"Li Xuan!" Sheng Min was startled, subconsciously wanting to chase him.But the traffic light turned from red to green at this moment, and the horns of the cars behind were beeping non-stop.

Sheng Min had no choice but to step on the accelerator and drive the car to a stop at the intersection.Get out of the car in a hurry, but Li Xuan is no longer seen on the street.It seemed that in this instant, he really melted into the rain.

The sky is covered with dark clouds, and this area is next to the subway station, and the flow of people is very dense.Sheng Min looked around in the crowd.Pedestrians passed by him one after another with umbrellas in hand, and were stumbled when they were not paying attention.Sheng Min subconsciously didn't want to be recognized, but immediately remembered that he was holding Li Xuan's face.Shaking his head and saying it's okay, he continued to chase in the direction Li Xuan left just now.

Li Xuan stood in a small alley opposite, watched Sheng Min walk away, and then walked out.Putting on a mask, went to a nearby convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes.

Sheng Min should not smoke.Li Xuan went back to the alley, sat down at the door of a random house, lit a cigarette, took the first puff, and coughed violently, which was not used to him.

It took him a while to stop, but the echo could still be heard in the narrow alley, and the acrid breath in his throat was still there.Without any hesitation, Li Xuan put the cigarette into his mouth again.

He wasn't addicted to cigarettes, but he smoked this one very fast.The soot fell to the ground, which was soon wet by the rain.Li Xuan took out another cigarette to light it, took out his mobile phone, logged into the online banking, and transferred all the money in it to the account of the city orphanage according to the card number and password.

Sheng Min was right, he didn't go for the money, so he didn't plan to keep the money.

But does he really want to force people to death?Li Xuan himself was not sure.In fact, how can someone like Zhao Yi be forced to die?Timid and fearful, but a rogue.He had seen many people like this before... It was true that he wanted him to die, but he also knew that it was too difficult for this kind of person, but no matter what his plan was before he entered the door, it was finally spoiled by Sheng Min.

Li Xuan leaned against the door panel behind him and sighed, Sheng Min didn't know that this matter was over here.So what if the paperwork is established?Zhao Yi is a scoundrel but not a fool. He was frightened today, but he couldn't settle it all at once.From month to month, as long as they don't call the police, it will be impossible to get a penny from his pocket...

No, Li Xuan thought again, no, Sheng Min actually knew about it.So he said he would give it.

Because the little girl is poor.

Li Xuan sneered unconsciously, and exhaled a smoke ring.

The white smoke slowly spread around, touching the mottled moss-covered wall opposite.It was raining, and the insects and ants crawled out of it, were washed by the rain, and landed on the ground, struggling in vain.

Li Xuan looked at the ants on the ground, and somehow remembered that he had actually had the experience of being debt-collected.But he didn't seem to feel how pitiful he was.Probably because he didn't have time to think about these things at all. How old was he at that time?Fourteen or fifteen, how was it resolved...

Li Xuan shook his head, and saw that the cigarette in his hand was almost burned to his fingertips, he didn't count how many cigarettes he had lit.

Once upon a time.Li Xuan took another puff, letting the irritating breath slowly seep into his lungs, he hardly thought about the past.So he didn't know why he told Sheng Min those things.

When spoke, didn't have the slightest emotion.

Then why would you say it?

Li Xuan frowned.I can't figure it out, don't want to.

He raised the cigarette butt in his hand and threw it into the trash can not far away, and the unextinguished sparks drew a beautiful parabola in the air.When wanted to touch another cigarette, suddenly found that the cigarette case was empty.

It turned out that the dark sky was not just because of the rain, it was already night.

Li Xuan came back to his senses.I heard some household calling their family members for dinner, and the smell of food wafted far away.The rain is already very small, only light rain streaks blowing in the wind.

He glanced at his watch, and found that he had sat here for more than two hours as if in a trance.

Really dizzy with anger, he exhaled.How many things can be done for such a long time, will Sheng Min commit suicide again?Li Xuan thought it should be impossible, but who could say for sure.A person like him who just wants to live a good life can't understand the thoughts of a person like Sheng Min who insists on committing suicide.

When he thought of Sheng Min, he was still angry, but after two hours of wind, he finally calmed down a bit.In fact, if you think about it carefully, what he said to Sheng Min in the afternoon didn't make much sense. He was doing what he thought was right, and Sheng Min was the same, just with a different standpoint.As for Sheng Min stepping on his back scale by accident, it was indeed not Sheng Min's fault, he was not someone who liked to vent his anger.

Thinking of this, Li Xuan was still a little irritable, but no matter how much he thought about it, in view of Sheng Min's previous record of seeking death, it was more important for him to find someone now.

