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    Unlike the main character who has not recovered his memory, Lin Qingyu can see that Qi Hanchuan's attitude towards "him" is different from other people, and he should have a good impression, so why did he refuse?

    Doesn't this person have that kind of liking for the main personality?

    Lin Qingyu couldn't tell what emotion it was, but there was a hint of disappointment mixed with joy, as if he was secretly happy that this person didn't like the main personality, but also depressed that the main personality was also him.

    After clearing out the thoughts that flashed through his mind, he left the dangerous distance that was close at hand as if in shock, but because of his excessive movement range, his body was infested with alcohol and he was out of control. Before he left, his body shook and accidentallysat down.

    Lin Qingyu's face turned red in an instant, her phoenix eyes widened, and she stared blankly at the person below her with extremely deep eyes.

    Deathly silence.

    "Aren't you going to get up?" Qi Hanchuan closed his eyes, his voice slightly hoarse, and said calmly.

    Lin Qingyu frantically tried to stand up, the more flustered he was, the more he made mistakes sometimes, feeling some kind of gradual strangeness, he suddenly became stiff all over and dared not move.

    "On purpose?" Qi Hanchuan opened his half-closed dark eyes, looking at him with a half-smile.

    The low-alcohol voice seems to have a small hook, teasing Lin Qingyu who is getting more and more flustered.

    "No, no." Lin Qingyu stammered, Qingjun's entire face flushed red, he was at a loss and wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain, his beautiful eyelashes trembled, and he forgot to pretend in a hurry.

    Qi Hanchuan sighed as light as a feather, and gently pushed Lin Qingyu away and sat up, crossing his legs, covering up the subconscious reaction of being caught off guard by his lover rubbing against sensitive parts, and also made the young man less embarrassed.

    He looked at Lin Qingyu, who was dodging his eyes, his shy appearance was exactly the same as in the previous world, and a smile flickered on the corner of his mouth.

    Qi Hanchuan suddenly thought about Lin Qingyu's actions just now, and stroked his lips lightly with his fingers, his smile seemed to deepen, and he asked after a slight pause, "Is the main character dormant?"

    Lin Qingyu's drunkenness dissipated a little, and after realizing that he was seen through, he was slightly stunned, and the bright red blood on his face faded like a tide: "Do you know it's me?"

    So... that's why you rejected him?

    Qi Hanchuan nodded, he vetoed like that, Lin Qingyu, the main character, would not show such a smile, but would just nod a little unhappy, and then talk nonsense in a daze.

    His eyes stayed on the young man whose palms were clenched tightly, his fingertips were turning blue with such strength, and his lips were moving. He fixed his eyes and asked, "Uncomfortable?"

    Lin Qingyu's red eyes were misty, she looked at him for a while, and asked, "Is it me or him that you are worried about?"

    The mood became more and more difficult to calm down, the spikes on his body stood up again, Lin Qingyu clenched his teeth, he didn't know where he was biting, and there was a trace of blood in his mouth, and asked hoarsely: "Do you want him to appear?"

    Lin Qingyu, who has no memory, is kind and cheerful, and stupid is only temporarily insane. Without his viciousness, sensitivity, and only hatred in his eyes, he will never be able to recover the master personality, and the master personality can restore sanity. Qi Hanchuan would choose the master personalityIt should be.

    Those words that seem to help him are also for the sake of the personality, for fear that the personality will think wildly if they know they are alone.

    But why can't he be reconciled...why is he responsible for all the bad things?The pain of being studied, the unbelievability of being betrayed, hearing the news of the death of a loved one, these memories that the protagonist does not want to accept are all thrown to him, and he is clean and truly reborn to love and be loved.

    Obviously he is also "Lin Qingyu".

    A strong feeling of self-loathing suddenly surged up in Lin Qingyu's heart, which was mixed with strong jealousy. He lowered his head, nails dug into his palms, and his eyes were filled with endless darkness.

    Maybe... There is no need for two Lin Qingyu in this world.

    Qi Hanchuan saw that Lin Qingyu had misunderstood, so he stretched out his hand to caress the end of the young man's reddish eyes. After seeing the emotion in his eyes, his jaw tensed slightly, and he suppressed all emotions, and said in a deep voice, "Lin Qingyu, you are oneoverall."

    With this sound, Lin Qingyu, who was drowning in the darkness, was pulled back. He raised his head and stared blankly at Qi Hanchuan, whose expression had never been serious before.

    Qi Hanchuan held Lin Qingyu's palm and forced him to open his palm. Seeing his lover's bad habit of pinching palms in this life, he sighed. Under Lin Qingyu's astonished gaze, he lowered his head and kissed that white and tender palm..

    The sub-personality is different from the main personality who has not regained his sanity. His sanity is clear and he has all the memories. Since the two love each other, why delay the time and increase the torture?

    It just so happens that there are some things that need to be explained clearly.

    "I don't know what happened to you to split your personality, but you are the same person, you are not separated from each other, you are all part of the 'Lin Qingyu', and no one is a complete person without anyone." Qi Hanchuan looked at the alreadyLin Qingyu was stunned, his eyes softened for a moment, and he whispered calmly: "The person I like."

    Lin Qingyu opened his eyes wide.

    The words at the end hit the recovering heart hard, like a cheerful drum beating violently. He stared blankly at Qi Hanchuan, as if he heard the sound of the waves making a big uproar. The soul in the depths was awake for a moment, and then fell into a deep sleep again..

    Qi Hanchuan reached out and stroked the young man's hair, moved his palm down, clasped the back of Lin Qingyu's head, and then got closer, so close that he could feel each other's breath again, the distance/ambiguous, looked down at Lin Qingyu: "Yes?"

