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Chapter 51
Zhou Ming hugged him with his eyes closed, as if his heart was about to be crushed, and his obsessive-compulsive disorder was gone, so he let the door open wide, and the cool air from the air conditioner blew out.
The person in his arms was warm, just buried his head like that and kept silent, so obedient as hell, Zhou Ming pressed his hands on his thin back, feeling like he didn't want to let go even if there was a catastrophe and a tsunami.
...but the cat ran away.
Huahua pondered for a long time at the door with her tail upright, and then rushed out. Seeing that she was heading towards the emergency passage, before Zhou Ming noticed it, she felt that Ji Yunqing pulled back, turned her head and ran out.
The warm and solid touch disappeared suddenly, Zhou Ming was dumbfounded, and then saw Ji Yunqing returning with Huahua's neck.
Said he was carrying it, Ji Yunqing held the cat's butt with the other hand, and put Huahua down: "It ran out."
"I saw..."
After a moment of silence, Ji Yunqing raised his head with a sincere face: "The chest is well trained."
It's quite thick to lean on.
Zhou Ming laughed with a "puchi", and took two steps forward to close the door: "Why are you back so late?"
"I was dragged to dinner by Chi Yan and the others." Ji Yunqing didn't move, just stood there, "It turned out that we were talking at this point."
"Do you have anything to do tomorrow, or... when do you plan to sleep tonight?"
Ji Yunqing narrowed his eyes: "Huh?"
It didn't feel good, he wasn't sure what Wu Yu said to Zhou Ming, but seeing the expression of this person just now, he also guessed in his heart, Ji Yunqing's gaze stayed on Zhou Ming's for a few seconds, there is no doubtHe opened his mouth: "I don't want to talk about this now."
The room was fully air-conditioned, and Zhou Ming was wearing long-sleeved trousers, with some cat hair stained on the neckline. He looked like a virtuous family, and he smiled softly and harmlessly. He said in a tone like feeding someone: "No, just asking if you want to play games?"
Ji Yunqing was stunned, game?This is a field he has never set foot in.
And Zhou Ming opened his mouth seductively: "It's very fun, why don't you try it?"
"I don't know how to play this, and I don't have much interest in it," Ji Yunqing thought for a while, "I've only played that kind of small game that comes with the phone."
Aren’t Tetris and Snakes fun? Of course, Ji Yunqing ignored it. There are no built-in games in mobile phones now, and people around him are more or less addicted to some popular online games. He was dragged and beaten a few times.Die quickly and gracefully.
"Isn't it time to eat crayfish in summer?" Zhou Ming smiled. "Traditional spicy or thirteen spices, as well as salted egg yolk and Huadiao iced."
Ji Yunqing was silent for a while: "Actually, I really don't choose, food can't tempt me."
"Then what do you want to eat?"
"...anything is fine."
There is nothing to do tomorrow, Ji Yunqing sat on the carpet in the living room and watched the other party toss, the cut fruit was placed next to his lap, Zhou Ming put the plate on his knees, and turned his head: "Are you sleepy, do you want to drink coffee to refresh yourself?Or milk tea?"
"Don't you want me to sleep tonight?" Ji Yunqing picked up the handle, "Let's talk about it first, I'll go back after playing for a while."
The gorgeous and exciting pictures come into view, the background music and the plot bring deadly excitement. This is a pure gun/fighting game.play with this style.
The task was simple, and Ji Yunqing got started quickly, and he couldn't help but be taken away by the tense scene. It didn't take long for him to be headshot directly in the game.
Zhou Ming's expression on the side was peaceful, and he didn't have any intention of saving him.
Five minutes later, Ji Yunqing was irritated.
Then, he died even faster.
"You don't like this kind of game, do you?" Zhou Ming manipulated the controller familiarly. "Although I haven't played it with my father, I know that he will definitely like the style of this game."
Ji Yunqing's face was dark, and he didn't want to talk to him.
"My father likes some extreme sports, rock climbing, skiing and drag racing," Zhou Ming said nonchalantly, "There are certain safety hazards. Do you like this?"
"It's okay," Ji Yunqing gritted his teeth and pressed the handle wildly, "I like skiing, and I have no other interests."
"Have you ever heard of wingsuit flying? Flying and gliding without power, jumping from cliffs or helicopters is very dangerous and exciting."
Ji Yunqing started to get into the plot again, and answered a little perfunctorily: "I've heard of it."
"Some people are looking for excitement, like my father," Zhou Ming smiled. "The old man has always liked to make troubles in his life. Another possibility is that he subconsciously tries to get close to death and desires to destroy himself."
