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    The atmosphere was quiet for a moment.

    Seeing that Qiu Jinning seemed drunk, Qin Chu looked at Jiang Luyao who was following her.

    Jiang Luyao coughed lightly: "Well, I remembered that there is still an urgent matter to be dealt with, so Jinning will ask you."

    It's such a good opportunity to talk to each other after drinking, of course we can't miss it.

    She really felt sorry for Qiu Jinning.

    There are so many people in this world, so many people who cannot love...

    Walking out of the tavern, Jiang Luyao glanced at the Tang cans on the side of the road, and said angrily, "Go, I'll accompany you to send him back."

    Guan Zi stared: "Where is Qin Chu? Why are you following?" Where did this woman come from?

    "Qin Chu wants to accompany Jinning, why should I follow? What do you say, send him back quickly, so you can take me home."

    Tang Can: "..."

    She turned her head to look at the tavern, and resigned herself to helping Sun Qiaoqiao follow Jiang Luyao's footsteps.

    What a wayward woman, she will clean up this Jiang sooner or later.

    They took a taxi and went back to school first, and Qin Chu also helped Qiu Jinning back home.

    Along the way, Qin Chu's clothes were pulled by Qiu Jinning, like a child who has found his favorite toy and is reluctant to let go of it.

    After entering the door, Qin Chu looked at the person who looked like a little tail with gentle eyes: "Jin Ning, let go first."

    "Don't go, stay with me, okay, Qin Chu-" Qiu Jinning's body softened, and she slipped into Qin Chu's arms.

    Head buried is no longer a drunken and blurred look, the eyes are calm and sober.

    This person called her Jinning just now, and she is no longer the cold senior sister Qiu.

    Qin Chu patted the person in his arms, and said in a gentle tone, "I won't go, I'll stay with you, dear, you go take a shower first."

    Qiu Jinning raised her head, her eyes were slightly red, blurred and confusing.

    She bit Qin Chu's chin lightly, and said softly: "No, I want to wash with you, Qin Chu, you washed with me when we first got married."

    After saying that, she stared at Qin Chu anxiously from the bottom of her heart.

    Qin Chu lowered his head, and the two looked at each other silently.

    Qiu Jinning's eyelids trembled for a moment, and there was water vapor in his eyes, revealing countless grievances and expectations.

    A pair of eyes are like a gentle galaxy, full of deep affection, which makes people unbearable and irresistible.

    Qin Chu sighed softly, and hugged her tightly: "Hey, you go wash first, I have to call the tutor, I won't leave."

    Qiu Jinning seemed to be convinced, and walked away step by step, turning her head three times, for fear that the people behind her would disappear once she turned her head.

    The sound of water sounded, Qin Chu walked to the window of the living room and dialed the phone.

    "Mr. Yang, I'm Qin Chu, yes, my friend has already sent Senior Sister Sun back, um, good."

    After hanging up the phone, she sat on the sofa, dazed.

    When Qiu Jinning came out wiping her hair, she saw this scene.

    She threw away the towel, and sat next to Qin Chu with the hair dryer, a look of dependence and confusion floated in her eyes: "Qin Chu, can you blow my hair for me?"

    The voice is warm/soft, revealing a hint of coquettishness.

    Qin Chu didn't make a sound, and silently took the hair dryer.

    The long and smooth hair, facing the warm wind, wrapped around the fingertips.

    When the hair was almost dry, Qin Chu put down the hair dryer, and subconsciously rubbed Qiu Jinning's head with the pads of his ten fingers.

    As if back in those days when they were married for five years, Qiu Jinning was working at the desk in the study, and she couldn't help leaning over to rub Qiu Jinning's shoulders and massage her head.

    The movements are familiar and gentle, making people enjoy a long-lost comfort.

    Qiu Jinning closed her eyes slightly, feeling drowsy. She didn't drink much, so she wasn't drunk yet.

    But it didn't prevent her from doing something with that faint hint of drunkenness, she wanted Qin Chu.

    "Qin Chu, let's go back to our room and rest."

    The words are extremely familiar, and the scenes of the past seem to be just yesterday, Qin Chu hastily withdrew his hand.

    It turns out that even though some things have passed for many years, the habits at that time have long been carved into the bones.

    Unconsciously, it makes people feel confused about the years, and can't tell whether it is now or then.

    Seeing that the person behind him didn't move, Qiu Jinning's eyes flickered slightly, and his tone lowered a lot: "Qin Chu, can you carry me to bed?"

