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    Lin Qingbai slept soundly that night, and when she woke up the next day, it was already time.

    Birds chirped outside the window, and the room was empty.

    Lin Qingbai sat up slowly supporting the edge of the bed with one hand, looking at the empty room, his eyes were in a trance, and suddenly felt that his heart was empty, and his eyes unconsciously looked at the bed beside him.

    In the past, Qin An would sleep next to him with a faceless face, and couldn't drive him away, so the bed must be wrinkled after Qin An got up.

    But now the bed next to her is clean and tidy, as if no one has ever slept on it.

    Lin Qingbai's hand unconsciously squeezed the bed sheet tightly, his forehead hair hung down on his shoulders, covering half of his cheeks, but his eyes were staring at that spot in a daze, feeling somewhat lost in his heart.

    Aware of his own emotions, Lin Qingbai's eyes suddenly shrank suddenly, and his teeth clenched his lower lip.

    Why is he like this?

    Obviously he is more used to sleeping alone, these days it is just Qin An pestering him with shamelessness, sometimes he is homeless, sometimes he is injured, Lin Qingbai has no choice but to take him in, but in his heart he should beReluctant to sleep in the same bed with Qin An......

    Why now, people haven't slept next to him for a day, but he suddenly lost...

    Lin Qingbai felt that this was wrong, very wrong.

    But he couldn't find out what was wrong.

    I also don't understand why he would do this.

    Lin Qingbai was lost in thought when the door creaked and was pushed open.

    Lin Qingbai looked up and saw that it was Qin An who came in. He was still holding a bowl of steaming porridge in his hand. When he saw Lin Qingbai getting up, he paused and asked with a bright smile on his face:"Master, are you up?"

    Lin Qingbai nodded and said, "Yes."

    Qin An walked up to Lin Qingbai with the bowl of porridge, and wanted to bring the porridge to Lin Qingbai's body, but suddenly felt that the porridge was a little hot, so he stood there with a spoon in his handWith one hand scooping up the hot porridge, he blew the porridge for Lin Qing.

    Lin Qingbai raised his chin slightly, looking at Qin An's serious and meticulous appearance, all the disappointment in his heart just now disappeared like a cloud blown by the wind.

    Qin An blew a few times, picked up the spoon again, and lightly touched the edge of the spoon with his lips, testing the temperature for Lin Qingbai like a mortal, and squatted down when the temperature was right.Getting down, he handed the spoon in his hand to Lin Qingbai's mouth.

    Lin Qingbai did not open his mouth.

    Qin An paused in the movements of his hands, and looked up at Lin Qingbai, only to see that Lin Qingbai's earlobes were a little red, and his mouth was also red like a red flower.

    Lin Qingbai was still half-sitting on the bed, the quilt slipped off his body and covered his lower abdomen.

    After a night, his clothes were disheveled, his collar was wide and skewed, revealing his delicate and beautiful collarbone, and the clothes on his stomach and abdomen were wrinkled by Qin An's rubbing.

    It looked like it had experienced something in one night.

    Qin An stared at his master's appearance for a moment, then his eyes darkened.

    Lin Qingbai raised his hand, lowered his eyelashes, and said softly, "I'll do it myself..."

    Qin An avoided his hand, and said in a low voice: "Master, the bowl is a little hot, I'll hold it."

    When Qin An said this, Lin Qingbai didn't insist anymore. His slender fingertips shone white in the sun, trembling in the air, and then slowly fell down, no longer talking.

    Qin An feeds it spoon by spoon, and Lin Qingbai drinks it spoon by spoon.

    The bowl of porridge was slightly hot, but it was just right when he drank it. It moistened Lin Qingbai's dry throat, and then slid all the way from his throat to Lin Qingbai's cold stomach.The whole body is hot and hot.

    The heat from Lin Qingbai's body seemed to spread to his face.

