Waking up in the morning, Ji Yunqing rubbed her eyes in a daze, feeling a little heavy on her waist.

He yawned and was about to turn over when he heard a voice next to his ear: "Are you awake?"

A little low, a little dumb, crisp and numb, it sounds terribly good.

Ji Yunqing froze instantly.

After a while, he slowly opened his eyes, and gave a guilty "hmm" to Zhou Ming's handsome face.

After being hugged into his arms and feeling the thickness and warmth of his chest, Ji Yunqing opened his mouth carefully: "Does it still hurt?"

Zhou Ming rested his chin on his fluffy hair, a little funny: "What do you think?"

Last night, someone had his earlobe in his mouth, and the heat made his toes tense. After hearing Zhou Ming's provocative words, Ji Yunqing raised his leg without thinking, and kicked him off the bed.

Unprepared, Zhou Ming was kicked in the abdomen, gasped in pain, and almost didn't get up, Ji Yunqing was also frightened, apologized in a panic, and helped him to lie down on the bed again, but now he lost all charming thoughts,Honestly hugged and slept all night.

"I was wrong," Ji Yunqing whispered, "I will pay attention to it in the future."

Zhou Ming smelled the fragrance on his hair, and sighed softly: "Xiaobao."

Now, Ji Yunqing didn't dare to refute this title.

"I used to tell you I'm sorry every day, why have you been apologizing to me for the past two days?" He kissed Ji Yunqing's thin eyelids, "I was thinking about something last night, it might... be a little offensive.”

Ji Yunqing replied in a muffled voice: "It's okay, just ask."

"Did you experience some physical harassment?" Zhou Ming hugged him even tighter, "Because I think it's almost a conditioned reflex...it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."

The person in his arms fell silent, and then slowly let out a "huh".

"The earliest impression was exhibitionism," Ji Yunqing spoke very slowly, "At that time, I was young and ignorant, but my mother taught me that the place covered by the vest and underwear should not be shown to others, but she often fell ill and was in junior high school.I was gone when I was young, my voice change period came late, and I liked to dance, so some senior boys came to see me, said I was a girl, and even got blocked in the toilet and tried to strip my clothes."

"Actually, this kind of situation will be much better when I grow up, but sometimes when participating in competitions or performances, I can't avoid banquets, so it's...very annoying."

He smiled and rubbed Zhou Ming's chest: "Fortunately, I drink a lot, so I got it out of practice."

Zhou Ming's face was still buried in his hair, and he didn't speak.

"By the way," Ji Yunqing raised his head, "You asked me how I know I like men, it's very simple, the girls in the dance room are dressed coolly, and others see their emotions, I don't feel anything, slowlyI just found out, and I didn’t feel that I was abnormal, which is pretty good, but I never hide it, so sometimes I will cause myself some trouble.”

Zhou Ming sighed for a long time, holding Ji Yunqing's face full of sourness: "It would be nice if I got to know you sooner."

"It's not too late now," Ji Yunqing scratched Zhou Ming's chin: "I have time to introduce you to my college classmates. They are curious and guess who I will fall into."

Zhou Ming looked up at him, and said happily, "Did you tell your friend about us?"

"No," Ji Yunqing said with an innocent face, "They saw the video of Xiaoya dancing, and it showed us holding hands."

Zhou Ming endured it before restraining his urge to pinch that person's face again.

"Are you hungry?" He grabbed the other's troubled hand, "Or do you want to stay in bed again?"

Ji Yunqing lay lazily on the bed, hugging the quilt and tossing and turning for a while before getting up, pulling on the slippers to wash up, when he turned around, breakfast was already set on the table.

Vegetable and egg pancakes are stacked on a beautiful white porcelain plate. Next to the fried sausage are neatly stacked avocados and a small handful of nuts and walnuts. The brown rice and oatmeal is steaming. Zhou Ming handed him a glass of warm water: "Moisturize your throat first."

"Make it so rich for me every day," Ji Yunqing sat down, "I eat toast and fried eggs myself."

Zhou Ming smiled and said, "It's not that complicated, it can be done in about ten minutes."

"I'll take the mother cat to check her body later, it will take more than an hour," he continued, "then I can release the information, but the cat that has just given birth may not be easy to find for adoption."

Ji Yunqing bit the pancake and looked up: "Okay, then I'll go and have a look after class."

After tricking Xiaosanhua into the cat bag, Zhou Ming took him to the pet hospital downstairs in the community. As expected, the kitten had moss on its chin and hind legs, and the naked eye could tell it was malnourished., he sat quietly by the window and waited for a long time before he got the blood test results.

