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Chapter 42
so what……
Then what……
The quality of self-cultivation is as good as Shen Jiayu's first time to have the urge to curse, unscrupulous profiteers, unscrupulous profiteers, unscrupulous profiteers!!
After doing this several times, she finally calmed down a little, and then she couldn't help but think about this child, can he have this child?
Just as she was thinking, she heard the prince's nagging voice again, she turned her head and saw that he was asking the doctor about the things to pay attention to during pregnancy, and there was even a bright smile in his eyes.She looked at him, thinking that he once told her that he would be a good father when he had children.
He would indeed be a good father.
It's just that this child came at a really bad time.
On the way back to Shen's house after leaving the hospital, the prince did not hesitate to express his joy, for a while he told the doctor what precautions to take during pregnancy, even though she remembered it clearly, and for a while he discussed with great interest whether it was a boy or a girl, and even thought about the child's name.
But all of a sudden, the prince's face changed while he was talking. He looked at her belly, and his face turned green and white, and it became very complicated at once.
Jiayu felt his mood drop instantly.
She couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"
But he grabbed her hand suddenly, but he didn't reply to her words, but was very calm, like a bucket of cold water after ecstasy.
After a long time, his eyes fell on the lower abdomen again. He looked at it many times today, but Jiayu found that this time he was a little sad and hesitant.
He said: "Or don't keep him."
Jiayu was completely stunned, she looked at the prince in disbelief, but heard the prince say: "Although you and I are married now, people in the world don't know, if this child is left behind in a hurry, they think it's not my blood, or they think it's not my blood."An illegitimate child will have a bad influence on the child."
Did the prince say this?
She looked at him, but now she found that the hand he was holding her was trembling slightly. He also noticed it himself, so he withdrew his hand suddenly, and told the groom outside: "Go back to the hospital."
"Why are you going back to the hospital?" Seeing his abnormal behavior, after being shocked violently, she quickly calmed down.
The crown prince lowered his head, rarely daring to look at her. After a long time, he said: "Three months later, my son." He paused for a few times before speaking: "It's not easy to kill the child. I'll take advantage of it now."It's still early……"
So wrong, so wrong.
Jiayu couldn't believe the ridiculous reason the prince said about the blood of the illegitimate child, it must not be the reason, and he was so happy at the beginning, and he was not afraid of gossip even when he made her queen, how could he kill the child because of this reason.
She touched her stomach with her hands. Although she was shocked when she learned of his existence, she thought that he shouldn't come and that he came at an inappropriate time, but she didn't want to kill him directly.
"Jiayu, when the dust settles, we will have many children." The prince said softly after holding her hand.
Wait, the dust settles...
There seemed to be a neglected string in her mind that was instantly connected. She licked her lips and had a guess in her mind.Although Qing An has now been re-appointed as the crown prince, His Majesty is still alive, and the position of crown prince seems to be secure, but in fact he is not, and there are still many descendants of the clan who covet him.
One thought of His Majesty can make him a prince, and one thought can make him smash to pieces. Although he said good things about being re-established as a prince and enthroned today, is the current situation really as he said.
The prince sent her out of the palace instead of leaving her in the east palace. There must be part of the reason because he wanted her to escape from the center of the vortex. If he failed in this contest, she could continue to live well. Outsiders did not know that she and the princethis matter.
He didn't want to keep the child, but also because his mind, which was dazzled by joy, found reason. If he really failed, the child left behind might not have a father, or it would affect her for the rest of her life.
The prince glanced at Jiayu, it was not difficult to guess her thoughts from her face, he sighed softly in his heart.If he keeps being ecstatic, she will probably keep the child, but if she is determined to make a clean break with him without implicating his reputation, maybe she will really be willing to fight.
After all, she hadn't figured out how to make a choice, and if the Shen family were a bunch of people who were greedy for glory and wealth, it would be easy to say, but they were not. Even if Jiayu couldn't be cruel, they would try to persuade her not to.
