After all, he was still a young man, and Pei Ben really couldn't stand his aggressiveness, and almost immediately looked at him warningly, and scolded him in a low voice.

Jian really effectively stopped him from continuing.

Only then did he take another deep breath, suppressing the violent emotions that were almost forced out in his heart.

After a long while, I still wanted to pretend that nothing had happened and said: "You are enough, there is no end."

"It's not over!"

When Jiang met him and was still refusing to speak out, he really started messing around.

He turned sideways and blocked himself at Pei Ben's door, facing him and said stubbornly:

"You make it clear to me today, and it will be over after you make it clear."

Pei Ben: "..."

The corridor in the early morning was very quiet, so quiet that even the sound of the elevator going up and down never rang in their ears.

When not talking, the only thing that can be heard is the sound of each other's breaths rising and falling due to emotional excitement.

The two of them just stared at each other in a stalemate until Jiang Yu's heart was a little shaken, and he began to wonder if it was really time for him to think too much.

Pei Ben suddenly let out a long and heavy breath.

"Okay," he gave up on himself and took a step back, raised his eyes and stared into Jiang Yu's eyes and said, "Since you want to know, then I'll tell you everything today."

Jiang Yu: "..."

Did you really get scammed by me?

This was Jiang Yu's first reaction in his heart after hearing his words.

However, the second reaction on his face was to calmly reply: "Say it."

Pei Ben stared at him with deep eyes for a moment, and first asked a seemingly insignificant question: "Jiali didn't come to your birthday party today, do you know why?"

Jiang Yu quickly sorted through the trash pile of memories, and quickly found the reason given by the person he mentioned at the time.

"She suddenly felt a little uncomfortable," he said.

But as soon as he finished speaking, he faintly sensed something was wrong from the other party's expression.

Sure enough, in the next second, he heard Pei Ben say: "It's wrong, she didn't feel unwell suddenly, she didn't come because she knew I was here today and didn't want to see me."

Jiang Yu was taken aback, and his brows frowned unconsciously: "Why?"

"Because I confessed my love to her." Pei Fending looked him in the eyes and said, "It was just the day before yesterday."

"And then?" The feeling of something wrong became stronger, and Jiang Yu clearly realized that he was not changing the subject by mentioning this suddenly, so he frowned even tighter, and met his gaze as confidently as possible and said, "SheHow to say?"

Pei Ben didn't answer, but just looked at him quietly, all the emotions seemed to be involuntarily mixed together at this moment, so that the color of his eyes seemed bottomless against the light of the corridor.

Jiang Yu: "..."

Suddenly, I felt that I was much better than the behavior of the other party who just picked up any pot if it was not open.

Obviously, it was another blunt refusal using himself as a shield.

...

...

...

Relatively silent.

When Pei Ben didn't speak anymore, in such a silent late night, time could easily be enhanced by this slightly embarrassing silence, highlighting his sense of existence.

Every minute and every second seemed extraordinarily long, which made people suddenly feel helpless and uncomfortable.

So this delicate confrontation lasted less than two minutes, and Jiang Yu couldn't stand it anymore, so he couldn't hold back and opened his mouth first, with a kind of "As long as I don't think I'm at fault, then you are the one who is at fault"With a bachelor attitude, he stared at Pei Ben, and said loudly: "But what does that have to do with me! I don't like her, and I never planned to rob you, you don't know!"

Pei Ben was so confident that he didn't know what to say for a moment.

Pei Ben: "..."

Of course he does.

It was because he knew that, that's why he always restrained himself. He didn't have any quarrel with Jiang Yu because of this matter, and he had been really treating him like a younger brother all these years, tolerant and tolerant of him everywhere.

Even if she hadn't been forced to ask him just now, she didn't plan to tell him.

only

Pei Ben sighed, and looked at Jiang Yu helplessly: "But I really don't want to live in your shadow anymore."

Pei Ben said: "Do you know Jiang Yu? It's been two years, and I've endured this thing for two full years."

"Rankings, grades, these are things that you have spent a lot of time and energy through your unremitting efforts. I won't talk about them. Because they are all things you have paid, you have paid off. It is youI deserve it. Even if you put me in the second life, it's because I didn't work hard enough, my skills are inferior to others, and I deserve it."

"But at least I still have hope. As long as I think, I am willing, and I am willing to work hard, it is possible to catch up. Even if I can't catch up, then I am convinced that I will lose."

