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    Sheng Min reacted for a few seconds, confirming that he did not misunderstand what he said: "You have been recording the scene this morning?"

    Li Xuan nodded stiffly, and hummed lightly.

    Sheng Min opened his eyes slightly, Li Xuan raised his hand to gently cover his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Don't laugh at me."

    Sheng Min's eyelashes trembled in his palm, and because his sight was blocked, he subconsciously took a step forward, getting closer to Li Xuan.But he didn't move his hand away.

    "When did you come here..." He suddenly remembered that early morning, hesitantly said, "...When I went to the studio in the morning, I seemed to see a car that looked a bit like yours...it wasn't you..."

    Being blocked from his sight, he couldn't see Li Xuan's expression clearly. After a while, he heard him reply reluctantly: "It's me... I was going to see you off in the morning, but I found out that Yang Xu is also here...Later, I bought a ticket on the spur of the moment, and I really forgot... After the ticket was checked, the mobile phone was not returned."

    He spoke briefly and quickly, seeing Sheng Min pursing his lips, "Forget it, you can laugh if you want."

    He seldom speaks like this, Sheng Min really smiled this time, gently took his hand that was blocking her eyes and pressed down: "You're coming to the airport, why didn't you tell me?"

    Li Xuan was silent.

    "Don't want me to know?"

    "Um."

    "Why?"

    Li Xuan didn't answer. After a while, he asked him, "Are you angry?"

    Sheng Min shook his head: "I'm just a little worried."

    "worry about what?"

    Yes, what are you worried about?Sheng Min thought.

    It turns out that the first thing that accompanies love is fear?Whether love is solid or fragile, he doesn't know.He had tasted the other side of love first.

    Love is not turning a stone into gold, but turning a person into jade. Whoever you love becomes the most fragile thing in your heart.I am afraid that a drop of rain or a gust of wind will separate lovers.

    "I'm worried about you." He raised his hand and gently touched Li Xuan's face.

    Li Xuan looked at him guiltily, and apologized to him very seriously: "I'm sorry, I..."

    "It's okay, I'm not angry, really. I didn't lie to you." Sheng Min said, paused, and said embarrassedly, "If I have to say it, I'm...I'm a little angry with myself.

    Li Xuan was taken aback, and Sheng Min asked him: "I don't know, do you know... I couldn't find you... Then I called Qi Boyuan."

    Like a tongue twister, neither of them laughed.Sheng Min went to see Li Xuan's reaction, and the latter didn't show much surprise: "I saw his phone call and came to you in a hurry, but I haven't contacted him yet... What's wrong?"

    "Aren't you angry?"

    Li Xuan shook his head: "Why do you think so?"

    "But I don't feel good..." Sheng Min said softly, frowning unconsciously, "I was regretting it even before I made that call, and even after I finished it. But at that time, I couldn't control myself from doing this thing......but I don't like it very much, really..."

    He paused for a moment, met Li Xuan's gaze, hesitated for a moment, then took a breath before continuing: "When I was young, before my dad got sick, he used to drive long-distance trucks. I forgotHave I ever told you that I am very busy at work, leaving early and returning late, often not at home for a few days... Mom always calls him, and I have to know his whereabouts all the time, looking for all his friends, colleagues in the company......"

    "Then I'll fire Qi Boyuan and cut off contact with him. Then he is not considered my colleague nor my friend." Li Xuan reached out and gently pinched Sheng Min's face, trying to ease his tense emotions.

    Sheng Min smiled cooperatively, but his eyes were very sorry: "I was very young at that time, and Sheng Hui was just born. It is reasonable to say that a child has no memory before the age of three, but I don't know why, but I always remember it very clearly., my mother dragged me to my father's company to make a fuss, and my father rushed back from the outside, with an embarrassing expression on his face... Later, my father stopped running long distances and drove a taxi instead, and went home every day. My mother finally became addicted to cards again...I think I care about a person, and I must not be like this, but when I made that call today, I felt that what I did was no different from her. "

    "Of course it's different." Li Xuan interrupted him decisively, "Sheng Min..."

    "Listen to me first." Sheng Min weighed his words, and said lightly and firmly, "No matter what our relationship is, you are completely free, and this will not change. I have always told myself so, and it should beSo...but I didn't do it."