    Lin Qingyu couldn't believe it, and blinked stupidly before returning to his senses.

    Qi Hanchuan acquiesced that he agreed, covered Lin Qingyu's slightly cool lips, gently pried open his teeth, blended with his breath, and completed a lingering kiss.

    After the kiss, Lin Qingyu clenched the hem of his clothes reluctantly, even though he pretended to be calm, he still looked at him nervously and helplessly.

    Lin Qingyu was still in a daze, unable to recover from the ups and downs of the night.

    He just confirmed that he likes Qi Hanchuan, so...together?

    Qi Hanchuan pinched his face lightly, bringing him back to his senses, and said with a faint smile, "Next time I will re-introduce you to your family."

    Lin Qingyu moved his lips, feeling unprecedented joy for the first time since his rebirth, so that he felt a little unreal, and asked hesitantly: "Do you really like me? The me who has memories?"

    So you didn't listen to those words just now?Qi Hanchuan had no choice but to kiss Lin Qingyu's brow to ease his mood, and said, "It's you if you have memories or not, why should you exclude each other?"

    Lin Qingyu pursed his lips tightly, his expression showing that he was in a fierce struggle.

    "Let's talk about it when you want to." Qi Hanchuan saw Lin Qingyu's resistance, patted his hand lightly, and said, "Today is a happy day to reunite with my family, don't think about anything else."

    Lin Qingyu heaved a sigh of relief, nodded slowly, followed Qi Hanchuan to lie down, still a little like a dream, and quietly grabbed the corner of the person next to him.

    It seems that even if he wakes up from the dream, this person will not leave his side.

    Qi Hanchuan still had one more thing to discuss with him. After thinking for a while, he considered, "Can I tell the main character that you are the same person?"

    "I've already said it." Lin Qingyu's voice was a little soft: "This morning."

    He didn't expect that after hiding it for so long, he would be impulsive.

    But it's still good to say that concealing is not a good choice, it is his selfishness, he is already riddled with holes, and he just wants a clean "Lin Qingyu" who has not been tortured, but he didn't expect to meet QiHan Chuan gave birth to thoughts that shouldn't be there, and also understood what kind of wrong path he had gone astray.

    Qi Hanchuan was slightly taken aback, no wonder he didn't see the main character appear for almost a whole day, and only came out for a while when he was drunk.

    Qi Hanchuan imagined the scene of the listless main character shrunk in the sea of consciousness, shook his head with a laugh, and guessed: "Is he sleeping?" Otherwise, he should have switched long ago.

    "He's drunk." Lin Qingyu nodded, looked sideways at Qi Hanchuan, stared at those black eyes for a while, and then suddenly did something out of the ordinary for him—sneaked into Qi Hanchuanin the arms.

    After finishing, Lin Qingyu's cheeks were a little red, and just about to explain out loud, Qi Hanchuan didn't say anything, but instead wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him even tighter.

    Lin Qingyu froze for a few seconds, trying to slow down his body, the corners of his lips could not help but curl up, thinking that Qi Hanchuan would treat him like this when the main character wakes up tomorrow, his smile gradually disappeared.

    "Although we are the same person, I still want to ask." Lin Qingyu approached Qi Hanchuan, staring at him with a serious face, sweating in his hands: "Which one do you like more?"

    Qi Hanchuan kissed him: "You are complete."

    Lin Qingyu snorted softly, wondering if she was dissatisfied with the answer.

    He was quiet for a while, suddenly thought of something, suddenly realized and raised his head in surprise and asked: "Did you like me in the last life?"

    Qi Hanchuan in this life was different almost from the beginning, saying that he liked the complete him, but he only saw him with a split personality.And from Qi Hanchuan's words, in the last life, he ran around to save him, so it is reasonable to speculate, did he fall in love with the complete him in the last life?

    Qi Hanchuan was silent for a moment, if Lin Qingyu's last life refers to the last world...

    "Yes." Qi Hanchuan nodded.

    "But when did you meet me? It wasn't when I was tutoring... Mmm."

    "No." Qi Hanchuan blocked the lips that were trying to dig out the truth with his own mouth, and then let go when he kissed until the person was dizzy and about to lack oxygen: "Let's rest."

    Lin Qingyu blinked her twinkling phoenix eyes, calmed her breath, and cooperated obediently: "Okay."

    After a while, he couldn't help but said again: "Why are your kissing skills so good? No..."

    Qi Hanchuan looked down at Lin Qingyu who was thinking of something in his arms and narrowed his eyes dangerously, and patiently explained: "I have only kissed you in this life."

    Lin Qingyu asked tentatively: "Then you have had..."

    Qi Hanchuan looked at him with a half-smile: "No, in this life and the previous life, I only liked you alone, do you want to try?"

    Lin Qingyu's heart was in full bloom, and he felt something acutely at the next moment. Recalling the terrifying size that he accidentally sat on, he fell silent for a moment, and closed his eyes: "I'm sleepy."

    He hasn't prepared himself mentally yet, this, that, we'll talk about it later!

    Zombies don't need to sleep, Lin Qingyu's excuse was too clumsy.But Qi Hanchuan was just joking, and easily let him go: "Okay, sleep."

    It was quiet in the middle of the night, and the moon was just shining outside the window.

    Lin Qingyu opened his eyes, looked at the person whose eyes were closed for a while, touched his lips lightly with his fingertips, and whispered to the main character who had been silent since he woke up in his consciousness: "He wants us to merge."

    The protagonist roared: I don't like you.

    "I don't like you either." The subpersonality said calmly, "But maybe, as he said, we are the complete 'Lin Qingyu' together."

    "So I will give you a choice, fusion or devour, you choose."

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