"But Jiang Yu," he said, "I'm not convinced that I lost some things."

Pei Benz stared intently at Jiang Yu's eyes, and the sockets of his eyes had already started to turn crimson, which represented grief and indignation, because of the growing agitation.

"I don't agree," he said, "Obviously I got to know Tong Jiali first, and I had the best relationship with her before you appeared."

"I have done a lot of things for her, and I feel that she is too young to understand, so I have been carefully hiding my thoughts, thinking that I will temporarily stay by her side as a friend."

"I thought I could do it," Pei Ben said, "I can wait for her, protect her, and slowly influence her with my sincerity., I will watch the clouds and see the moon one day—but why!"

It was the first time he lost his composure in front of Jiang Yu, and looked at him almost resentfully: "Why did you show up!"

"Not only did you become this accident," he said, "you didn't have to do anything to get her favor easily. Even when I hinted to her that I was going to leave, I still only got a sentence of 'Bon voyage'.Why..."

The mood in Pei Benz's eyes changed quickly.It seems that while trying to restrain himself as much as possible, not to attack Jiang Yu with too fierce words, but he can't completely control his emotions in this kind of explosion after long-term suppression.

After he finished asking "Why?", he clenched his fists and hung by his side, took a deep breath, and almost exhausted all his strength to suppress the darkness and violence that had begun to grow wildly in his heart., closed his eyes hard to stabilize his mind.

He didn't continue to complain, but only slowed down his tone and tone after a long time, and said with a self-deprecating voice: "Now, you know why I was acting weird just now. Your feeling is not wrong, even though I have worked very hardI'm convincing myself, telling myself that this matter has nothing to do with you, and you didn't do it on purpose, so don't blame you for her rejection of me. But—"

Pei Ben smiled more mockingly, and closed his eyes with irony on his face: "I still hate and envy you from the bottom of my heart, I wish you would never find a friend who treats you sincerely, and you will always be the same as before.I have been stubbornly holding on to that stupid and ignorant idea, until one day my future is ruined, my relatives and friends are lost, and I have no regrets..."

"It's too late for a fart."

Jiang Yu, who had been listening to his complaint in silence, finally couldn't take it anymore, and couldn't help frowning and interrupted him softly.

Jiang Yu fixedly watched Pei Ben open because he was surprised, and stared blankly at the eyes that were looking at him: "He is still a high-spirited gentleman, so why do you have to do it when he only shows a little bit of human nature?"Belittle yourself as a hypocritical and insidious villain."

"Pei Liuyuan," he said, "I don't know what kind of person you are? No one in this world knows you better than me."

Although he and Pei Ben have known each other for a total of more than two years.

But because the two lived relatively close to each other, and they were always in the same class and at the same table, and Pei Ben didn't like to talk to others except Tong Jiali, Meng Xiao and later him, so there were no other friends who were more distracted.That's why, plus Meng Xiao's lack of brains is nothing to worry about, and Tong Jiali and Tong Jiali couldn't have in-depth communication due to their gender differences, so they should be regarded as the only ones who cared about and used each other in their more than ten years of youth.I really went to exchange friends.

No one knew Pei Ben better than Jiang Yu, just like no one knew him better than Pei Ben.

Gentle, humble, invincible, omnipotent and unusually caring.

This was Jiang Yu's most obvious evaluation of him.

Apart from these, perhaps because he has been taking care of himself and the elderly in his family alone since he was a child, he has always had a youthful maturity that does not seem to match his age.

From Jiang Yu's "previous life" to just now, all the cognitions he has had about him, it can be said that this person in his heart is really worthy of all the praises and praises in the world, and even those extremely beautiful words of praise.

This is not an exaggerated evaluation, but Jiang Yu's most sincere thoughts without any falsehood in his heart.

It can even be said that if it weren't for the fact that he is a man, and he has always been focused on pursuing Tong Jiali secretly, maybe...

Jiang Yu thought, because of this, he might have some shocking feelings towards Pei Ben. He has always been an ordinary person, and he has emotions that are unacceptable to the world.

This is also the reason why after Pei Ben unilaterally broke off the relationship with him, he has been thinking about it until now, and even before the "rebirth" came, he was still sending messages to Pei Ben intermittently, stubbornly thinkingThe reason for asking for a statement.

He really had already regarded Pei Ben as his own brother in his heart.

