Jiang Yu was a little angry.

Since he was a child, he has always belonged to the one who is particularly free. He can do whatever he wants, and no one will force him to do what he doesn’t want to do. At first, it was because someone protected him and always helped him.Help him do it, then no one cares about him, and then gradually develops to the point where no one can control him—no one has ever intervened so forcefully and irresistibly, interfering with his behavior andLife.

Jiang Yu sat motionless in the box of the Internet cafe, and met his eyes in shock for a moment.

I don't know what happened, but in the end, I found out that I was actually following his tricks. Just because of this short sentence of threats, I chose to give in by accident, and stood up obediently from my position without even resisting.Turned around, and went back to the dormitory with them along the original path without saying a word.

It wasn't until he was washing and lying on the bed that he finally realized belatedly that he shouldn't have come back so obediently at all.

Gu Zhi is not someone of his, so why should he teach him that he should not act recklessly and disregard anyone like before?

His parents didn't take care of him like that, okay?

When it was over, he didn't know whether he was angry with Gu Zhi or himself, so he typed a long paragraph of complaints in the WeChat chat box and planned to send it to Da Zhi.

But when the fingertips habitually clicked the send button, they suddenly stopped.

What happened during the day is still vivid.

People are always like this, after tasting a little bit of sweetness of something new, they are insatiable and want to taste its wider and more sweet part bit by bit.

But humans are very timid and self-protective creatures.

Before that, there will always be self-doubt and temptation.

In fact, Jiang Yu had already done this to Da Zhi in his previous life.

And more than once.

It took a long, long time.

It's just that seeing the water dripping through the stone, it's almost time to meet, seeing that he can obviously start to taste the wider and more sweet part, but he was caught off guard and returned to the present two years ago.

Jiang Yu's fingertips withdrew subconsciously from the send button, scrolling up little by little the previous chat records between him and Dazhi—especially the day when he was reborn on the first night—only all the chats could be seenEverything in the record clearly shows him that he is not the same as he was two years ago, but Da Zhi is still the same now.

But there seems to be a little bit of difference.

Jiang Yu pursed his lips unconsciously, turned sideways and carefully flipped through the chat records from top to bottom, all the way to the night before, before Da Zhi told him about himself and that "soft and cute child".

[No, there is one more.]

[I heard that you are in a bad mood today, let me chat with you.]

[Let's chat then.]

[It's okay, it doesn't matter once in a while.]

Although most of the time they are chatting, there are only four short sentences that can be picked and picked out for careful consideration and thought.

But it was still enough for Jiang Yu to feel the subtle difference between the other party's attitude towards him and his previous life.

At the same time, I also began to subconsciously reflect on myself—was it a little too sharp?

Unknowingly, he treats the little tenderness and kindness that others just inadvertently reveal, and treats them like gods.

Even those who are not greedy want to absorb more and more gentle warmth from the other party.

This is wrong.

"Keep an inch" is not a well-defined idiom in the dictionary.

When something has reached the point where you can clearly feel the changes, people will subconsciously start to re-examine and consider.

It was obvious that Jiang Yu was in this situation now.

The Jiang Yu now is a little different from before, although he can't say what is different, but he just feels that there is something different.

At the very least, he now has some inexplicable mixed emotions towards Da Zhi, which even he himself can't quite understand, and he always feels that he should avoid it in time.

When Jiang Yu was a child, he could be shameless, but when he grew up, he had already learned to hide and maintain his self-esteem.

A teenager's mind is always fragile and sensitive with a strong sense of self-esteem and self-protection.

Although they often seem so fearless and invincible in certain things.

Bravery is actually a common noun expressing the past perfect tense.

Only when you have done it with the courage to do it regardless of the consequences and the outcome, will someone say "you are brave" or "he is too brave".

But most of the time, before being brave, there is always hesitation and hesitation between summoning up courage and shrinking back again and again.

Before something that is ready to move in the depths of heart begins to sprout, will think about it over and over again.

Jiang Yu's thin, white and dry fingertips paused quietly for a moment on the gloomy phone screen, perhaps thinking that he really only had this "friend", and if Da Zhi disappeared, there would be no place to vent his emotionsBecause of his various emotions of happiness or sadness, or anger or anger, no one would comfort him with such soft words, and finally decided to maintain the status quo.

He tapped his fingertips, and was just about to send out the rant that he just typed in the chat box as if nothing had happened——

[Five hundred years have passed, are you going to write me an 800-word bedtime essay in return for the story I told you yesterday?]

Da Zhi suddenly sent this sentence before him as if he finally couldn't wait any longer.

And attached below are two screenshots of the chat box with a time span of about 20 minutes and a prompt of "the other party is typing...".

Jiang Yu: "..."

He didn't even notice that the other party had been paying attention to his subtle movements.

[You just stared at me typing for twenty minutes?]

After a while, he couldn't figure out what emotions and feelings he had in his heart right now, so he clicked and sent the words he just typed out, and then asked.

[Of course not,] Da Zhi quickly returned, [I'm not so boring.]

Jiang Yu thought so too.

