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    The moment panic and fear overwhelmed the sky, Lian Tingyu calmed down instead, and he suddenly had a feeling that the dust had settled.

    When he was a child, he was very afraid of being beaten, not because he was afraid of pain, but because he was not sure when the gambler would go crazy.Sometimes when he was sitting at the desk doing homework, the gambler would suddenly kick him hard from behind.

    He was very afraid of this kind of pain that he didn't know when it would come, but when the pain really fell on him, he had a kind of fearless courage instead.

    The summer clothes were very thin, and Lian Tingyu tore off the clothes expressionlessly, revealing the red birthmark on the upper left side of his chest.

    The boy's thin white fingers tightly clutched the clothes, and because of the force, the joints turned red.He raised his head and looked at Lian Feng calmly.

    The window of the living room was open, letting in some cool night breeze, the moonlight poured in through the window, illuminating a small piece of the floor, Lian Tingyu stood at the junction of light and darkness, the night wind lifted the corner of his clothes.

    After a long while of silent confrontation, Lian Feng took off his windbreaker, put it on the slightly trembling boy, turned and walked out.

    Lian Tingyu stared at his leaving back, threw the clothes on the ground expressionlessly, and picked them up again with red eyes.

    Looking for an excuse to ask for two days off, Jian Ju was very happy to see his "Jian Family Army" - the stray cat army.To add color.

    Tiancai sighed: "Your master is still with that man these two days?"

    Jian Ju scratched her head: "What man? I don't know, I went to school with Xiaobai, and I don't live on the mountain recently. But isn't Master staying with different men every day?"

    "...Kids are not allowed to talk nonsense." Tiancai sighed, "But what's the matter with you masters and apprentices, your junior brother Xiaoyu was also kidnapped by a man recently, and he follows him every day, he looks so goodno."

    "Junior brother? Xiaoyu?" Jian Ju was stunned for a moment, "I only have one junior brother, his name is Xiaoyu, and he said three times in that language."

    Tiancai was also stunned: "Isn't he called Xiaoyu? He is called Xiaoyu because he loves to eat fish. The fish with the second sound, did I recognize the wrong person?"

    "No way, but his original body was a cat..."

    Jian Ju recalled: "When I saw my junior brother on the mountain, I wanted to name him 'Jian Hei' because he was a little black cat, but my junior brother said he had a name, which was Xiaoyu."

    "Call it whatever you want." Tian Cai waved his hand, "Anyway, help me bring a word to your master, tell him not to be obsessed with obsession."

    "oh."

    Jian Ju packed a cup of milk tea and prepared to take it home for Xiaobai to drink.At a certain intersection in the suburbs, Jian Ju met the human master of the younger brother who was wearing a black shirt.

    He originally wanted to go over to say hello, but he was given a cake this morning, so he should return with a present.However, he only has a cup of milk tea, and this cup of milk tea is for Xiaobai...

    Jian Ju pinched the bodyguard bell, and slipped away quietly. After walking a long way, he turned his head and saw the man walking another road. Jian Ju took a look, and that road led to a certain nursing home.

    The architectural style of the nursing home is very retro, with white tiles and white walls, and flower vines climbing on the fence.The sanatorium is surrounded by rivers and vast flower fields, and it is in flowering season right now. The pink and purple flower fields are laid out among the houses, and the breeze brings the fragrance of flowers slowly.

    Go around the flower field and walk fifty meters inside, and you will find the gate of the nursing home.The sun was shining brightly in summer, and there were a few old people sitting in the yard, playing chess against each other in pairs, it was very lively.

    The front desk lady secretly looked at Lian Feng who was talking to the staff.

    This private sanatorium was originally owned by Joe's, and later Lian's also became a shareholder.They liked Mr. Lian better than the staid and serious Chairman Qiao. Mr. Lian always visited the nursing home by himself, never put on airs, and even treated the staff to a big meal.

    The afternoon light slanted in through the windows, and the Tyndall effect circled the shape of the light.The man's side face was plated with a layer of light gold by the sun, like a god.

    The front desk lady lowered her head with a blushing face, and when she raised her head again, the man had already left.

    Lian Feng followed the staff to a room in the corner of the 18th floor. The room was very spacious and there were various green plants in the open space.

