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    It was a very strange feeling, it was clearly still Sheng Min's face, but his expression seemed to be replaced by another person at a certain moment she didn't know.

    illusion.Zhang Shan thought, the high heels under her feet took a small step back uncontrollably for some reason.

    She called again tentatively.The person in front of him didn't answer, his eyes were deep, staring at Zhang Shan's heart.

    The eerie silence on the stage lasted for about a minute. It fell into the camera, causing the reporters below to look at each other, and the fans in the live broadcast room also talked about it.

    'What's wrong?Do I have a network card?'

    "What's the matter, I'm getting nervous..."

    "Sheng Min!" Zhang Shan felt a little unsteady, and didn't care about being on stage, so she raised her volume a little.

    "Huh?" Li Xuan responded with a half-smile.

    The bet won.

    Gambling turns out to be the same as fighting. Whoever is willing to spare will have a chance to win to the end.

    Even if, this opportunity is exchanged for life.

    His eyes slid past the camera lens of the reporter below, slid across the large screen with messages scrolling non-stop, and finally fell back on Zhang Shan's face.

    "Mr. Zhang?" Li Xuan smiled, "Don't be so nervous."

    He finally reached out and took the pen. Zhang Shan hadn't let go of her breath. With a crisp sound, the signature pen was broken into two halves and thrown aside casually.

    The shutter sounded instantly, and the reporter's suppressed voice couldn't hide the excitement of capturing the big news.There are also exclamation marks and question marks on the screen.There are only one or two exceptions, such as, ‘I also have this pen, the casing is made of solid wood, are you sure it’s so easy to break?'

    "What are you doing?" Zhang Shan's eyes widened, but she still kept a smile on her face, which made her expression look somewhat weird.

    She took a step closer, turned off the microphone, lowered her voice, and said through gritted teeth: "What, Sheng Min? You want to go back on your word now? What about your boyfriend?"

    It's okay not to say this, but when she said it, she felt that the eyes of the person opposite were like ice balls, and Zhang Shan almost suspected that he wanted to kill herself.

    "Boyfriend?" The voice was very soft, she turned her head and whispered intimately, "What kind of boyfriend do you want him for?"

    "What are you talking about?"

    "I don't know, I can't even see the shape of the mouth in this position..."

    The noise in the audience was like a thousand sparrows chirping, and even the executives and entertainers sitting behind them sensed something was wrong and probed their brains.

    Zhang Shan felt stiff all over. In her many years of professional career, she had never encountered such a situation that she was unprepared for.On the contrary, the person next to him was too calm to speak.

    He looked at the noisy crowd in a leisurely and indifferent manner, until the discussion was replaced by strange silence at a certain moment.

    "Finish?" Li Xuanshi was not as relaxed as he appeared on the surface. This exchange was very strange. It was a little different from the last time. He didn't seem to be able to fully control the autonomy of his body. There was a vague feeling that his soul would be stripped out at any time.a feeling of.

    But he can't leave a mess for Sheng Min, he must get over it without leaving any stains.The hand hanging by his side pinched the palm with his nails, using the pain to keep himself in a more awake state. Li Xuan gritted his teeth and smiled, and then glanced back: "Everyone has nothing to say? ... OkayBar."

    He nodded: "Then I will say."

    Li Xuan stared straight ahead at the camera with a very sincere expression: "First of all, I would like to apologize to all the fans and journalist friends. I know that during this period of time, everyone is very concerned about my future choices and development, and I have not made any decisions for so long.The answer is actually because parting is too difficult a decision for me."

    He smiled lightly, looked at the reporters below, and threw out the result very lightly: "Yes, I will not renew the contract."

    "Not going to continue?! Really not going to continue?" Hearing this, the expressions of the reporters became more excited, but mixed with suspicion, they whispered, "Why not continue? Didn't we all sign the contract just now?"

    "Yes, what are you doing?"

    "I didn't say it was going to continue just now, the original words were that the answer to the mystery will be revealed soon..."

    "Don't make noise, I can't hear you clearly..."

