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    Seeing that Chen Jiu stopped talking, Gu Yulin seemed to be frightened, and said, "I lied to you."

    He stretched out his hand and rubbed Chen Jiu's hair: "You are really easy to deceive."

    Chen Jiu's eyes were complicated: "You have really changed a lot."

    Gu Yulin chuckled lightly: "I thought you'd forgotten me a long time ago."

    However, there was not much smile in those slightly long and narrow eyes.

    He said softly, "Ah Jiu, I haven't seen you for so long, you've changed too."

    "When we met in the supermarket, you no longer know me."

    Chen Jiu: "..."

    At that time, didn't know that we were classmates.

    He was about to speak when a finger gagged him.

    "Shh - don't argue, I know you didn't recognize me." Gu Yulin said, "I'm not a fool."

    "You looked at me that day as if you were looking at a stranger."

    He said lightly.

    Chen Jiu didn't know what to say for a moment.

    He turned his eyes, saw the layout of the room, and was taken aback: "I'm in the hospital?"

    The room was full of large and small equipment, filled with a strange smell of medicine, but the floor was still covered with fine and thick carpets, with the hotel logo printed on it, he looked down at his hands, there were already severalThe pinhole is gone.

    "Still in the hotel." Gu Yulin said, "You have slept for three days, how do you feel?"

    Chen Jiu was a little confused, and said, "It's okay."

    He said, "Where's my phone?"

    He is used to keeping his phone by the bed, and he can watch things directly, but now there is nothing by the bed.

    Chen Jiu frowned slightly, looking for his phone everywhere.

    Just as he was looking, Chen Jiu's hand was grabbed by another pair of hands: "You don't want to die? You're still getting an injection."

    Gu Yulin almost gritted his teeth and said, "Who are you looking for? Lu Feiguo? He's gone and won't be coming back."

    "It's impossible for him to just leave." Chen Jiu said, if Lu Feiguo left, how would he contact Lu Feiyin?He didn't even add Lu Feiyin's WeChat.

    Gu Yulin listened to Chen Jiu's firm tone, as if he was sure that Lu Feiguo would not just leave without saying anything to him. This kind of trust was something he had never had before, whether it was in the past or now.

    Anger suddenly surged in his heart, but it wasn't complete anger. It was also full of worries about Chen Jiu, jealousy towards Lu Feiguo, and grievances that he couldn't vent.

    How long has Lu Feiguo known you, and you already trust him so much?

    How long have I known you, but in the end I was mercilessly thrown away by you.

    Gu Yulin pinched Chen Jiu's chin, forcing him to look up and meet her gaze.

    After so long, Chen Jiu didn't even look him in the eye, just glanced at him hastily, and went to find his cell phone.

    Everyone is more important than him.

    When something happened to the Chen family, he didn't come to beg him either, he was strong, good, that's good.

    "Lu Feiyin has money, so do I, and Lu Feiguo has beauty, so do I." Gu Yulin's breath was unsteady, "Why do you like whoever you like, but you refuse to like me?"

    He exerted a lot of force, and soon, a slight red mark appeared on Chen Jiu's face.

    Chen Jiu frowned slightly in pain.

    Gu Yulin let go of his hand and sneered: "I am in your heart, and I will never be anything, right?"

    Chen Jiu didn't speak, he really didn't know what to say.

    Gu Yulin loves too passionately, but Chen Jiu can't understand this kind of love. He doesn't like men, let alone being forced to accept this kind of crazy love.

    "I only regard you as a friend, and a friend cannot become a lover." Chen Jiu sighed, "Isn't it good to just be friends?"

    Gu Yulin raised the corner of his mouth: "I'm a friend, but Lu Feiguo doesn't matter, why?"

    "He's just my friend." Chen Jiu said.

    "A friend who can kiss?" Gu Yulin mocked, "It turns out that you are still like this. Anyone who comes is welcome."

    "You know, not everyone can be a lover, you and I are not suitable." Chen Jiu persuaded seriously, "There must be someone who really likes you, and this person is not me."

    "It's a pity that you are not qualified to say such things to me now." Gu Yulin said coldly, "You have no power or influence. Lu Feiyin is looking for you everywhere. Besides me, who else can you look for? Look for Lu FeiguoIs it? He is just a kid, and he will have a new girlfriend after a few years, who will remember you. "

    Chen Jiu looked at him and asked suddenly: "When we were friends, weren't you happy?"

