That night, Xie Yao couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

He leaned against the bed, thinking over and over the words that Zhou Qiming said.

Xie Yao followed this sentence and recalled the past, but he still couldn't get a clue. He didn't even know what the so-called "image" Zhou Qiming was referring to was pointing to.

Immediately after a similar scene flashed in his mind, Xie Yao realized that there seemed to be similar scenes in the past.

Xie Yao looked sideways at the person beside him. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but propped himself up and sat up. Looking at the familiar side face of the person beside him, his mind suddenly exploded, and a boldconjecture.

Only then did Xie Yao suddenly remember where that similar scene once appeared.

It happened when Gao Yang came to the airport to pick him up after he went back last time.Xie Yao still remembered that it was because of the conversation that night that the distance between him and Gao Yang was virtually opened.

Looking at the highly similar profile faces of the two, the pictures seemed to overlap, and Gao Yang's side profile talking to himself flashed in his mind, which slowly overlapped with Zhou Qiming, who only showed half of his face at the moment.

But this idea is too abrupt, and Xie Yao never thought that one day he would think about these two people together, but other than that, Xie Yao really couldn't figure out where Zhou Qiming said "it doesn't matter if it looks like"refer to something.

If, if Zhou Qiming's so-called "likeness" is because he looks similar to others, then all the confusion seems to be traceable. Following this idea, Xie Yao unconsciously thought deeply, and even foundThere is no possibility of overthrow.

Because all the impossibilities have been ruled out, the remaining possibilities, no matter how outrageous, have to be accepted.

Once the conjecture is established, it is difficult for people not to continue thinking deeply.Xie Yao suddenly felt a chill down his back, and he sat up immediately, but he saw the sleeping person beside him, and he didn't want to disturb him.

He didn't know when and where the mistake started. He didn't even know why Zhou Qiming knew about Gao Yang's existence. After all, he and Zhou Qiming had been together for so many years and never mentioned Gao Yang, but it wasn't because of him deliberately.To avoid it, it's just that after entering high school, didn't contact Gao Yang so often, and didn't have a special opportunity, so naturally didn't deliberately introduce this young man.

Xie Yao didn't even know when, in Gao Yang's eyes, after so many years, he began to have feelings for him.Obviously Gao Yang is such a stable person, but the moment he saw Zhou Qiming, he mustered up the courage to confess to himself.

This is really too strange, and it is hard for Xie Yao not to suspect that someone deliberately played tricks on it, or let the two people misunderstand, but he knew Zhou Qiming and Gao Yang at the same time, except for Peng Fang, Xie Yao couldn't think of anything elsePeople come, but he doesn't want to believe that Peng Fang will do such a thing. After all, he and Peng Fang have been friends for many years, so why does the other party need to do this.

After this, Xie Yao became more and more confused, and he still decided to have a good talk with Zhou Qiming after waking up tomorrow. He really didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't even dare to think about how long ago Zhou Qiming knew about Gao Yang's existence.

If it started when he was in high school, how many misunderstandings did Zhou Qiming make in places he didn't know.

He didn't even know where the wrong step started.

But if, if it is similar to what he guessed, after so many years, how long Zhou Qiming has put himself in the position of substitute, Xie Yao dare not think about it, and even after two lifetimes, he discovered the misunderstanding.

Zhou Qiming didn't take the initiative to bring it up, and he never took the initiative to ask. The two have been entangled for so many years. In the past, Xie Yao always thought that Zhou Qiming hated himself because he threatened him with his future, but now it seems that Zhou Qiming is more serious.Those who hate and are powerless to resist are being used as a substitute, suppressing all emotions, and can only be imprisoned by a simple word "substitute".

Thinking of this, Xie Yao immediately turned over again. He stepped on the floor with bare feet, and his hands had already touched the edge of the other party's bed.