He paused: "Cheng Zan is like this, that's why he drove under the bridge."
Ji Yunqing didn't look back, and stared at the game screen in front of him intently: "Yes, his spirit has been tense all the time, his depression is too serious, he doesn't want to dance but he is forced too much, just like you said, he must have a self-abuse mentality."
His game character died again, Ji Yunqing raised the corner of his mouth, waited for the timer, and then rushed towards the enemy again.
There was a fierce roar, and Ji Yunqing stared at the dark liquid splashing in the screen. His game skills were unfamiliar, and his operation was not in place. Repeated deaths brought a thrilling pleasure. He suddenly remembered the night of the power outage, after breaking up with Zhou Ming,With a stomach ache, I clutched a cold hot water bottle and waited expressionlessly for dawn.
He told himself at the time, it doesn't matter, he can bear it very much.
He really can bear the pain.
The stimulating and compact music seemed to bring about auditory hallucinations, and Ji Yunqing had tinnitus. Zhou Ming said something next to him, but he couldn't hear clearly, so he turned his head with some doubts.
"I mean, why is your nickname Caterpillar...a caterpillar in a chrysalis."
The temperature of the air conditioner was low, and Ji Yunqing was blown a little cold: "Don't you think you have a lot of problems today?"
He threw the handle aside directly: "I'm sleepy, I'm going back to sleep."
Sleep can solve many things.
"Is your birthday coming soon?" Zhou Ming stood up, "Have you decided where to go?"
It was already early morning, and the room was unbelievably quiet after the game was turned off, Ji Yunqing paused: "I never thought about it."
He was still cold, and a small part of his arm was getting goosebumps from the cold wind. Ji Yunqing rubbed Huahua's head and walked out: "Let's talk about it later, I'm going back to sleep."
After the person left, Zhou Ming stood quietly in the living room for a while, then went over to touch Huahua's head, and went to take a shower and sleep without any reaction.
When he woke up the next day, instead of preparing the same breakfast after washing up as usual, he contacted Jin Xiaoshan. During the school, besides his major in educational psychology, Mr. Xiaojin also took the third-level psychological counselor examQualification certificate, during that time, Zhou Ming often heard him babbling about various terms, and it was too difficult to wail and endorse.
Zhou Ming asked directly, asking him to recommend a more professional psychologist in this city.
Teacher Jin was considerate and didn't ask anything. He quickly called him. Zhou Ming checked online and found that he was a psychiatrist with a very good resume.
Before Zhou Ming had time to worry, Jin Xiaoshan's message came again.
"I asked. He has private time tonight, from seven to nine. If you need it, you can go there directly."
Tears welled up in Zhou Ming's eyes: "Mr. Jin, come to my house for dinner and order whatever you want."
Jin Xiaoshan smiled over there: "Thank my dad, this is a student he once sponsored, and he is considered half of his godson."
After he finished speaking, he paused: "Ming'er..."
"I know, I will tell you if there is any situation," Zhou Ming lowered his eyes, "Thank you."
Soon at night, while waiting in the reception room, Zhou Ming was a little nervous. He had never been to such a place, and repeatedly pinched the disposable water cup in his hand. The surrounding furnishings were as warm and comfortable as imagined.Chlorophytum was placed on the window sill, with crooked branches and vines hanging down, the small light-colored flowers had already bloomed, and the green radish grew very lushly, every leaf was green and green, the water in the cup was already cold, he stared at those plants quietly.
A lady with a gentle tone came over to give guidance, Zhou Ming followed her into a room, and the door was closed behind.
The lighting in the room was adjusted softly, and the area was not large, which gave people a sense of peace of mind. The psychiatrist was not wearing a white coat, but was wearing ordinary clothes and gold-rimmed glasses. He looked very ordinary, as ifThe kind of guy you pass by on the street.
"Hello, Doctor Zhang," Zhou Ming stretched out his hand, "Please take up your private time."
"It's okay," Doctor Zhang smiled, and glanced at the water glass in his hand, "We're just chatting, do you need coffee?"
The water in the water glass had just been poured out, and the glass was pinched and deformed, bent into a curved shape.
Zhou Ming sat down: "It's not me, it's because I want to consult others, or maybe I think too much about myself... So, I'm afraid of offending him."
Dr. Zhang put his hands on the table and looked at Zhou Ming in a very relaxed manner: "Since it's not a treatment, can you tell me, who is he to you?"
Zhou Ming didn't hesitate: "It's the person I'm pursuing."