    After entering the room, the staff closed the door. In the quiet space on the 18th floor, the door panel made a sharp and heavy sound, waking up the person who was tied to the bed by the restraint belt.

    Lian Feng raised his eyelids and looked over.

    The person on the bed had gray hair, sunken eyes, and wrinkled skin. The moment he saw Lian Feng, he struggled and shouted frantically, but his mouth was blocked, so he could only make a hoarse neighing.

    Lian Feng wiped the dust on the chair lightly, and the staff walked over, tore off the tape on his mouth, and threw the straw connected to the water over.

    Zhao Changfu eagerly stretched his neck to reach for the straw thrown on the bed, and the muscles and soft tissues that had almost lost their elasticity twitched nervously.After drinking several sips of water, he was finally able to speak.

    The old gambler, who would rather die than live, cursed and banged his head against the wall, crying, "You kill me!"

    Lian Feng turned a blind eye.

    Zhao Changfu started laughing crazily: "Little bastard, you will never forget the past, you are just a mutt under my feet, you dare not resist when I trample you to death."

    "You hate your mother, that bitch loves me so much, she didn't know her illness until she died—"

    The staff member wiped the cold sweat off his head, he didn't dare to look back at the look on the man's face, and threw the sedative into the trash can with shaking hands.

    Lian Feng looked at the nervous and twitching person on the bed, and smiled: "I can't forget the past, just destroy it."

    Lian Feng glanced at the staff, who immediately took a photo of a woman and a pocket watch from the bedside table.

    Soon the old gambler was hypnotized, he seemed to have seen the most terrifying scene in the whole world, his eyeballs were about to bleed, he struggled and howled frantically.

    Lian Feng took the photo from the staff, and his eyes fell on the woman's gentle smile: "Sixteen-year-old Lian Tingyu loves you very much."

    He put the photo in the sun, turned and walked out of the room.

    Lian Tingyu dreamed of the past again.

    He was lying on the ground like a dead dog, and countless fists and feet fell on him.At the age of sixteen, he already had the strength to resist men, but his mother's tearful request always sounded in his ears: "Please whisper, don't resist, and you will suffer more beatings if you resist..."

    Lian Tingyu tried his best to resist the urge to resist, and dug his fingernails into the palm of his hand.

    Time and space intersected, and he dreamed of himself holding his left hand and being held in his mother's arms.

    Mother hugged him and wept wildly: "I can't get a divorce, he will change it, if he loses money and learns his lesson, he will change it..."

    When Lian Feng walked in, he saw such a scene.

    The little boy was leaning on the sofa, his black windbreaker was tilted to one side, covering half of his face, while the other half of his face was already soaked with tears.

    Inorganic eyes were locked on the young man's face, even the seal cut his palm, and blood flowed out, dripping on the jade pendant in the heart of his right hand, and the jade pendant gave off a faint red mist.

    Soon, the jade pendant hanging around the young man's neck also showed a faint red light through the clothes.

    Lian Feng was stained with blood, and drew a complicated pattern on the jade pendant. He bent down, and the jade pendant was glowing red, and gradually surrounded the young man.

    Because of crying, the boy's nose was red, the end of his eyes was red, his eyelashes were washed black by tears, and there was a long tear stain on his left cheek, making him look extremely pitiful.

    Lian Feng stood aside, watching indifferently as the red light spread toward the young man, gradually climbing up his feet, the young man frowned uncomfortably, and tears welled up again——

    Lian Feng took back the jade pendant, stretched out his hand, and gently caught the young man's unshed tears.

    The blood on his hand touched the boy's face, leaving a clear bloodstain.

    His movement woke up Lian Tingyu, Lian Tingyu jumped up with his eyes wide open, like a cat with fur.He was still immersed in his dream, and his whole body was terrified, but his eyes were full of unwillingness and hatred.

    Lian Feng took him into his arms and patted his back lightly: "Don't be afraid, no one will dare to hit you."

    Sixteen-year-old Lian Tingyu just made a wish, hoping to see his future self, when twenty-six-year-old Lian Tingyu appeared in front of him.

    Lian Tingyu leaned against him, stunned for a long time: "So I survived."

    Lian Feng didn't speak.

    Lian Tingyu sensed his indifferent and distant attitude, and sniffed aggrievedly.

    Lian Feng watched coldly, seeing that the young man was about to cry again, he responded blankly: "Yes."