He looked at the sleeping person, his face was still slightly flushed, his breathing was a little short, and he didn't seem to be sleeping very well.Xie Yao wanted to wake Zhou Qiming up, and wanted to ask questions that he had never thought about before.

Zhou Qiming's words "It's okay to look like" echoed in his ears, it seemed that Zhou Qiming made a complete compromise at that moment, but why didn't he know the truth until now.

No wonder Zhou Qiming's first reaction was to find himself when he was drunk, and when he learned that his stomach was uncomfortable, he could take out his usual stomach medicine from his pocket.

I have had stomach problems for many years. Many years ago, when I was in school, Zhou Qiming knew about my stomach problems, so I kept sugar and stomach medicine in my pocket all year round.Because occasionally Xie Yao suffers from hypoglycemia when he wakes up early.

He is delicate and difficult to serve. Zhou Qiming took care of him patiently in the past, and took care of everything for him in detail, but Xie Yao thought that when the relationship between the two of them was going to collapse, Zhou Qiming had already given up this friendship.No medicine will be prepared.

No wonder I called myself when I had a scandal, and asked myself with that awkward and clumsy reason, if I still remember the so-called promise back then.

Even Xie Yao himself almost forgot about it, but Zhou Qiming always remembered it, no wonder he didn't hesitate to damage his reputation to issue a so-called statement for himself.

All the clueless things seem to have found the answer. In fact, what Zhou Qiming can't accept for so many years is that he is used as a substitute.

How could Xie Yao not know how proud Zhou Qiming is.From the first time the two met, the boy's flying appearance and crisp laughter were deeply engraved in Xie Yao's mind. At that time, Zhou Qiming smiled indifferently and said "report" to the teacher, frankly admitted that he was late.

At that time, Zhou Qiming was so dazzling, his every move seemed to be shining, and people were unconsciously attracted. He was like the brightest star in the night sky.He has a nice voice to sing a song.

He would take his hand and lead him through the streets and alleys near the school, and when he was in a low mood, he would touch himself next to him, and then take out a candy from his pocket.comfort myself.

But that high-spirited young man seemed to be lost by himself, it was Xie Yao who wiped out his light with his own hands.

But despite this, Zhou Qiming still pretended not to care. He was disgusted or impatient with himself on the surface, but he was watching everything secretly from other places.

After Xie Yao proposed to separate, Zhou Qiming disrupted Xie Yao's idea of separating again and again, using unpleasant words to force himself to think carefully.

This approach is inappropriate, and it seems to be unable to accept the facts. Zhou Qiming retreated again and again, and finally instilled in himself the idea of "this is also very good".This is why Xie Yao felt that there was no reason for the other party's attitude to change, but there were traces to follow.

Zhou Qiming accepted his identity as a "stand-in", accepted the fact that Xie Yao didn't love him and wanted to imprison him by his side, and made a final concession that touched the bottom line.

So he said "it doesn't matter if you look like it".

Even if it's an accessory, so what, he thought about it, so it doesn't matter if he looks like it, Zhou Qiming himself figured it out, he doesn't want to lose this relationship, so so what, like it, at least if he looks like it, he still hasQualified to stay by Xie Yao's side.

That's why Zhou Qiming said that he didn't care about such similar words, because he had completely shattered his last remaining dignity and completely obliterated his principles.

Thinking of this, Xie Yao collapsed for a while. Zhou Qiming didn't need to go through this, but in all these years, no one had taken the initiative to take that step to spread the word. They loved each other stubbornly, but no one knew about it.

Thinking back carefully about the past, there are so many details that prove Zhou Qiming's caring attitude, but why I can't see it, why I misunderstand that Zhou Qiming has no feelings for me.

If Zhou Qiming really had no feelings for him at all, how could he be so willing to be trapped by his side for so many years.

Why did he no longer be brave after he kept people by his side in extreme ways, and then let the two of them go to such a field.

Xie Yao squatted helplessly on the ground, clenched the collar of his clothes, and silently shed tears.