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    The person outside the door held a bouquet of flowers, smiled at Xie Yao, walked into the room naturally, and closed the door.

    "Xie Yao, I'll come and see you." Zhuang Yu's words were natural, like greetings from an old friend for many years. He put the flowers on the table and sat down on the chair next to Xie Yao's bed., and said with concern, "Be better, Qi Ming has worried a lot about you these days."

    There is nothing wrong with hearing this, but thinking about it deeply makes people feel uncomfortable.It was only then that Xie Yao realized that the current self couldn't even maintain a deliberate smile, so he could only do this, looking at the person in front of him, and responding to his unknown concern, "It's okay, the doctor said it's not a big problem."

    "Really?" Zhuang Yu raised his eyebrows when he heard this, and then smiled again, "That's really great, fortunately there is no problem."

    After saying this, Zhuang Yu stood up, turned around and said to Xie Yao: "Xie Yao, do you feel that the room is a little stuffy?"

    Xie Yao didn't answer.The window of the room was closed all the time, it was indeed a bit stuffy, if Zhuang Yu hadn't mentioned it, he himself would not have noticed it.

    But Xie Yao still doesn't like this feeling, he has always disliked Zhuang Yu, even though subjectively correcting himself many times that his judgment should not be influenced by his personal emotions, he still doesn't like it.

    Even for a while, the relationship between himself and Zhuang Yu was not bad, but Xie Yao had to admit that when he was a student, he really regarded Zhuang Yu as a good friend who talked about everything for a while.

    Those thoughts that have never been revealed to anyone, were told by Xie Yao one by one on the roof of the school's top floor in the leisurely big breaks to the friends who once thought they were close, and they would even go to the canteen together after classTo buy food, after math class, Zhuang Yu patiently explained to himself the math problems that he didn't understand in class.

    It's just that their relationship broke down during the sweltering summer vacation after the college entrance examination, and it was only after that day that Xie Yao realized that the friend he thought he was a close friend actually fell in love with the same person as himself.

    Xie Yao didn't dare to imagine that his former friend would part ways with him because of this. He didn't even know when Zhuang Yu's feelings for Zhou Qiming were buried, maybe earlier than before he knew Zhou Qiming.

    Xie Yao only knew that Zhuang Yu and Zhou Qiming grew up together.Some of his understanding of Zhou Qiming came from this boy, and because of this, Xie Yao knew what kind of character Zhou Qiming was when he was a child, and because of this, he experienced many more difficult childhoods than his peers.

    Zhou Qiming's father passed away when he was in elementary school. Since then, Zhou Qiming has been raised by his mother.Zhou Qiming's mother is a teacher, relying on the salary that can barely maintain the daily expenses of the mother and son, leading Xiao Zhou Qiming to live like this.

    Three years after Zhou Qiming's father died, some people also said that the matchmaker introduced his mother to facilitate a new marriage. The excuses used by those well-meaning aunts in the neighborhood are always "it's not easy for you to drag the child up, and the child lacks fatherly love.", a woman's family has to carry so much, how hard it is." Because of this, they always mention this matter at every opportunity.

    I once heard from Zhuang Yu that once Zhou Qiming's mother took Zhou Qiming to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, an aunt almost made tears because of this incident.

    In fact, Xie Yao didn't remember the content so clearly, but what made him remember clearly was that when Zhou Qiming returned home after learning about the incident, the first thing he said to his mother was, "Are you looking for a new father? Then heWill you not like me?"

    In fact, there is another sentence that the little Zhou Qiming didn't say at the time. That sentence had been buried in the young Zhou Qiming's heart for many years, but he didn't dare to ask.

    "Are you going to forget my dad?"

    Such a simple sentence, but so heavy, is so cruel to Zhou Qiming who is still young. He has never said this to his mother. Although he is young, he can also realize how shocking these words are.sad.

    Because, he can only tell the neighbor brother next door about those things that he has never been able to mention to his mother, and he can only tell the secret that he has kept in his heart for a long time, and tell the one who is a few months older than himself, but stillAlways a gentle brother, Zhuang Yu.

    And Zhou Qiming probably didn't know that Zhuang Yu relayed all the thoughts he told when he was a child to the most important person in his life.

    It is precisely because he likes it that Xie Yao always feels sorry for Zhou Qiming. In the past, he always wanted to treat Zhou Qiming better, and even better.

    "It's really boring." Zhuang Yu's self-contained words interrupted Xie Yao's thoughts, and when Xie Yao came back to his senses, Zhuang Yu had already opened the window of the room.