Except for severe anemia, all indicators were low within the normal range. The doctor he knew put Xiao Sanhua back into the cat bag: "Do you want to raise it?"

"Probably not," Zhou Ming shook his head, "There is already one at home, let's find an adoption first."

Fearing that the little milk cat would be hungry at home, he put the mother cat back before Ji Yunqing came over. They had already fingerprinted each other on the door lock, and when the door was opened, they heard a slight cry.

The newborn kitten's voice is not "meow meow", but a bit like "beep". When Zhou Ming opened the cat bag, he saw Xiao Sanhua hurriedly jumped into the nest and lay down, breastfeeding his baby intimately.

"Two little monsters," Zhou Ming waved his hand, "goodbye."

He closed the door and went back to the house. After washing his hands, he went to the kitchen to take out a few fresh-keeping boxes.I took some time to make some hot and sour shrimp balls and peach crisps, which will be packaged and packed, and will go out briskly.

Today is a working day, and there are not too many people at the entrances of the shops. From a long distance away, saw Chi Yan lying on the railing to blow the air, and seeing Zhou Ming walking over, she bit the lollipop in her mouth with a bang.

"Why did you come here?" Chi Yan turned around casually, "Aren't you here to stare at people?"

Only then did Zhou Ming take out the snacks behind his back: "Sorry, I'm busy these days."

Immediately a pink head stuck out from the door, Xiaoya blinked: "Is there mine?"

"Yes," Zhou Ming handed over the things, "the peach cakes on the market are too big, I make smaller ones, it's very convenient to take one bite at a time."

Chi Yan twisted a piece and tasted it: "It's delicious, not sweet!"

"It's actually quite sweet. You just ate candy in your mouth, so you don't feel it," Zhou Ming said with a smile, "It won't be crispy enough if you put less oil and sugar."

People who exercise a lot tend to like sweets instinctively. Carbohydrates promote the secretion of dopamine. The sweaty Xiaoya holds a box of hot and sour shrimp balls, and her eyes are extremely sincere: "Brother, you are so kind."

"Go there quickly," Chi Yan carelessly pushed Zhou Ming's back, "Yun'er is in the second room on the right!"

Zhou Ming was pushed forward two steps: "He must be in class now, I'll just wait outside."

"No need," Chi Yan's eyes flashed a hint of cunning, "hurry up to that little scourge of Rishi."

Zhou Ming: "..."

Xiaoya: "It's okay, there are often people watching from behind during class."

Zhou Ming walked in, and when he turned his head, he saw these two people sneaking behind him, feeling like he was holding back something.

The door of the coaching class was ajar, and the sound of music could not be stopped. Zhou Ming stood at the door and looked in. There were about a dozen people inside, all of whom lay on the ground and stretched their muscles.The legs are opened in a line shape, and the upper body is tightly attached to the ground. Ji Yunqing is sitting on the back of a boy, calmly counting time.

"Did you see it?" Chi Yan lowered her voice.

Zhou Ming turned around inexplicably: "What's the matter, he is indeed in class."

Seeing his bewildered expression, Chi Yan suddenly collapsed and muttered something.

"Aren't you jealous?" Xiaoya continued to eat peach cakes, her cheeks puffed up, "They made a bet on whether you would be jealous, and they gambled on a hot pot meal."

Zhou Ming couldn't help laughing: "Why should I be jealous for no reason, this is his specialty."

Ji Yunqing's voice came clearly from inside: "Okay, rest for ten minutes!"

Before the words fell, there were exhausted howls, the door opened, and Ji Yunqing came out calmly: "How is it, what's the performance?"

"You decide the time and place," Chi Yan gave him a white look, "I hate it."

Ji Yunqing had just finished exercising, and there was a little sweat on his forehead. His skin was rosy, and his soft hair was slightly attached to his ears. He looked at Zhou Ming with a smile: "How is the kitten?"

"Very good, but a little malnourished," Zhou Ming rubbed his hair, "I've contacted him there, and it may take a while."

Xiaoya was still interjecting: "Why do you know he won't be jealous?"

Ji Yunqing: "Then keep it in my room first."

Zhou Ming nodded: "Well, after all, the baby has just been born, and it needs someone with experience in raising cats to take care of it."

Xiaoya: "Hmph, I'll be jealous if you ask me!"

"Isn't it quite difficult to find an adoption?" Ji Yunqing thought for a while, "After all, there are three kittens."

"It's okay, I'll ask my friends more these two days."

Xiaoya: "...just treat me as talkative and talk slowly."

