On the way to Dongcheng, Zhou Qiming thought a lot, until the flight took off, the scenes of him and Xie Yao in the past emerged from his mind, flashed, and then disappeared.

The obscurity and temptations of the student days were so cautious, and Xie Yao often had a smile on his face at that time, but as the trust between the two collapsed, the relationship also collapsed.

After that, the bright smile never appeared on Xie Yao's face again.

Zhou Qiming felt a little remorseful, he leaned his head on the seat, closed his eyes and did not move, but the picture in his mind did not stop for a moment, and finally he could not fall asleep for a long time.

The bad debt between him and Xie Yao seemed unclear, and he didn't even know how Xie Yao would face him.Zhou Qiming imagined many kinds of Xie Yao's reactions when he saw him again, but he couldn't find a way to get along with him.

The way he got along with Xie Yao has been deformed for too long, and he doesn't even know if he still has the chance to correct it.But right now, he doesn't care about anything and doesn't want to. Even if there is a glimmer of hope, he won't give up easily.

It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when we arrived in Dongcheng. Zhou Qiming ate something casually on the plane, but he was not in the mood, and his appetite was naturally not great, so he didn't eat much.

He was in a hurry this time, and he didn't bring much clothes, only some necessities and a few sets of clothes, but even if he found Xie Yao, he couldn't stay for too long, after all, he still had some work to deal with.Stay in Dongcheng for about a week at most.

After leaving the airport, the driver arranged by Lin Song came to pick him up. The two of them were silent in the car for a long time. It took about half an hour before Lin Song sent the address of the destination. Zhou Qiming didn't complain either.To be able to find the place, it is also to send someone to investigate Xu Xinghuai's route, otherwise there is no place at all.

The airport was about an hour away from the destination. On the way there, Zhou Qiming couldn't explain his mood. He looked at the dark night outside the window, but after all, he couldn't resist a burst of tiredness, and slowly closed his eyes.

He slept like this all the way until he was about to reach his destination. Zhou Qiming suddenly woke up from his dream for some reason.That day, the same heavy rain, the same scene, so real that he couldn't get out of that dream, and almost thought it was not a dream.

However, the self in the dream was not so lucky. In his dream, he lost Xie Yao forever, and he even received the bad news the next day.

His reaction was a bit violent, causing the driver to look at him uncontrollably, and then asked uncertainly, "Sir, are you alright?"

Zhou Qiming gasped for breath, took a while to raise his eyes slightly, looked forward and said "it's okay".

The driver was arranged by Lin Song. Seeing Zhou Qiming was not a big deal, and he didn't ask too many questions. It was all arranged in advance.

After Zhou Qiming finished speaking, he turned his head and couldn't recover his emotions for a long time, and his forehead was also covered with a thin layer of sweat due to nervousness.The airtight space in the car made him feel a little out of breath, so Zhou Qiming closed down a little window, and he didn't feel better until the wind blew in.

After leaning on the seat for more than ten minutes, Zhou Qiming finally felt relieved. He was about to close his eyes and squint for a while. After all, a dream disturbed him and he didn't sleep well at all.

But just when he was about to close his eyes, he felt the vehicle that had been driving suddenly stop. At first he thought he was waiting for a traffic light, but after a short wait, he heard the driver whisper to him: "Sir, we are here.”

Hearing this, Zhou Qiming woke up for a moment. He opened his eyes and looked out the window, only to realize that the car was parked opposite the house number given by Lin Song. He didn't even know when he entered the community.

"Thank you." Zhou Qiming said to the driver, then opened the car door and walked down. It took only a few minutes to walk from where he was. The driver saw him get out of the car and didn't stay any longer. He drove away.go.

But it wasn't until he got out of the car that Zhou Qiming realized that it was already very late. It seemed too abrupt for him to come to the door so rashly. He and Xie Yao hadn't seen each other for more than half a year. He didn't even know what happened to Xie Yao in the past six months.What kind of changes, is it fatter or thinner, and what is his mood recently, but he thinks that Xie Yao should be in a good mood after he came to Dongcheng, because he can feel a little peace from Xie Yao's photos, as well as his understanding of life.positive attitude.

