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    When Dazhi suddenly proposed that he wanted to meet Jiang Yu in real life, Jiang Yu was in a daze.

    At that time, he had just complained to the other party on WeChat about what happened during the day, and he told him the real reason why he had such an attitude towards Gu Zhi under the other party's question whether it was intentional or unintentional.

    [So, just because his eyes look a bit like that one, you have only met him once from the beginning to the end, and you hold a grudge against him until now,] Finally, Dazhi concluded his words in surprise,[You just set the city gate on fire to bring disaster to the pond fish of that classmate surnamed Gu?]

    At the end, as if I couldn’t understand it even more, I added a question: [Just because at that time, in your words, he was quite arrogant, and he didn’t look at you at all?]

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    He couldn't deny the previous question.

    But the latter... Of course, it can't just be because of such a trivial reason.

    No matter how unreasonable he is, it is impossible for others to remember his name after listening to the introduction, and it seems that he doesn't want to talk to him at first glance, so he has hated others for several years because of such a trivial matter of human nature..

    It even hurt Chi Yu because of this incident.

    It must be because of what happened next.

    Da Zhi wouldn't think that he is actually a person who can be so narrow-minded because of this, right???

    Jiang Yu subconsciously felt that this would not work.

    Anyone can not understand and misunderstand him, so just say no.

    So Jiang Yu almost didn't even think about it, and began to quickly type explanations in the chat box.

    [of course not!]

    [Who told you that I only met him once from beginning to end.]

    Jiang Yu said.

    [Actually, I have met several times.]

    [Just before I met you.]

    It was also before Jiang Xiaoshui left completely, and Mo Xianyu and the others drifted away from Jiang Yu.

    That was a few days after the accident.

    At that time, Jiang Yu had already been discharged from the hospital due to minor injuries, and was sent home with the temporary aunt.

    During that time, Mo Xianyu and Jiang Tingzhou stayed in the hospital every day, while Jiang Xiaoshui lay in the ICU intermittently awake and asleep.

    [I was born without grandparents, and my grandparents left us long before my elder brother and I could walk, ] Jiang Yu said, [so I hadn’t even touched life and death at that time.this kind of thing.]

    So he believed what Jiang Xiaoshui said to him before they "slept over" for the last time, and what Mo Xianyu and the others told him when they tricked him into going home, "Brother will be back in a few days."".

    And rarely obediently returned home alone.

    But there was still something in his heart that he couldn't tell what it was at the time, but he just couldn't stay at home well, and he would feel better only if he went to sit in the place where Jiang Xiaoshui often went to play together, faintlyuneasy.

    So every day he would go to sit in the small park not far from his home—do nothing else, not even talk to anyone, just sit like that—quietly and anxiously waiting for Mo XianyuThey brought Jiang Xiaoshui back.

    But he waited and waited and waited and waited for many days, but Jiang Xiaoshui didn't come back.

    Instead, he waited until a nasty ghost he didn't want to see at the time appeared.

    [It's that little boy who sat in a wheelchair and listened to your brother's introduction for a long time, but in the end you found out that he didn't listen to anything, and couldn't even remember your name?]

    Da Zhi cleverly combined the context and asked clearly.

    [Well,] Jiang Yu sighed, nodded and typed, [That's him.]

    The name of the annoying ghost is Gu Yinzhi, and it was the "weak chicken" that he saw sitting in a wheelchair when he was looking for Jiang Xiaoshui.After one side, as soon as Jiang Xiaoshui mentioned it, he impatiently imitated the temporary nickname given to the other party in the TV series.

    Of course, it was only at the very beginning.

    At that time, Jiang Yu was no longer in the mood to be angry with him, not even in the mood to talk to anyone.

    So when Gu Yinzhi appeared in front of him pushing a wheelchair on the first day, walked around him twice curiously, and then suddenly reached out and poked his index finger on his shoulder, Jiang Yu didn't react at all.

    Although hate it in heart, but in terms of actions and behaviors, there is not much performance.

    Apart from giving him a fierce and cold look, he still didn't say a word, and remained motionless, sitting in the same position from dawn to dusk.

    As a result, Jiang Yu remained silent.

    The person in the wheelchair who used to say "Don't get close to strangers, it depends on my mood" suddenly spoke more inexplicably.

