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    "What are you doing?" Sheng Min poked his head out, seemingly not expecting that it was Li Xuan, "I thought I heard footsteps wrong."

    "Woke you up?" Li Xuan was taken aback for a moment, then squatted down and talked to him, "Aren't you on my left?"

    When he first came out, he took a special look at it, and the light in that tent had already been turned off.

    "There are more lights over there. Yinying said she was afraid of the dark. I changed it with her."

    "She told you?"

    "She came with her assistant." Sheng Min didn't know why, seeing Li Xuan frowned, he spoke for Liu Yinying."She is really afraid of the dark. When she was a child, she was frightened when she made ghost movies." She asked Li Xuan again, "Why did you come out?"

    Li Xuan briefly explained the masterpiece of the swimming crab.

    "Then where are you going with your computer?"

    "There are chairs under the lighthouse over there..."

    "No." Li Xuan's voice was cut off by Sheng Min resolutely, "The seaside wind is so strong at night."

    "fine."

    "Of course there is something." Sheng Min looked at the blurred light outside. After a day of filming, at this moment, except for the two of them, the entire camp is probably asleep.He thought for a while and said, "Let me go over there, you can use this tent."

    "What's the difference." Li Xuan said, "You are Dinghaishenzhen, and you stop when you go to the storm?"

    Sheng Min could hear that he was laughing at her, so she was not angry, and said nicely, "But you still have to record a show tomorrow, so you should rest well. I can catch up on sleep during the day."

    "It's okay, it's not too windy. You sleep in your bed." Li Xuan didn't want to argue with him anymore because of this issue, so he said you should sleep by yourself, and planned to leave directly.Fu moved, but Sheng Min grabbed the hem of his clothes.

    After squatting for a long time, my legs felt a little numb, and my center of gravity was unstable.What's more, I still have a computer in my hand.Sheng Min was in a hurry to stop him, but he didn't pay attention when he pulled suddenly. Li Xuan leaned forward suddenly, and was about to hit Sheng Min, so he quickly supported the ground with his hands, so as not to hold him down.

    "Did you hit it?" His hand landed less than five centimeters from Sheng Min's side.

    Sheng Min was half-pressed on the mat by him, shook his head, and quietly hid his hands behind his back to prevent him from seeing his rubbed knuckles.The first sentence he spoke was still: "I think it's better if I go."

    The lights were dim, and Li Xuan really didn't notice, frowning: "It's not a big deal. What is there to argue about?"

    "That's right." Sheng Min also echoed him, "So it's me..."

    While speaking, his eyes blinked, and the thin wind from the eyelashes fell on Li Xuan's face.Li Xuan was taken aback for a moment, and Sheng Min also paused.Only then did the two come back to their senses, and they were communicating with each other in such a close posture.Li Xuan withdrew his hand hastily, sat up suddenly, his posture was a little flustered, and the back of his head directly hit the top of the tent.

    "It's okay." With a bang, Sheng Min hurriedly sat up on his knees, wanting to see his wound.

    "It's okay." Li Xuan took a breath, and turned his head to prevent him from looking, "I told you not to argue."

    Sheng Min pouted: "Don't argue."

    "Forget it." When he said this, his eyes were extremely stubborn. Li Xuan was so angry and funny, rubbing the back of his head, "Don't go there, it's not like this tent can't sleep two people."

    This is really a very simple solution, which can be proposed from the beginning.However, no one mentioned it, and they would rather fight back and forth as childishly as elementary school students. Naturally, everyone knows the reason.

    Just like at this moment, after Li Xuanyi calmly made a suggestion.He still coughed and lowered his voice: "You don't mind."

    "I, I don't mind." Sheng Min stammered, her voice was also very soft, "It's fine if you don't mind."

    "I told you it was fine."

    This is a good deal, but neither of them has any next move.They unconsciously glanced at each other a few times, and when they met, Sheng Min stepped aside as if awakened from a dream: "Then you come in first."

    The program group prepared double tents.It's just that the two big men are tall, even though they are thin, they are not crowded, and their positions are indeed not loose.

    Since the new bed Sheng Min bought was delivered, they have never been in the same room at night again.During the day, he forgot to deliberately keep a distance, but at night, for some reason, he felt awkward again.Perhaps because of the dark night, there are many secrets hidden in the first place.

    "Go on to sleep." Sheng Min sat on the inside, and Li Xuan zipped up the tent from the outside, "I still have something to do."

    Sheng Min grunted and agreed.Seeing Li Xuan staring at the computer, he thought he wasn't paying attention, so he pushed something under the pillow.I didn't want Li Xuan to catch a glimpse of it, and suddenly felt something was wrong.The overhead light of the tent didn't turn on suddenly when he walked over, it had been left on all along.Another look at Sheng Min's hair is also very neat, it doesn't look like he was woken up, maybe he didn't rest at all.

