Dazhi sent him a question mark.

Jiang Yu didn't answer, but asked again: [Then do you still remember that I told you why my parents didn't like me?]

[…]

Da Zhi was silent for a moment on the other end of the phone before saying: [Remember, you said it was because of your brother.]

[Because my brother what?] Jiang Yu said.

[Because your brother is more sensible than you.]

[better than you.]

Little by little, Da Zhi repeated what Jiang Yu had said to him before.

[And please them more than you.]

[It’s a typical child of someone else’s family.]

He seemed to have to think hard and think about it for half a sentence, so a short long sentence turned into four short sentences and he typed for a long time. After a while, he asked Jiang Yu again for confirmation: [Is it?]

[Yes,] Jiang Yu saw him slowly retelling one by one, and responded calmly, [I told you so before, and I always think so.So I have been working hard all these years, trying all kinds of ways to get their approval and attention—]

He tapped the screen with his fingertips quickly, but when he said this, he paused. After a while, he managed to adjust his emotions and took a deep breath.

[But actually I didn't find out until now, that's not the case.] He typed every word on the screen with a calm expression, [The truth of the matter is not what I heard at the beginning, and what I thought in my heart.]

Back then, Jiang Yu accidentally heard and thought behind his back, and told Dazhi that the reason why his parents were reluctant to come back and stay at home was because they felt that Jiang Yu was not as good as he was in everything.The elder brother who died in the accident many years ago was not as important as the man who had passed away long ago in their hearts.

That's why they don't like themselves, and they don't want to stay at home to take care of him-this is why Jiang Yu has been in the "last life" for a long time because he accidentally heard them behind his back again and again.Comparing myself with Jiang Xiaoshui, and madly angry with the other party, in addition to working hard to prove that I can be as good as him, as long as they say "if your brother is still alive, what would he do?"He worked hard against them, and even the selection of subjects was all because of a moment of impatience and random selection.

But it wasn't until last night, before he was reborn, the day before his eighteenth birthday, that he realized that it wasn't like this.

[The real reason is even more absurd than this.] Jiang Yu said, [In their words, it's not that they don't like me, but because they like me so much that they dare not see me all the time.]

[Guess why?] He suddenly asked with a sneer.

[...don't guess.] Dazhi said helplessly, [I can't guess.]

[Of course you can't guess.]

Jiang Yu didn't really think about letting him guess at first, so he smiled mockingly while pinching the phone.

Then said: [In their words, it is because the more they like me, the deeper the guilt towards my brother will be.So I simply used such a ridiculous reason to deprive me of the things he didn't get.]

Big Squeak: […]

In fact, after a full day of buffering and rebirth, Jiang Yu's mood is now much more stable than when he first found out.So after he finished talking about those fingertips on the screen, he only paused for a moment on the screen, and then quickly calmed himself down. He continued to say calmly:

[This is obviously their own problem, but in the end I was the one who suffered unfair treatment and all kinds of neglect.Among other things, I'm just asking if it's you who have been trying to get angry with the other party for more than ten years, just thinking about when you can get a good look, hoping to attract attention.They care and pay attention like never before.In the end, you were told that all the actions and efforts you thought were useful were actually meaningless. Are you angry?]

Da Zhi didn't speak.

Jiang Yu didn't care about him, but half-jokingly and half-seriously typed with an emoji of spreading his hands: [Anyway, I'm so angry.]

After a pause, he still couldn't hold back and typed quickly on the keyboard of the mobile phone sentence by sentence:

[Aside from this, just take the accident that year as an example, and it was not caused by me.But the fault they thought they had committed in that accident turned out to be borne by me, an innocent person who was barely lucky enough to be saved.This is just ridiculous—]

He said in a very incomprehensible way: [What is wrong with me?]

[… is pretty ridiculous.]

Da Zhi waited until he finished speaking in an emotional ups and downs, and then followed his words and sent a message slowly.

[You really have nothing to do with this matter, and this is the first time I've heard someone act like a parent.]

[but]

However, in the next second, after approving the comfort, he changed the subject quickly, and accurately poked the softest part of Jiang Yu's heart and said: [Although what you are saying now, why do I listen?, your heart is much more than angry, actually sad?]

Jiang Yu: "..."