    "This is the contract I signed eight years ago." Li Xuan suppressed the discomfort in his body, calmly picked up the documents on the table, and said nonsense in a serious manner, "I don't want to joke with everyone today, I just want to draw a picture of the past.A full stop. I signed it in obscurity, eight years, everything I got is here now, the fans, the spotlight, and a different version of myself.”

    "When I came here just now, I kept thinking about the feeling of signing the contract, excited or apprehensive...I forgot it. It doesn't matter...everything is gone, and there is no turning back."

    He sighed softly, lowered his eyes, and looked very regretful: "I have been in Dongyi for such a long time, and more than one-third of my life has been here... Making this choice is very important for me and the company.It is very difficult, but just like the pen just now, if you break it, you can’t take it back, and it’s the same if the fate is broken.”

    Zhang Shan couldn't control it anymore, she reached out to grab the microphone, but Li Xuan quickly grabbed her wrist, and then forced the contract into her hand.

    "Thank you, Mr. Zhang." He didn't give Zhang Shan a chance to speak at all, with that expression of guilt mixed with gratitude, "I finally supported my decision."

    Zhang Shan's wrist was numb with pain from his grasp, and she felt that she could vaguely hear the sound of bones being dislocated.But she couldn't speak anymore at this moment, Li Xuan beat her back and blocked her way of retreat.

    "It was you who gave me this contract back then, and I'm giving it back to you now. Announcing this news on this occasion today, I think it's not only for the company, but also for me. It's a worry for me. I just announced the newly signed artists.More people will sign this contract and join Dongyi. I believe that with the entry of these fresh blood, Dongyi will have better development in the future, and I sincerely wish so.”

    He opened his eyes and talked nonsense without changing his face, and at the same time he let go of his hand, he leaned over and hugged Zhang Shan in a gentlemanly way.

    "Sister Shan." The tone sounded very gentle to anyone, but Zhang Shan felt a sense of panic about being threatened by wild beasts, "Thank you."

    "Is this a new trending method? It's the first time I've seen such a plot in so many press conferences..."

    "This week's KPI is full..."

    The reporters were discussing excitedly, and rows of comments on the screen were scrolling quickly, almost all applauding for his termination of the contract.

    "Why do I feel that something is wrong... Is this really agreed in advance?"

    There were also reporters who murmured, but they did not waste their time turning the camera around to find the best angle.

    "It must be, it's not obvious." The experienced reporter next to him pointed out to the newcomer, "Sheng Min made it clear that he didn't want to continue any longer. He sold his old club to save face, and he came back today to support the newcomer. I didn't hear that."Is that what you said just now? If you want me to say it, it would be considered the utmost benevolence..."

    The liveliness in the audience made the weirdness on the stage even better. Zhang Shan's expression was stiff. No matter how she thought about it, she didn't understand how things turned so suddenly. Could it be that Sheng Min was plotting against her since he agreed to renew the contract?

    There is no answer and the opportunity to correct is missed.Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he has no choice. Could it be that he has already suffered from being dumb, and he still has to admit that he has been tricked?

    The flesh around her cheeks trembled slightly, the heater was turned on too high, and the delicate makeup on her face was a little faded...

    She looked up at "Sheng Min", cold and unfamiliar eyes, this is not Sheng Min, how could this be Sheng Min?... Suddenly there was a voice in my heart clamoring.

    Where did Shura appear out of nowhere?Flipping your hands to cover the clouds and rain, obviously only one step away, but against the universe.

    But who could this be?

    It was also at this moment that Zhang Shan belatedly realized that she had nowhere to go in this matter."Sheng Min" doesn't care about anything that can be used to blackmail Sheng Min, so what else can he do?

    Could it be pretending, could it be lying to her, Zhang Shan didn't give up, she gritted her teeth and said, "Your boyfriend..."

    "Oh." Li Xuan smiled, his tone light and airy, but his spirit was not very good, "Let's treat him as dead."

    He let go, turned around and bowed slightly to the screen and the reporters below: "The past eight years have come to an end, thank you for your witness and company along the way, thank you."

    After finishing speaking, he put down the microphone and turned to step off the stage without hesitation.