    Qin An's breath from close at hand hit his ears, Lin Qingbai's face was so hot that he didn't even want to look at Qin An's face, so his eyes were fixed on the spoon in front of him, while Qin An's black pairHis eyes were fixed on Lin Qingbai's lips.

    He sees

    Seeing Lin Qingbai's lips getting redder and moister under the infiltration of hot porridge...

    Qin An stared intently until Lin Qingbai closed his mouth and said softly, "I'm done eating..."

    Only then did Qin An come back to his senses, his gaze flickered twice, but the agitation in his heart couldn't go away. He has always been a person who does whatever he has.

    Just like now, he felt that Lin Qingbai's mouth looked very attractive, like a red cherry, so he raised his head and kissed it,

    He rolled his Adam's apple, raised his head and kissed Lin Qingbai's lips.

    Qin An caught Lin Qingbai off guard again this time by kissing him. Just as he swallowed the porridge in Lin Qingbai's mouth, his heart constricted suddenly, his eyes widened, his Adam's apple rolled, his brain roared, and he didn't knowOverwhelmed.

    Qin An closed his eyes, stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked Lin Qingbai's mouth all over.

    It was really soft and tender, with a touch of sweetness, so Qin An needed to suppress the endurance in his heart to resist biting it and swallowing it into his stomach.

    Lin Qingbai's heart trembled because of Qin An's actions, until Qin An's mouth left his lips, he didn't slow down, his heart was beating so fast that it would smash his chest.

    Lin Qingbai felt that this could not be the case anymore. Every time he was caught by Qin An's sudden actions, his heart beat faster, his whole body was sweating, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

    He should educate this brat, but he hasn't waited for him to figure out what he's going to say about it.

    I saw Qin An holding his wrist with his hand, and slapped his face fiercely with his hand.

    Lin Qingbai took a breath, and suddenly withdrew the strength in his hand, but his hand still hit Qin An's face softly.

    There was a crisp sound.

    Lin Qingbai felt distressed when he heard it, and couldn't remember what to say, but just stared at Qin An's face in a daze.

    Qin An didn't care about the slap at all, but thought it was worth it.

    After he kissed Lin Qingbai, he happily raised his hand and drank the porridge that Lin Qingbai hadn't finished, and said to Lin Qingbai with a smile: "Master, I'm going out to deliver the bowl, you can rest for a while."

    Qin An did something bad, and left before Lin Qingbai could speak.

    The temple door closed again.

    Lin Qingbai sat by the bed alone, thinking about that kiss just now.

    With his eyes shining on his face, he raised his hand to gently touch his lips, but withdrew his hand as if he had been scalded.

    His mouth is hot and wet... a little itchy...  

    The touch when Qin An kissed him hadn't dissipated. When the rough tip of his tongue licked his lips, it was like sand passing through his heart, tingling his legs and every part of his body.He didn't even have the strength to lift his hand.

    Lin Qingbai wanted to scold Qin An for being such a ignorant little bastard for daring to belittle his master.

    But Lin Qingbai found that he was no longer angry, and he couldn't even beat him...

    Thinking of this, Lin Qingbai's chest heaved violently twice.

    He snorted and stood up from the bed, picked up the teapot on the table and poured himself a glass of water, supported the table with one hand, rolled his Adam's apple and drank the tea in his hand.

    When Lin Qingbai came out of the room that day, he didn't see Liang Yaochu's figure. After asking Qin An, Qin An told him that Liang Yaochu had found his relatives here, so he went to live in their relatives' homes so as not to give them trouble.Trouble.

    Lin Qingbai didn't find it troublesome, but didn't say much, just nodded.

    Qin An and Lin Qingbai didn't plan to live in Peony City for a day or two. It would be inconvenient to always live in an inn, so Qin An found a small wooden house on the outskirts of Peony City.

    That location is not far from the town, and it takes only two sticks of incense to walk. It is even more secluded to live in the forest on the mountain. You can still hear the chirping of insects at night. When you get up in the morning and stand in the white mist among the trees, you can breathe.Every sip of the air carries the fragrance of flowers and plants.