Especially Mrs. Shen's character.
But if according to what she thinks now, he is in danger now, it may be said that this child is his only flesh and blood in the world.
They will definitely stay.
And after another two months, when the fetus is five months old, it is impossible to think about it.
"No, I want this child." Just as he was thinking, Jiayu spoke as he expected.
The prince covered the thoughts in his heart, and said: "Jiayu, we will..."
Before she finished speaking, she interrupted directly: "If you want to beat this child, I won't be able to forgive you when the situation is stable." As she spoke, a burst of water suddenly filled her eyes.
At that moment, the prince's heart tightened, and he suddenly regretted planning her to keep the child in such a way.
"We will have children in the future." He said, a little flustered, "Don't cry."
"What if I insist on staying?" She was firm.
The prince was silent, and he sighed after a long time: "Jiayu, there are some things you don't know..."
"I know, you are afraid that you will fail in the Inheritance Conquest, and that you will hurt me." She said first.
"Since you know, why stay?" The prince smiled wryly, "Raising a child is not an easy task, and if you don't have children, you can remarry in the future, so your life won't be affected."
Jiayu didn't listen to what he said, and said directly, "I'm going to keep him."
"Jiayu..."
"Don't want him, unless I die..."
Hearing this, he reached out and hugged her tightly, and sighed again: "Are you sure?"
Jiayu nodded without hesitation.
"Okay, keep him." As he spoke, he pressed his lips between her brows and responded softly.
Jiayu was stunned for a moment, she thought the prince's attitude would be very firm, maybe the two of them would have a big fight today, she didn't expect him to compromise so quickly.
At this moment, the prince let out a sigh of relief, hugged her and said, "It's indeed a bit dangerous, but it's not as serious as you think, so don't think too much about it."
"Really?" She raised her head and asked with a frown.
"Of course it is true." The prince nodded.
Now that she is pregnant, she can't make her worry too much, so he planned it long ago. He insisted on not having a child and then changed his words after a few times, so as to give her the impression that there will be troubles next, but not very serious troubles.
In this way, she won't worry too much, and this is enough for her to never worry about not wanting a child.
He looked down, and sure enough, her complexion gradually improved, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Today's mood was ups and downs, first happy and then surprised and worried, Jiayu experienced a lot of mood changes.But when the carriage finally arrived at the door of Shen's house, she had already calmed down, not so worried or hesitant.
Although the prince's attitude towards the child proved to be dangerous, the danger was unavoidable whenever the old and new regimes followed suit, and his actions told her that she was not in a situation of being besieged by all sides, but was very sure, and her heart was set.down.And then this child will definitely stay, and in that case, there is nothing much to think about.
Besides, for the sake of the child, she also needs to calm down.
It's just that even though he thought about it, he couldn't help being excited when he saw Mrs. Shen, Shen Qi'an and others whom he hadn't seen for half a year.
Mrs. Shen, Shen Qi'an heard the news that His Majesty called Zuo Qing'an back to Beijing two days ago. At that time, she didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.
What was even more unexpected was that His Majesty would re-appoint Qing An as the crown prince, and he was overjoyed at the moment.
Jiayu originally wanted to calm down, but when she saw Mrs. Shen, she couldn't help being agitated, and she couldn't control herself for a while, so Mrs. Shen even hugged Jiayu and wept with joy.After several words of persuasion, Mrs. Shen's tears were not stopped.
It was the crown prince who said, be careful, the child instantly stopped Mrs. Shen from crying.
child, what child?
She raised her head to look at the prince who was speaking, but saw the prince's gaze fell on Jiayu's lower abdomen. At the same time, Shen Qi'an heard it and saw it, and was shocked together with Mrs. Shen.
The only sound left in the room was the sound of breathing.
The prince said: "Jiayu, you go back to your room first."