    "Sheng Min!" The reporters finally came to their senses as they watched his leaving back, "What are the arrangements and plans for the next step?"

    "I won't renew the contract, do you have the idea of opening your own studio?"

    "Say a few more words!"

    The anxious reporters chased backstage, all the way out of the building, but the people in the Public Opinion Center had long since disappeared.

    All that was left was the patter of rain.

    The sound of rain mixed with the sound of continuous knocking on the windows awakened Sheng Min from his coma. He slowly opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was the deflated airbag.The heavy fabric nylon hanging around blocked the line of sight, and his mind was still confused, but the noise outside the car window became more and more clear.

    Amidst the din of discussions and the sound of police sirens, he heard a young man slamming on the window, shouting in panic, Nineteen!nineteen......

    Sheng Min shook his head vigorously, moved his numb fingers, opened the door and pushed it out. The frame of the car was deformed, and he couldn't open it after several pushes.

    It was really noisy outside, Sheng Min gritted his teeth, kicked up with all his strength, and at the same time the car door was kicked open, the whole person fell out, and supported him with both hands in a panic: "Nineteen, are you okay?"?”

    "Come out! Oh, not dead! Alive!"

    The crowd who watched the excitement became noisy, taking pictures with their mobile phones, and broadcasting live, and they couldn't tell whether they were gratified or regretful in their tone.

    "It's okay to hit so hard, let's go."

    "How about the one in front?"

    "That one crashed badly...the blood all over the ground is scary. Well, the young man drives in a rainy and snowy day, so don't come out...Look at this blockage, I'm still in a hurry to pick up my grandson..."

    The rain mixed with fine snow rushed over, but holding an umbrella didn't help at all, and quickly soaked the coat.

    The flashing red and blue police lights made people dizzy, and a traffic policeman stood anxiously not far away with a walkie-talkie, probably because he was unable to open the door from the outside and was asking for support.Suddenly seeing the door opened from the inside, couldn't help stuttering in shock. The colleague at the other end thought the signal was not good, so he yelled several times.

    "Wait, the person came out." The traffic policeman walked over quickly with a surprised expression.

    "Sir, are you all right? We've called an ambulance and it'll be here soon."

    The traffic police looked the car owner up and down, it was outrageous, he thought to himself.In such a serious car accident, the person involved seemed to be unscathed, with only a few tiny bruises and abrasions visible to the naked eye. What kind of good luck is this?

    He is a newcomer. He has just started work and doesn't have much experience. While secretly clicking his tongue, he can only follow the standard procedure: "What's wrong with your body now? Can you cooperate with me to register information?"

    Sheng Min looked at him dully, a little dizzy, not like a car accident, but like waking up from a high fever, unable to control his hands and feet, his mind was blank, the last impression was still on the stage, and he was about to signcontract...

    "Sir?" The traffic policeman frowned.

    "What kind of information do you need to register when people are like this!" The man next to him interrupted him angrily, and then asked him with concern, "Nineteen, are you okay..."

    Sheng Min managed to pull himself together, he thought this person looked familiar, but he really couldn't remember: "Who are you?... What do you call me?"

    "I..." The man was stunned for a moment, "Nineteen, it's me, I'm Zhao Jizhe... Did you hit your head in a car accident just now?...Why didn't the ambulance come..."

    The voice sounded sobbing like she was about to cry.

    Zhao Jizhe, a car accident...

    Like suddenly catching a thread in the chaos...

    Sheng Min belatedly turned his face away, and looked at the car whose front was completely deformed by the collision. The license plate number was familiar, and above the sunken door, a half-shattered glass window reflected a familiar face..

    Changed.

    Sheng Min's breathing was a bit difficult... Li Xuan had a car accident?Why at this time?

    He felt something was wrong, but he didn't have time to think about it. For a moment, he didn't know whether to be afraid or thankful. His Adam's apple moved with difficulty, fumbled several times in a panic, and took out the phone from his coat. His fingertips were weak and almost fell.

    "Nineteen..." Zhao Jizhe called him timidly.

    But Sheng Min turned a deaf ear, and dialed his number with trembling fingers. One second or two seconds...no one answered.