    What Lin Qingbai likes the most is that there is a small yard in front of the wooden house.

    Plant some flowers and plants in a yard, stay away from the hustle and bustle, and live like this with Qin An every day, Lin Qingbai thinks it's not bad.

    The two lived in the wooden house for a few days, and one day Qin An suddenly told Lin Qingbai that this day was the Lantern Festival in Peony City.

    Lin Qingbai didn't understand what the Lantern Festival meant, and asked, "What does it mean?"

    Qin An said with a smile: "Master, this day in Peony City is a day for family reunion and playing together. It's like... the Shangyuan Festival in the mortal world. You can put lanterns. Master, you have beenAt home, would you like to go out with me and have a look?"

    It is true that Lin Qingbai has been at home these days. When he first came to Peony City, he was not acclimatized. He always felt uncomfortable here and there. Even when he went shopping, Qin An went alone.

    It happened that his health was better today, and he also wanted to see what kind of lively scene the Shangyuan Festival in the mortal world was written in those books.

    So he looked at Qin An's expectant eyes, nodded and agreed.

    After dinner at night, Lin Qingbai and Qin An set off together.

    It was already night, but the Peony City was brightly lit and extremely lively, as if the entire city was flocking to the street at this moment.

    Some of them are lovers, and some are holding children in their arms.

    Lin Qingbai walked in the dim light, looking sideways at the stalls around him.

    All kinds of lanterns were lit on the stalls, and in the distance was the river. Many people were standing on the river beach, and the sky lanterns slowly flew up into the sky, rising like stars.

    Sky lanterns can be used to entrust wishes. Most people go with their companions. Two people write their common wishes on the lanterns and let them fly.

    Qin An's business had a clear goal, he dragged Lin Qingbai straight to the river beach, and bought the largest sky lantern in front of the booth.

    Lin Qingbai saw Qin An took the lantern from the stall owner and asked, "Why buy this?"

    Qin An squatted on the river beach, held the tinder in his hand, and focused his eyes on lighting the sky lantern. Hearing Lin Qingbai's question, he raised his head to look at Lin Qingbai, his eyes reflected the flames flying in the sky, like starsSo shiny.

    With a hoarse voice, he said to Lin Qingbai: "Master, we can put up sky lanterns together today..."

    Lin Qingbai's heart suddenly felt sore, he frowned, and raised his hand to cover his heart.

    He felt that way again.

    He felt that this scene was very familiar.

    The lanterns flying by the river, the lively words on the street, and...the man standing beside him...

    However, Qin An was only focused on studying the sky lantern, and did not see the pale complexion on Lin Qingbai's face.

    Today's wind is a bit strong, Qin An hit the tinder several times, but it was blown out by the wind before it touched the silk thread of the sky lantern.

    He could have used mana silently, but this time he insisted not to do so. Instead, he ignited the tinder in his hand again and again, as if as long as he used mana, it would be ungodly, and he would write his wish on the sky lantern later.It doesn't count.

    Finally, after Qin An carefully ignited the tinder again, the sparks on the tinder moved to the silk thread, and then the sky lantern lit up with a warm flame.

    Qin An raised his head, like a child, and said to Lin Qingbai with a smile, "Master, I lit it."

    That look made Lin Qingbai want to praise him.

    Lin Qingbai nodded and said, "Not bad."

    Qin An laughed so hard that his eyes curled up. He picked up the two writing brushes beside him, handed one to Lin Qingbai, and held the other tightly in his hand.

    Lin Qingbai held the brush, but didn't know what to do, and asked, "What do you want the brush for?"

    "Write down your wish on the sky lantern, master." Qin An scanned the surroundings with his eyes, motioning Lin Qingbai to look at the people around him.

    Lin Qingbai looked at the other people on the river beach.