    "Then what?"

    The voice suddenly sounded, and Sheng Min was caught in the act, and he loosened his hands unconsciously.The thing under the pillow showed a white corner, which was very thick, unlike the drama scripts he often read.Then a pen was rolled out.An unbelievable conjecture surged in Li Xuan's mind: "Sheng Min? Are you working on a problem without sleeping at night?"

    It's really a problem.There is a thick stack of bound materials under the pillow, and the four neatly written characters on the cover, Statistical Mechanics.

    "Where did you get it from?" Li Xuan ignored his obstruction, took it from behind Sheng Min and quickly flipped through it. The front was the lecture notes, and the back was the exam questions of the previous statistical mechanics of N University.It must have been turned over many times, and the corners of the pages are a little curled up.

    "The last time I went to school, I asked your classmate for it."

    There is such a thing.Li Xuan remembered, that day he found Sheng Min at the school gate, who had just come out of the printing shop, holding a black bag in his hand.It's just that he was still angry at the time, so he didn't ask.

    "Which classmate? I can't even recognize everyone in that class. You can find someone to ask for information when you go there twice."

    "It's the one I greeted you for the first time. You don't know anyone else, but I think everyone in your class knows you." Sheng Min stretched out his hand to take it back, as if embarrassed, "Okay, don't read it. Are youIs there anything else to do?"

    "Why don't you allow me to watch?" Li Xuan grabbed the other end without losing his hand.

    Sheng Min tugged twice but didn't move, and simply threw away his hand, like a smashed can: "There is no reason. I didn't want you to know...and there is no result yet, so what can I say."

    The light fell from the top of his head, and the shadows fell here and there, Sheng Min unconsciously snapped his fingers: "After all, you didn't rush me to take the exam, of course that's my reason, I didn't learn these at all.....So I don’t want to talk to you first, as long as I can pass it smoothly. Besides, there is no need to talk to you, you have enough things. Sometimes when you think about it, we two exchanged souls, you reallyIt’s a shame. You have done a lot for me, and I can give you very little back. It’s really unfair to you. Even if the time comes to take the exam for you, I don’t know what you can do in the exam. Now let me tell you a little bit.nor."

    "It's not about buying vegetables in the market, what's fair and unfair." Li Xuan sat cross-legged, with his knee next to Sheng Min's calf, thought for a while and said, "I didn't rush you to take the exam, it's not that I think you can't, it's becauseDidn't care about it."

    Sheng Min glanced at him with a look of disbelief.

    These words were originally half-truths and half-false, but Li Xuan insisted on finishing, "You know, I don't like physics..."

    "But you have to get a graduation certificate." Sheng Min's voice dragged on for a bit, Li Xuan didn't answer, he sat up straight and looked at him, "You don't plan to give up, do you? You finally passed the exam.....”

    In fact, it is not very easy.Li Xuan thought, but Sheng Min seemed more nervous than himself, so he put away his thoughts of teasing him.Although some time ago he was really thinking that he and Li Mingge had gotten into such a stalemate, it didn't really matter whether he confessed or not.

    "I didn't say that, don't label me indiscriminately." Li Xuan changed the subject, "How is your profile?"

    "I've read the handout five times." Sheng Min scratched his hair, "I did the latter test questions, and I can do the first two types...Actually, I don't know if the method is right, the answer is right."

    The tone is somewhat distressed, or a little ashamed.But he cheered up and added: "I will try my best, don't worry... I know you don't like physics, but you have used your time and experience to study for the past three years. I am willing to take the exam, too.I want you to get what belongs to you. Whether you need it or not, it’s yours and it’s only about you. Don’t think you can throw it away just because of other people’s reasons.”

    He wanted to talk to Li Xuan, but he was afraid of touching people and things he didn't want to mention.Be careful, and speak in a mess.Li Xuan understood, so he didn't correct him. Judging from the current situation, Sheng Min was the one who was more worried.I just inexplicably remembered that a few nights ago, went to the kitchen to fetch water, and vaguely saw the light of the bedroom coming through the crack of the door. Now think it’s probably a problem.

    He thought for a while, and then re-opened the information, and Sheng Min's handwriting has gradually become familiar: "It's not that difficult. The usual score is 50%. Attendance is 20, and I missed a class, so I only have 10%.There are three class tests with perfect marks. So you can get forty points in the final exam."