    Yes, he remembered, the phone was turned off and silent.

    Now that he has changed here, Li Xuan should be in Dongyi...

    There are so many reporters, and Zhang Shan is pressing her every step of the way, how should Li Xuan deal with it.His heart was in a ball, and his physical discomfort was ignored. He wanted to open the live broadcast software, but in a panic, he clicked on the WeChat next to him.

    Below his name on the top, the most recent one is the bank's account change reminder.

    Like a premonition, Sheng Min paused for two seconds before clicking on it. The payment notification was a large amount, and the payee was him, and Li Xuan's account balance had already become zero.

    A chill crept up his back silently, Sheng Min had to face the terrible guess in his heart, he pressed his lips tightly, this time he finally opened the live broadcast software smoothly, and the live broadcast was over.

    But the aftershocks left behind are still fermenting on Weibo. The termination of the contract replaced the renewal and was listed at the top of the trending search.

    Sheng Min's lips trembled violently, and his face was pale.

    "Sir." The traffic policeman looked at his strange expression and couldn't help being vigilant, "How do you feel? I need to trouble you to cooperate with the alcohol test later..."

    The traffic policeman thought that looking at him like this, he might have to do a drug test, but Sheng Min suddenly grabbed his hand.

    "How did the car accident happen..."

    "Have you no memory at all?" The traffic policeman was dumbfounded by his question, "We need to investigate further for the specific reason..."

    Sheng Min helplessly turned his head to look at this weird car accident scene. The long queue that was blocked had no end in sight. How could it be possible to bump into the green belt...

    madman.

    Sheng Min thought painfully, but couldn't stop looking for him.

    When this idea came out, couldn't control it, and stumbled and tried to break away from the crowded crowd and run outside.

    "Sir, you can't leave now." The traffic police rushed to stop him, and Zhao Jizhe reacted more violently: "Nineteen...you are injured, you..."

    "Get out of the way..." Sheng Min pushed him away, his hands and feet were weak, but Zhao Jizhe was pushed staggeringly, with a hurt expression on his face.It was at this moment that Sheng Min remembered where he had seen him - he ran to the theater twice, so it turned out that he was not an illegitimate child.

    "...Why are you here?" He subconsciously said.

    "I didn't mean to talk to you." Zhao Jizhe misunderstood, and explained tremblingly, "I don't trust you, I worry about you. I didn't know that the company's affairs would be so serious. That's not what your adoptive father told me..."

    Because of the panic, the speech was not organized, Sheng Min was dizzy, and he couldn't understand clearly, but he still caught the key words. Zhao Jizhe was also inseparable from the company's crisis.

    "Why do you all force him..." Sheng Min asked weakly, like an injured white crane in the wind and snow, his eyes were hot and swollen, but no liquid flowed out, they were already dried by the cold wind.

    The siren of an ambulance came faintly from a distance, and the bewildered traffic policeman seemed to have seen a savior, and they all tried their best to stop Sheng Min.The control right, can't break free no matter what.

    "Sir, sir, please calm down." The traffic policeman couldn't understand what they were saying, seeing that he wanted to leave, he had to emphasize his tone, "You need to cooperate with us in our investigation, otherwise I can only count you as an escape...and ISeeing that your body is also very weak now, it is best to go to the hospital for an examination if there is no trauma, if you hurt an organ, the consequences will be very serious."

    These words forced Sheng Min to calm down. Yes, Li Xuan is now in his body, at least his life should not be in danger. The most urgent thing is to confirm that Li Xuan's body that was hit by a car accident is fine...

    Seeing that his expression was loose, the traffic police breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing the ambulance finally arrived, the emergency personnel jumped down in a hurry, shouted to give way, passed the crowd, and carried the stretcher: "Where are the injured?"

    "Here!" The traffic policeman waved his hand.

    The emergency personnel couldn't help being stunned, looking at the tragic scene of the car accident: "I'm talking about the injured in the car accident."

    "It's him." The traffic policeman helped Sheng Min to the ambulance, "There is no trauma, he may have hit his head, and he has concussion symptoms..."