What's more...Jiang Yu suddenly thought of a passage he had read on an unknown social network, to the effect:

Some people are really born with no way to become bad people, because their self-cultivation, pride, and sense of responsibility do not allow it.

These things make them shine in front of the world, and at the same time become a kind of shackles that bind their souls.As a result, whenever they do, or are about to do, behaviors or things that go against their own principles and bottom line, they will feel their sins more deeply than others, and think that they are extraordinarily heinous.

Even if those things are actually very insignificant to ordinary people, they are nothing at all.

And Pei Ben was such a person.

If he hadn't insisted on asking, it would still be impossible to hear the other party's voice today. Pei Ben would still be the same as in his "last life", taking this secret away without saying a word, as if nothing had happened.

Even before going upstairs, he was still trying to persuade Jiang Yu tactfully, wanting him to let go of some things and do what he likes, not to be so self-willed all the time.

So as soon as Jiang Yu heard the increasingly outrageous content in his words, he knew that he must have used exaggeration to the extreme.

What jealousy and resentment, what wishing that he would never find a friend who is true to him in the future, will always be the same as before, stubbornly holding on to those bastard and ignorant thoughts, until one day his future will be ruined, relatives and friendsIt's all lost, and it's too late to regret... It's all fake.

It's all roasted sweet potatoes that have been eaten too much, resulting in a coldness in the lower burnt - net fart!

At most, he secretly vented his anger on himself when Tong Jiali made him extremely sad.

Just like this, he might have finished venting his anger, and he would have to condemn him in his heart for not being a gentleman enough for his dark heart, let alone any real resentment and jealousy.

It doesn't exist at all.

He had accidentally replaced his brain with Meng Xiao's stick, so he believed such nonsense with a low IQ.

It's just that understanding is understanding, and knowing is knowing. If he had heard these words at the beginning, he might not have any particularly big reaction.

Because he could tell the truth from the fake in the other party's words, and he could understand why Pei Ben had such an idea.

But before he was reborn, he had just experienced an incident similar in nature to this incident, and that incident was still a thorn in his heart that had been deeply pierced in his "last life".

Therefore, he still felt very baffled when he heard the main reason Pei Ben said—although it was not as serious as what Pei Ben himself said, the other party knew clearly that it was not his fault at all, but in the end they still had to make the mistakeon him.

Why???

As soon as the latter idea came out, it immediately hit an unknown point in Jiang Yu's heart, so he tried his best to endure it, but he couldn't hold it back and performed to Pei Ben on the spot what is called "turning his face"It's faster than turning a book." From the last second, the heart-warming cutie who was still understandingly saying "you don't have it" exploded into a big hedgehog with spikes upside down.

"So for such a reason that you value sex over friends, you plan to disappear in my world from now on, and even want me to erase our long-term relationship without knowing anything.Brotherhood???"

Jiang Yu asked.

Seeing that Pei Ben was silent, he smiled sarcastically again: "Do you still feel that you are generous, considerate of me, and even bear the burden of humiliation, Pei Liuyuan?"

He said: "Just because you like Tong Jiali, and she likes me, you have to blame me for this matter, even if you know in your heart that it is not my fault at all, it itselfThe problem is clearly on the two of you, even if part of your reason tells you that I should not be treated like this at all, you still plan to use a method that you think will do me less harm, orCome and lay the blame on me, will you?"

Pei Ben still didn't speak.

First of all, he didn't understand why Jiang Yu had only broken through his disguise of being broken and broken a second ago, and showed a very understanding of himself, as if he was going to calm things down, but then exploded immediately in the next second.Hairy.

The second is that he was caught off guard when he was forced to ask about this matter, and he never expected such a situation.

For a moment, the whole person didn't know what to say.

"Then I'll ask you one more thing, that question just now." Jiang Yu met him, refusing to speak, and then stared into his eyes and asked, "If I didn't have to force you so hard today, what did you have in your heart?What are you going to do?"

"Is it true, as I said just now, that you plan to keep silent, holding resentment towards me and the slightest pity in your heart, saying nothing, and unilaterally breaking off relations with me?"

"Is it?" he asked.

Pei Ben subconsciously turned his gaze away and turned his head to express his acquiescence.

"...Then I really thank you!"

Jiang Yu stared at him quietly for a while, seeing that he didn't seem to be planning to answer, and smiled more mockingly.

"It's a crime to be pregnant." He said, "Since you have determined in your heart that I am the culprit that caused you and Tong Jiali to fail to get together, then I think no matter what I tell you today, it should be all right.It's useless."

