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Chapter 105
As time goes by, the relationship between the four seems to be getting closer, and Xie Yao and Zhuang Yu are getting closer and closer. The two laugh and fight on weekdays, just like good friends.
Zhou Qiming seemed to be the same as before. He still held the original idea and said to himself that Xie Yao was coquettish and troublesome, so don't get too close to him, but he was moved by Xie Yao's sincerity time and time again, even in daily lifeIn, inadvertently, he will take care of Xie Yao unconsciously.
Maybe Zhou Qiming himself didn't know when the two of them started getting closer.
As the days passed, they became more and more familiar with each other. Later, Xie Yao had some understanding of Zhou Qiming's family situation, but most of his understanding came from Zhuang Yu's mouth.
The sharp-eyed Zhuang Yu sensed Xie Yao's intentions, so on a New Year's Day party rehearsal night, he took Xie Yao to hide in the backstage where no one could find him, and quietly joked, asking him if he was interested in Zhou Qiming.
Xie Yao blushed immediately when he was asked such a question, he hesitated to say yes or no, and was questioned again and again before he said that he really liked it.
There are many kinds of likes, but Xie Yao's likes are not only due to Zhou Qiming's care for him. If it is just Zhou Qiming's care for him, there are countless people who followed him and took care of him from childhood to adulthood.A piece of cake.
Xie Yao only knew that when he saw Zhou Qiming for the first time, his whole world seemed to light up, and Zhou Qiming was shining brightly, even though he was not in the best state when we first met, but Xie YaoStill can feel each other's dazzling.
He has come into contact with many excellent people since he was a child, but Zhou Qiming gave him a completely different feeling. He is so proud and flamboyant, but he is restrained. He knows Zhou Qiming's duplicity, even if he realizes that Zhou Qiming may think that he is in some trouble, but he still tried to help himself again and again.
The magnetic field between people is very wonderful, just like when Xie Yao saw Zhou Qiming for the first time, he couldn't control the little deer in his heart. He couldn't deny it. This feeling is called liking.
But at that time, he didn't know what liking was.The little young master has lived a very good life since he was a child, and his journey has been smooth and smooth, and he has never encountered too many ups and downs. During his sixteen years of growth, how many people followed his wishes along the way, how could he stumble.
Even if he really made a mistake, someone behind him will clean up the mess for him, not to mention that he is also sensible and will not easily cause trouble, and who would easily provoke him for no reason.
He and Zhou Qiming seemed to be two extremes.
One has felt the good and evil in the world since he was a child, the trivialities of life, and the persecution of rumors that can crush a person to death; while the other has lived in a greenhouse since he was a child, loved by his parents, and has an older brother above him, his family took care of him in every possible way.
It is also because of the difference caused by his growth experience that Xie Yao always feels that it is too difficult to enter Zhou Qiming's inner world.
So the young master who has always been confident stopped in his tracks and only dared to be wronged as a friend. His love was buried in his heart for a long time, until one day, he was discovered by his tablemate.
For the first time since that day, he heard words of encouragement.
When they were in high school, same-sex marriage was not legal. It was only a few years after they went to college and they were about to graduate.Although when they were in high school, there was no such prejudice against same-sex feelings around them, but they would still be pointed out by others.
This is not an easy task. Puppy love can be understood by the world, but the relationship between the same sex may not be. This is why Xie Yao buried this relationship deeper.
But after Zhuang Yu learned about it, he just said: "If you like it, you must pursue it bravely. Even if you don't pursue it, you should let him know what you want. It's nothing to hide it alone..”
There was no sarcasm or prejudice in his words, as if it was not a shameful thing for Xie Yao to fall in love with boys.His words awakened Xie Yao and gave Xie Yao a lot of courage.
Once the secret is discovered or understood, the relationship between the two will become closer. Since then, Xie Yao can't help but share his state of mind with the only friend who knows his heart, while ZhuangYu was not tired of bothering, staring at him with a smile, and listening carefully to his daily trivialities and thoughts and attitudes. Zhuang Yu would listen patiently and give him some suggestions from time to time.
With the help of his friends, Xie Yao and Zhou Qiming are getting closer. For example, Zhuang Yu will deliberately change the shift with Xie Yao and let Xie Yao and Zhou Qiming clean up after school. He will also quietly tell Xie YaoYao, some stories about Zhou Qiming's childhood.
Whenever he heard about Zhou Qiming's childhood experience, Xie Yao always felt distressed. He swore secretly in his heart that he must treat this person well. No matter whether he could get together or not, he wanted to treat Zhou Qiming better, because this isHis first love, his first love was beautiful, even if it was just a secret love.