    The sound of the pages turning was particularly noticeable at night, and Li Xuan quickly ticked off a dozen or so questions: "You don't need to read the lecture notes any more, and you don't need to follow the questions one by one, just memorize them directly. At the end of the semester, you can probably hit it."A few points, you should change the data. If you don’t know, just ask me.”

    Then he put the materials on his side very smoothly, and said without doubt: "But I don't need it tonight, it's already late. Go to bed first. I'll write tomorrow."

    "Then you..." Sheng Min hesitated, but the tent was so narrow, and he didn't want the two of them to scramble for this information.

    "I'm going to finish the rest here...I won't lie, the computer is dying. I don't think I can do it all night."

    This reason was irrefutable, and Sheng Min didn't insist anymore.For a while Li Xuan really thought he was asleep, even his eyelashes didn't tremble.But when he turned off the computer and lay down, the people around him immediately moved to make room for him.

    "It looks like you're pretending to be asleep. Don't move, you're going to roll out of the tent soon."

    "I'm not pretending." Sheng Min said, "I just haven't fallen asleep yet."

    "Shall I tell you a story?"

    Sheng Min laughed: "I can tell you."

    They get close, and when they talk, their breaths seem to touch each other, like two entangled vines growing out of thin air.On the one hand, Li Xuan felt that the tent was too narrow, but on the other hand, he felt that it was just right.

    The night is getting deeper and deeper, and the sea breeze seems to be getting stronger.Rolling waves hit the reef tirelessly over and over again.

    "What do you want to hear?" Sheng Min asked him, "Grimm's Fairy Tales or Andersen?"

    "I don't even think about it." The smile in Sheng Min's voice and the sound of the sea wind outside the tent reminded Li Xuan of when he first arrived today, "You haven't told me why you are in a good mood at the beach?"

    "Do you remember when you first saw the sea?" Sheng Min said after a short silence.

    "Eleven years old. I told you that I am not from N City. When I come to N City from a neighboring province, I will pass a coastal road."

    At that time, Li Xuan had just run out of the orphanage, and he only had five hundred or so dollars that he secretly saved.Not daring to spend too much, and always on guard against being caught back, all he wanted was to run far away first.It was hard to find a truck driver willing to take them away.When climbing into the back of the car, I don't even have a concrete idea of where my destination is.No matter how beautiful the scenery along the coastal road was, he didn't bother to pay attention to it. He only thought about where he would be tomorrow and what the future should look like.But he didn't think it was necessary for Sheng Min to know all of them.

    "The first time I went to the seaside, my father took me there. I must have been more than four years old at the time? My mother gave birth to my younger brother, and went back to her mother's house in her arms. It was by the seaside. I also want to go with her.In the end, she didn't take me. At that time, I was too young and ignorant, and I only knew how to make trouble at home. Then my father took me to the sea closest to our place. Then he got sick, that was the last time he took meI go out to play.

    When talking about the past, Sheng Min couldn't hear too much pain, as if he didn't need comfort.

    Li Xuan rarely lost his words: "This way..."

    Sheng Min didn't answer immediately, the silence lasted for a long time, just when Li Xuan thought the story was over, he spoke again.Different from before, the tone of voice was a little trance.

    "Last winter, I was filming in a city near the sea. One day I didn't know what happened, so I went to the beach...I didn't mean it. I didn't have a good memory during that time."

    It was strange, it was night, and it was December in the north, but the sea was not cold that night, it even made him feel warm.The waves kept rising, smashing all the stars falling on the sea, Sheng Min really wanted to pick up a whole one, so he walked forward step by step.

    "It's really not intentional, and the staff have been looking for me for a long time."

    Li Xuan took a tight breath: "What happened next?"

    "I don't remember." Sheng Min was quiet for a while, as if thinking, and said softly, "I really don't remember. Maybe I was tired from walking and fell asleep. I woke up on the beach. When it was almost dawn, the sun was shiningRising from the other side of the sea. I actually don’t remember whether we watched the sunrise when my father took me to the beach, probably not. But at that moment, I always felt that he was still beside me, with me. Not to say, peopleBecome a star when you die? Is it possible to become a cloud? The kind at sunrise on the beach. Then I sat on the beach and dried my clothes, and they found me."

    Everything was like an exhilarating excursion, except that Sheng Min dived into the deep sea and didn't find any stars.The sea took him in during the cold night, tolerated him, and sent him back to the land, allowing him to welcome the new day: "So now when you see the sea, you will feel very good. Don't laugh at me, I know this is just a psychological suggestion.”

    "I won't laugh at you." Li Xuan was silent for a long time before opening his mouth. At some point, his palm lightly covered Sheng Min's eyes, and his voice sounded very gentle at night, "Go to sleep. Get up early tomorrow, I will accompany youYou go to watch the sunrise."

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