    "I can talk, so it's not a hallucination..." Lian Tingyu stretched out his hand to compare the height of himself and the man, "I am so tall at the age of twenty-six?"

    Lian Feng remembered the words of that magic stick, and sneered: "You can't grow taller anymore."

    Lian Tingyu flattened her mouth unhappily, frowned and wanted to cry again, Lian Feng coaxed helplessly: "When you are twenty-six, you can grow so tall."

    "Twenty-six years old, ten years to go..." Lian Tingyu rubbed his eyes, "How is Mom?"

    Lian Feng didn't answer his words, just turned and left.

    Lian Tingyu rubbed his eyes again, he didn't understand why this person was comforting him gently, but he was hot and cold towards him.

    But the joy of wish fulfillment dilutes all these complicated thoughts, even Ting Yu's spirit relaxes, and soon falls asleep again leaning on the soft pillow.

    This time he didn't have nightmares.

    When Lian Feng went downstairs again, he found the boy sitting on the sofa with his back straightened and his face expressionless.Seeing Lian Feng down, he just lowered his eyes and ignored him completely.

    Lian Feng walked up to him with a towel and bent down.Lian Tingyu tilted his head to the side, and Lian Feng pressed his shoulder.

    "do not move."

    The hot towel touched his face, Lian Tingyu looked at the white towel stained with blood, and said in silence for a moment, "Are you injured?"

    Lian Feng raised his eyebrows: "This is a strange question."

    Lian Tingyu turned his head.

    It was obviously the blood on his own face, but he asked the man if he was injured, which was really strange.But Lian Tingyu just didn't want to lose the wind: "I'm a demon, you're human, so you're more likely to get hurt."

    As soon as the words fell, he saw the wound on the man's hand.

    Lian Feng stood up indifferently, and threw the blood-stained towel into the trash can.Lian Tingyu followed behind him with burning eyes: "Is it because of the jade pendant that you were injured?"

    He issued a question, and replied affirmatively: "You used your blood to prove my identity, so you were injured."

    Lian Feng turned his head to look at Xiaowei who followed him back to the living room, and smiled as if admitting it.His hands were soaked in water, and the area around the wound was fainted red.

    Lian Tingyu took out the medicine box from the cabinet without saying a word, intending to bandage the man's wound.

    Noticing the man's half-smiling gaze, he explained: "I care about you as much as I care about myself. I won't feel better if you get hurt."

    "Although you hate me."

    The little boy took out the gauze from the medicine box as if nothing had happened, but his thin white fingers trembled slightly.It seemed that the next second, the beautiful eyes filled with mist were about to cry.

    Lian Feng paused for a moment, took the gauze in his hand, and pinched the boy's soft fingertips again: "I don't hate you."

    ——Dust, does it mean to seal the past?

    —Sorry, I'm an orphan.

    Two lines of words flashed in front of his eyes alternately, Lian Tingyu blinked his eyes vigorously, and blinked out the sourness in his nose.He lowered his head and said, "Have you suspected me for a long time?"

    Lian Feng nodded slightly.

    Lian Tingyu thought of the peach blossom jade pendant on his neck, the street lamp in Guicheng was in the shape of a peach blossom, and the first time they met was under the street lamp in Guicheng, separated by an umbrella and a heavy rain.

    The street light was broken, and the little black cat and the man went to another street light that was on at the same time.

    "Because I'm as afraid of the dark as you are?"

    Lian Tingyu felt that this reason was a bit far-fetched. Although cats are very agile at night, no less than during the day, there are many cats in the world who are afraid of the dark.

    Lian Feng glanced at the young man's clear eyes like streams: "Because of your eyes."

    Lian Tingyu: ...

    It was so dark at that time, and the little black cat was covered in pitch black, what kind of eyes could he see... Lian Tingyu suddenly realized: "You're kidding me."

    There was a smile in Lianfeng's peach blossom eyes.

    Lian Tingyu sullenly said, "When I speak seriously, I hope you don't joke. We are equals, don't always treat me like a child."

    "I didn't treat you as a child, just."

    Lian Feng pulled him over: "When I came back, you were haunted by a nightmare."

    "Hug me with tears in your eyes and call me brother."

