yeah, why?

For Jiang Yu, this is actually a very philosophical question.

"Because I suddenly don't know what I should do."

Jiang Yu's voice suddenly became very soft.

This was the first time he showed his undisguised emotions to Pei Ben.

"All the energy and time before was spent on how to win them...my parents' attention, and I didn't have any special goals or hobbies," Jiang Yu turned around and looked outside through the iron fence, but couldn't see anything clearly.In the dark night, he smiled almost self-deprecatingly, "I'm still somewhat at a loss when I think about it all of a sudden."

Pei Ben rarely heard him speak like this, and his tone changed unconsciously: "Then you..."

"So I can only set a small goal for myself first," Jiang Yu sighed, "First catch up with that guy who respects himself and humbles others."

So he ignored everyone's objections and resolutely came to Nangao.

...It's just that didn't expect Gu Zhi's attitude to take a 180-degree turn and change like it is now.

He adjusted his emotions very quickly, and almost immediately Pei Ben understood that there were some things he didn't need to say.

He and Jiang Yu have been friends for so many years. In most cases, Jiang Yu can guess what the other party wants to do with a flick of his finger, so he didn't say anything else, but followed Jiang Yu to continue the topic.

"So you didn't call me today just to complain, did you?"

Pei Ben asked something in his words.

Jiang Yu didn't speak.

Pei Ben sighed.

"So," he asked resignedly, "what is the reason why you still want to be friends with him a little bit, but you have concerns at the same time?"

This question is much easier to answer.

Jiang Yu only thought for less than two seconds, then unconsciously frowned and said, "Because I hate him."

Pei Ben: "Huh?"

"I can't tell."

Jiang Yu's tightly knit brows unconsciously frowned even tighter. The feeling of extreme rejection was inexplicable and unreasonable. He also couldn't figure out the reason after thinking about it for several days.

So in the end, he could only answer one sentence: "It's really annoying for no reason."

"There's no reason, and it's really annoying?"

Pei Ben said that he couldn't understand this unreasonable feeling, so he couldn't help but tried to remind him again.

"Could it be because you had some friction with him before but forgot?"

Of course, Jiang Yu himself had thought about this problem, so he thought about it carefully and seriously in the past two days, but to no avail.

"I don't know," Jiang Yu tried to sort through the messy memories of these years, and finally shook his head while holding the phone, "I still don't have any impression of him after thinking about it for a few days."

"That's weird," Pei Ben said, "then why do you hate him?"

Jiang Yu: "..."

"..."

"..."

"........."

The question circled around and returned to the beginning. Both Jiang Yu and Pei Ben were silent for a while.

"never mind."

After a while, Jiang Yu sighed in distraught.

"Let's talk about it later." He lowered his head expressionlessly and twisted his fingertips, then suddenly changed the subject, "What about you, are you still used to it after going there?"

"With you... they get along well?"

In the end, he subconsciously changed his address and asked.

"..."

Pei Bing paused for a while, and then took a deep breath with a tone that could not tell the specific emotion.

"It's okay," he said calmly, "You have to get used to it or not."

"..."

As soon as Jiang Yu heard it, he knew that he was not living very well during this period of time.

After all, there are so many years of growing up in the middle, not to mention that there are all unpleasant conflicts and quarrels in the middle, no matter what, it is not possible to repair and get close in just one or two months.

But he has never been good at comforting. In a sense, he and the other party are a bit sympathetic, and he doesn't know how to comfort him, so he can only hold the phone without saying a word and remain silent for a while.

Only then could he squeeze out a sentence: "Everything will be fine."

After a pause of two seconds, he added the word "should" in a very unconfident manner.

"I hope."

Pei Ben hummed casually, but he hadn't forgotten that the situation of the person opposite him was even worse than him, so he lightly tapped the phone with his fingertips on the other end: "This sentence is also for you."

He was obviously unwilling to talk more about this matter, and after finishing speaking, he calmly brought the topic back to Jiang Yu again.

"I hope some people have really figured it out," Pei Ben's tone was more or less earnest, "I can stop being the same as before, giving up on myself regardless."

"...???"

Give up on yourself???

Jiang Yu immediately refused to admit it.

"Hey, what are you talking about? Who gave up on themselves? What is self-abandonment?? Is that called self-abandonment???" He retorted in complete disagreement, "Have you ever seen someone who gave up on himself and abandoned himself to the first place in the grade?"

"Isn't that just crossing and discarding to the end???"

"Isn't it?"

Pei Ben asked in a nonchalant manner, not feeling at all that there was anything wrong with the words he had just chosen, "For the sake of taking a gamble, I gave up all the things I like and are interested in."

"..."

Jiang Yu stopped talking.

In fact, he couldn't refute it.

Because in his "previous life" he did even more than he did now—just because of an unspeculative quarrel after the college entrance examination, he directly took the score of the number one scholar in the liberal arts and filled in the volunteers with Beida Jade Bird and Tsinghua Tongfang.He had to repeat the exam at the end, and became the first scholar in Z city to repeat the exam because of his willfulness.