"Understood, you can tell me about his situation."
Zhou Ming thought for a while, Ji Yunqing's words describing Cheng Zan could also be used to describe himself.
That said, he's also a guy who doesn't care if he gets hurt.
It’s not that he let himself get hurt deliberately, and he would follow the doctor’s arrangement to take medicine well, but this person’s expression doesn’t care, he can directly climb three or four storey trees, and he will let himself have a fever. He once tried to commit suicide because of preventing ahospitalized, and the physical injuries ruined his professional future.
But he didn't give up on himself, but stood up strong again, didn't even escape the place that made him feel emotional, and continued his hobbies.
It sounds like there is nothing wrong with it.
"What is his family like, has he suffered from school violence?"
Zhou Ming spoke roughly, rubbing the rim of the cup hesitantly: "I don't know if my behavior has crossed the boundary."
Doctor Zhang looked at him encouragingly, but didn't reply.
"Because I instinctively feel that he also has a tendency to self-destruct." Zhou Ming carefully chose his words, "He doesn't take care of himself...I feel very distressed."
Doctor Zhang looked softly: "I understand a little bit, but if it is this tendency, I need to talk to him personally. It is not enough to rely on other people's description, and a professional measuring table is needed. In fact, in life, everyone orMore or less there will be some psychological problems, such as obsessive-compulsive behavior, depression, and even mild self-abuse, and some couples will even take ways of hurting each other in the relationship to determine their love for each other."
"Yeah," Zhou Ming said softly, "I also had intimate contact with other people in front of him. If he wasn't around, I wouldn't take couple photos with others at all."
"I don't know what I'm thinking, I just want to see if he will get angry and yell at me."
He raised his head and looked directly at Dr. Zhang, who was looking at him gently. Although he made eye contact, he did not give people an instinctive urge to avoid him. Zhou Ming thought to himself, he is indeed an excellent psychiatrist.
"Do you need something to drink, lukewarm or cold?"
"I'm sorry," Zhou Ming smiled, "I may also have stereotyped behaviors, such as not drinking from a disposable cup outside, and I just took it without reacting."
"Then pinched all the way," Doctor Zhang was also laughing, "Do you want to draw?"
Zhou Ming was stunned for a moment: "Is this a test for me?"
"You are also distressed. You don't want to guess him, you are afraid of offending the other party, and you have always put yourself as a caregiver. In fact, you don't have to force yourself to be perfect. I think you will be a good lover, so, try to trust him, and don’t be so nervous that you worry about gains and losses.”
Dr. Zhang continued: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to do it. If you need it, you can come and talk to me again in two weeks. We can go to the coffee shop, not necessarily here."
Zhou Ming smiled bitterly: "You mean, I also have psychological problems?"
Doctor Zhang smiled: "No, I just hope that next time we meet, you can appear with your lover."
At a quarter past nine, Zhou Ming got up to thank him and left. On the way home, he bought a bunch of eustoma.
It will be less than ten o'clock, Ji Yunqing should not be asleep yet, Zhou Ming walked very fast all the way, even sweating a little, he put the flowers behind his back, and waited for the man to open the door.
The door opened quickly, and Ji Yunqing poked his head out with a puzzled expression.
"Suddenly remembered that during the pursuit of you, I never sent you flowers," Zhou Ming was still panting, "I have a suggestion about where to go, do you want to listen?"
Ji Yunqing looked at him seriously.
"Do you want to go bungee jumping?"
"Why did you choose this?"
"In terms of utilitarianism, I want the suspension bridge effect to make your heart move," Zhou Ming took out the bouquet of eustoma from behind, his eyes clear, "but more importantly, I want to jump down with you, I want youfall in love with me."
Ji Yunqing was stunned, and quickly laughed: "Why are you so nasty all of a sudden, did you drink too much?"
"Because I'm very mean, and I want to ask you for something," Zhou Ming spoke softly as if singing, "If you don't want to, you can exchange it. Can I exchange this bouquet of flowers for a date?"
The champagne-colored lisianthus bloomed just right, wrapped in old-colored newspapers, with a faint fragrance.
Ji Yunqing thought for a moment, then raised his chin: "Yes, deal."
"But in this case, you will still be at a loss. After all, you are so expensive, so..." Ji Yunqing raised his slender fingers without changing his expression, put them on his mouth and kissed them lightly, and then quickly posted Zhou Ming's becauseNervous, slightly pursed lips.
The softness of superficial water, it is easy to touch.
In the next second, Ji Yunqing took the flowers, and before the other party could react, he laughed and closed the door.