    "Were you happy when you liked me?"

    "The answer is no, right?"

    "You don't like me, you just like people who care about you, and I'm the first, so you mistakenly think that you like me." Chen Jiu said softly, "It's too late to turn around now."

    "It's too late, Chen Jiu." Gu Yulin stood up suddenly, his fingers clenched tightly because of Chen Jiu's words, "Since you talked to me that night, it's already too late."

    Gu Yulin left.

    Chen Jiu rubbed his temples, he is a single dog, and he has to deal with relationship problems here, is it too difficult for him?

    Gu Yulin is really difficult to deal with, so it's no wonder he would do such a thing in the later stage.

    People who live in darkness for a long time, when they encounter a beam of light, they will desperately grab it, regardless of whether the light is willing or not.

    And the moment the light left, the untouchable button was detonated.

    Gu Yulin has always presented himself as a gentleman, but just now, his collar was wrinkled, his hair was messy, and there were light blue dark circles under his eyes. Gu Yulin probably stayed with him for as long as he slept.

    Then when he woke up, he started a verbal confrontation. No one would admit defeat first, preferring to hide their sacrifices and grievances in the deepest part.

    what to do……

    Such Gu Yulin, it seemed, couldn't bear to refuse.

    Chen Jiu has never been a cruel person, now that the original owner's mess has been left to him, what is he going to do with it?

    Chen Jiu thought about scratching his hair bald.

    System: "Need help?"

    Chen Jiu noticed the change in tone: "Are you Long Aotian's lover?"

    Not knowing which word Chen Jiu mispronounced, the system was silent for a while: "It's sort of it."

    Chen Jiu: "??" Can this be considered?

    System: "It seems that you have a big head now, don't scratch your hair, you will be really bald again."

    Chen Jiu put down his hair silently: "Do you have any good ideas?"

    System: "Simple, find his weaknesses."

    Chen Jiu: "Weakness?"

    System: "That's right, a paranoid person like this usually has a weakness. Once you discover it, you win."

    Chen Jiu fell into deep thought.

    weakness……

    What could be Gu Yulin's weakness?

    Chen Jiu's body was still very weak, he thought for a while, but his brain couldn't keep up, and he became sleepy after a while.

    He fell asleep again.

    Gu Yulin smoked a cigarette outside the room.

    Today is Christmas.

    The neighborhood outside is extremely lively. This place already occupies the busiest part of the street. The street is full of couples and colorful lights.

    Men and women, so lively.

    Gu Yulin opened the window wide, and the wind blowing in was very cold. He lowered his eyes and watched the couples on the street kissing without any scruples. The expressions on their faces were so happy, as if the whole world was sweet.

    Originally, Gu Yulin didn't feel anything when he looked at them.

    After all, it was a world far away from him, and people's joys were not the same. He didn't think kissing would make people happy, and he even felt a little disgusted.

    When he was in junior high school, the school was on vacation in the afternoon, he came back early, and saw his adoptive father and another man in the bedroom.

    He didn't know what it was, but he turned around, vomiting blackly.

    When he thought of that scene, he resisted from the bottom of his heart.

    So he hates being in close contact with people.

    Once touched, he can't help retching.

    However, Chen Jiu broke in without any scruples.

    No matter how much he resisted, no matter whether he was willing or not, he broke into his world so abruptly.

    When he gradually began to no longer feel disgusted by intimate things, he belatedly realized that he seemed to like old wine.

    But this kind of liking is very strange.

    He looked at Chen Jiu's girlfriends one after another, watched Chen Jiu pinch their faces, and said they were so cute.

    He wanted to do the same with Chen Jiu.

    He wanted to touch Chen Jiu's hair, pinch his face, and kiss him.

    But in the end, one thought after another was suppressed in the deepest part of his heart.

    He dare not say, he is a coward.

    Until the day when things were irreversible, Chen Jiu did not come back at night.

    Gu Yulin finally realized that his letting go was completely wrong.

    He didn't want to watch Chen Jiu get married and have children, and he didn't want others to touch him.

    After that... Naturally, he was severely rejected.

    Heh... Gu Yulin laughed, mocking himself.