Under a series of intentional or unintentional, well-arranged coincidences, the relationship between Xie Yao and Zhou Qiming became better and better, and Zhou Qiming couldn't help but take extra care of this delicate person.
It's funny to say, Zhou Qiming always reminded himself in his heart, but whenever he saw Xie Yao's pitiful face, he couldn't help but soften his heart.For example, when Xie Yao couldn’t solve a problem, he would always turn around and look at him, wanting to ask him for help; or for example, when Zhou Qiming was observing discipline on stage during evening self-study, Xie Yao quietly chatted with the next table and Zhou Qiming stared at him, he will also put on an innocent look, and it seems to say, "I was wrong, don't remember me, okay?"
Zhou Qiming knows that this relationship will become more dangerous as long as he gets closer. He knows the danger, but he still can't help but fall into it a little bit, until one day he seems to realize that he seems to care, but he turns around and tellsTo himself, this is impossible, he will not like Xie Yao, and he only treats Xie Yao as his younger brother, just like he takes care of Ah Jing.
The gears of time kept turning, and soon they entered the third year of high school, and the time became more compact, and Zhou Qiming also quit all the part-time jobs outside, and began to concentrate on preparing for the exam.Don't dare to relax.
A long time ago, after an evening self-study, Xie Yao quietly asked Zhou Qiming why he wanted to be an actor. At that time, Zhou Qiming was sorting out the homework collected. Hearing this, he just told Xie Yao that he wanted to realize his dream and also wanted to realize his father’s dream..
He said it lightly, as if it wasn't such an important matter, but Xie Yao knew that Zhou Qiming's father died when he was very young, which Zhuang Yu told him.
What Xie Yao didn't know was that Zhou Qiming's father was also an actor. It turned out that Zhou Qiming's father failed to fulfill his dream and left just like that.
Later, after he knew Zhou Qiming's firm goal, he also strengthened his mind. After returning that night, he told his parents that he wanted to be a director in the future.
When she first heard his thoughts, Xu Meiling was surprised for a moment. She didn't know what kind of whimsy was in her young son's mind. Why did she suddenly want to be a film director? That night, Xu Meiling and himAfter talking for a long time, I asked Xie Yao about his understanding of this industry, where his interest in this industry came from, and asked him if he could develop into a genre in the future.
Xu Meiling didn't try to play tricks on his idea, she discussed with Xie Yao seriously, and after learning about her youngest son's determination, she expressed her support, she has always been open-minded.
On the other hand, she always felt guilty about her youngest son. After all, before Xie Yao was in his second year of high school, his parents-in-law had always brought him up, but when Xie Yao was in his first year of high school, his grandpa gave birthHe had an illness, although he didn't hurt his vitals, but his physique was far from what it was before the illness.Seeing his two grandsons grow up day by day, he felt relieved. Although they were both in Changyuan City, the distance between the districts was not that close. After thinking twice, Xie Zhikang suggested that Xie Yao be transferred back to Changyuan City in the second year of high school.A good high school, so that he can recuperate at home.
It just so happened that in the same year, Xie Ze was admitted to the best university in Changyuan City, so the two brothers returned to their parents together, and Xu Meiling's subordinates have gradually been able to take over most of the work in the past few years, so she doesn't need to spend so much thought, So she decided to slowly return to the family and get in touch with her two sons.
Fortunately, her youngest son has a soft temper. Although he complained that he was busy with work, he never had a particularly strong temper with him, and he never concealed some thoughts from himself. On this point, Xu Meiling was very pleased.
Xie Yao is the youngest in the family, and there is a big age difference with Xie Ze. Xie Yao does not need to bear the responsibilities of the family. After all, there is a mature and stable brother above him, so he has been free and unruly since he was a child.Whatever you do will be supported, as long as it is positive and does not touch the bottom line of principles.
After receiving Xu Meiling's support, Xie Yao had a sweet dream that night. He fell asleep happily and began to plan the major and direction he would apply for.After the college entrance examination, he had to make up his mind to confess to Zhou Qiming, expressing his buried feelings for a long time. After all, in the third year of high school, he and Zhou Qiming were already very close.Xie Yao knew that Zhou Qiming was such a person, he was always not good at expressing himself when dealing with people close to him.
It’s just that he still can’t figure out where Zhou Qiming puts himself. The relationship between the two of them seems to have crossed the line for so long. Sometimes Zhou Qiming seems to be a little dependent on himself.In an instant, the first call Xie Yao received must have been from Zhou Qiming.
Xie Yao felt that Zhou Qiming seemed to like him a little bit, even if he didn't like him, it should be considered a good impression?But he wasn't sure, he quietly asked Zhuang Yu if Zhou Qiming had ever been in love with a girl all these years, Zhuang Yu shook his head and said that Zhou Qiming had never been in love, whenever he heard this, Xie Yao always felt a little nervousHe was happy, but after the secret joy, he felt melancholy again. After all, it was even more difficult for him to figure out Zhou Qiming's attitude.