    Without the protection of the windows, the cold wind blows into the room at once, and the temperature in the room dropped a lot quickly, but Zhuang Yu breathed a sigh of relief and sighed, "It's really comfortable, isn't it, Xie Yao."

    Xie Yao didn't answer, he didn't know what to say, even if what Zhuang Yu said was very ordinary.

    To be precise, after the relationship between the two broke up, Xie Yao didn't know how to communicate with Zhuang Yu. The two maintained superficial skills, but they never communicated in private, except for a few necessary contacts, but basicallyIt's all because of Zhou Qiming.

    "Why are you in a daze, Xie Yao, don't you feel comfortable?" Zhuang Yu turned around and looked at the person sitting on the bed who was not talking to him. He stepped forward and smiled at Xie Yao, "Are you thinking about Qi Ming?"? He will probably be busy until late today."

    But Xie Yao still didn't speak, he stared intently at the person in front of him, without even putting a polite smile on his face.

    Even though he was somewhat ignored, Zhuang Yu still didn't feel embarrassed, he still kept smiling, and occasionally said a few words to Xie Yao.

    Finally, after Zhuang Yu said something harmless again, Xie Yao slowly opened his mouth, looking extraordinarily calm, and seemed to have thought about it for a long time, "That day...was it you?"

    When Xie Yao said this, Zhuang Yu, who was holding up the flowers, paused. His smile froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal, "What are you talking about, Xie Yao?"

    "The day my accident happened, it was someone you arranged." When Xie Yao said this, he looked at the person in front of him lightly, and at this moment, he didn't need to answer and he basically confirmed the answer to the question.There was no expression on his face, and he spoke the words of affirmation calmly.

    Zhuang Yu didn't pick up the words, and when Xie Yao clarified the words again, the smile on his face had completely disappeared.

    The bouquet he just picked up was casually put down by him, then he straightened up, looked at the person sitting on the hospital bed, and chuckled, "It seems that I can't hide it."

    "Before I fell into a coma that day, I vaguely heard a very familiar voice," Xie Yao stared into his eyes, and said seriously, he met Zhuang Yu's gaze without fear, without flinching, "At thatThe consciousness was dim, so I couldn't remember who it was, until today, you stood in front of me and said these insignificant words to me."

    Speaking of this, Xie Yao's face turned cold. He never thought that the person who harmed him in two lifetimes was the one who looked gentle on the surface but was more ruthless in his actions than anyone else.

    "It's a pity," Zhuang Yu didn't hide it anymore seeing that he was completely exposed.He no longer deliberately maintained that fake smile, and he was no longer as gentle as before, and even his tone changed a little, "If Zhou Qiming hadn't reacted quickly this time, you probably wouldn't be in this world anymore."

    After saying this, Zhuang Yu smiled calmly again, "But it's okay, Xie Yao, you are indeed lucky, but even so, you have no evidence and can't do anything."

    "Based on what I know about Zhou Qiming, even if you tell him, he probably won't believe it." When he said this, Zhuang Yu reached out and touched the petals of the bouquet in front of him, then withdrew his hand, and advised Xie Yao, "So, you should take good care of your wounds, Xie Yao."

    After Zhuang Yu finished speaking, he maintained a winner's smile. He didn't feel guilty at all. He was so lofty, and he came here just to show off, to show off his confidence in winning, to show off his perfect confidence.

    It was just unexpected, probably Xie Yao's reaction.Zhuang Yu never thought that Xie Yao could face the person who almost killed him so calmly.Thinking of this, Zhuang Yu felt a little interesting, but it was limited to this. Besides, for him, today was just an ordinary day.

    And half of his good mood today was brought by Xie Yao. After all, even if Xie Yao knew what he could do, Zhuang Yu wanted this result.

    Zhuang Yu didn't say goodbye to him, just left.He left behind the bouquet that he hadn't put much thought into preparing, and at the moment, there were so many flowers blooming wantonly, it seemed more like a provocation.

    Under the quilt that no one knew, Xie Yao had already clenched his fists tightly. At the moment after Zhuang Yu left, all the disguise he insisted on was removed, and he began to tremble slightly uncontrollably, and it continued like this.It took a while before he calmed down.

    Xie Yao looked at the bouquet of flowers on the bedside. There was a small bowl next to the bouquet, and the bowl contained some oxidized and yellowed apples.

    At this moment, Xie Yao suddenly couldn't stop feeling sad.

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