    Since you want to let him go, just don't let him know.If you want him to know, be more ruthless, and more ruthless.

    He couldn't let go, couldn't let go of his heart, so Chen Jiu gradually drifted away from him, and in the end, he became a stranger.

    He spent many Christmases, sometimes working, sometimes studying in the library, sometimes, doing nothing, walking through the street alone, surrounded by happy people, and he had nothing.

    This year was different, he met Chen Jiu again and had a fight with him.

    It can be regarded as a windfall.

    Chen Jiu's mobile phone is indeed with him, and he even deciphered the password.

    Of course there is nothing to decipher, just his birthday.

    Chen Jiu has always used this password, and he told it himself. When he was playing games, he suddenly needed to go to the bathroom, so he threw the phone to him and said, "If the screen goes black, the password is my birthday."

    Turning back halfway: "You don't know my birthday, do you?"

    Gu Yulin clearly remembered, but somehow said: "I don't know."

    "You really deserve a beating, you don't even remember my birthday?" Chen Jiu said, "I'll punish you for copying it a hundred times."

    After that, Chen Jiu forgot about it, but Gu Yulin copied it a hundred times and put it in a secret corner.

    The time is displayed as 22:12.

    A person named 'Little Rabbit' sent a text message: "Call me back when you see the message. Forget it, I probably won't be able to receive it. Don't forget to write to me."

    This is Lu Feiguo.

    It was quite affectionate.

    Gu Yulin snorted coldly and deleted the text message.

    Looking at the address book, besides 'little bastard', there is also a contact information of 'Lu Feiyin'.

    It seems that they are not very familiar.

    The corners of Gu Yulin's downturned lips curled up a little.

    Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, the phone vibrated, and "Lu Feiyin" called.

    Gu Yulin watched for a few seconds, then hung up.

    As if he would not give up if he didn't get through, Lu Feiyin called again, and Gu Yulin answered.

    Lu Feiyin opened his mouth and got straight to the point: "Gu Yulin, where's the old wine?"

    "How do you know it's me?" Gu Yulin said expressionlessly.

    "Because Chen Jiu won't hang up on my phone." Lu Feiyin said, "He is very good."

    "It's a pity that he can't answer your call now, and he won't in the future." Gu Yulin said coldly, "And I know Mr. Lu is very angry with Ah Jiu. After all, what he did is irreversible. If Mr. LuForgive him, then I should be more curious."

    Lu Feiyin said: "You hid him very tightly, but I will find him."

    "——He is mine." Gu Yulin suddenly said, and paused every word,

    "he's mine."

    Lu Feiyin wanted to say something more, so he hung up the phone.

    Lu Feiyin put down the phone and didn't try to make a call. He lightly tapped the phone screen with his finger, then put the phone in his pocket, and looked up at the hotel not far away.

    Lu Feiyin was wearing a long windbreaker and was standing on the other side of the street of Fuli Hotel. He seemed to know which room Chen Jiu was in. He looked up and saw Gu Yulin smoking a cigarette by the window.

    Gu Yulin's eyes met his.

    Then Gu Yulin put out his cigarette, turned and went back to the room.

    Lu Feiyin couldn't enter Gu's place by himself.

    He just watched quietly.

    I remembered that before boarding the plane, Lu Feiguo told him that Chen Jiu passed out.

    He was a little worried, but looking at the current situation, there was probably nothing to worry about.The doctor resources of the Gu family are very strong, and they can be regarded as the best resources.

    Today is his birthday.

    He just wanted to hear Chen Jiu say happy birthday to him, but he probably couldn't hear it either.

    But, soon.

    On a cold winter night, Lu Fei was thinly dressed and tall, like a male model for a magazine shoot, standing a little lonely by the side.

    A little flower seller came over, "Sir, I will send you a flower, I hope you will find someone you like soon."

    "Thank you." Lu Feiyin smiled slightly, and he took out a flower, "But I have someone I like."

    He scanned the QR code, and the bright roses were so beautiful.

    "When he comes back, give it to him."

    It's not far away from the time to take him home.

    Gu Yulin naturally saw Lu Feiyin. He didn't expect that Lu Feiyin's speed was so fast that he had already found this place.

    Old wine has always been dazzling, like a treasure that cannot conceal its brilliance, and everyone wants to take it away.