Sensing Xie Yao's abnormality, Zhuang Yu quietly asked if Xie Yao was ready to confess, Xie Yao smiled and nodded, and explained his plan to Zhuang Yu with some embarrassment, Zhuang Yu quietly said Xie YaoAfter all, if Zhou Qiming accepts, then they will get together smoothly. On the contrary, if they refuse, then their college entrance examination is over, at least there is no need to meet for a while, so it will not be so embarrassing.
Then every time after confiding in Zhuang Yu, Xie Yao would always post some trivial words on his Weibo.Weibo was created in the second semester of the sophomore year of high school. At that time, he regarded Weibo as his own small world, and always chatted about some thoughts in it. Once when he was editing Weibo, Zhuang Yu, who was at the same table, accidentally read it.At that time, Zhuang Yu also joked that he wanted to see the secret that Xie Yao didn't tell him.
The weibo that Xie Yao wrote that day was a paragraph, which contained two wishes. The first one was that after the college entrance examination, he could confess to Zhou Qiming smoothly, and the second was that after the college entrance examination, he wanted to raise a puppy named Xiao Qi.cat.
The time in the third year of high school passed quickly, and the countdown days on the blackboard were decreasing day by day. As a result, before the eve of the college entrance examination, Xie Yao unfortunately developed a high fever and recuperated at home for several days.
His physique was originally weak, but he has improved over the years. During that time, it rained frequently and changed seasons, and Xie Yao sneezed frequently. After several times, Zhou Qiming went to the school doctor's office to talk to the school doctor.I asked for cold medicine and Banlangen to prevent it, but it was impossible to prevent it. Xie Yao fell ill the next day, and the illness lasted for several days.
During Xie Yao's illness, Zhou Qiming was always a little distracted. When he was doing the questions, he would inadvertently stare at his seat in the front row, watching a self-study class pass by without doing too many questions.road.
And Zhuang Yu also noticed the frequent gazes of the people behind him, so when he was on duty after school that day, he chatted with Zhou Qiming.
"You have been absent-minded today, what's the matter?" Zhuang Yu asked sweeping the floor, as if casually chatting casually.
When Zhou Qiming heard this, he was cleaning the blackboard. When he was asked this question, his hands paused, and then he said indifferently: "It's nothing."
His poor acting skills can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye.Zhuang Yu didn't go around in circles with him any more, and asked bluntly, "Is he thinking about Xie Yao?"
The person whose mind was exposed was naturally unwilling to admit it so quickly, Zhou Qiming slowly put down the blackboard eraser without saying anything.
"Actually, I also think that you and Xiao Xie seem to be a little too close during this time," Zhuang Yu smiled and said jokingly, "Such a talk really makes people 'jealous', but youIt's normal to worry about Xiao Xie, after all, he is like a younger brother who needs someone to take care of him."
Zhou Qiming didn't answer the conversation. In fact, during this period of time, he also noticed that his thoughts about Xie Yao seemed to no longer be as simple as it was at the beginning. He himself couldn't explain his feelings for Xie Yao. Theoretically speaking, he and Xie YaoHe has become a good friend. After all, whenever something happens, he no longer subconsciously wants to tell Zhuang Yu, but the first reaction is to tell Xie Yao.
But this is not surprising, after all, not everyone who is told first and whoever is told later is not always told, and it is not too short, so this is nothing.
But there is one thing that Zhou Qiming can't lie to himself, that is, during Xie Yao's absence these few days, he seems to be a little lost, after all, there is one less noisy person in front of him, and it is really uncomfortable for him to be quiet for a while.
He also knew that when Xie Yao was around, he seemed to be much happier.
"But it's normal. Xiao Xie also had a brother who took good care of him before, who seemed to be a year older than him." Zhuang Yu swept the floor and continued to himself, "It seems that he looks a little bit like youIt's similar."
When Zhou Qiming heard this, he froze in place for an instant. He turned around and asked Zhuang Yu in disbelief to confirm, "How do you know?"
"Xiao Xie showed me a photo of them together," Zhuang Yu said with a natural expression on his face, he raised his head and smiled, "From what Xiao Xie said, it seems that he grew up playing games since childhood, but after graduating from junior high schoolI went abroad, and Xiao Xie seems to miss him a lot."
After saying this, he didn't wait for Zhou Qiming to slow down for too long, and immediately added, "Speaking of which, the relationship between the two of them seems to be very good, which is really enviable, don't you think, Qi Ming?"