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    [So,] In the WeChat chat box, after listening to his complaints, Da Zhi took the time to type and ask, [You guys have settled your suspicions?]

    [?]

    Jiang Yu quickly put a question mark.

    [He thinks beautifully!] Jiang Yu said, [Just thinking that we will see each other in the future anyway, and it is tiring to be busy arguing with him all day long, so for the sake of his sincerity, I don't care about the fact that he put it behind his back earlier.It's just those nonsense, as for the ice release, it's still very early.]

    Da Zhi laughed: [Why didn't I realize before that you hold grudges so much.]

    Jiang Yu: […]

    I don't know why, every time Da Zhi said something like this, he would subconsciously start to reflect on himself, for fear that he would have left a bad impression on him before they met.

    After deleting and typing in the chat box for a long time, I wanted to cover up and go back and make up a sentence: [... I don't remember you.]

    [Yeah?] Da Zhi obviously wanted to tease him, and pretended not to believe it, and said, [How do you know you won't remember me?]

    While Jiang Yu was still typing, he specially added two sentences.

    [After all, we haven't even met each other.]

    [What if I accidentally said something or did something that made you unhappy and offended you.]

    Perhaps because of the existence of beautifying filters for many years, Jiang Yu doesn't think that the other party will really do anything that makes him unhappy. Even if such a thing does happen in the future, he also feels that the other party will definitelyIt was unintentional, so he didn't take his words too seriously.

    [Then I won't be angry with you, either,] He turned over on the bed and said almost without thinking, [You are different from others.]

    Dazhi didn't reply right away.

    Instead, there was a slight movement when Jiang Yu got out of bed.

    After what happened in the afternoon, Jiang Yu and Gu Zhi managed to coexist peacefully for a while.

    Sitting side by side at the desk, one reads books and writes questions, the other plays with cats and birds, and from time to time, they seem to casually mention a few words to the people next to them.

    It wasn't until after nine o'clock in the evening that Gu Zhi got up yawning, went to the bathroom to wash up, and went to bed early, as if his biological clock had sounded suddenly.

    After Jiang Yu turned off the lights, when he collected his things and crawled on the bed, he saw that he had fallen asleep with his side facing the wall, whether it was because he didn't sleep well the night before or because he was too tired during the day.

    Even Lin An didn't wake him up when he came back from nowhere.

    It was past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and the lights in the entire dormitory area had already been turned off. The moonlight slanted in from the half-opened windows and balcony doors, covering the ground with a small piece of silvery white.

    The dormitory was terribly quiet, and even the slightest movement would appear extraordinarily clear.

    Jiang Yu subconsciously pressed the phone to his chest, turned around as lightly as possible in the dark, watched Gu Zhi enter the bathroom with the faint light of the phone, came out of it lightly after a while, and walked straight backAfter getting over the bed, he seemed to be in a daze, and then he didn't move at all.

    Jiang Yu waited for a while, and then carefully exposed the screen again.

    The big news has come back.

    [Where is the difference?]he asks.

    "..."

    Jiang Yu was dumbfounded by the question.

    When he said that he was different just now, it was just a subconscious reaction he made to convince the other party to believe in him.

    Now that he insists on being so on the line, it seems that he must ask him to say that he is ugly, and he really can't remember why it is different, and why the other party is special than others.

    After a while, I reluctantly came up with a reason, and said perfunctorily: [I have known them longer than them, and they are also friends.]

    [What about them, is it impossible for them to become your friends?] Da Zhi said.

    This "they" obviously refers specifically to Gu Zhi.

    [It's different,] Jiang Yu didn't know how to explain it to him, so he could only say vaguely, [Just like Meng Xiao and Pei Ben, they are also different.]

    Even if he and Gu Zhi can really put aside the past and become some so-called ordinary friends, there are still many things that are different.

    But Dazhi is very smart, and after a while he came back and said simply and straightforwardly, [So what you mean is actually to say, I have privileges with you?]

    Jiang Yu paused for a moment with his fingertips on the phone screen, and finally replied: [Yes.]

    [Then I understand,] Dazhi sent a smiling expression from a very veteran cadre, [That is to say, I am me, because I treat you well first, so I have the privilege, even if I treat you badly in the future,You can also get a certain degree of forgiveness, but they treated you badly at the beginning, so even if you become friends in the future, it is impossible to reach the level I am now, is this the case?]

    [Roughly the same.]

    Jiang Yu didn't refute.

    But after a pause, he still said: [It can't be too bad.]

    [Um?]

    Gu Zhi was a little unresponsive for a moment.

    After a while, I tentatively asked again: [Does it mean that even if I accidentally treat you badly in the future, I can't be too bad?]

    Jiang Yu nodded subconsciously.

    After clicking, I remembered that the other party could not see at all, so I had to type again and said: [Yes.]

    [Then what if the person who treated you badly at the beginning is nice to you later,] Dazhi asked seemingly unintentionally, [Then you will gradually forget his badness, and then become like him.]as good as me?]