He stood on the side of the street hesitating for several minutes, but never took his first step. He even began to regret why he didn't let Lin Song order a bouquet of flowers from a nearby flower shop before he came.Xie Yao pays attention to the sense of ritual, even if the other party may not want to see him that much, receiving a bouquet of flowers will naturally not make people feel too bad.

But now, he brought nothing, only his joy, and at the same time, this joy was mixed with a little uncertainty. This uncertainty came from the unknown, from things that had not happened yet, butFacing this event that has not yet been reunited, he always fantasizes about countless outcomes.

He stood opposite the villa for a long time, and even for a moment, he wanted to turn on his mobile phone to buy a bouquet of flowers, but at this time point, the flower shops should also be closed.

Zhou Qiming stood outside hesitating for a long time, and each time he took a few steps forward with difficulty, but retreated again before he could walk over.Just when he was mentally preparing to move forward for the third time, he suddenly felt movement from the opposite side.

Probably because of a guilty conscience, he quickly found a place that was not hidden and hid, but in fact, no one would notice his direction.When he looked across again, he finally saw the person whom he had been thinking about for a long time but hadn't seen for a long time.

In the past six months, Xie Yao seems to have lost some weight. He wears very simple clothes, a T-shirt that is a little too big for him, and a pair of gray trousers that look very comfortable on the lower body. He has changed his hair color and looks pretty.It became light gold. Although this is a small city, the hairdresser Xie Yao found seemed to have good skills and did not make a mess.His hair has grown a bit longer, and it has reached the neck. This hair color makes him look even whiter.

He saw that Xie Yao kept smiling at the person who walked out with him, the curve of his mouth was so beautiful, and the person who walked out of the room with him was Xu Xinghuai.He sent Xu Xinghuai to the door, and the two were talking and laughing, and it seemed that they had discussed something interesting.

When he got to the door, Xu Xinghuai didn't leave immediately, he was still talking to Xie Yao, but Zhou Qiming was a little far away and couldn't hear anything clearly. For such a moment, he was extremely jealous that the person beside Xie Yao wasn't him.It's all thanks to Xu Xinghuai that he can see Xie Yao's smile like this.But at the same time, Zhou Qiming also hates his current face and his uncontrollable jealousy, which makes him seem so narrow-minded and narrow-minded.

So unlike himself.nimasile

It didn't take long for the car to pick up Xu Xinghuai to arrive. Before leaving, he watched Xu Xinghuai step forward and rubbed Xie Yao's head, and saw that Xie Yao didn't have any intention of refusing or shrinking back.Immediately afterwards, he watched Xie Yao watch Xu Xinghuai get into the car, and watched Xie Yao watch the car leave his sight, then turned around and walked towards home.

He watched Xie Yao close the door of the house, watched Xie Yao disappear from his sight little by little, but he still didn't take a step forward, because Zhou Qiming couldn't tell what he should doIn his identity, he went to disturb Xie Yao's life.

He doesn't even count as an old friend, anyone is more qualified than him to come to see Xie Yao, but he is the only one who doesn't.Zhou Qiming also understood this in his heart. He didn't want to deceive himself, but he didn't know how to persuade himself to redeem himself if he didn't deceive himself.

But how should he redeem it? Faced with Xu Xinghuai's attitude towards Xie Yao, he didn't even dare to think deeply about it. Xie Yao hid it from so many people around him, but only Xu Xinghuai knew his whereabouts. Maybe for Xie Yao, Xu Xinghuai also has a place in his heart.

Zhou Qiming didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was like a defeated deserter at this moment, he only dared to hide in the dark and secretly spy on all this.The street lamp shone on him, making him look more and more lonely.

This night, Zhou Qiming never took a step forward.

The author has something to say:

Zhou Qiming: Let me see how Xie Yao has been in the past six months

Zhou Qiming: ... I am not worthy