    He first asked Jiang Yu why he always ran to sit there alone, and then suddenly apologized, saying that he didn't hear clearly last time because he was thinking about something, but he actually knew his name was Jiang Xiaoyu.

    Later, it was estimated that he had inquired about something at school, and when he came to bother him on the third day, his attitude became a little cautious.

    Jiang Yu still remembered that day when Gu Yinzhi was pushing a wheelchair, he came to him almost out of breath and asked him, "I heard...you and your brother had an accident a few days ago? Is that so?"

    The anxiety on his face and eyes did not look fake at all.

    At that time, Jiang Yu was still young, and he really couldn't learn how to hide his emotions.

    Every time the aunt at home mentioned something about Jiang Xiaoshui every time she called the family or chatted with the neighbors.

    Although he can come out during the day and keep his ears quiet, when he goes back to sleep at night, it is inevitable that one or two sentences will fall into his ears.

    So that day when Gu Yinzhi asked him over and over again, full of concern, why Jiang Xiaoshui didn't go to class, why he wasn't with him, and whether Jiang Xiaoshui was still in the hospital and was seriously injured.

    Jiang Yu raised his head and stared at him for a while with unfocused eyes. He didn't know why, even when the accident happened, he knocked a big bag on the car, and he didn't cry when he was left alone at home.His eye sockets turned red with a "shua".

    [I was young at the time, and I still lacked emotional control. I guess I couldn’t hold it anymore.] After such a long time, when Jiang Yu, who had already been bound by male self-esteem and pride, said it again, I still couldn’t overcome the embarrassment in my heart, and first forcibly explained to Dazhi, and then continued, [Just...crying and telling him that those people secretly said that I might soonThere will be no brother.]

    [And crying very sadly.]

    In the end, he seemed to cry until he hiccupped.

    But because it felt too embarrassing, Jiang Yu suppressed the last sentence.

    But Da Zhi didn't pay much attention to this, he just [um] for a while, as if he was only interested in the follow-up and asked: [Then what?]

    [Then……]

    Jiang Yu's fingertips pressing on the phone screen paused for a few seconds as the memories kept coming back in his mind.

    [Then I was tricked by him!]

    He tapped on the phone screen almost word for word.

    Big Squeak: […?]

    "..."

    Well, in fact, it can't be said to be tricked.

    Just as the saying goes, love is deep and hate is deep.

    For Jiang Yu at that time, the nature of this matter and the time it happened were really too hard to let go and impressed.

    Therefore, Jiang Yu gradually developed some resentment and resistance towards Gu Yinzhi that he could not control over the years.

    [He was actually very nice to me during that time,] Jiang Yu said, [He would come to the park to talk with me every day, and he would try his best to comfort me and make me happy with different tricks.He even exaggeratedly told me how serious his illness was in order to gain the cheap sympathy that I was easily deceived by others at that time.]

    [It's over, I heard from my aunt that Jiang Xiaoshui might be going to die, so I secretly hid in the park by myself and cried, and told me that even if Jiang Xiaoshui is really gone one day, I can still take it.He treats him like a brother.]

    [He will take care of me as his own brother just like Jiang Xiaoshui used to take care of me.]

    Although thinking back on it now, Jiang Yu could already understand that it was a child's words, don't listen to them, and shouldn't believe them.

    But children are children.

    At that time, Jiang Yu couldn't understand this truth.

    Especially when he found that Mo Xianyu and the others were too busy to take care of themselves, they were in no mood at all, and had no energy to spare to comfort him, and he seemed to have nothing else to rely on except Gu Yinzhi, the driftwood that suddenly appeared.

    That is to believe beyond belief.

    so

    [Even so, even if I already know it now, he might just open his mouth and say it casually just to comfort me, even if I understand it clearly in my heart, he actually doesn’t owe me anything at all,] Jiang Yu said, [But until now, I still have no choice but to let go of the fact that he disappeared from my world without a sound at almost the same time Jiang Xiaoshui left.]

    In the eyes of others, many things may be just a trivial thing, so small that it can even be ignored.

    But for the parties involved, it couldn't be more important.