    Gu Yulin returned to the ward and saw that Chen Jiu fell asleep again, breathing calmly.

    He still had the smell of snow in the winter night, took off his coat, took a hot bath in the bathroom, and when he came out, the scent of flowers was much stronger.

    Gu Yulin glanced at the fragrance detector on the wall and found that the concentration was higher than the normal value.

    The doctor told me that because of the unrestricted nature of the black bottle, excessive fragrance emission will damage the body.

    The solution is also very simple and rude, kiss, or doi.

    Gu Yulin sent this value to the doctor and asked.

    The doctor said that this level is not very dangerous, but there are some fluctuations, and it can be stabilized with a little reassurance.

    Even God is giving him a chance.

    Step by step, he walked towards his sleeping prince.

    Chen Jiu's breath is a bit long, and the rhythm of exhalation is very slow and weak.

    Repeated tossing and tossing made his physical fitness go from bad to worse. When Gu Yulin saw his physical examination form, he was a little worried whether Chen Jiu would get too angry and damage his body.

    But he couldn't control it, and when he woke up, he spit out involuntary words.

    Obviously want to care about him, but always get angry in the end.

    Then they quarreled and broke up unhappy.

    There was always an insurmountable gap between the two of them.

    But... what if I want to come here anyway?

    Even if Chen Jiu didn't take a single step, Gu Yulin would have to complete the hundred steps covered in thorns.

    The hotel's carpet absorbs sound very well, he walked over quietly, his slightly long hair brushed Chen Jiu's cheek.

    In all fairness, Gu Yulin's face is also very good-looking, which is the 'elite' temperament that girls like very much nowadays. Among a group of bald men in their forties and fifties, he and Lu Feiyin are very popular.

    Lu Feiyin's face is more western, with deeper outlines, while Gu Yulin's facial features are more oriental, especially the bangs are slightly rolled up, and the outline is slightly softer, but not sharp.

    The cold frame of the gold-rimmed glasses blocked the man's slightly elongated phoenix eyes, and then the chain on the side hung down and dangled slightly.

    A cold metal sound came out of the collision.

    Chen Jiu frowned slightly, and turned his face to one side.

    Gu Yulin took off the glasses that were in the way, looked at Chen Jiu's slightly frowning eyebrows, and stretched out his hand to smooth them, but was afraid of alarming Chen Jiu.

    "When... will you turn your head to look at me." Gu Yulin stared blankly at Chen Jiu's sleeping face. He had looked at Chen Jiu countless times after he was drunk.

    At that time, there was only sourness in my heart.

    Unlike now, it is full of thoughts.

    He is now wearing a shirt and black trousers, as if he is going to shoot a magazine, but he is half kneeling in front of the bed, even breathing very shallowly, for fear that his breathing will break the peace at the moment.

    He approached Chen Jiu little by little.

    He has nothing.

    Only by stealing a kiss.

    But just a few centimeters away from the slightly pale lips, Gu Yulin stopped.

    At this ambiguous distance, he stopped.

    During these ten seconds, no one knew what he was thinking.

    Until Chen Jiu felt the itching of the hair brushing his face, he turned his head impatiently.

    His lips unconsciously brushed against Gu Yulin's.

    Or just an illusion.

    In fact, it was just a wind blowing gently.

    Gu Yulin's breathing was stagnant, and in the next second, he couldn't control himself and kissed her.

    Years of unresolved emotions, pain and unwillingness, all vented through this one kiss.

    Chen Jiu fell into a drowsy sleep, thinking it was Lu Feiguo who was kissing him, so he put his arm around his shoulder and patted him reassuringly.

    "Well...don't kiss, I can't breathe."

    he said softly.

    But he soon realized that these were two very different feelings.

    Lu Feiguo kissed him completely with brute force, almost suffocating him every time.

    But this kiss was full of madness.

    Also, he smelled men's perfume.

    Lu Feiguo doesn't wear perfume.

    He suddenly woke up, opened his eyes, and saw Gu Yulin's eyes were slightly closed.

    Kiss very attentively.

    Gu Yulin felt that Chen Jiu's breath was disturbed, so he left slightly to let Chen Jiu breathe.

    Chen Jiu looked at him incredulously.

    Gu Yulin's breath was also a little messy, he took a heavy breath, and said in a low voice, "You can hit if you want, don't worry."

