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    When saw Zhou Qiming again, it was already noon on the third day after Zhuang Yu visited Xie Yao.

    In this matter, Zhuang Yu did not lie to Xie Yao at all, Zhou Qiming was indeed very busy.

    Therefore, Zhou Qiming was unable to spare time to accompany Xie Yao for two days in a row, but he would send messages every day to care about him. It was as big as asking how Xie Yao was doing today's inspection, as small as telling Xie Yao to drink more water, and from time to time he would share today'sThe situation of filming.

    In addition to Zhou Qiming, there is another person who is always willing to tell Xie Yao what happened on the set in every detail, and said to Xie Yao very righteously: "Don't worry, Xiao Xie, the person in your family only thinks about you every day, and he always thinks about you."No one dared to approach him."

    When Huang Mengjie said this, her tone rose, and she sounded very proud. She wondered if she had discovered something interesting again.

    Therefore, Xie Yao's mood was always extraordinarily complicated whenever he received a caring message from Zhou Qiming.

    He was very contradictory, and he told himself rationally that he should at least collect enough evidence before proving it to others.But there was no monitoring at the entrance of the set, and the location chosen by the crew was really remote. It took time to obtain evidence, which was really frustrating, but Xie Yao always felt that he couldn't wait any longer.

    Emotionally, the voice in my heart is always repeating to myself over and over again, saying not to hold on anymore, maybe I really can’t face and bear these things alone, why don’t I tell Zhou Qiming everything, maybe this is also a problem.Method.

    But Xie Yao has been unable to tell the truth of the matter for a long time. Every time he cuts back and forth in the dialog box, there is not a single sentence left in the end. What should he talk to Zhou Qiming about?Said he was reborn?This is too absurd, even if Zhou Qiming really said it and told him, it cannot be used as strong evidence.

    Every time he thought of this, Xie Yao felt deeply powerless. He didn't know how to make a choice. On this hurdle, he got stuck again and again, and suffered losses again and again.

    Zhuang Yu's confession and arrival seemed to wake Xie Yao up. Xie Yao seemed to wake up from a long-lost nightmare, but when he really came to the real world, he realized that the reality was more cruel than the nightmare.

    So when they met Zhou Qiming again, the atmosphere between the two of them became much more silent, and they became estranged for a moment.

    Although Xie Yao didn't say it clearly, Zhou Qiming also noticed the clue.So at noon that day, after taking out all the lunch boxes and putting them on the table, he asked softly: "What's the matter, are you angry with me because I haven't been able to come these days?"

    Xie Yao picked up a piece of green vegetable with chopsticks, put it in the bowl, paused, shook his head and denied, "No."

    Zhou Qiming didn't know how to respond to Xie Yao's attitude, but Xie Yao didn't want to say anything, and Zhou Qiming didn't want to force him, so he could only touch the tip of his nose helplessly and say something to himself as if it would be good.

    The two finished their lunch in such a silent manner. After eating, Zhou Qiming cleaned up the lunch boxes on the table. After cleaning up, he went to the bathroom to wash his hands and came back, and asked Xie Yao thoughtfully: "Are you sleepy, do you want to sleep for a while?"Nap?"

    Xie Yao just shook his head and refused, "I'm not too sleepy, why don't we chat."

    Hearing this, the person who was about to stand up was stunned for a while, and after maintaining the movement for a few seconds, he sat down obediently and said "OK" to Xie Yao.

    But what to talk about, even Xie Yao himself didn't know, he said he wanted to chat, but there was no chat atmosphere.

    The silence lasted for a while, and Zhou Qiming took the initiative to talk to Xie Yao about some recent things that happened to the crew. Zhou Qiming didn't seem to be good at telling stories, but Xie Yao could tell that he was trying hard to think about the topic, just because he said lightly, "I want to chat."".

    This feeling is a bit strange.Since waking up, Xie Yao realized that instead of saying that Zhou Qiming was facing up to his feelings, it was more like he was hiding a guilt in dealing with this feeling.

    In fact, Xie Yao could feel Zhou Qiming's helplessness and cautiousness, and he could feel Zhou Qiming's words and actions, as if he was afraid that he would do something wrong again, which would make this seemingly broken relationship even more dangerous.

    After talking about a few small things, Zhou Qiming also noticed that Xie Yao's mind was not on the things he said, so he tactfully avoided the topic.

    Originally, it was Zhou Qiming who was sharing what happened on the set, but when the topic stopped, there was silence again.

    Endless silence.

    After a while, Zhou Qiming took the initiative to speak again, this time it was more serious, "Yaoyao, I've already had someone investigate your accident, don't worry."

    Hearing this, the drowsy person suddenly woke up a little bit. After all, Xie Yao originally wanted to talk to Zhou Qiming about this matter, but after saying that he wanted to chat, he didn't know how to explain it to Zhou Qiming, so he thought in his heart.After hesitating for a while, I decided not to mention it.

    But Zhou Qiming's unintentional mention touched Xie Yao's nerves.

    Xie Yao stood up and sat upright, staring at Zhou Qiming silently without speaking, but there were complex emotions in his eyes.

    There was another inner struggle. After the two looked at each other for a while, Xie Yao still couldn't hold it back. Finally, without any concealment, he asked straightforwardly: "If I tell you that this accident was caused by Zhuang Yu's sendingwhat caused it?"