    It was as if no one could understand that when Jiang Yuzai, who was less than eight years old, suddenly lost his dearest brother, and couldn't get it, he was in the same grief of losing a loved one as him, even more sad than him.When the sad parents comforted and comforted him for the first time, they took Gu Yinzhi who said that casually just to comfort him, as something.

    If Gu Yinzhi hadn't left at that critical moment.

    Even later, he actually didn't do what he said at the time, that he would take care of Jiang Yu like his younger brother.

    Even if he didn't do anything afterwards.

    It was just on the day when Mo Xianyu and the others told Jiang Yu that Jiang Xiaoshui had left, went to a far away place, and would never come back again, they appeared in that park as always, and let Jiang Yu see him.

    [Even if he just sat there quietly, didn't say anything, and didn't do anything, listen to me fully express those sad and sad emotions that I didn't know what to do at the time, and who could cry tovent out.] Jiang Yu said as calmly as possible, [Even if it's just like this, it's impossible for me to resent him in the later time because of this incident.]

    He is not such a paranoid person.

    It's just because of some things that got too little in the future, so made promises to others that might just say casually before, and those who seemed to be almost able to get it, but didn't because of one or another reason.Get nickel and dime.

    ...

    [It's just that other people's fussing is all about getting it again, but you, you don't want it anymore.]

    After a long time, Dazhi came back as if he knew Jiang Yu very well: [Really?]

    That's why he said he hated Gu Zhi.

    That's why, because it's just a similarity in eyes, they subconsciously reject and want to stay away.

    [Actually, it can’t be said that it’s because of a look in the eyes, right?] Jiang Yu didn’t answer his question, but just stared at the phone screen without focus for a while, and then answered the wrong question and went back and said, [There is one more.]

    [That is, when I looked at him in the bookstore, didn't I just lose my mind for a while?] Jiang Yu said, [I also remembered that day.One day when he said he was going to give me a special gift, when he asked me to guess what was in the gift box he held in his hand, it was almost exactly the same.]

    The only difference is that the way Gu Zhi looked at him at that time was a bit more puzzled and a little bit more than Gu Yinzhi's at that time, and he couldn't tell what the specific emotion was.

    Then Da Zhi suddenly stopped talking.

    I don't know what was thinking.

    Jiang Yu didn't know what else to say.

    The two of you were "typing..." and I was "typing...", maintaining the state that neither of them exited the chat box, and fell into a brief silence at the same time.

    After a while, Jiang Yu's chat interface suddenly popped up without warning:

    [Let's meet each other this weekend, Jiang Xiaoyu.]

    Jiang Yu said: "...???"

    It's very confusing.jpg.

    What do you do on weekends???

    Jiang Yu really didn't react for a while.

    In Jiang Yu's memory, the relationship between him and Dazhi at this time is actually that kind, and he is maintaining it unilaterally by relying on his less brazen chatter.

    Although after the "previous life", after starting again, somehow, the other party's attitude towards me seems to be much better than it was at this time.

    And even though he always knew that no matter what time of day it was and how far apart he and Da Zhi were, sooner or later they would meet this side.

    At the very least, he really wants to, and will definitely go to see this side.

    It can even be said that since the last time Da Zhi said to him in WeChat, "It shouldn't be too late, I really want to see you too", he has been waiting for the other party to meet him one day in the future, put forward such an invitation as actively and actively as today.

    But never thought it would be now.

    How could it be now?

    It was so sudden.

    Jiang Yu's five fingers holding the phone unconsciously tightened originally.

    After a long while, was sure, but didn't dare to be sure, and typed very slowly to answer the question.

    [……weekend?]

    What he actually wanted to ask was "...Meet?".

    But in order to leave a retreat for himself, just to be on the safe side, he still decided to tactfully confirm the location of the other party first.

    The overhead light hit him quietly, pulling him back subconsciously, the silhouette of him leaning on the back of the chair and the lines of his arms tensed due to tension stretched very long.

    Jiang Yu sat there motionless with lowered eyes.

    Even the gaze that was staring at the screen was extraordinarily nervous.

    As if he was afraid of missing or misreading Dazhi's next message, he looked at the chat interface for a moment.

    It wasn't until Dazhi came back with two or three messages in an unusually natural and quick manner, that he didn't know whether he was happy or unhappy and heaved a sigh of relief.

