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    Lian Tingyu looked down at the white shirt on her body: "If I guess correctly, all my clothes are equipped with trackers."

    Lian Feng smiled: "Yes."

    Lian Tingyu didn't like his calm attitude, and said with a straight face: "You clearly know that I like freedom and equality, but you still do this. Even if you don't use these things, I will not leave you, because II like you, that's for sure."

    "I am not sure."

    "What are you not sure about? Are you not sure that I won't leave you," Lian Tingyu was angry, his voice trembling because of excitement, "Or are you not sure that I like you?"

    Lian Feng raised his head, stared at the boy's red eyes, and finally sighed: "Don't cry."

    Lian Tingyu didn't intend to cry at first, but when he was coaxed by the man, his eyes instantly filled with enthusiasm.He clenched his fists and held back his tears:

    "I don't know how to prove to you that I like you, but I only took off the night light, and I left all the clothes alone."

    "Because the night light can be put back together after being disassembled, but the clothes cannot be put back together after being cut into pieces."

    Lian Feng stretched out his hand and opened the boy's clenched fist, preventing him from pinching his palm.Lian Tingyu was a little helpless, his nose sore: "You obviously like me very much."

    Lian Feng wiped his tears with his sleeve: "Because I like it, I tried my best to hold it in my hands."

    "Why is life so tiring?" Lian Tingyu frowned, he was not very sad, but tears rolled out of his eyes uncontrollably, "Brother, we are living a very good life now, forget about the past, wouldn't it be easier to be free??”

    Lian Feng was silent and didn't speak.

    Lian Tingyu lowered his head and unbuttoned his shirt. He unbuttoned it twice before he undid it. He pointed to the red birthmark on his heart: "If I hate the past, then I will destroy everything related to the past."

    "So the scar on your chest is from you destroying the birthmark, right?"

    "Um."

    "So we finally came back to the most fundamental problem, you hate the past, and I am the past itself." Lian Tingyu's voice was a little hoarse, as if someone had choked his throat.

    Lian Feng hates the dark past, and he is the past itself, this is an unsolvable problem.

    The boy's face turned pale, and he even moved his fingers slightly, but in the end he did nothing, just said: "Hating the past, it doesn't conflict with liking you."

    Lian Tingyu took a step back and shook his head: "But I will always be an unstable factor in your heart."

    The air fell silent.

    They are all extremely rational people, even the quarrel is so boring, Lian Tingyu suddenly felt boring, he picked up the mobile phone and bag on the cabinet: "I'm leaving."

    When he got to the door, Lian Feng still didn't do anything, and he didn't ask to stay.Lian Tingyu was extremely disappointed: "If you give me a hug now, I won't leave."

    He stood at the door, facing Lian Feng across the entire living room.The man stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the shadows of trees outside the window cast dappled light on his face.

    After a long time, Lian Feng said, "A hug is just a moment, but walking together is forever."

    "I will give you time to think about it, and I will also give you a chance to leave."

    Lian Tingyu turned around and left.

    Walking along the long road in the villa area, he turned around when he reached the end.As the sun sets, red clouds hang high in the sky, coating the white tile spires of the villas with a layer of light gold, and even the green maples on both sides of the road seem to bloom one tree after another.

    Today is a fine day.

    Lian Tingyu wiped her eyes and came to the nearby bus stop.A girl was discussing with her best friend what gift her boyfriend should give her on her birthday. She didn't know what her best friend said, and the two of them laughed together.

    Standing beside Lian Tingyu, he couldn't help but think of the picturesque garden.

    As the sun gradually set, Lian Tingyu took a taxi to Lian's, stood downstairs and looked up at the shimmering curtain wall.It's off-duty time now, people keep coming in and out of Lien's building, many people know him, and some people come up to talk to him.

    Lian Tingyu hid aside in embarrassment, just remembered that Lian Feng had taken annual leave recently, because they were going to travel together after their birthdays.

    The employee of the milk tea shop just passed by here, and stopped the car after seeing him: "Xiaoyu, why don't you come and sit in the shop for a while?"

    Lian Tingyu asked, "Is the store manager there?"

    "No, the store manager isn't here recently." The boy thought for a moment and replied, "The store manager said she is Ultraman, and she wants to save energy to fight monsters. We laughed like crazy when we heard the news."

    "But it doesn't matter if the store manager isn't here." The boy sighed again.

    Lian Tingyu looked up in the direction of the milk tea shop.Tiancai likes colorful and shiny things, so every day he hangs a circle of colorful lights around the milk tea shop and arranges the lights in different shapes.

    In her absence recently, the lanterns have also disappeared.

    Lian Tingyu suddenly lost interest in taking a stroll in Guicheng, so he took a taxi to stay at the same hotel as last time.Lu Qun and the others were chatting in the group, reposting the posts about the selection of new school grass after the graduation of Lian Tingyu from the previous school grass.

    Lian Tingyu looked at it for a while and found it boring, but when he cut out the chat interface, he saw a sticky dialog box.

    Lian Tingyu clicked on the dialog box and stared at the chat background in a daze.

    Every weekend, the school gate is crowded with people, bustling with laughter and laughter, and men always walk towards themselves through the crowd.The light fell on his face, everyone looked at him, but he only had himself in his eyes.

    Lian Tingyu took a lot of photos like this, and every time a man asked him, he always replied in the same way: "I didn't take pictures of you, I took pictures of me in your eyes."

    They have many pictures of each other, but not a single picture together.

    Probably because it never occurred to me that we would be separated.

    Even Tingyu took off his shirt and looked inside and out, but found no trace of the locator.But Lian Feng must install locators on all the clothes, because he will not allow any accidents to happen.

    The hotel provides breakfast and dinner. After listening to the words and having dinner, fell asleep in bed.

    In the early morning, Qiao Jinnan walked into the yard with the singing of birds. In the past, even Tingyu would sit on the swing and read a book, but today he searched around the yard, but there was no sign of Tingyu.

    Qiao Jinnan walked into the living room and found Lian Feng sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows: "Where's Xiaoyu? I brought him a birthday present."

    Qiao Jinnan put the watch box on the coffee table, and walked towards Lianfeng: "Has Xiaoyu not woken up yet? I...why do you look so bad today? Did you not eat?"

    When they first became roommates, Lian Feng always had a bad complexion, but he hated eating extremely, so the same vicious circle continued every day.

    Later, in front of his roommate's mother's hospital bed, he learned the truth about his roommate's reluctance to eat.

    That haggard woman, she said that what she regretted the most in her life was not daring to resist her parents' orders to remarry, and forcing her son not to resist, which resulted in him being abused for ten years.

    If she did it all over again, she would definitely not have hope for that demon, and would definitely choose to divorce.

    At that time, Qiao Jinnan really wanted to say: "How many times Lian Feng suffered severe beatings since he was a child, and how many times he almost died because of extreme hunger and even suffered from anorexia. What's the use of talking about it?"

    But he ended up saying nothing.

    Ever since he was a child, Qiao Jinnan's parents did not allow him to have any entertainment activities, so he could only stay at home, study and play the piano to learn etiquette, so as to be a qualified son of the Qiao family.

    At that time, he suffered from depression and wanted to end his life every day, forgetting the painful experience from childhood to adulthood.But after getting to know Lianfeng, he was so envious of Lianfeng that he was desperate, and he felt that he could earn a new life.

    Qiao Jinnan knelt down and looked at her only good friend. In fact, he was an only child. In his eyes, Lian Feng was his own younger brother: "Are you okay?"

    Lian Feng didn't speak, he gently picked up the assembled night light and put it aside.

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