The doggy man who was like no one else finally found the little pink hair who was holding his mouth next to him. At this moment, Xiaoya turned her grief into appetite, and bit Taosu into a bone-gnawing posture.

Click it. Click it.

"No, yesterday my cat ran away and gave birth." Ji Yunqing turned his face away, "I'm looking for adoption."

He hadn't told his friends about being touched by a cat with a big belly. Others only thought he met a little wild cat and expressed their love to help find an adoption. Therefore, Chi Yan didn't care, and said casually: "Ask Ye Tang,Doesn't he like this kind of small animal the most, and he is studying in university in this city, and he doesn't live in the house."

Ji Yunqing's eyes lit up: "That's right, I'll ask Xiao Yezi after class."

The clock on the wall clearly rang the hour, and when the time was up, he smiled at Zhou Ming: "You wait for me, there are still forty minutes."

The door was closed, and Zhou Ming didn't turn around until the thin figure disappeared: "Will that person be adopted?"

"It should be." Chi Yan waved her hand lazily, "Ye Tong University will definitely take care of the animal medicine."

A class ended soon, Ji Yunqing was still panting a little when he came out, Zhou Ming was embarrassed to wait in the store, so he leaned on the railing outside to blow the wind, the weather was so good, the boundless azure blue seemed to never end,Chi Yan didn't go to eat, she was squatting beside her and playing games with her mobile phone, when she saw Ji Yunqing, she rolled her eyes angrily.

"I asked Ye Tang," Ji Yunqing stared back, and immediately put on a smiling expression when looking at Zhou Ming, "He agreed immediately, saying that he could come to pick up the kitten tomorrow."

Chi Yan was choked by the speed of this man's face change, raised her elbow and bumped Zhou Ming next: "Brother, how did you do it, you trained this thing so obediently."

Zhou Ming smiled: "He has a good temper and has always been gentle."

"...I'm asking this too much," Chi Yan stroked her chest, "Goodbye."

As she said, the boy named Ye Tang showed up on time the next day. He was wearing white short-sleeved sweatpants and basketball shoes. He had a small dimple on one side when he smiled. He looked like a sunshine puppy. Ji Yunqing introducedSaid that this is a student who has been with me for two years, because it was too far away to practice here after changing places, but the relationship has always been very good.

"I just want to find a companion for the cat at home." Downstairs in the community, Ye Tang tidied up the cat bag with a smile, "Don't worry, I will send you photos on time, and take care of the kitten well!"

Chi Yan also came over to join in the fun, playing games with her mobile phone, and said casually, "Speaking of Yun'er, why don't you raise it yourself?"

Ji Yunqing opened his mouth without hesitation: "I don't want to be bound, I can come and go freely now, once I raise a kitten, I will miss it, and I can't leave even if I want to."

A failure prompt box popped up on the game page, and Chi Yan was furious: "Ah, ah, Zhou Ming, help me play this!"

She handed the phone to the other party cursingly, not noticing the strange look in his eyes: "Come on, I've been stuck in this game for three days!"

Zhou Ming didn't say anything more. He took the phone and started to operate it. After a few minutes, he returned the phone to the other party, saying succinctly, "It's over."

"Then let's go back first," he gently pulled Ji Yunqing's hand, and nodded at Chi Yan: "Goodbye."

Chi Yan didn't even raise her head, and gave the tired and crooked couple a merciless backlash: "Little Yezi, double row at night, don't forget!"

Zhou Ming didn't say much all the way.

Ji Yunqing didn't pay attention, and was looking at his phone on his own, looking at the photos of kittens he took yesterday, and sighed: "It's really cute..."

He went all the way through the door, and before he could react, he was pushed against the wall. Zhou Ming's kiss was a little rough, and even the hand holding his face had a little strength. Ji Yunqing gave a soft "hiss", and turnedShe hid her face aside: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm a little unhappy," Zhou Ming turned the other person's face back with his hands, "I'm sorry...does it hurt?"

Ji Yunqing opened his eyes slightly: "Are you jealous because of what happened yesterday? I just pressed his legs..."

"It's not that," Zhou Ming shook his head. "That's your job. I don't have any emotional discomfort. What makes me uncomfortable is your sentence, which means that you are free to come and go now, and you don't want to be tied down."

He stuck to Ji Yunqing's ear, and whispered: "After you're with me...are you still free to come and go?"

After a long silence, Ji Yunqing slowly opened his mouth: "To be honest, I didn't think about it that much."

