In the rainy season, there is a light rain outside.Xie Yao got up from the bed, but he was only wearing thin pajamas. He glanced at the electronic alarm clock on the bedside table, and it was only around five o'clock in the morning.

He turned his head and looked at the man sleeping soundly on the bed. After breaking free from the other's arms, there was still warmth in the place where he left, but he had already decided not to return to that warm embrace.

Zhou Qiming slept soundly, but still maintained his posture when he was in his arms, but Xie Yao's movement of leaving was very light, so Zhou Qiming was not woken up, but when Xie Yao left, he seemed to wrinkle in dissatisfaction.frown.But probably because there were too many things these few days, and he was too busy, he didn't have time to take a good rest, so he was still asleep in his dream.

After staring at the person on the bed for a while, Xie Yao realized that he hadn't looked at the person in front of him so seriously for a while.

If the grandfather carried all Xie Yao's tender and beautiful memories of his family, then for him Zhou Qiming carried all the love of his youth, as well as the frustration and regret after he stumbled.

His feelings for Zhou Qiming are too complicated, mixed with a lot of complicated emotions, and it is also because of these emotions and years of love that he has come to today step by step.

After maintaining this state for a few minutes, Xie Yao finally withdrew his gaze. He changed his pajamas, and casually dug out a set of ordinary clothes that could no longer be ordinary from the closet.

After changing his clothes, he came out of the bathroom after washing up, and looked back at the person on the bed again, as if saying a final silent farewell.

In fact, it is true, this relationship has consumed too much of his energy, Xie Yao thinks it is time to stop.

He didn't look back, took nothing away, just closed the door so softly, and left quietly without leaving any words.

When Zhou Qiming woke up, he was completely awakened by the dazzling sunlight outside the window.

The curtains in this bedroom are too light and don't completely block out the light well.After the night's rain, the sun seemed even brighter.

He resigned himself to sitting up from the bed, thinking in his heart that maybe he could discuss with Xie Yao about changing a set of blackout curtains, and he was willing to pay the money, no matter what style Xie Yao liked, he would be willing to buy it for him.

Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming reached out to touch the place beside him, and it was indeed empty.This made him completely awake, and Zhou Qiming came back to his senses, only to realize that the place beside him was already cold.

A bad premonition flashed through his mind quickly, Zhou Qiming got up from the bed immediately, wearing the nightgown Xie Yao gave him, he searched for people at home.

But there was no trace of Xie Yao.

Xie Yao's home is only this big, and he has never felt very safe, so the house he bought is only about 100 square meters. With such a big place, where can people hide?

Uneasy thoughts spread in his mind, but Zhou Qiming didn't dare to make a conclusion so easily. He laughed at himself for being too sensitive and thinking too much, and comforted himself that Xie Yao might just wake up feeling hungry and go out to buy food.

He went back to the bedroom and took out his mobile phone, and began to call Xie Yao's number over and over again tirelessly, but after countless calls and no response, Zhou Qiming said to himself that maybe Xie Yao just didn't hear it.

After calling Xie Yao's number again for the thirteenth time but getting no response, Zhou Qiming became completely flustered. He hurriedly washed up, changed his clothes, and left the house quickly. At the same time, he dialedCalled Chen Yi.

Chen Yi was not too surprised when she received Zhou Qiming's call. She still had work at the other end, so after discussing with Zhou Qiming, the two agreed to meet in Chen Yi's office.

Zhou Qiming took a taxi and sat in the car. He looked at the scenery outside the window. He obviously felt that seeing the reassuring scenery on weekdays was useless now. He just felt that there was a big emptiness in his heart.flustered.

Obviously nothing has been confirmed yet, and he hasn't asked clearly yet, but Zhou Qiming feels that he seems to have been sentenced to death.

He rushed to the appointed place in a hurry, but Chen Yi still had work on hand, and it wasn't until around two o'clock in the afternoon that he opened the door of her lounge and walked in.