    Zhao Jizhe held him tightly and refused to let go, wanting to go to the hospital with him.

    "Are you a friend or relative of the patient?" the first responder asked.

    Zhao Jizhe nodded eagerly: "Yes, I am his brother..."

    "No." Sheng Min cut him off indifferently, his voice was weak but firm, "I don't know him."

    Zhao Jizhe looked like he was about to cry, his whole face was contorted, but Sheng Min didn't have a trace of sympathy in his heart, he pulled out his hand resolutely, and got into the car with the help of emergency personnel.

    Through the glass on the rear door, he saw Zhao Jizhe ran a few steps after him, the car gradually drove away, the glass was blurred by the rain, and people couldn't see clearly.

    In fact, Sheng Min didn't have the strength to look at the scenery outside the window any more. The vehicle bumped and drove towards the hospital. In the narrow space of the ambulance, he felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe.He kept saying something anxiously, but couldn't tell the difference.I can even feel that soul is about to be pulled away. When this discomfort reaches its peak, suddenly hear a bang.

    Sheng Min felt a pain in his forehead, but the feeling of suffocation disappeared in an instant. He raised his head and changed the environment again.

    This is the back seat of a taxi, and the driver was frowning and muttering: "Why did the ambulance hit me..." Then he turned around and comforted Sheng Min: "I woke you up?"I was so tired that I fell asleep as soon as I got in the car, "I braked too fast, little Zasha. It's his responsibility, are you okay?"

    Sheng Min was startled, then turned his head to look out the window: "Ambulance?!"

    At the same moment, the nurse in the ambulance who was about to put on the oxygen supply device for first aid watched in surprise that the obviously weak patient just sat up from the stretcher.

    "Hey... no, you..."

    Li Xuan didn't care about her surprised eyes at all, he got up and was about to push the door and get out of the car.

    The nurse thought that he was frightened by successive car accidents and said quickly: "It's okay, it's not serious, you should lie down quickly."

    Li Xuan turned a deaf ear to it, the traffic police had already got out of the car to deal with another car accident that happened today, doctors and nurses couldn't stop him, seeing this man jumped out of the car, so he had to chase after him professionally.

    However, this anxious patient was two steps ahead of the ambulance, looking at the same distraught young man who hurried down from the hit taxi, and barely stopped.

    The snow is still floating, but there is no drizzle mixed in.When was the last time we met? It always feels like a lifetime ago.

    The moment their eyes met, Sheng Min's expression looked so fragile, Li Xuan wanted to smile at him and say it was okay, but the next second, Sheng Min frowned deeply.

    "your hands……"

    Li Xuan lowered his eyes, and saw blood gushing out from his left wrist at some point, winding over the back of his hand, until it reached the plain white fingertips that Sheng Min rushed to hold tightly with him.

    Sheng Min's voice trembled a little: "Just now, obviously there wasn't one..."

    The ambulance ran a red light and caused an accident, nothing serious, just dented the front bumper and chipped two coats of paint.There is also a ready-made traffic policeman, and the division of responsibilities is clear. After contacting the insurance company, it will be processed quickly.

    Sheng Min got into the ambulance together with Li Xuan, and the doctors and nurses were naturally flustered for a while, repeatedly confirming that he no longer felt short of breath.They were also surprised to see the wound on his wrist.

    "Did it break open suddenly?"

    The medical staff looked at each other, but no one could remember how the wound appeared.

    Judging from the shape, it should be scratched by glass in the original car accident, and there are even small glass shards left around the wound, but after so much blood, no one should have noticed it for so long... Suddenly it cracked, actuallyIt doesn't make sense, the wound is not shallow...

    But really can't find any other explanation. Besides, the strange thing about this patient is far more than this one. The young man beside him who only showed a pair of brows and eyes when he got on the bus halfway also has an indescribably familiar feeling...

    Sensing the nurse's scrutiny, Li Xuan quietly moved to block her sight, Sheng Min didn't notice all of this, he just looked at the thick gauze between Li Xuan's wrists, then lowered his eyes to look at her.own wrist.