    Jiang Yu suddenly pursed his lips.

    To be honest, he didn't know.

    He had never met such a person.

    Among the people he met in these years, it was not like Pei Ben and Meng Xiao who became good friends from the beginning because of some mutual help, or people like Mo Xianyu and others.People like them have inexplicable prejudice and dislike for him from the very beginning.

    There have always been these two extremes, the good ones are pretty good, and the bad ones are getting worse.

    At most, it would be to treat him well with other purposes, and then let it go when he received a cold and indifferent response.

    No one has ever treated him badly from the beginning like what Da Zhi said just now, and then gradually treated him very well for some other reason.

    So he couldn't give an answer.

    After a long while, I replied to him very honestly: "I don't know.]

    [That's right,] Dazhi didn't ask any more questions, but said: [Things that have never been encountered before, I guess you don't know what the end result will be.]

    Then the voice changed, probably just glanced at the time, and changed another question: [It's so late, you still don't plan to sleep?]

    Before Jiang Yu could reply, he asked again: [Is there no class tomorrow?]

    [have.] Jiang Yu said.

    [Then you still not sleeping?]

    Jiang Yu didn't answer right away, but just unconsciously rubbed the edge of the phone, thinking about raising his eyes to see the cat curled up beside his head, unconsciously sweeping his tail with his forehead.

    [There are no lights in the dormitory.]

    After a long while, he replied vaguely.

    [?]

    Da Zhi obviously didn't understand what he meant immediately.

    After a while, I tentatively asked again: [Do you recognize the bed?]

    [no.] Jiang Yu said.

    He had actually told Dazhi about this reason many years ago, but because too much time had passed, and Dazhi always went to bed early, the two of them hadn't discussed this issue too much.In addition, he grew up a lot later, because of the boy's special pride and self-esteem, he didn't take the initiative to mention it to him again.

    Until this time, out of unwillingness to lie to him, he explained to the other party as tactfully as possible: [If there is no light at night, I can't sleep.]

    This state has actually lasted for many years. It can be said that he has been widely rumored in No. 7 Middle School that even if he skipped classes all the year round, he can easily get the first place in the grade. Ninety percent of the reasons are because of this.Come.

    Because when he lived in No. 7 Middle School, he couldn't sleep with the lights off, so he used a small desk lamp to make up lessons in the dormitory every day, and it lasted all night.

    Then catch up on sleep during the day.

    It's just that he was in a single dormitory at the time, so he didn't have to worry too much.

    But here he had to take other people's feelings into consideration, he could only go to bed at the same time as his roommates, even if he couldn't fall asleep, he had to just pretend like nothing had happened.

    Otherwise, he wouldn't start chatting endlessly in the chat box to unilaterally complain to Da Zhi as soon as he got into bed.

    It's just that he didn't expect that the other party was still awake, and had been chatting with him until now.

    Dazhi didn't reply for a long time.

    After a long while, until Jiang Yu thought that he might not want to talk to him anymore, and went to sleep on his own, he heard that Gu Zhi, who got out of bed, had gotten up again, went to the bathroom and returned to the bathroom.On the bed, when Jin Jianlayer's tail, who was gently pinching his head and sleeping soundly because he couldn't survive him, was in a daze, the phone screen suddenly lit up again.

    [Let's chat, then] Dazhi said, [I remember that every night on New Year's Eve, you would watch the New Year's Eve and chat with me, didn't you always go to sleep without making it past two o'clock every time?]

    Da Zhi sent a helpless emoticon and said: [Then he came to apologize to me the next day.]

    "..."

    Although the later Dazhi was no longer as cold and alienated to him as before, but he had never been so... so overwhelmed that he was not used to it.

    Jiang Yu was a little flattered, and she wasn't used to accepting someone's love with such peace of mind.

    Although was still very happy in heart, but in behavior, subconsciously already typed and declined.

    [No need,] he said almost reflexively, [Go to bed, don't you usually go to bed very early?It's already so late today, it's already past the time you should rest, if you don't sleep, you won't be able to wake up tomorrow.]

    But Dazhi said: "It's okay, it doesn't matter once in a while, besides, I just can't fall asleep, so I just chat with you by the way."]

    [Actually, it can also be said that I heard you say that you just couldn't fall asleep, so I wanted to pull you along and chat for a few words, brewing up sleepiness.]

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    When he said this, some things immediately seemed less psychologically burdensome.

    Jiang Yujing waited for two seconds before lightly tapping the screen a few times and asking: [What are you talking about?]

    [Anything,] Dazhi said, [You can talk about whatever you want, there are no designated topics for small talk.]

    Jiang Yu just laughed: [Yes.]

    [Is that right?] Da Zhi said, [But if you really don't know what to talk about, I can tell you a story in this spare time.]

    The author has something to say:

    A fishing tip every day: What should children do if they are afraid of the dark and can’t sleep?Arrange the bedtime story first.

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