Li Xuan wiped off the rainwater on his hands, got up and began to think about where to find it.However, when he raised his head, he suddenly realized that he didn't have to go anywhere.

Sheng Min held a black umbrella and stood not far in front.

On the stone slab under his feet, the raindrops gathered and flowed into the gaps where the weeds grew, and soon disappeared.The not-so-bright street lights shone on his face, and they looked at each other quietly from a distance of three or four meters.

really weird.Li Xuan thought, in less than a day, when he saw his own face again, he no longer had that sense of soul dislocation.

He clearly understood that the person in front of him was Sheng Min.

But who is Sheng Min?He actually doesn't know.

No one spoke for a long time, until a black cat meowed across the mottled wall.The rain gradually increased.Sheng Min came over and gave him half of the umbrella.

"Are you still mad?" he asked softly.

"We don't know each other well."

That's what it means to be wrong.Sheng Min hummed, and pursed his lower lip: "I just went to the hospital."

It was only then that Li Xuan noticed that the bag in his hand was indeed the logo of the hospital.

"I didn't find you at first, and there was no one when I went home. I didn't know where to find you, so I passed by the hospital and went for a checkup and prescribed some medicine." Sheng Min said softly, "I prescribed the medicine and I still didn't see you when I went home."Man, I think you may not know the way, so you came out again..."

He paused for a moment, and didn't say how long he had been searching for, or how he found Li Xuan, but said, "I didn't even know there was an alley here."

With the faint light around, one can vaguely see the medicine box contained in the plastic bag.Li Xuan carefully identified the names on it: Paxil, Sertraline...

I heard Sheng Min say: "Today, I'm really sorry...I'm sure I'll be alive before we get back, and I won't delay your affairs. Don't worry."

"Don't you want to go?" Li Xuan automatically ignored his apology.

Sheng Min pursed her lips: "You can go."

Li Xuan was silent for a moment, twitched the corners of his mouth, and looked closer at Sheng Min: "Are you starting to sympathize with me again?"

"No." Sheng Min denied.

"I do not need."

"I know."

Li Xuan's Adam's apple twitched: "All I said was to lie to you, and I wanted to embarrass you."

Of course he didn't think so, and there was no causal relationship between these two events, and both of them understood this.But that's what he wanted to say.

"Oh." Sheng Min was stunned, looked at him for a second, then scratched his hair, "Then...then I'm really embarrassed."

Li Xuan didn't expect him to say such a sentence, and he couldn't laugh or cry for a while.He looked at Sheng Min, the rain soaked half of his shoulders, and the light grass-colored windbreaker turned dark green.Sheng Min had been stared at by him for too long, and his expression gradually became a little dazed.She lowered her eyes, avoiding his gaze.Li Xuan suddenly smiled.He reached out and gently supported the tilted umbrella: "Can you get in the rain?"

"What?" Sheng Min was puzzled.

"Aren't you transformed by a Bodhisattva?" Li Xuan said, "I like to cross people so much, but I can't protect myself. I guess you are probably made of clay. You can't get wet in the rain, right?"

His tone was calm, without any hint of sarcasm.Sheng Min didn't know what to say, his Adam's apple twitched.The first thought that flashed through my mind was, according to this comparison, Li Xuan's moodiness should be changed by Yasha?

Sheng Min lowered his eyes and saw Li Xuan's blurred face reflected in the ground water.

But there is no such good-looking Yaksha.He was a little distracted.

Immediately afterwards, couldn't help thinking, what kind of environment did Li Xuan's character develop in?

Sheng Min didn't ask any of the two questions. After a moment of silence, he finally said: "I went to the hospital for an examination, but the doctor said that the problem is not very serious. I also think that it seems to be better, so I should be able to control myself from dying... reallyYes, not to comfort you."

"It's because of hormones." Li Xuan said, "You have changed into my body, and the hormone level has changed."

Sheng Min frowned slightly: "Then will you be influenced by me?"

"No." Li Xuan said indifferently, "I am determined."

Sheng Min couldn't explain why, but thought this sentence was very funny, and his eyebrows and eyes were curved.Fearing that Li Xuan would be unhappy, he quickly stopped smiling: "Give me your phone number. I just wanted to find you, but I didn't have your number yet."

Li Xuan was noncommittal, took out his mobile phone and exchanged numbers with him.

"Go back?" The light from the phone screen tore a thin crack in the dark alley.

"Let's go." Li Xuan put away the phone, and added formally when he remembered something, "I know the way."

Sheng Min raised his eyebrows in surprise, and when he realized that he was a bit childish, he pursed his lips and nodded: "Okay. I see."

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