    He smiled reluctantly, and said in a low voice in a self-deprecating tone: "It turns out that I am such a duplicity person."

    Li Xuan was silent for a moment, then stretched out his hand to hold Sheng Min's shoulder, causing the latter to tremble slightly.

    "Come on." He glanced around, and the light on an escalator opposite was broken, and a sign saying it was being repaired was put up.Pulling Sheng Min down a few steps, she hugged him in the dark.

    "Not only because of your parents, but also because of Li Mingge and Shu Xin, right?" He leaned against Sheng Min's ear, feeling the person in his arms stiffen.

    "It's okay." Li Xuan said, "Do you know what I think?"

    "What." Sheng Min's voice seemed a little muffled in his heart.

    "I think you are so cute." Li Xuan laughed unconsciously.

    "What nonsense." Sheng Min moved in his arms, and Li Xuan quickly hugged him tighter, "Okay, okay."

    "Sheng Min." He called his name, then tilted his head to kiss his hair, his voice was very calm, "You are different from anyone else. No one can restrain me, only I am willing to be restrained by someone."

    "I do not want……"

    "I think."

    Sheng Min slowly raised his head from his embrace: "Don't you think it's a burden?"

    "Never..." Li Xuan thought for a while, then suddenly said, "I'll tell you, okay?"

    "What?"

    "You mustn't laugh at me."

    "You just said that."

    "OK?"

    "Um."

    Sheng Min nodded obediently. After a long time, he didn't hear Li Xuan speak. He raised his head from his arms to look at him. The latter gently stroked his messy forehead hair before saying, "Actually, I didn't come to pick you up this morning., I didn’t go back last night... Don’t look at me, listen to me. I wanted to go back to the company, but I don’t know why, but I miss you so much, and I was about to leave several times, but I still couldn’t bear it.”

    "You also sent a message saying that you have arrived..."

    "I lied to you." Li Xuan felt guilty, "I'm afraid you'll keep waiting."

    "Why don't you come up?"

    "I'm worried that you fell asleep... I can't say anything more, and I immediately regret what I said."

    Sheng Min said flatly, unable to distinguish emotions.Li Xuan rarely smiled shyly: "I was downstairs with you, and I felt that time passed so fast, and I saw the leaves of the epiphyllum on the balcony shaking and shaking, and it was dawn...Last birthday, I saw a flower bud, did it bloom?"

    "Come and see for yourself."

    Li Xuan smiled, and said: "I waited until dawn, thinking that I could take you to the studio just in time. I went to the door and bought a matcha cake for your breakfast. When I drove downstairs, Yang Xu came again.....The cake is still sitting in my car. It’s all real in the back...I don’t know how to tell you, I feel a little ashamed.”

    "Where is the shame?" Sheng Min blinked.

    "I don't know." Li Xuan shook his head, "Maybe I haven't thought about it that way. Really, before I came to see you yesterday, I always thought that the reason I miss you so much is because I haven't seen you for a long time." He was subtlePaused for a moment, the voice dropped several decibels again, like a whisper, "Why did I see you, I still miss you so much, I don't know what will happen, I almost don't know myself, and I don't want you to know...You played a trick on me."

    "It's almost like you've tricked me." Sheng Min said in a low voice.

    They looked at each other silently, in the darkness, they looked like a pair of strangers who met by chance.Naturally, they will not be detainees who meet each other by chance, but this is indeed a journey that has never been taken by each other.

    Not any of the scripts played by Sheng Min, nor all the programs written by Li Xuan.Obviously, love throughout the ages should be similar, and there is nothing new, but it still exceeds all the cognition and control they have gained in the previous twenty years.The unknown road ahead is the unknown self, those flaws and even bad roots that have never been thought of.What else can you give to each other besides companionship?Probably only left, I feel the same with you.

    "Is it better now?" Li Xuan saw that he was silent.

    "Don't let me miss you again." Sheng Min didn't answer, but stared at him intently. After a long time, he finally said, "Is that okay?"

    "Of course. I promise." Li Xuan felt relieved, and stroked his back with his palm, "If I had known that my mobile phone was taken away today, I should have fought with the security guard at the gate to get it back."

    "Nonsense." Sheng Min pouted and smiled.

    Li Xuan also smiled, and then he heard the boarding notification beeping in the distance.