    Sure enough, other people wrote their wishes on the sky lanterns. Their faces were serious, and their faces were gently illuminated by the lanterns. Everyone had longings and expectations for good wishes on their faces.

    Lin Qingbai turned his head and looked at

    Qin An.

    Qin An seemed to already know what he wanted to write, and without any hesitation, he picked up his pen and swiped ink on the sky lantern to write.

    Lin Qingbai gripped the brush tightly, not knowing how to write for a long time.

    Only now did he know that he had lived for thirty years, just like a scarecrow with no desires or desires. He had no expectations and no hopes in his heart. Even now when he made a wish, he didn't know what he was going to write.

    It was just a soreness in his heart, as if a thought was knocking in his heart, but he couldn't remember it now.

    After Qin An finished writing his wish, he walked to Lin Qingbai's side, wanting to see what Lin Qingbai's wish was, but when he saw the blank space in front of Lin Qingbai, the smile on his face froze.lag.

    The light in his eyes dimmed, and he asked, "...Master, don't you have a wish?"

    Lin Qingbai clenched the pen in his hand, and said softly: "I don't seem to have anything I want..."

    Qin An stood behind Lin Qingbai, obviously the surrounding light was bright, but he seemed to be standing in the darkness, he couldn't feel any joy on his body anymore, but was as heavy as if he was immersed in ice water.

    He wanted to ask shamelessly, what about me?

    Even if there is no other wish, what about me?

    Do you have a wish?

    But this sentence seemed to be choked in his throat, making it impossible for him to ask.

    He knows that his master once had a wish....

    On the Shangyuan Festival in the mortal world, his master, who was indifferent by nature, held his hand and kept looking at the sky lanterns flying on the river beach. The bright light in his eyes seemed to be able to illuminate the whole world.The night sky is gone.

    At that time, Lin Qingbai wanted to save face, and never told Qin An that he wanted to release the sky lantern.

    Qin An actually knew that his master was waiting for him to speak first.

    When the child first said that he wanted to release sky lanterns, they stood by the river, among those happy couples and lovers, holding sky lanterns in both hands, rising with the night wind, carrying their wishesThe sky lanterns will turn into stars and slowly fly to the sky.

    At that time, Qin An knew everything.

    He also knows that his master's wish must have him!

    Not only is there him, but all of them are him!

    But at that time, Qin An was full of hatred, and he was used to Lin Qingbai's kindness.

    What desire does not desire?!Why is the Lantern Festival not the Lantern Festival?!What lanterns are not lanterns?!

    He only had the Cangmen Rebellion planned by himself in his heart, and only on that Lantern Festival, when all the people were happy, he wanted to bet on a night of blood and let the capital flow into rivers of blood.

    At that time, his wish was full of blood and could not be seen.

    Inside, there was no Lin Qingbai either.

    And now, retribution has come.

    He was full of joy and pulled Lin Qingbai here, eager to release the sky lantern with Lin Qingbai, as if he could make up for all the regrets of the year and make up for his mistakes.Lin Qingbai can move towards a happy ending.

    But Lin Qingbai was included in his wish, but he was not included in Lin Qingbai's wish...

    Lin Qingbai held the pen in his hand vigorously, his joints were a little white, his wrist was a little sore, so he slowly lowered his hand, wanting to see what Qin An had written.

    So he turned around and looked over, and saw that Qin An also wrote only one sentence.

    ———I want to be with Lin Qingbai forever.

    Qin An is Qin An.

    Others are all I wish for, pleading piously to the heavens, but Qin An said that is what I want.

    What I want is that it cannot be refused, it can only be affirmed and cannot be denied, and there is no second way to go.

    Lin Qingbai looked at this sentence but stood there in a daze, he didn't even notice that the ink from the brush in his hand had slipped onto his hand.

    Although Qin An was always by Lin Qingbai's side, Lin Qingbai never really trusted Qin An.

    It's nothing else, he just thinks that Qin An treats him too well.

    those good ones

    Too sudden, too intense.