But in the next second, he saw the other party panting and added a sentence.

[Just click in every two or three minutes to watch it.] Da Zhi said.

"..."

Jiang Yu stopped talking.

Da Zhi is always like this, it seems that every time when he has obviously retreated to the edge, he can use this inadvertent "method" to drag him back to the situation like falling into a sea of smoke without any resistance.

After a long while, Jiang Yu held the edge of the phone tightly and let out a deep breath. He let himself continue to be trapped in the vast and indistinguishable sea of smoke as if he had given up on himself, and typed as usual.

[Isn't this boring?] He said like nothing happened, [You have nothing else to do?]

[Is the light off?] Da Zhi said, [It's time to go to sleep.]

Jiang Yu: [Then why haven't you slept yet?]

Big Zhi: [Isn’t this just a coincidence with your belated daily complaints?]

[So you just waited dryly for more than twenty minutes?] Jiang Yu asked again.

Big Squeak: [No.]

Jiang Yu suddenly smiled.

Even though he didn't know why he was laughing.

Then he saw Dazhi and suddenly turned to the topic he had complained about just now and asked him: [Then why did you obediently follow him back then?]

Why else?

Hit it right.

Who let that annoying ghost be the first person who ran to the Internet cafe to arrest him without any explanation.

People yearn for freedom, but no one wants to be free forever.

No care, no worries, the heart will be empty.When my mind is empty, I don't know what to do.

[I actually told you before that you will have a sense of existence if you are bound, and you will feel that your existence is meaningful if you have a sense of existence.] Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes and thought in his heart, [You forgot.]

He knew very clearly in his heart why Da Zhi had forgotten, and he also knew that he should not confuse him with Da Zhi from his "previous life".

But he just couldn't control the feeling of complaining in his heart.

But from the bottom of his heart, the movements of his hands were just vague words in the chat box.

[It's just... a coincidence.]

Jiang Yu said: [Sometimes when my mind gets hot, I don’t know what I was doing at that time.]

So here comes the problem.

Big Zhi: [Then what happens when it’s not hot now?Then forcefully pull the respect and turn it out without saying a word?]

Jiang Yu: "..."

Subconsciously, I looked down and didn't know why I didn't go to bed until now, but I sat on the side of the table and looked down at him, fiddled with the phone. I don't know if I was guarding him on purpose or I was really busy with my own affairs.Gu Zhi.

He thought for a few seconds.

[Forget it,] then looked away and replied in the chat box, [For the sake of his help during the day.]

Squeak and laugh.

[Tsk, know how to repay Jiang Xiaoyu.]

Dazhi made a joke that was almost teasing, and then moved on to the next topic very naturally.

[Okay, today's complaints are over.Let's discuss another more serious question, what time do you plan to go to bed tonight?]

Jiang Yu was taken aback for a moment.

[Didn't you say that your dormitory has no lights?] Da Zhi asked.

Jiang Yu was taken aback again, subconsciously raised his head and glanced at Gu Zhi just now, he suddenly said that he recognized the bed, he couldn't fall asleep without any light

After asking for his opinion, he took out from the closet with his backhand the faint yellowish light that was printed on the ceiling.

[…now there is.]

He casually took a photo that wasn't very obvious and told Dazhi.

Dazhi: [So you can sleep today?]

"..."

Somewhere in Jiang Yu's heart moved slightly.

[What if I can’t sleep?]

He couldn't say why he wanted to know and asked back.

[Are you still planning to tell me another story today?]

[uh-huh.]

[I do have this plan.]

Da Zhi answered very naturally.

[If you want to hear it.]

"..."

Jiang Yu didn't think he wanted it very much.

[The story about you and your 'very soft and cute' child?]

After several seconds, he typed expressionlessly on the phone screen to ask.

[Yes,] Da Zhi said, [there are many, many things to come, which can be used as bedtime stories for many nights to tell you.]

"..."

Jiang Yu said he didn't want to hear it.

Also quit WeChat smoothly.

After a while, when Gu Zhi got up and went to the bathroom to wash up, he clicked in again and forcibly replied.

[Sleepy, I have to get up early tomorrow, good night.]

However, Da Zhi mercilessly exposed his lame whitewash.

[I see, don't you want to hear it?]

It was rare that he didn't follow Jiang Yu's intentions and directly asked the topic.

Jiang Yu didn't speak.

[Is it because I didn't speak vividly and interestingly enough?] Da Zhi asked again.

Jiang Yu still didn't speak.

His personality is rather direct, he neither wants to lie nor to spoil the fun, so he always subconsciously chooses to remain silent in the face of people and things he is not willing to deal with, which is why many people think he looks likeOne of the reasons for not getting close.

Having known each other for many years, how could Da Zhi fail to understand what he meant.

I wasn't annoyed at all, I just waited for a while and didn't get an answer, so I looked rather regretful and left a sentence [Well, you didn't listen to this, don't regret it when the time comes] intending to end this topic.

Jiang Yu: [?]

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Gu Zhi: Look, I didn't intend to lie to you, you didn't listen.

= = long wait