    "I'm leaving." Sheng Min said.

    Li Xuan didn't answer, Sheng Min thought he was reluctant, and he didn't give up in his heart, and touched Li Xuan's temples with nostalgia: "I'll be back next week...I'll call you when I land."

    "good."

    "When you see Qi Boyuan, explain it to me." Sheng Min whispered,

    "I'm leaving soon, why are you talking to me about others?" Li Xuan smiled, "It's okay. It's okay. Of course you can talk to everyone around me, as long as you want, there is nothing you can't do. I have nothing to doWhere you hide."

    "Really do not have?"

    Li Xuan's expression froze for a moment, seeing Sheng Min's puzzled eyes because of his hesitation, he quickly smiled and kissed his eyes: "Actually, there is one more thing...don't stare at me, II bought a plane ticket with you."

    It was already late at night when it landed in that small southern city.There are few people here, and there are not a few flights passing by in a day. The cleaners lean against the wall and doze off. It doesn't look like an airport, but an old train station.

    "I'm really leaving now." I don't know why the two-hour journey is so fast, it seems that I have just boarded the plane, and in a blink of an eye it is time to separate again.

    "Come to the set and tell me."

    "I'm here, I'm afraid you are still on the plane. There is still an hour to take off, right?" Sheng Min held his wrist and looked at his watch, and whispered to him, "It's so stupid."

    "I'll go in as soon as I see you off." Li Xuan smiled suddenly, "I'm so stupid, I think it's worth it."

    "Stupid."

    "It's obvious that you are not firm in your refusal." Li Xuan's smile became more obvious, and he said rationally.

    Sheng Min ignored him, Li Xuan stretched out his hand to touch his face, and heard a sudden whistle from a few hundred meters behind him.

    She couldn't help pinching her brows: "Why is Yang Xu like the dean? High school students can't stare at her when they're in love."

    "Very experienced." Sheng Min glanced at him meaningfully.

    "What do I want this kind of experience for?" Li Xuan said seriously, "Unless you teach me."

    "Okay." Sheng Min suppressed a smile, "I am willing to fall in love with you early."

    Li Xuan nodded cooperatively and sighed: "But what to do, you should go back to the dormitory now."

    Under the light of the "teaching director" like a patrolling flashlight, the young couple who were about to separate bid farewell with restraint.

    Li Xuan stood where he was, watching Sheng Min walk slowly towards the car, couldn't help but took out his cell phone again, and dialed Sheng Min's number.

    "What's wrong?" Sheng Min glanced back.

    "It's okay, let's get in the car." The voice from the night wind intertwined with the voice from the earpiece, it was unbelievably gentle, "Talk to you again."

    Then Sheng Min started walking again, with a little smile: "Say it."

    The south is humid, summer nights are like early autumn, and the mist is hazy.Sheng Min's figure seemed to be covered by a layer of veil. Li Xuan didn't have anything to say at first, but looking at his back, he seemed to be bewitched by something, and said slowly: "I am in the auditorium during the day, front, back, left, and rightThey are all your fans. When you came out of the entrance channel, and walked under the logo of "Picking the Moon", I heard everyone around shouting love you...Sheng Min, why do so many people like it?you?"

    If they hadn't just separated, Sheng Min must have thought that his childish words were drunken talk.He turned his head, it was far away, he couldn't see Li Xuan's face clearly, he only saw the wind blowing his clothes, he passed by him when he first saw him in a trance.

    At that time, they were passers-by with a quick glance, not knowing that a twist of fate would make life intertwined and entangled.

    So what if you are blackmailed, so what if you are not favored?He never cared.Li Xuan is the best gift that fate has given him so far, and it is the catastrophe he has been waiting for for a long time. He is willing to throw himself into the trap, and he is willing to accept every penny of the price.

    "It's not like being jealous." Sheng Min could feel his heart trembling with Li Xuan's breathing, but everything was hidden like waves in the deep sea, and his tone was still calm and gentle.

    "It's not jealous...do you know what I was thinking?"

    "What?"

    Li Xuan gave a low laugh, and looked at Sheng Min from a distance, a full moon was hanging behind him, and the moonlight fell on Sheng Min's white shirt, as bright as running water.

    "I was thinking, they are not as good as me, among so many people. Only I picked the moon."

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