So even if he is now "reining in the horse", even if the current Pei Ben doesn't know about the "last life", he can't refute anything as if nothing happened.

Even if he continues to speak nonchalantly.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little disappointing again.

Jiang Yu didn't want to bring up the past again, and he couldn't seem to find a suitable suggestion for the current problem, so he was silent for a moment, so he had to let this not only not bring any benefit to him, but also inadvertently poked the back of his spine.At the end of the call, he chatted casually with the other party in an absent-minded and almost perfunctory manner, and then hurriedly hung up the line.

Then he lifted his foot and walked downstairs.

Because it was temporarily arranged, the dormitory building they lived in was a bit special—it was temporarily vacated from the original teacher's dormitory.

Jiang Yu didn't notice this before, and the small door leading to the other side of the wall has been temporarily blocked, so he never knew that their small building with only three floors was actuallyIt is next to what is now the "real" teachers' dormitory area.

Until he went all the way down the stairs leading to the third floor from the roof, and when he reached the corner, it had been broken at some point, but maybe because no one went up, so he hadn't had time to repair it in time, his eyes were unconsciousGlancing down, on the other side of the wall that few people noticed, I saw two familiar figures after a struggle and entanglement that was obviously due to a quarrel, and finally ended with an unexpected kiss gestureOnly then did he vaguely realize where the building they were living in was probably.

But the location is actually not very important, what is important is the people below who are still entangled together in the thick night without knowing it.

Jiang Yu was stunned by the sight.

Even if he knew in his heart that what he should do at this time was actually close his eyes, or turn around and go downstairs immediately to pretend he didn't see it.

Until a voice that was familiar but always annoying to his conditioned reflex suddenly rang in his ears.

"Hey, wake up, it's dawn."

Jiang Yu: "..."

Subconsciously, he turned sideways and pushed his thin and slender back against the window frame.

"?"

No, what is there to stop in the dark?

Gu Zhi took a step back with a puzzled look on his face.

But looking at Jiang Yu's overly serious expression and actions in blocking Jiang Yu, can only attribute the reason to another thing in heart.

"I said, why are you so nervous?" He asked half jokingly and half tentatively, "What's wrong with this window?"

Jiang Yu: "..."

Staring at him confirmingly for a few seconds, seeing that he really didn't seem to see what he saw just now, he was relieved, and looked back calmly, confirming that the people below were no longer there., just blankly glanced at the injured person next to him who was still running around restlessly: "It's nothing, it's broken."

As he spoke, he raised his foot and walked down while asking in a calm tone, "Why are you here?"

"Of course I was looking for you," Gu Zhi followed behind him in a dragged tone as usual, "It's almost turned off and you haven't come back yet, so I have to come and see."

What a fart!Isn't it just delaying your time to fall asleep on time?

Although they have only lived together under the same roof for two days, Jiang Yu has already heard that this person has a schedule that is completely different from that of ordinary schoolmasters like them. He must go to bed on time before eleven o'clockThe elderly are resting.

So he slandered in his heart angrily, and then asked even more angrily: "Didn't you say that although you saved me this afternoon, you still don't force me to take responsibility? Now this one is waiting for you."What does it matter if I go back to serve your uncle?"

"?"

Originally, he was magnanimously letting him go, but Gu Zhi who was suddenly slapped upside down slowly put a question mark in his heart.

"no,"

He didn't understand that this afternoon he still said "no need, I will take responsibility for what is due to me, and I will definitely pay back the favors owed", but within a few hours, he suddenly looked like he didn't want to take responsibilityLooking at the current thoughts and ideas of the little friend, he asked rather amusedly: "Why am I the uncle?"

He has been looking for someone with good intentions and a good temper for a long time, and finally he has to smile at each other. What kind of uncle is this???

Jiang Yu: "You have to go to bed early, can't Lin An help?"

In other words, is it worth asking me for help all over the world???

understood.

Gu Zhi suddenly realized that he raised his hand and stroked his arm that was still hanging on his chest.

"You think I came out to get you back because I was in a hurry to go to bed?" he asked.

Jiang Yu stopped and turned his head: "No?"

"Of course not." Although Gu Zhi didn't understand why Jiang Yu thought about himself like this, he still explained to him in a good temper, "I'm looking for you because no one knows where you went, and the messages are not returned, and the phone callsI can’t get through, I’m afraid something will happen to you.”

Gu Zhi looked into Jiang Yu's eyes very seriously: "This is the main reason why I came out to find you, understand? The point is that I'm afraid that something will happen to you."

The author has something to say:

Gu Zhi: The little hairy child looks like he has never been found by his parents, and he doesn't know what is going on in his head every day.

PS: was sick some time ago, so it was off for a while, sorry duck, bow.jpg