    The summer clothes are too thin, even Tingyu can feel the warmth of his shoulders touching the man's chest.The faint cedar aroma lingered on the tip of the nose, Lian Heyu's face became hot: "Impossible."

    But he didn't know the truth, because he did have a nightmare, and he did see a man the moment he opened his eyes.

    Lian Feng clutched his wrist, and compared it to the top of his head: "You said - I am so tall at the age of twenty-six?"

    Lian Tingyu raised his head involuntarily following the man's movements, his wrists were surrounded by the man, and he looked very thin.

    Lian Tingyu struggled a bit, but accidentally touched the man's hair, he suddenly withdrew his hand, walked to the other side of the sofa and sat down, but the roots of his ears were red.

    Scratching the back of his itchy hands, Lian Tingyu quietly glanced at the man's broad shoulders and long legs.

    Sensing the young man's gaze, Lian Feng hooked the corners of his lips and comforted him: "When you are twenty-six, you will grow so tall."

    Even Tingyu thought of Jian Ju, Jian Ju was over a hundred years old, and still looked like a fat boy.Lian Tingyu stood up and walked upstairs dully.

    Lian Feng grabbed him.

    Unable to break even listening to the words, he said sullenly: "Is there anything else?"

    "Talk about the ID card." Lian Feng pushed him on the sofa, "This time I will follow my surname Lian, little monster."

    Lian Tingyu didn't like his casual but very determined tone, and retorted, "My last name is Lian."

    "My name is Lian Tingyu."

    After dropping this sentence, Lian Tingyu went upstairs, but he didn't see the man's expression.

    Jian Yun quickly helped him get his ID card. Lian Tingyu originally thought that he would ask him why he chose such a surname, why he called it this name, but Jian Yun didn't say anything, just asked Jian Ju to help him.Bring your ID card.

    Lian Tingyu was a little puzzled: "Brother, how is Master doing?"

    "I met Master that day, but I made Master angry." Jian Ju was a little aggrieved, "Sister Tiancai asked me to bring a word to Master, but I just conveyed what Sister Tiancai said, and Master suddenly became angry."

    Lian Tingyu frowned, originally wanted to ask more details, but he didn't say anything in the end.Everyone has unhappy things, why bother to get to the bottom of it.

    Jian Ju didn't notice the abnormal mood of his younger brother. He happily pointed to the name on his ID card: "Lian Tingyu, this name sounds really nice, much better than my Jianju. Junior brother, so your name is Lian Tingyuah!"

    Lian Tingyu nodded silently.

    Jian Ju handed him the ID card: "I heard from the master that you have no family members, so your household registration is in the name of the master. Anyway, there are not many monsters returning to the city, so you can settle down casually."

    family.

    Lian Tingyu lowered his eyes: "Brother, if I have an ID card, I can rent a house, go to school and live freely like a normal human being, right?"

    Jian Ju nodded: "Of course!"

    After Lian Tingyu got his ID card, he went to work in Tiancai's milk tea shop as usual. Recently, he and Lian Feng didn't mention having lunch together, but they would go home together after get off work in the afternoon.

    When eating at night, Lian Tingyu put his ID card on the table: "My master helped me get the ID card."

    Lian Feng glanced at it.

    Lian Tingyu pursed his lips and held up his ID card: "You haven't seen this name for a long time."

    Lian Feng pulled the corner of his lower lip: "Nearly ten years."

    Until lying on the bed, Lian Tingyu's mind was still haunted by the man's dark tone.He turned over and got out of bed, and found the badly damaged magazine from the Qiankun bag.

    He re-read the man's interview from beginning to end, staring at the indifferent young man on the cover.

    At night, with a lot of aura, Lian Tingyu realized very clearly that Lian Feng hated that period of the past that he could do nothing to let others bully him, and he was precisely that period of the past.

    His existence will only make the man repeatedly recall the painful past. When he looks at himself, will he have nightmares?Do you dream of being beaten every year and unable to fight back?

    Will do.

    He already has a bright and splendid present, why let him fall into the mud again.

    Lian Tingyu thought calmly, it was Lian Feng who saved the little black cat who was dying of hunger and fell to the side of the road, and Lian Feng didn't owe him anything.

    He placed the beautiful peach blossom jade pendant and the mobile phone with the bell on the bed, took a thin magazine and an even thinner ID card, and left the villa under the cover of the moonlight.

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