    Li Xuan knew what Sheng Min was looking at, this wound was almost in the same position as the scar left by Sheng Min's wrist cutting...

    Like a sign or a warning, Li Xuan had an indescribable premonition that they would not have another exchange.

    After going to the hospital for a detailed examination, Li Xuan didn't think it was necessary, but looking at Sheng Min's cold eyes, he really didn't dare to argue.

    I went through everything from CT to MRI. Except for the wound on my hand, there was nothing more serious. In addition, there was a slight concussion, which was not enough to require hospitalization.The doctor couldn't help sighing several times, it was a miracle.

    After leaving the consulting room, the traffic police were still waiting, so they cooperated and took notes. When asked about the cause of the accident, Li Xuanfei quickly cast a glance at Sheng Min, and said calmly, "I stayed up late, it rained too much, so I can't see clearly."

    "But it was blocked at that time, why did you start the car suddenly?"

    Hearing that Sheng Min's face sank inch by inch, Li Xuan quickly interrupted: "I'm so tired, I don't remember, maybe I mistook the brake for the accelerator."

    The traffic police looked at him suspiciously, but there were no problems with the alcohol and drug tests, so there was no doubt about the crime, and there was no other way.

    "Sign the accident certificate here. Your car is in the middle of the road and we have dragged it back to the traffic police team. You can collect it as soon as possible. We will contact you after the subsequent compensation amount is confirmed." The traffic policeman said enthusiastically., "It is expected to exceed 2,000, and the compulsory traffic insurance cannot cover it. Do you have commercial insurance?"

    "Um."

    The traffic policeman nodded, stood up and persuaded: "Fortunately, no one was injured. Pay attention to traffic safety and don't drive tired. The car accident is not a joke. You are really lucky, otherwise you would not be able to sit here with all your hands and feet...."

    On the way back, Sheng Min remained silent. Li Xuan wanted to speak several times, but seeing his tired face, he could only swallow the words silently.

    It wasn't too long a journey. It seemed that he had never been through such a torment. After finally entering the door, Li Xuan finally couldn't bear to shake his hand: "Sheng Min..."

    The latter dodged away lightly, and said in a cold tone, "You have an injury on your hand, don't talk about it... It's been a busy day, are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?"

    These words sounded like they were mocking him, Li Xuan was really uneasy: "I'm not hungry."

    "Let's make porridge." Sheng Min actually ignored him after asking, and said to himself, "I remember there is a yellow croaker."

    Li Xuan understood that he was angry, but he didn't know where the speed was.In short, it's right to be low-level and small. Seeing Sheng Min entered the kitchen, he hurriedly followed.

    "You go out and sit."

    "It's okay, I'll be with you."

    Seeing him go to get the fish, he went to open the refrigerator immediately, Sheng Min raised his hand to get the plate, and quickly opened the cabinet to get it for him, forgetting that his hand was still injured, his wrist lost strength for a while, and the bone china fell to pieces.

    The air seemed to stand still for a second.

    "Are you hurt?" Sheng Min asked immediately.

    "No." Li Xuan took a look that Sheng Min hadn't been splashed by the tiles, settled down, and subconsciously squatted down to clean up, but Sheng Min grabbed his elbow.

    "You go out first."

    "fine……"

    "I'll tell you!"

    The calmness that he managed to maintain seemed to be cut by the broken porcelain. Sheng Min's eyes were stern like never before. Li Xuan sighed secretly, and held his hand instead: "It doesn't hurt, really, it's just a little pain."It hurts..." He even smiled, "Isn't it pretty good? It's just a match with yours."

    Sheng Min froze, then shook his hand away forcefully, and looked straight into his eyes: "What's good? Tell me what's good? So good that you can bump into it on purpose?"

    His tone was lifeless, and seemed to be more fragile than the tiles all over the floor. Li Xuan had nothing to say, and his Adam's apple moved up and down: "No, I..."

    "What if you didn't change it?" Sheng Min asked him bluntly, with a bloodless face, "Did you have any confidence when you hit it? Have you thought about it?"

    Li Xuan was speechless, Sheng Min gave a bleak smile, took a step back unconsciously, and said with great certainty: "You thought about it, so you transferred all the money to me."

