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Chapter 89
When Xie Yao woke up again, his eyes were filled with a vast expanse of whiteness. He tried to sit up, but felt sore all over his body.
After looking carefully again, he realized that the infusion was in his hand. Looking at the infusion place, the memories in his mind were gradually awakened, and Xie Yao remembered the last scene before he fell into a coma.
Xie Yao was about to sit up, but his action immediately alarmed the people leaning against the edge of the bed.
Sensing the movement, Zhou Qiming immediately opened his eyes. His dark circles seemed to have aggravated a lot, his beard had grown out, and his overall condition did not look very good.
"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?" Zhou Qiming's deep voice was mixed with some graininess, and the whole person could feel exhausted.But even so, he gently moved Xie Yao's hospital bed halfway up slowly, so that Xie Yao could sit up.
Looking at Xie Yao's pale and somewhat chapped lips, Zhou Qiming carefully took out a cotton swab and warm water to moisten him slowly, and before doing all this, he had already pressed the button to call the doctor.
Xie Yao was still very weak just after waking up, he only felt his throat was thirsty for a while, but Zhou Qiming was also very considerate, feeding him water little by little.
Xie Yao stared at the man with a bad complexion, wondering how long Zhou Qiming had been guarding here.After Xie Yao woke up, his memories were awakened little by little.
The pictures are intertwined, the moment of death in the previous life flashed in my mind, mixed with the scene of being trapped in this life, and before I was on the verge of coma, someone called my name and embraced myself in my arms, the sound was so restrained, but Xie Yao felt the trembling, collapse and despair of the other party. He was so restrained, but he could feel the heart-piercing in his tone.
This is really not like Zhou Qiming.
It was too much like Zhou Qiming's reaction.
For the first time, he realized that Zhou Qiming was so afraid of losing himself.
After all this happened, Zhou Qiming finally responded to the answer he hadn't found for a long time with practical actions.
It wasn't him, it couldn't be that Zhou Qiming would harm him. Judging from his reaction, he must have started looking around after he found out that he was missing for the first time.
The most important thing is that the sadness that is deliberately maintained will not be concealed like Zhou Qiming.
The doctor arrived quickly, interrupting Xie Yao's thoughts.Zhou Qiming stepped aside silently, quietly watching the doctor and nurse examine Xie Yao.
The tiredness on his face couldn't be concealed, the shirt he was wearing was rolled up a little bit, and his hair was a little messy.He no longer dresses up meticulously, and there is no such thing as showing his less than perfect side to outsiders, because he is worried.
Xie Yao just woke up, his face was very pale. He has been relying on nutrient solution for maintenance these days, and his whole body has lost a lot of weight.At first he stared straight at the bedding, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't seem to be thinking about anything.Immediately afterwards, the doctor's cold handset pressed against his chest, and Xie Yao was coldly called back to his thoughts. He subconsciously raised his head to look for Zhou Qiming, who stood aside, quietly waiting for the doctor to finish his examination.
Observing carefully, it is not difficult to find that Zhou Qiming's frowning brows are full of worry.But when he noticed Xie Yao's gaze, he immediately pulled out a smile, even if it wasn't very natural.
After the doctor examined Xie Yao, he finally said something to put Zhou Qiming at ease: "It's nothing serious, although the body is still a little weak, but as long as you take care of your body for a while, there won't be any sequelae in the future.".”
Hearing this, Zhou Qiming nodded immediately, and then he followed the doctor to the door, listening to the precautions ordered by the doctor.
The conversation between the two didn't last long. After the examination, the nurse packed up her things and left the room with the doctor.In an instant, there were only two people left in the huge ward again.
Zhou Qiming repeatedly recalled the precautions ordered by the doctor in his mind, and then sat silently on the chair beside Xie Yao's bed, still watching Xie Yao as if he hadn't woken up.
In just a few seconds of looking at each other, Xie Yao seemed to have noticed words that had never been spoken in the eyes of the other party, for example, the love from Zhou Qiming.
Thinking of the words he wanted to find the other party before he fell into a coma, Xie Yao instantly became sad. This misunderstanding was delayed for too long. If it wasn't because of Zhou Qiming's nonsense after being drunk, he probably would never have discovered this existence in his lifelong-standing misunderstanding.
"Zhou Qiming..." Xie Yao said, his voice sounded a little weak and hoarse, he felt his throat was a little sore, Zhou Qiming wanted to stop him because he was afraid that Xie Yao would feel uncomfortable talking too much, so he was about to take out his mobile phone and ask Xie Yao to callOn the top, but was interrupted by Xie Yao stubbornly, "I never felt...you were like anyone."
Hearing this, Zhou Qiming froze for a moment when he just took out his cell phone. He raised his head and looked at Xie Yao in disbelief, with a trace of panic in his eyes, because he really did not expect that Xie Yao would face this topic so straightforwardly..
Xie Yao had to wait a while after finishing his sentence. He was too weak, and his whole head was screaming and protesting, but he still insisted on finishing the next sentence.
He wanted to explain to Zhou Qiming, and told Zhou Qiming directly that there had never been any so-called doubles, and there had never been any substitutes.
"You are... yourself." Xie Yao panted slightly, his eyes turned red instantly, "You are not anyone... how can you be like...Zhou Qiming, you are yourself..."
After saying this, Xie Yao coughed again hastily.Seeing Xie Yao's reaction, the people who were still in shock immediately stood up and raised their thermos cups, then nodded uncontrollably, and a crystal teardrop fell from the corner of their eyes.
"I know I know……"
He stepped forward and held Xie Yao's somewhat slender wrist tightly, his whole body trembling slightly invisible, but because of holding Xie Yao, Xie Yao felt the truth.
This misunderstanding that has been buried for so many years is like being cast into the bottom of a well. It seemed that it would never see the light of day again, but now it is finally lucky enough to be salvaged and uncovered layer by layer, so that people can discover the truth.
It seems that it is too late.
But it seemed just right.
Perhaps because of a little anxiety, Zhou Qiming almost spilled the water in the cup clumsily, but fortunately he reacted quickly.He slowly fed Xie Yao some water, then clumsily closed the lid of the water glass, and then put him firmly on the table beside him.
"sorry."
When shaking the bed down for Xie Yao, he heard Zhou Qiming whispering to him again, as if he was extremely guilty. He didn't know if he was talking about the cup that was almost knocked over by him, or he was talking about being blinded all these years.He never thought about where Xie Yao's love came from.
But how could Xie Yao blame him? Obviously Zhou Qiming was also the victim of this inexplicable misunderstanding. Thinking of Zhou Qiming's reaction that night, Xie Yao felt a twinge of pain in his heart.
He still wanted to say something, when Zhou Qiming gently shook him off the bed, he wanted to say, don't blame you.
But he couldn't say it out, his throat was too sore, his head was the same, his eyelids began to get heavy again, and he seemed to be unable to control his eyes to close.
Sensing Xie Yao's tiredness, Zhou Qiming just patted him gently, as if coaxing him to sleep.
Xie Yao wanted to fight against this tiredness, but in the end, under Zhou Qiming's appeasement, he gradually fell into a slump. Finally, what little consciousness he had left surrendered to his body, and his eyes slowly closed.
"Go to sleep, Yaoyao, I will watch over you."
When he fell asleep again, he heard that soft soothing voice, which sounded clumsy and straightforward, but so firm.