    Qin Chu sighed deeply in his heart. In her previous life and this life, she couldn't bear to reject Qiu Jinning.

    The scene in her memory reappeared again. It was different from the ancient times when she had a limping leg and had to be careful when hugging someone. At this time, she was holding Qiu Jinning and walking effortlessly.

    The person in my arms is too thin...

    Qin Chu carried Qiu Jinning back to the bedroom, put her on the bed, turned around, and his coat was pulled.

    "Qin Chu, you promised me not to leave."

    Qiu Jinning's eyes were red, and her voice was full of tears.

    Facing this person, she seemed to be able to cry easily. The sadness and longing seemed to occupy her whole body, which made her feel at a loss and made her want to cry.

    "Hey, I'm going to take a shower, I won't leave." Qin Chu turned around and rubbed her hair.

    Qiu Jinning then slowly let go of her hand.

    She lay down on the bed, touched the corners of her eyes with her hands, her heart was stable for a while, and empty for a while.

    So when Qin Chu returned to the bed, her hands reached Qin Chu's shoulders, and she sank into Qin Chu's arms, soft as if she had no bones.

    "Qin Chu, I think-"

    A drunk person seems to have turned into a flowing spring, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, a charming look, and a charming tone of voice.

    In the eyes of everyone in Baiyue, she couldn't get in touch with the female Zaifu, who was always elegant and graceful, as if she had changed into a different person, and belonged exclusively to Qin Chu's wife.

    Qin Chu looked at her deeply, and said in a low voice, "Good boy, sleep well."

    The smile on the corner of Qiu Jinning's mouth disappeared, and she said timidly, "Qin Chu, don't you miss me?"

    Usually this person is always enthusiastic about bedtime love, and always possesses her excessively.

    Now she took the initiative by taking advantage of a little alcohol, but she only got a sound of honest sleep.

    Qiu Jinning's heart was full of joy, the corners of her eyes suddenly turned red, and tears welled up again.

    Her Qin Chu seemed to have really changed.

    Qin Chu smiled, and said in a doting tone, "Good boy, have a good sleep."

    Being rejected again, Qiu Jinning closed her eyes, tears finally couldn't hold back, and flowed down the corners of her eyes.

    Facing the man who was suddenly raining with pear blossoms, Qin Chu felt a pain in his heart, and hugged him: "Why are you crying? It's not that I don't want to. My Jinning is so beautiful. I think about it all the time. Look at you back to modern times.I don't know how to take care of myself, I'm still so thin, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it, last time, I'm sorry."

    Because of the reunion after a long absence, because of the resentment and regret of those eighteen years, and because of the hostility in her heart, she lost her sense of proportion.

    I have been regretting for tossing the people I cherish and love until I fainted from exhaustion.

    When mentioning the last time, Qiu Jinning thought of the one-thousand-dollar deal, remembered that Qin Chu asked her to pay six thousand dollars, and remembered that in the wine shop, this man paid for other women.

    Immediately, he didn't even care about his embarrassment, and only felt grievance in his heart.

    She grabbed Qin Chu's collar, found the collarbone and bit down on it.

    Qin Chu gasped from being bitten, but he was still the same as before, resisting not to dodge, and letting the person in his arms vent his emotions.

    Tasting the salty taste of blood on her lips, Qiu Jinning let go. She gently touched the place she had bitten with her fingers, and asked with red eyes: "Have you ever had sex with others? Why did you pay for that senior sister?What does it have to do with her?"

    The red-eyed figure is like an irritated kitten, showing its blunt claws, bluffing with teeth and claws.

    Qin Chu was taken aback by the question, and asked uncertainly, "Are you sober?"

    "Don't change the subject, Qin Chu, can you answer my question?"

    This person changed the subject again, and avoided her words. Could it be that he really couldn't go back.

    Qiu Jinning felt a pain in her heart, as if someone had pinched her heart, and the suffocation came with the pain, which made her shiver and she shed more tears.

    Qin Chu felt distressed when he saw it. He lowered his head and kissed her tears, and coaxed in a low voice, "I'm just an ordinary classmate with her. How can I pay her when she's drunk like that? I've never had a relationship with anyone else. Qiu Cheng compares his own charm.Don't you know, I can't wait to spend my whole life in bed with you."

    "lecher."

    Qiu Jinning gave her an angry look, the tears finally stopped falling, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth again, both shame and anger.