    He couldn't see Sheng Min's expression like this, it was indisputable and hard to deny.Somewhat tiredly, he withdrew his frozen hand: "That money was originally for you to terminate the contract."

    I thought about it, of course thought about it, but so what, at that moment he had no other choice.

    It's the best, even if it doesn't... Sheng Min doesn't need to be threatened anymore, the money he left him should be enough to terminate the contract and fight the lawsuit.

    Li Xuan avoids the serious and ignores it: "There are not so many ifs, isn't it a change?"

    "So I can pretend that nothing happened?" This attitude undoubtedly angered Sheng Min, he bit his lip hard, his eyes were burning like a dark fire, "Do you know what you are doing, Li Xuan? Did you really think about me when you made this decision?"

    "When you went to sign the contract behind my back, did you consider me?!" Li Xuan had never seen him lose his temper so much, and was forced to blurt out.

    Sheng Min looked at him and was stunned for a long time, with a trace of inexplicable confusion hidden in his voice: "Five years... just five years."

    Li Xuan shook his head, his tone was extremely firm: "I will not let you sacrifice for me for a minute or a second."

    "This is not a sacrifice, I am willing!" Sheng Min frowned, "Could it be more important than your life?"

    "Yes! Everything about you is more important than me!"

    Li Xuan didn't hesitate, and didn't hide anything: "If you want to leave, I can't let you stay in that circle anymore, not for anyone else, let alone for me!"

    His tone was quite steady, but the faint veins on his neck couldn't hide it: "This will only consume you continuously, and finally devour you! If you want to make any compromises for me, then we might as well..."

    "Why not?" Before Li Xuan finished speaking, he realized something was wrong, and hurriedly broke in half. Sheng Min took a step forward, and the tiles at his feet were crushed, "Why not, you say."

    Li Xuan has already regretted it, it doesn't matter how much he talks nonsense in front of Zhang Shan, but he can't say those two words to Sheng Min...

    Seeing his annoyed face, Sheng Min felt numb all over, like falling from a cloud, opened his mouth several times but couldn't speak smoothly, turned around and walked out the door.

    "Sheng Min!"

    Li Xuan had never been so panicked before, it was too late to react, before Sheng Min opened the door, he rushed over and hugged him from behind, no matter how much Sheng Min struggled, he refused to let go.

    In fact, Sheng Min didn't dare to use too much force considering the wound on his hand, only his eyes were already red with anger.

    "Sheng Min..." Li Xuan went to touch his face, but it was opened again.

    "Should I be grateful to you, shouldn't I? Shouldn't I be crying and jumping up to kiss you?"

    It seemed that he had returned to the scene of the car accident when he woke up again, and all kinds of thoughts that he didn't want to recall resurfaced again. Sheng Min was aggressive and vulnerable.

    "You are so great, Li Xuan. Your love is so great that you can die for me."

    Li Xuan wanted to say something, but his mouth was covered, Sheng Min said angrily, "I can't! I can't die for you!"

    "But do you know? Li Xuan." A tear fell uncontrollably from his left eye, "...Many, many times, even when you are not by my side, it is all for you, I think of you, IJust want to live."

    Tears made his vision blurred, Sheng Min looked at Li Xuan's eyes so close, and felt that at this moment, he really hated him and his love.

    But he couldn't hate him, he didn't even have any reason to blame him, they kept doing the same thing, and he was the only person in the world who couldn't forgive him and had to understand him.

    Because love is such an unreasonable thing that makes people keep being stupid. wish could be even more stupid, and can replace the pain of the other party with own body.

    But they have long been one, and your pain has always been mine. This is simply a dead end with no solution.

    Li Xuan stretched out his hand and slowly hugged him into his arms, Sheng Min could no longer push him away, he smelled the familiar aura on Li Xuan, and burst into tears.

    "Li Xuan...I can bear it, I don't care about the rest, I only want you."

    All the anxiety and fear erupted and rushed away at this moment, Li Xuan gently stroked Sheng Min's thin shoulder blades, and finally shed tears.

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