    After speaking, he kissed again.

    Chen Jiu didn't even think about playing it.

    Chen Jiu: "——you let me go!"

    Gu Yulin hugged his wrist slightly, her voice was deep and hoarse: "I just want to kiss you, even if I die. If you don't want to..."

    Chen Jiu didn't know when something cold was stuffed into his hand.

    Chen Jiu thought it was a stick until Gu Yulin's fingers led him to bend in the right direction.

    Gu Yulin seemed to be very proficient in this area, the calluses on his fingers hurt him very much.

    Chen Jiu's head was in a daze, and after a long time, he heard a "thump", as if something had been knocked open.

    Chen Jiu: "What?"

    "Didn't you play it when you were young?" Gu Yulin actually smiled, and said, "Feel it, what is it?"

    Chen Jiu touched the shape and was silent for a while: "Really?"

    "Is it true? Just try it." Gu Yulin said, and kissed again.

    Chen Jiu's wrist can't lift the weight, this is actually a wooden warehouse!

    It was heavy, cold and delicate to the touch, and he even felt very detailed lines on it, obviously not a toy gun.

    "You...you're crazy! What are you doing with this!" Chen Jiu said angrily, but he could only make a few vague sounds.

    Gu Yulin seemed to know what he was going to say, and backed away a little, a blush appeared on his fair cheeks, and then he said, "Don't you hate me? Don't you want to see me again? It's very simple."

    "Just move a little bit."

    "You are really, really crazy!" Chen Jiu was shocked, he just wanted to take revenge on Gu Yulin, but he didn't want his life!

    Chen Jiu: "System, system, what if I kill the person I want to take revenge on!"

    System: "If you kill it, you will complete the task, isn't that good?"

    Chen Jiu: "I don't want to do this kind of task! I'd rather beat around the bush!"

    System: "Then be careful, that thing is easy to catch fire."

    Chen Jiu: "..."

    Gu Yulin is an out-and-out lunatic, Chen Jiu finally realized it.

    Just a kiss, can he lose a piece of meat?

    Chen Jiu thought so in his heart, but he was still acting as a character, so naturally he couldn't just give up.

    So he trembled, trying not to let his hands move, and then said fiercely: "You back up, or I will really... really do it!"

    Gu Yulin smiled, as if he thought it was very funny.

    "Ajiu, it's the first time I've seen you like this, so cute." He sighed, "You're obviously very angry, yet you dare not say harsh words to me, and you dare not do anything to me..."

    "Extremely interesting."

    Chen Jiu yelled sternly: "I really did it!"

    Gu Yulin held Chen Jiu's hand and moved it a little bit, with a smile on his lips: "Hit here."

    Chen Jiu: "..."

    Brother, you don't give face.

    Chen Jiu glared at him fiercely, fearing that the wooden warehouse would burst into flames, thought about it, and threw it away heartbroken.

    Damn, compared to Gu Yulin, he has no advantage at all.

    Of course, Chen Jiu still wanted to point the gun at himself, but he was afraid that if his hands shook, he would burp, and that would not be worth the candle.

    Chen Jiu deeply felt the world's malice towards him.

    One is crazier than the other, what can he do?

    "What the hell are you going to do?" Chen Jiu said angrily, "You want to find someone else! Don't find me!"

    Chen Jiu was angry and impatient, and slapped Gu Yulin hard on the face with a "slap".

    His slap was really strong, Gu Yulin's face was turned away by him, and a shocking slap mark appeared on his fair face immediately.

    But there was a smile in his eyes.

    "Come on, Ah Jiu, hit me again."

    Chen Jiu: "..."

    Damn, are you fucking shaking M?!

    The author has something to say:

    Pot after pot of dog blood was poured over, be careful not to be splashed.

    To reply to the questions in the comment area, with a little reality spoiler:

    All the worlds are only set for the old wine, that is to say, if the old wine does not come, these plots will be stagnant, when the old wine comes, the plot will start to run, and the attack will be entered at the same time, that is to say, although Gu Yulin is taking the secret loveThe plot of the original owner, but the shell has been replaced by Gong, he is no longer the original Gu Yulin, the plot will also change, it’s just role-playing, so what I like is only the current old wine, there is no such thing as liking the original owner~

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