipped into Bo Yu's arms, and then calmed down, breathing smoothly and falling asleep.

    That voice, "Gu Qichi, I'm here." seemed to penetrate both time and space.

    Gu Qichi's running pace stopped, the halo that could not be seen in front of his eyes dissipated, and he walked down the endless road.

    He saw a scene he had never seen before——

    It was a memory that did not belong to him, it was the scene after his death.

    The gray and white picture is like being splashed with buckets of colored ink.

    The white snow fell heavily, covering the whole world in a vast expanse, and an extremely thick layer of snow also fell on the black tombstones in the cemetery.

    As if feeling something in his heart, Gu Qichi moved closer to one of them, his pupils constricted suddenly, and he saw the light gold characters carved on the tombstone——

    The tomb of her late husband Gu Qichi.

    It was established by my husband Bo Yu.

    This snowfall was extraordinarily heavy, like the first snow that Gu Qichi will never forget.The sky and the earth were dyed into a vast expanse of white, the cold wind howled, and large clusters of crushed snow melted into the wind, almost blocking people's entire vision.

    In this pervasive wind and snow, Gu Qichi saw a person walking slowly towards him.

    He was wearing a knee-length black windbreaker with an open neckline, and the fluttering snow poured in, making people shiver with cold.

    That was Bo Yu.

    Gu Qichi walked in unconsciously, trying to call him, "Bo Yu."

    Bo Yu leaned closer and sat dejectedly in front of Gu Qichi's tombstone. He cleaned up the snow covered on the tombstone bit by bit, and clearly revealed the words engraved on it, along with Gu Qichi's smileof that photo.

    Gu Qichi tried to call him a few more times, but Bo Yu still didn't respond. Gu Qichi's eyelashes trembled slightly, realizing that Bo Yu couldn't see him.

    He sat beside Bo Yu, pursing his lips and looking at him.

    The hair on the top of Bo Yu's head was covered with broken snow, and even his eyelashes were stained with snow. His whole face was terribly pale, but soon, Gu Qichi discovered that besides whiteness, there were other colors on his face.

    Bo Yu's eye sockets were red.

    Gu Qichi had never seen Bo Yu cry before. In his impression, Bo Yu always seemed to be invincible and omnipotent.

    But Bo Yu who is in front of him now is not.

    He seemed to have lost a lot of weight. Under the large windbreaker, his shoulders were thin and he could hardly support the clothes.The lines of the face also became cold and sharp, the eyes were dead silent, the eye sockets were flushed, and hot tears flowed silently from the end of the eyes, down the jaw, and melted into the snow with a "click", smashing a shallow hole on the ground.Shallow pits.

    Bo Yu's head was leaning on Gu Qichi's tombstone, closely touching Gu Qichi's gray and white photo, and his right hand followed the traces of the tombstone's carvings, carefully rubbing the lines on it.

    Over and over again, it was always the word "Gu Qichi".

    Silent crying is like a silent volcano, it only needs to be gently held by someone, and it will erupt immediately.

    When Gu Qichi tried to reach out to touch him, Bo Yu's shoulders shook and he cried hoarsely.

    "Gu Qichi, I'm sorry, I'm late."

    He placed his finger heavily on the engraved words, a small cut was made on the fingertips by the sharp edge, and indistinct blood came out.

    "Why didn't you wait for me anymore, I was, I was almost going to find you."

    "It's all my fault, I failed to find you in advance, and let you be bullied by Gu Yuning for so long..."

    The man's muffled cry echoed in the silent cemetery, hot tears soon soaked a small piece of cloth under his body, and even the snow had a shallow snow pit.

    Hot tears intertwined with the cold tombstone, and Bo Yu cried so much that he couldn't help it. It was the first time he resented himself so incompetent, so incompetent that he couldn't see Gu Qichi.

    On the day when the fire exploded, he saw on the news that Gu Qichi was holding Ji Zhaozhao tightly, desperately keeping her safe.

    He just remembered everything.

    But when he arrived at the scene of the accident, the fire had already spread.Gu Qichi fell into the sea of fire alone, and it was difficult to find his trace.

    Bo Yu broke in, and even his left arm was burned by the falling beam, leaving a scar that was hard to heal, but he couldn't rescue Gu Qichi.

    It was his eternal nightmare.

    In the cold and snowy place of the new moon, the sky is filled with flames.His lover died forever in that sea of fire.

    Gu Qichi looked at him, not knowing when to kneel down, even though he knew that Bo Yu couldn't see him, he still hugged him clumsily and desperately.

    Trying to draw him into his arms.

    He wailed in an empty voice: "Bo Yu, it's not your fault."

    In the shattering of the void, Bo Yu raised his head in a daze, but he couldn't see anything except the white snow all over the sky.

    He turned his head and smiled miserably: "Gu Qichi, look, do I have a mental problem again. I seem to hear you calling me."

    "But, how is this possible, you may not," his smile became paler, "you may not even think of me."

    In the empty chest cavity, the heart was beating violently.

    Gu Qichi choked with crying, and hugged him tightly with Bo Yu's invisible hands.

    "Bo Yu, it's me. I'm by your side, and I will always be by your side."

    "Don't cry."

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