    A 'Prime Minister Qiu' soothed her flustered and aching heart.

    In his memory, when the two were in bed, Qin Chu would call her "My Prime Minister Qiu" in this way with a smile.

    Qin Chu chuckled lightly: "Is Jinning jealous?"

    It's really strange, in the past when she ran the wine shop, countless noble girls were greeted and sent to her. She had never seen Qiu Jinning care so much before.

    "Um."

    Unexpectedly, Qiu Jinning did not deny that the former Qin Chu could give her a 100% sense of security.

    Now that she has been away for many years and has been pushed away again and again, how can she not hesitate.

    After she left, Qin Chu continued to live in Baiyue for eighteen years. She hoped that Qin Chu could find companionship and happiness instead of being alone.

    But when he thought that Qin Chu was really with someone else and gave the tenderness and possession of her to other women, his heart was filled with soreness and grief.

    After all, people can't be selfless, and she is also a selfish person emotionally.

    The mouth says insincere words, but the heart cannot lie to itself.

    Seeing her complex expression, Qin Chu knew what she was thinking, so he asked the question again: "Jinning, do you know what I regret the most? I don't regret the eighteen years of loneliness. I justI hate myself for being too slow, for not noticing that you were sick, for not being able to accompany you well during the year when you were seriously ill, I really miss you."

    Thinking of holding Qiu Jinning's memorial tablet, can fall into a dream, dreaming of her beloved wife.

    But waking up from the dream, but only full of emptiness, only endless miss.

    "Qin Chu, don't think about it anymore. It's not your fault, it's because I'm too selfish. Let's stay together well, and we'll never be apart again, okay?" Qiu Jinning kissed the corner of her mouth, once and for all, treating her like a treasure, lingering endlessly.

    Qin Chu's heart softened, he endured his heartbeat and greed, and calmly said: "Jin Ning, in fact, it was not only Sun Xuejie who went to the hospital that day, but I was also sick."

    Seeing Qiu Jinning's worried face, she became ruthless, and continued: "The doctor said I don't have much time, so I thought I wouldn't delay you, you should live well, let's stop here."

    People can never empathize if the knife does not fall on themselves.

    "What's wrong, let's see if it gets better."

    "It's not good." Qin Chu looked calm, sizing up Qiu Jinning's expression.

    There is only heart medicine for heart disease, and her medicine is Qiu Jinning's choice, the choice she hopes to hear.

    "Qin Chu, don't scare me, don't leave me, no matter how many days you have, we will be together."

    Qiu Jinning's breathing trembled, followed by her whole body trembling, frightened and helpless.

    Qin Chu tried his best to suppress his emotions, and hugged her tightly: "Then why did you leave in the first place?"

    After leaving for a year and waiting for more than 300 days, finally got a sentence of 'you must live well'.

    "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't leave me, don't leave me-"

    Qiu Jinning couldn't control it anymore, and burst into tears.

    Qin Chu let out a long sigh: "Don't cry, I lied to you, I'm in good health, so if you do it again, do you want to do it for me?"

    But the person in his arms didn't stop crying, sobbed for a while and took another bite.

    "Hiss, stop biting, it hurts, Jinning, I hurt."

    At the end of the sentence, she let out a half-smile, and also shed tears. She hurts so much, it hurts so much.

    Depressed crying resounded in the room, and the two hugged each other tightly, as if they wanted to cry away all the grievances and separations they had suffered all these years.

    Half an hour later, the two men calmed down one after another and smiled at each other.

    "Since when did Prime Minister Qiu become a little weeping bag? If someone else sees this, he won't lose all his majesty."

    As he spoke, Qin Chu stretched out his hand to touch the buttons of Qiu Jinning's pajamas, then put his hand into the clothes, caressing//.

    Qiu Jinning blushed furiously: "Don't scare me from now on, let's go to the hospital tomorrow morning for a physical examination."

    "I'm really fine. I deliberately scared you to see if you dare to leave in the future."

    "Then I have to take a look, I'm not at ease."

    "Okay, I'll listen to you."

    Before going to bed, Qiu Jinning hugged Qin Chu's arm tightly, leaned into her ear and asked, "Qin Chu, are we together again, right? It's not about money."

    "Um."

    "to speak"

    When writing this chapter, I cried out inexplicably. It may be because of a cold, or it may be empathy. Everyone must meet a good person. Hold hands until the hair is gray and still have love. Of course, we must also be responsible for our feelingsGood man, be a reliable lover~?

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