While waiting, Zhou Qiming sent a few messages to Xie Yao, but the messages he sent were like a stone sinking into the sea, without any response.

"I've been waiting for a long time." Chen Yi entered the room with two cups of coffee. She put a cup in front of Zhou Qiming, then sat down, pulled her long curly hair, and said, "I want to know where Xie Yao is going."Where is it, right?"

Zhou Qiming put down his phone and nodded. He looked at the coffee in front of him, a little distracted.When he got such an answer, he seemed to have cleared up a thing or two in his heart.

"Where did Xie Yao go, I don't know exactly where Xie Yao went." Chen Yi sighed, picked up his coffee and continued, "There were too many changes in his family a while ago, so he just briefly explained to me last night, saying that he wants toGo out and relax, stop work for a while."

"Let's relax?" Zhou Qi was obviously a little surprised when he heard this, but his surprise was not because Xie Yao needed to go for a walk to relieve his mood, but why Xie Yao didn't say a word to him last night.

Chen Yi took a sip of coffee, then propped up his chin and said, "Yes, take it easy, judging by your reaction, Xie Yao didn't seem to have mentioned it to you."

Having said this, Zhou Qiming fell silent again. He tried hard to recall the details of the two of them getting along yesterday, but he failed to notice Xie Yao's abnormality at all.

Xie Yao last night seemed to be more fragile and docile than usual.He leaned in his arms, didn't say a word about his grandfather, just leaned in his arms lazily, looking extremely tired, Xie Yao like this made people feel that he needed to be cared and comforted, of course, Zhou Qiming was the samemade.

He patted Xie Yao on the back and gently coaxed him to sleep. He told Xie Yao about the trivial things in life, and the person in his arms laughed lightly when he heard the things he said from time to time.

The relationship between the two of them was too hazy last night, so he just let Xie Yao snuggle up in his arms like this. The two seemed to be a loving couple.

So this also gave Zhou Qiming an illusion for a while, making him think that the two of them had already let go of the past, and thought that in the days to come, the two of them could overcome all the difficulties and move towards a new beginning.

All of a sudden, Zhou Qiming suddenly recalled the eyes Xie Yao looked at him last night, as if he was a little nostalgic, just like the eyes Xie Yao looked at him before, it's not that he didn't feel love from these eyes, so this also made himHe thought they were back together.

But now after thinking about it carefully, Zhou Qiming realized that he ignored the gloom in Xie Yao's eyes last night, and ignored the emotion that Xie Yao hid in his heart.

But thinking about it now, it seems that everything is too late.

"Xie Yao really didn't tell me where he went," Chen Yi's words brought him back to his senses, "He didn't tell me how long he would be back, but you also know that it's not Xie Yao who entered the entertainment circle.In fact, he does not rely on this job to live, so taking a step back, he has really decided to quit the circle, and I have no choice."

"Yes, I know..." Zhou Qiming replied sullenly. In fact, when Chen Yi told him the truth of the matter, he didn't think about such a result.

It's just that the result was much worse than he imagined.

"You go back first, that's all I can say, think about the good, maybe Xiao Xie's mood will improve after a while, and she will come back."

Zhou Qiming didn't know that this was Chen Yi's comforting words, but right now he had no choice but to accept it, after all he had troubled Chen Yi enough.

He nodded towards Chen Yi, thanked him, and then dragged away step by step.

Zhou Qiming left the office building, and it rained heavily again without warning. He didn't bring an umbrella, and he seemed to have no other choice but to stand in the lobby and wait.

The road was full of pedestrians avoiding the heavy rain. Zhou Qiming stood at the door of the hall and silently lit a cigarette.

Looking at the heavy rain outside, Zhou Qiming was dragged back to the day he met Xie Yao by the rain.

Because on the day the two met, there was such a heavy rain outside.

The author has something to say:

It is inevitable for two people to separate, and there will be no complete reconciliation without a real separation. Xiao Zhou needs to pierce the disguise of the former trusted person with his own hands, and there will always be a process.

The next few chapters are memory killing.