Jiayu looked at the prince, and then at Mrs. Shen and Shen Qi'an. Although she felt that she and the prince should face this situation together, when she saw their eyes, she immediately handed it over to the prince without hesitation..
Jiayu left for more than half a year, but the green bamboo in the room was cleaned up every day, even the bedding was changed on time, and the whole room was exactly the same as when she left.
Just looking at the familiar environment, she couldn't calm down, her mind was full of what was happening in the main hall now?
What does mother think?What do you think brother?What did Qing An say?
Thinking about it for a while, not only can't sit still, but also live like a year.
When the door of the main room was opened, she got up immediately. At this time, the crown prince came over first, stroked her hair from the sideburns and said: "Jiayu, I will go back to the palace first, and come to see you in a few days."
Jiayu was originally worried about Mrs. Shen's attitude after she knew about this incident, but when she heard the prince say this, her mind fell on the prince for a while, and she said to him: "You must be careful in everything."
The prince hummed, looked at it several more times, and then turned and left.
As soon as the prince left, she saw Mrs. Shen standing in front of the main room, who was hesitant to speak.
"Jiayu, let's go inside and talk." Mrs. Shen said.
She followed Mrs. Shen into the room, saw Mrs. Shen sitting on an armchair, she was squatting beside Mrs. Shen, and for a moment she didn't know where to start: "Mother, I..."
Madam Shen looked at her, but sighed deeply, and said, "Mother only has one thing to tell you."
Jiayu was slightly startled, looked up at Mrs. Shen's not-young face, her heart was in a mess, she didn't know how to sort out the relationship between her and the prince for Mrs. Shen, but she heard her say: "You don't need to say anything to your mother., as long as you know that no matter what decision you make, Mother will support you."
What……
She froze.
Mrs. Shen smiled, she reached out and rubbed her hair, and said softly: "You are back today, mother asked the kitchen to cook some dishes you like."
After a while, Jiayu snuggled into Mrs. Shen's arms and hummed softly: "Mother, thank you."
I don't care about the future with the prince, but she wants to keep this child. This is her decision.
Upon hearing this, Madam Shen stroked her face and smiled.
*****
In the blink of an eye, more than half a month passed. During this period, the crown prince came once, and then Jiayu found out that three months later, her appetite suddenly increased. Before, she didn’t want to eat anything she saw, but now she didn’t want to eat anything she saw.Want to eat, the appetite suddenly increased, and the spirit also changed from the previous sluggishness, and became full of energy.
At the same time, her lower abdomen was gradually protruding, and she was no longer wearing a tunic.
When she woke up in the afternoon, Jiayu suddenly wanted to eat the sweet cakes on Zhuque Street.
After walking out of their alley, turn another corner and you will reach Suzaku Street, which is not far away. After she greeted Mrs. Shen, she took the green bamboo and went out together.
Anyway, she is the kind of pregnant woman with a normal pregnancy. She doesn't need to lie in bed all day long, but needs to walk around and buy candy cakes, which is considered as her exercise.
Suzaku Avenue is a relatively bustling street on the west side of the city. Although it is not crowded with people, it is still crowded with people.
After Jiayu bought the candy cakes, she came across an acquaintance among the passing crowd.
"Old Chen? You're back too." Jiayu said, looking at the old man in front of her with joy.
"You are, Xiao Jiayu?" Chen Lao stroked his beard and said with a smile, "The little girl has grown so big? I didn't recognize it for a while."
Jiayu frowned, obviously they had only met each other last spring, and the prince's poison was caused by Mr. Chen, why Mr. Chen looked like he hadn't seen him for many years.
Thinking about it for a moment, she asked, "Old Chen, didn't you meet me last year? Why didn't you recognize me?"
The smile on Old Chen's face disappeared in an instant, and he said in surprise: "When did we meet last year?"
At the same time, the two hidden guards squatting in the dark looked at each other in shock. Isn't that old man the one the master has been looking for?