    It made him unable to accept it all at once, and he didn't understand the reason, but after that time in Linjiang Mountain, everything Qin An did shook his heart.

    Even an unreasonable remark on the sky lantern now made Lin Qingbai's heart feel like it was being burned on coals. He didn't know what to do, but felt that his heart was getting softer and softer.

    Lin Qingbai asked in a hoarse voice: "Why did you write this sentence..."

    Qin An asked, "Can't I write this sentence?"

    Lin Qingbai didn't know what to say anymore, he couldn't say yes, and he couldn't say yes, so he was silent for a while, and finally whispered: "A person can have many wishes...youIf you don’t have inner alchemy, you can write that you want inner alchemy, maybe…”

    "I don't want Neidan."

    Qin An replied directly.

    Lin Qingbai's voice paused, his Adam's apple rolled, and he continued: "Your family is in a family property dispute, you can ask for money..."

    "I don't want money."

    "I don't want power."

    "I don't want any glory, wealth, mana or force."

    "I do not want anything."

    "I have only one wish."

    "I just want to be with you."

    "I want to be with you forever."

    Qin An seemed to know what Lin Qingbai wanted to ask, he didn't even wait for Lin Qingbai to finish speaking, he kept Lin Qingbai speechless with a few consecutive sentences.

    Lin Qingbai was in a daze, his mind was in chaos, he didn't think clearly about anything, so Qin An dragged the sky lantern flying in a daze.

    The two of them held the sky lantern in one hand, just like the lovers around them, they let go at the same time, and the sky lantern rose slowly in front of them.

    In this way, it is recorded that Qin An's wish alone flew into the sky and merged into the splendid lanterns all over the sky.

    Lin Qingbai looked up at the sky lantern, the wind blew the flying hair on the side of his face, and his white clothes, the warm light from the sky shone on his face, and the shadows of the long eyelashes cast on his face, as his eyes trembled slightly, every inch of his face was reflected softly like a moon.

    He looked at the sky lantern.

    Qin An looked at him.

    Lin Qingbai looked at the sky lantern for a long time, then suddenly asked, "Why did you buy such a big sky lantern?"

    The sky lantern Qin An bought was the largest.

    It is really too big, it is much bigger than other lights when flying in the sky, and it is particularly conspicuous.

    If it is said that Qin An has many wishes, it is understandable that Xiaodeng cannot record them.

    But Qin An only wrote one sentence.

    Qin An said, "My wish is too heavy to fit in a small lamp."

    Lin Qingbai turned around, looked at him inexplicably, and asked, "Isn't there only one sentence?"

    In the dark night, Qin An looked at Lin Qingbai steadily, his eyes were dark and heavy, as if he had buried many things, as deep as an abyss, he seemed a little sad, but he couldn't see through.

    Suddenly Qin An raised his hand and hugged Lin Qingbai.

    The temperature that belonged exclusively to Qin An swept over, and Lin Qingbai froze in place again under such a large crowd.

    The strength of Qin An's arm was very strong, as if he kissed Lin Qingbai so ignorantly, regardless of the timing, he always hit Lin Qingbai by surprise, but with the strength to press Lin Qingbai into his body.

    Lin Qingbai was hugged hard, and he staggered and leaned forward two steps.

    The people around looked over and talked a lot.

    Lin Qingbai's neck was in pain from being strangled, and his chest was pressed against Qin An's body.

    Qin An's hug almost wrapped him up, so that every skin on his body felt Qin An's hot body temperature.

    Qin An's chin rested on his shoulder, and his cheek was pressed against his ear, just like a child, self-willed and stubborn, he said in a hoarse voice next to Lin Qingbai's ear: "Not enough...... oneOne cup is not enough, two cups are not enough, no matter how many cups are not enough....... I want to put this sentence

    Carved into the clouds, I want everyone to know...Master, since you put up the sky lantern with me, you have promised me..."

    "Promise you what..."

    "Never leave me."

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