After the funeral, Xie Yao didn't stay for a moment, and quickly packed up his things and left the old house.

He didn't want to look back at this place again. To put it bluntly, it was just a ridiculous self-deception, and the deception to himself these days was just a dream. As long as he wakes up, everything will be fine, and grandpa is still by his side.

But when Xie Yao returned to his home, when he woke up from the dream again at night, he realized that he had no way to continue to deceive himself.

On the contrary, there is a grandfather in the dream, there are good memories of childhood, and there is a scene where the grandfather supervises him practicing the piano, but after waking up, there is nothing.

In the past few days, Xie Yao has also dreamed of his high school days from time to time, dreaming of the big sunny boy holding his hand and walking around the streets, smiling and jokingly saying to himself, shall we go to the same university together?.

Waking up again, all the beautiful fantasies have disappeared, Xie Yao was covered in cold sweat, dragged his tired body hastily took a cold shower, wiped his body with a bath towel indiscriminately after the shower, but because of a carelessness,The force was too heavy, and his skin was rubbed red.

But Xie Yao couldn't care about these anymore, he stared blankly at the mirror covered in mist, stretched out his hand to wipe off a thin layer of water droplets on it, stared at himself in the mirror, and realized how empty his eyes were.

Yes, his heart has withered long ago. Whether it is love, family affection, or even friendship, he has made a mess of it. Grandpa is gone, and he has no contact with him after many years of childhood. As for Zhou Qiming, their relationship has long since passed away.It is in jeopardy, no matter how you whitewash the peace, it is just a beautiful illusion,

Even Xie Yao himself didn't know how he got to where he is today step by step.

Xie Yao returned to the bedroom in such a mess. He didn't turn on the light. When people spend a long time with the night, they can see more clearly.

He threw himself into the middle of the bed, his hair was still a little wet, but Xie Yao didn't care too much, he curled up into a ball and wrapped himself up, as if this would make him feel more at ease.

In a daze, his tears slipped down from the corners of his eyes unconsciously, Xie Yao stretched out his hand to wipe them away, but wiped more and more, as if in vain.

In the end, he lowered his hands, closed his eyes, and felt a burst of tiredness after tossing and tiring, and then fell asleep in a daze.

After being separated from Xie Yao for half a month, Zhou Qiming finally couldn't hold back because of the changes in Xie Yao's family. For the first time, he had the idea of completely irresponsible to abandon his work, and wanted to find Xie Yao desperately.

He thought about it all night, and finally decided to discuss this matter with Ren Qilin. This was the result of his deliberation.

During this period of time, the messages he sent were not so frequent. Zhou Qiming knew that they all needed a space between each other and needed to think about it. This was what Xie Yao meant. Zhou Qiming also acquiesced in his approach. On this point,He respects Xie Yao a lot.

After Xie Yao went back, replying to his own messages depended entirely on his mood, but Zhou Qiming did not lose his temper with him because of it. On the contrary, he wanted to take this opportunity to learn how to get along with Xie Yao normally. He wanted to improve the relationship between the two.Back to the beautiful and equal time in high school.

In fact, he is indeed working hard, even if there are a few times, when he opens the message on the phone after filming, the message is empty, but he still suppresses his temper and tells himself patiently, wait a little longer.

Even sometimes, he was so anxious to know what Xie Yao was doing.

After repeatedly persuading himself rationally, Zhou Qiming comforted himself and took a half-step back, and finally thought of a way, so he asked Jiang Li to push Xiaohan's WeChat.

When it was added to Xiaohan, it took another half a day, but Zhou Qiming didn't feel troubled at all. After making such a big circle, he just wanted to know how Xie Yao was doing today, whether he was in a good mood, and whether he had eaten on time.

Regarding her sudden application, Xiaohan did not express any surprise, instead she truthfully told herself about Xie Yao's recent situation, even if she said it in a general way, because Xiaohan explained the reason, saying that she was also ordered not to be with her recently, and thatXiaohan doesn't know how far their relationship has gone, so it's not easy to reveal too much Xie Yao's privacy to him.

Zhou Qiming understood, but he didn't want to do anything, but sometimes he wanted to know what Xie Yao was busy with when he didn't reply to his messages.

Curious to know, even a little sleepy at the thought of him.

When Zhou Qiming took a good look at his attitude towards this relationship again, he realized that he seemed hopeless.It turned out that the person who couldn't live without was not Xie Yao, but himself.

So when Xie Yao proposed to him that the person who harmed him was Zhuang Yu, although Zhou Qiming's first reaction was to deny it, he quickly accepted Xie Yao's statement and secretly found someone to investigate.Nothing ever came of it.

Of course, in the bottom of Zhou Qiming's heart, he still hopes that this is a misunderstanding. After all, because of emotion and reason, Zhuang Yu has helped him a lot over the years. He has always regarded Zhuang Yu as his own in his heart.Brother treats.

So it was hard for him to imagine that Zhuang Yu would do such a thing to the person he liked.But not long ago, Zhou Qiming remembered that when Xie Yao woke up that day, the first thing he said to himself was, it doesn't look like that at all.

Others may not be able to understand the meaning, but Zhou Qiming and Xie Yao are very clear, this is the first time Zhou Qiming heard a very positive denial from Xie Yao, denying that he is not like anyone, denying that he is just himself.

But how he and Xie Yao had this misunderstanding, Zhou Qiming tried hard to recall, but he couldn't recall the beginning of this misunderstanding.

Until one night, he had a dream. The dream was a scene from high school, a class break after the rain. Xie Yao seemed to be sick that day, so he didn't come to school.

During that class break, he and Zhuang Yu were lying by the window, chatting casually, until when they talked about a topic, his face became a little ugly.

But before he had time to question Zhuang Yu, he suddenly woke up from his dream.Zhou Qiming sat up in a daze, looking at the surrounding environment, he instinctively turned his head to look at the empty bed beside him, always thinking that Xie Yao was still sleeping beside him.

After Xie Yao left, he didn't ask his aunt to change the sheets, and kept it as it was, so every time he woke up, he always felt a little dazed.

Zhou Qiming felt that he was really confused, Xie Yao had been away from him for almost half a month, but there was a voice in his heart telling him to hold on for a while, and he would be able to meet this person.

Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming picked up the phone habitually, and glanced at the news on the phone. In fact, when he picked it up, Zhou Qiming laughed at himself a long time ago, saying that Xie Yao must have not sent a message, this little heartless person.Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming would always joke to himself, since Xie Yao returned to Changyuan City, he always seemed to be very busy, as if he was busy forgetting himself and the unhappiness in the past.

But this time, it was completely beyond his expectation. When Zhou Qiming saw the message from Xie Yao, he was surprised at first, but then he was stunned and repeatedly confirmed that the message was indeed from Xie Yao.

There was only one sentence sent from the other side, just a few words, but Zhou Qiming's heart sank to the bottom of the lake along with it.

"My grandfather is gone."

Seeing this sentence, Zhou Qiming was completely awake. When he got up from the bed, his first reaction was to call Xie Yao, but he turned his head and restrained the thought.

It was already past four o'clock in the morning, and the message was sent around twelve o'clock. Zhou Qiming didn't know how Xie Yao was doing now, but he could probably guess that it was definitely not easy for Xie Yao to fall asleep.

He didn't want to wake up someone who had finally fallen asleep so easily. He didn't even dare to think about whether Xie Yao had insomnia day and night these days, whether his eyes were red and he was in a nightmare all night.

Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming felt that he couldn't wait any longer.

He wanted to go back to find him immediately, to find him who was already in disarray.