    Will you believe me even if I have no proof?

    But for the second half of the sentence, Xie Yao couldn't say it out, and his only remaining rationality restrained this somewhat extreme sentence.

    Hearing what Xie Yao said, Zhou Qiming's expression changed slightly, but he maintained his expression very well, and only sank for a moment, but then asked in a gentle way: "Yaoyao, why do you think so?"

    When he heard Zhou Qiming say this, Xie Yao understood that any further words would be meaningless.

    When Zhuang Yu showed off to himself, he had full confidence, otherwise, how could he run to him, and after being asked, he was willing to confess truthfully.

    After all, the remaining rationality failed to stop Xie Yao's emotions. He avoided Zhou Qiming's sight and said sullenly, "No, it's just the feeling."

    This answer is not convincing at all, even Xie Yao knows it clearly in his heart.But the broken emotions have already hovered on the edge of reason countless times, and Xie Yao has been unable to sincerely persuade himself.

    "Yaoyao..." Zhou Qiming's expression began to become complicated. He couldn't figure out the reason for Xie Yao's emotional change, and he didn't even know why Xie Yao's unprovoked emotions came from.

    But Zhou Qiming believed that things happened for a reason. He didn't want to believe Xie Yao, but he just wanted to take some time to accept this matter, or he needed a chance to figure out what happened.

    But before the second half of the sentence could be said in the future, Xie Yao cut it off bluntly.

    Xie Yao tilted his head as if giving up on himself, and his tone sounded like he was mocking himself, "Forget it, I know you won't believe it."

    "Yaoyao, I don't believe it, but sometimes it doesn't feel like evidence, right?"

    At the end of Zhou Qiming's words, it sounded more like coaxing, but what he said was not completely unreasonable. Xie Yao also knew that he didn't have any evidence to prove it for the time being, and he couldn't find anyone to say it after suffering.

    But he was not reconciled, he wanted to hear an answer with the attitude of giving it a try, but all he heard was Zhou Qiming's accommodating answer.

    Leaving aside this accommodation, Zhou Qiming probably didn't quite believe what he said.Thinking of this, Xie Yao unconsciously felt aggrieved. When he raised his head and looked at Zhou Qiming again, his eyes were half red, "So you just don't believe me, right?"

    Zhou Qiming opened his mouth to refute, but was stopped by Xie Yao again, "Zhou Qiming, in fact, you never thought that Zhuang Yu would do such a thing, so when you heard me say that, you subconsciously wanted to replace him.He proved that even if you want to believe it, you should show evidence that can convince you, doesn't it?"

    "But Zhou Qiming, I don't have any evidence to point to Zhuang Yu doing this," Xie Yao said, with tears rolling down his eyes, "So you don't believe what I'm saying now."

    "distant……"

    In fact, Zhou Qiming did not fully listen to what Xie Yao said.Xie Yao's emotions came too suddenly, he needed some time, whether it was to find strong evidence to prove it, or to take some time to accept it.

    Before Zhou Qiming could finish his comforting words, a knock on the door interrupted their conversation.Xie Yao turned his face away, wiped away his tears and did not speak.

    Seeing that there was no response from the inside, the person outside the door knocked three more times. After a few seconds, he pushed the door and entered. As a result, as soon as he entered the ward, he noticed the strange atmosphere in the room and the two people who were in a stalemate.

    When Zhou Qiming saw the people outside the door coming in, his usual inhumane look returned to his face.But the sudden visitor didn't care, and smiled at Zhou Qiming, "Zhou Qiming, I haven't seen you for a while."

    Xie Yao was a little surprised, he never thought that Xu Xinghuai would appear here, so he calmed down, "Teacher Xu, why are you here?"

    "Your brother is worried and wants to come and see you, but he is too busy during this time." Xu Xinghuai still maintained his old appearance, and he was still so gentle when he spoke. He put down the things he brought in his hand and smiled slightly at Xie Yao, "So I will take a look at the situation for your brother, even with my own share, I am very worried about you, Xiaoxie."

    The arrival of Xu Xinghuai made the atmosphere that had been frozen at the beginning a bit more lively, but Zhou Qiming, who was sitting on the chair, seemed out of place.

    Hearing Xu Xinghuai's explanation, Xie Yao nodded. While he understood clearly, he also received a comfort of concern.

    But when he raised his head again and saw Zhou Qiming in front of him, he knew that he couldn't avoid the sensitive conversation just now.Xie Yao was a little tired, he didn't want to discuss this topic with Zhou Qiming any further, because in the end, there might not be any result in the debate.

    But if two people are arguing and blushing, that would be too ugly.The most important thing is that he is still so timid and cowardly. Part of the reason for his avoidance is still because he is afraid of hearing answers he doesn't want to hear.

    Xie Yao leaned back, assumed a posture ready to rest, and said to Zhou Qiming, "Go back first."

    Although Zhou Qiming didn't understand where Xie Yao's emotions came from, there was one thing he knew all too well, that is, right now, Xie Yao didn't want to see him.

    The eviction order was really obvious. Zhou Qiming didn't want to stay after hearing it, but he was afraid that his existence would cause Xie Yao's emotions to repeat again.Although he didn't want to leave just like that, there was really no other way at the moment.

    Zhou Qiming turned his head, glanced at the sudden visitor beside him, and finally had no choice but to leave lonely.

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