He was suddenly speechless.

[?]

Seeing that he didn't reply, Da Zhi knew that he had guessed right, so he sent two other messages immediately afterward:

[So I guessed right?]

[Actually, from the bottom of your heart, you are not really angry at them for pushing any faults on you. You are very simple, and you are sad for those efforts that seem to have been paid for by yourself over the years, because you have never felt so wrong since then.In fact, knowing that they still care about and love you in essence.Is it?]

[…]

Jiang Yu had nothing to say.

[Because you know that your parents still care about you in the deepest part of their hearts, and you also know that the original intention of Pei Ben not to tell you about Tong Jiali is to minimize the harm to you.]

As if deliberately proving the previous analysis and speculation, Da Zhi continued to send messages in detail, [So, even if it is only because of the long-standing concern you have for them in your heart, you are not really angry at all.Is that so?]

Jiang Yu: […]

I have to say that Da Zhi really knows him well enough.

...

…………

………………

Jiang Yu squeezed her knuckles slightly, holding the phone in silence.

After a long time, he tapped on the voice bar as if admitting defeat.

"Yes, what you said is absolutely right." He gave up resisting and buried his face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "I was angry because I was very sad just now."

[what about now?] Da Zhi asked, [I still feel sad after saying it?]

"It's okay, it's much better than before."

Jiang Yu himself is a person who will keep digging into a dead end only when he can't get the answer and result. In most cases, many things are solved on the spot, and then he comes back and complains about it, which is almost the end of the story.So this time it's about the same.

After Balabala finished her bitterness, she raised her face from the pillow while talking, muttered and scratched her hair with a depressed expression, "It's just so annoying, I don't know what to do now."

He restlessly laid his head up on the quilt behind him, turned over and rolled half a circle on it, and then lay down on the quilt with a distraught face and said, "Let's put aside the matter of parents,The point is Pei Liuyuan, I am only a friend like him, you said that the trouble is like this now..."

As he spoke, he rolled around twice even more irritably, before complaining in a face-saving and honest manner with a little bit of childishness: "What should I do about this?"

[The point is not what to do.]

The news of Da Zhi came back almost immediately.

[It's what you want to do.]

"..."

Jiang Yuxin said that if I want to know, I still need to talk to you here so much?

But perhaps it was because Dazhi communicated with him with a superior attitude from the beginning, even though he was no longer as indifferent to him as before, he did not lower his attitude, which caused him to always be indifferent.It is to treat this person as an elder and a life mentor.

Ever since Jiang Xiaoshui was gone, even though he had regarded the other party as the only listener who could unreservedly deliver the truth and secrets since he was a child, he would tell him almost everything without any concealment.But in terms of attitude, I always unconsciously put on my usual "I have good grades/I'm rich and I'm crazy, don't try to control me""The uncle has a lot of restraint.

Therefore, he just said such rhetorical questions and complaints in his heart, then shut his mouth and chose to remain silent.

Da Zhi obviously understood his temperament, seeing that he didn't return for a long time, he quickly reacted knowingly, and asked: "So you want to hear my opinion?"]

otherwise?

Perhaps it was because there were too many disturbing things piled up, Jiang Yu almost couldn't hold back his temper when facing him for the first time.But almost was almost, and it was impossible to be angry, so he replied a word "um" obediently and cleverly.

[Then my opinion is simple.]

Da Zhi quickly came back.

[Just do what you want,] he said, [the choice that will not leave you with regrets and remorse is the most correct and best choice you should make.]

Follow your heart...

Both Jiang Yu and Da Zhi are relatively smart people, especially when they grow up, there is actually no need to say a lot of things, as long as they give a little hint or hint, they can understand it quickly.

So he just stared intently at the sentence on the screen for a moment, his thoughts were spinning in a mess, and he realized something from this sentence after a while.

[knew.]

He moved his fingertips slightly, quickly tapped a few times on the phone screen, and replied "Then I probably already know what I'm going to do", then he took a long breath and turned off both the chat box and the screen,Grabbing the phone with a relaxed expression, he opened the bedroom door that had been closed tightly just now because he didn't want to be disturbed.

Then began to habitually look for that cat at home, and had to look for it eight hundred times every day to make it stay safely and securely in a conspicuous position.

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