There were too many changes in these short ten hours, and each of them was beyond his expectation.

Before one had time to digest, the other followed immediately.

Jiang Yu suddenly felt very tired, so tired that he didn't even want to argue with Pei Ben about this matter.

Not to mention having quarrels with each other that are meaningless except for hurting feelings more.

He stood quietly on the spot and stared at Pei Ben for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled sarcastically.

He walked away without saying anything.

[Then what?]

In the WeChat chat box on Jiang Yu's mobile phone screen, a person with the note "Da Zhi" sent a message asking: [Is there no more?]

This big Zhi was someone Jiang Yu met in a drifting bottle a long time ago.

Although he has never met before, and has never deliberately exchanged their real names, since he was very young, the other party has always occupied a place in his heart in the form of a positive and negative energy trash can.The reason why the status is slightly higher than Pei Ben's is that the relationship between the two has always been very close.

It can even be said that with him, Jiang Yu has almost nothing that he won't tell him, or that he doesn't know about his thoughts and secrets.

So as soon as he entered the house, Jiang Yu immediately complained to him about what happened downstairs in the chat box almost without hesitation.

So there is the above question.

[No more,] Jiang Yu sat on the bedside and typed with an irritable face, [Then I came back straight away in anger, what else could there be.]

[And now,] Dazhi sent another message to ask, [Are you still angry?]

Jiang Yu: "..."

Lost in thought.jpg.

Let's talk about being angry, but now that I've calmed down, don't seem to be so angry anymore.

But if he said he was not angry, he still felt panicked in his heart.

Jiang Yu frowned thoughtfully and stared at the phone screen for a long while before hesitating to type on it again.

[There is a...]

[Actually, since just now, I have a question I want to ask you first.]

He hadn't finished typing "A little bit", when the other two messages from Dazhi appeared in his line of sight one after another.

Dazhi said: [Since you can’t understand the reason why he said that and planned to do that, you also know that the main reason why he didn’t want to tell you at first was for your own good, to minimize the harm to you.To the lowest, then why, are you still so angry?]

"..."

Jiang Yu's fingertips paused when he was typing.

It's not that he is unwilling to answer the other party's question in his heart, and it's not the question itself that caused this scene.

He stared down at the message behind him for a moment, and suddenly realized another question from the question asked by Da Zhi, which he had been subconsciously ignoring just now——

That is, he is now reborn.

So what about the big squeak???

This was a question that came out of his mind belatedly.

Why is there such a question?

This had to be traced back to last night, the night before his birthday, before he was inexplicably reborn back to the present.

He was at the dinner table at the time, because of a long-standing family conflict—

His parents are seldom at home. Since a certain year, they have never celebrated his birthday with him. Even at such a close time, they insisted on going out overnight and refused to stay one more night. They stayed with him.He celebrated his eighteenth bar mitzvah and birthday

—— Had a big fight with Mo Xianyu and the others.

Then in the chaos, they accidentally confided to each other the secrets and grievances that they had hidden deep in their hearts for many years, and learned the true thoughts deep in the other's heart and some truths that they had been misunderstood all the time.

After a long time of relatively silent silence with Qi, he finally returned to his room seemingly calmly with his mobile phone in his pocket.

He thought about a lot of things seriously that night, and he thought about it for a long time.

But they couldn't accept what Mo Xianyu and the others gave. They didn't love or love him for more than ten years. It was just because of their own reasons that they inexplicably let the innocent self suffer from neglect for more than ten years. It was almost absurd.reason.

So he sat alone in the room and pondered for a long time, still in a confused and incomprehensible mood, he told this matter to this, the negative energy that he met on the drifting bottle by chance many years agogarbage can.

Dazhi was actually a little cold in Jiang Yu's eyes at first.

It's just that his indifference is not the typical aloof indifference, but a kind of gentleness and politeness that can make people clearly feel that there is actually a particularly obvious boundary between you and him, which is a clear-cut kind, Calm and detached indifference.

For example, he and Jiang Yuming have known each other for many years, but they have never exchanged real names, addresses and other information with him, let alone other valid information.

It can be said that before today, he had never even taken the initiative to talk to Jiang Yu. It was Jiang Yu himself who took the initiative to look for him regardless of face and dignity.

But it is undeniable that he has always been a particularly good confidant.