"It's just that I'm used to being casual." He looked straight into Zhou Ming's eyes frankly, "I just feel that everything should go with the flow. After all, no one can be sure about the future, and there may be some changes."

"Afraid of getting hurt?" Zhou Ming stroked his cheek with his thumb, "If you don't get in the way and don't pour too much emotion into it, can you get out in time, turn around and leave without hesitating?"

He knew that he shouldn't explore this topic, but at that time Ji Yunqing's light tone pulled his heart like a blunt knife, and the fear that he had deliberately ignored came to his heart again, including Chi Yan's once jokedwords of comfort.

"Two ex-boyfriends, but don't worry, this guy cuts things off in a snappy and ruthless way."

Ji Yunqing frowned slightly, but didn't speak, as if he didn't want to continue this topic.

"I don't want to force you to make me a promise," Zhou Ming stared at him, "I just..."

"Don't think so far," Ji Yunqing interrupted him suddenly, "It's good for me and you."

Zhou Ming's throat was sluggish, his fingers touched the other's moist lips, and a sore feeling came to his heart. He didn't doubt Ji Yunqing's feelings for him, but he was afraid of another thing.

That is the person Ji Yunqing may not believe, is himself.

Ji Yunqing leaned against the wall quietly, and what came to mind was the conversation with Anna four months ago. The gentle woman told him that love is long-term patience and kindness. When you endure and look back for someone, that is love.How did he say it himself, he replied easily and naturally, I will not look back for anyone.

Zhou Ming didn't question or force him, but Ji Yunqing became inexplicably irritable at the moment.

The quarrel between his parents, the mother's gaze back on the hospital bed, the fallen leaves piled up in the long corridors of the campus, he had no friends when he was a child, and he was blocked in the toilet by boys who were taller than himself, and the sharp and undisguised ridicule made him want to take off his clothes.Clothes, look how white his skin is.

My aunt held him tightly in her arms, and said that we would transfer to another school, we would stop dancing, and we would go to Sanya for vacation, and our family Yun'er would be able to become a handsome sunny boy.

No, he hated with red eyes at the time, why.

He didn't want to transfer to another school, but he wanted to sign up for the school's welcome party. He was frankly wearing short-sleeved shorts, showing his slender, fair legs.He picked up the stool next to him and rushed straight to meet the laughing boy.

During those two years, Ji Yunqing collapsed himself into a bamboo.

The strange thing is that after he bit back like a beast, he gradually gained the respect of the other party. The boy who took the lead wiped the blood under his nose, looked at him sincerely and said, I didn't expect this person to be quite a man.

Ji Yunqing's originally lowered fist was raised again.

He didn't want this so-called compliment.

He was too stubborn, worked harder professionally, and earned himself a famous reputation. As he grew up, the ridiculous whispers disappeared, and the naked/naked malice was buried under the water. Ji Yunqing had no hobbies, He felt like a caterpillar in a chrysalis, struggling with pain, only to finally turn into a butterfly and fly freely into the air.

He is used to not caring about other people's eyes, and he lives more freely. He has many friends, has achieved dazzling results, and gained a sense of security in a life of doing whatever he wants. Every pain during Lajin is more like a pain to Ji Yunqing.He was enjoying it, he tasted the pain as if he was enjoying it, and bit the solid chrysalis one by one.

He was once a butterfly.

But he fell down again.

His face was held up again, and Ji Yunqing looked directly at him coldly.

He knew that Zhou Ming would not be jealous because of physical contact at work, but he thought that what he said just now would make Zhou Ming angry.

But Zhou Ming didn't, but sighed helplessly.

"It's been a long time since you looked at me with such provocative eyes," he stroked the man's brow with his hand, "I'm impatient, take your time."

Ji Yunqing raised his chin, and suddenly opened his mouth: "Are you impatient to wait, do you want to do it?"

Zhou Ming was stunned, and the whole person stayed in place.

Ji Yunqing simply took Zhou Ming's hand and put it directly on his chest: "Come on, I can do it now, can I give it to you?"

The pain is the same as when the leg is pressed, and the body is almost masochistic, and it seems that it will break at any time.

Just waiting for the moment of collapse.

The palm pressed on the body was very hot, Ji Yunqing continued: "If you have the guts, then..."

Before he finished speaking, his head was pinned down and pushed to the side.

"What are you doing?" Ji Yunqing struggled, "Let me go!"

Zhou Ming's face was expressionless, and the movements of his hands were neither light nor heavy: "Pour out the water in your brain."

He finally had a little anger towards Ji Yunqing, and scolded Ji Yunqing for the first time: "You... idiot."