Although at the beginning, he didn't seem to be particularly willing to deal with Jiang Yu, and he always had to wait for Jiang Yu to send him many, many messages before he was willing to gather together the trivial things that Jiang Yu told him., Replied him a few words politely through the drift bottle.

And later, it was probably because Jiang Yu was too annoying at that time - even if he didn't reply, he would send him one after another, endlessly - or maybe it was because after readingAfter all his ramblings, really couldn't help feeling sympathetic, feeling that he was indeed a bit miserable.

In fact, Jiang Yu can't remember exactly when it started. Anyway, the final result is that after they communicated with each other only through drifting bottles for a long time, in order to make it more convenient, Dazhi finallyIt was still in the drift bottle that replied to Jiang Yu one time, and asked him by the way if he wanted to add a friend, completely turning himself into a negative energy trash can exclusively for Jiang Yu, and whether he could not reply to the message,After all, it depends on the mood of the official audience.

Even with the passage of time, after he became more familiar with him, he would return the news in a less formulaic way, and occasionally—for example, when Jiang Yu was in an extremely low mood, he would explain him in a gentle voice.

Or find some other topic to divert his attention, tell some jokes to amuse him.

For example, the name "Da Zhi" is the product of the other party hearing him say his name is Xiao Yu when they were exchanging titles, and deliberately said it out to tease him, both true and false.

But only very occasionally, not many times.

But last night was very different.

I don't know if it was because Jiang Yu's mood swings were too violent at the time, or because it was the first time learned everything about Jiang Yu, so sympathy suddenly burst.

In short, after Da Zhi silently listened to his unilateral talk, he chatted with him for a long time with a rare patience.

Not only enlightened him with gentle words, but also gave up the usual habit of going to bed early, and played the voice over, comforting and admonishing him earnestly.

He even told him some interesting stories from his childhood.

For example, he once met a child on the side of the road. After playing with him, he wanted to go home with him. In the end, he said that his mother's cooking was terrible and his stomach would hurt for a long time.scare people away.

The two of them chattered on and on until the early morning, when the news from Da Zhi began to broadcast, saying that there would be a large number of rare meteor showers across the sky at twelve o'clock that night, so they changed the topic, and slowly began to talk about other things.

Jiang Yu still clearly remembered that just a few minutes before the meteor shower passed, he had just figured out a lot of things under Da Zhi's explanation, and he still said to the opposite person in the voice:

"Actually, I suddenly feel quite regretful now. In the past few years, I have been patronizing to compete with them and myself for such an inexplicable misunderstanding and reason. It seems that I have never had time to do something that I like and feel meaningful."

Da Zhi didn't know what he was thinking of, and sighed on the other end of the phone and said: "Yeah, it's really a pity that I didn't find out the truth until today."

"It would be great if I could do it again." Jiang Yu looked at the meteor shower in the sky as expected, and said very seriously, "If it happens again, I will definitely not be so stupid again."

Who knew that God really heard his voice, and it really made him dream back to two years ago to make a new choice...

Who would have thought of this?!

Therefore, according to common sense, since the two of them made their wish at the same time when the meteor shower fell, then logically speaking, the other party should also have the same fate as him, and they should be reborn together.

In addition, Dazhi's attitude in talking to him just now also led him to subconsciously acquiesce.

Let him mistakenly think that the other party has also been reborn like himself, so he feels that he should be able to understand why he is so angry.

He even planned to discuss this unbelievable metaphysical problem with him by the way later.

But at this moment, Dazhi unexpectedly asked him a question of "Why are you so angry"...

"That means—"

Jiang Yu quickly turned his brain for analysis in a short period of time, and after reaching a conclusion, he felt as dazed as when he just woke up in the morning.,

"The only person who was caught off guard and sent back to this time was myself???"

After spending a long time in that meteor shower, the way of selecting people to realize their wishes was actually random, so who is not confused by this?

[You really don't know?]

After a while, he tentatively asked again unwillingly.

Dazhi returned quickly.

[?] he asked, [Should I know?]

Jiang Yu wanted to say that you should have known, but because the other party looked too original, he had no choice but to change the subject first, and explained to him from the beginning:

[Do you still remember that I once told you in detail why I suddenly want to study liberal arts?]

The author has something to say:

Small theater many years later:

Unknown reporter: May ask where do you find your partners?

Jiang Yu:?Didn't find it.

Gu Zhi: Well, I accidentally picked it up in a drift bottle.