    [Yeah, weekend.]

    said the big squeak.

    [I kept forgetting to tell you that we are actually in the same city.]

    [Surprise?]

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    Leaving aside those who are surprised or not, a city...

    Isn't that—

    [this weekend?]

    Now not only was there no room for an excuse like "the distance is too far away", Jiang Yu was even more confused in an instant: [So, the meeting you just mentioned... refers to this weekend???]

    [Yes,] Dazhi said calmly, [Meet me, just this weekend.]

    [or]

    Before Jiang Yu could reply, he followed up with two more messages.

    [Put it another way.]

    [According to our relationship, to be precise, it should be called the following base?]

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    [...The point is not the question of what it is called.]

    Almost subconsciously, he typed back and said.

    [Um?So what do you think should be the focus?]

    Dazhi couldn't react to his counter-question for a while.

    After two seconds, he quickly reacted again.

    "Understood."

    His tone was obviously teasing and teasing, and he replaced the text with a rare voice note.

    "Jiang Xiaoyu, are you suddenly embarrassed or nervous and scared?" Jiang Yu heard Da Zhi's deep voice laughing in the voice note and said, "Afraid to come to see me? Or..."

    "I'm afraid that I will be like some social news on the Internet. I am ugly, but I still want to be beautiful. What can I do to a legendary handsome boy like you?"

    In fact, Da Zhi seldom teased him with such unscrupulous jokes.

    In most cases, they just quietly listened to his ramblings, and then made targeted and effective replies.

    Only occasionally, when Jiang Yu was really depressed or at a loss what to do, he would tease him in a way similar to that of an aggressive general, with a sense of joking and joking.

    Anyway, the latter will always only grasp the key point of being provoked.

    Sure enough, Jiang Yu fell for it almost immediately.

    "..."

    I'm scared of shit!

    Let’s not talk about whether you are beautiful or not, what do you look like... You can also suppress it for the time being, what can you do to me if you are both old men???

    Did you snatch my practice questions and required test papers and forcefully write all the answers for me?

    The desire to win was inexplicably aroused, and Jiang Yu slapped him in his heart rather speechlessly.

    But this time, he didn't immediately open his mouth like before, saying "I'll see you soon, can I still be afraid that you will eat me?" This rebuttalwords.

    Instead, after hesitating for a while, he followed the straightforward and honest principle in his nature, and continued to type and go back and said: [No, I just feel that you seem... a little sudden?]

    However, Da Zhi didn't seem to feel that way at all.

    [Suddenly?] Jiang Yu saw him and replied in text form on the chat interface, [I think the timing should be about the same.]

    [After all, we have known each other for so many years, anyway, sooner or later we will meet this side.]

    [What do you think?]

    said the big squeak.

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    The words have been said to this point, how can he feel.

    And Da Zhi's invitation just now, although it seems to be a question full of meaning, is asking Jiang Yu's consent very respectfully.

    But in fact, more are still expressing to Jiang Yu, "I want to see you, and I know that you actually want to see me, and I hope you can come to see me too, otherwise, maybe next time, I don't know when I will have it."I'm interested in this."

    This is Da Zhi's usual way of speaking.

    It not only leaves room for people, but also always inadvertently carries some condescension.

    Maybe he didn't even notice it himself.

    But Jiang Yu noticed it.

    And this perception was made a long time ago.

    So although his mind can't be said to be very sensitive, at any rate, he was once the next liberal arts champion in City Z that many people had already decided in their hearts.In terms of reading comprehension, it has always been relatively deep and accurate. Naturally, the meaning of the words can be understood clearly.

    What's more, Da Zhi has already said the following words so bluntly.

    This aspect seems to be inevitable.

    Jiang Yu lowered his resistance and sighed.

    See you soon.

    [Too.]

    Although he still felt a little sudden in his heart, he still agreed without being too pretentious, and he took the initiative to choose a specific time.

    [Then this Sunday, at three o'clock in the afternoon, where do you decide?]

    Dazhi was silent for a while, not knowing what he was doing.

    After a while, another screenshot with a map location was sent to the chat interface.

    [Hengan Cultural Center, library on the fourth floor, see you there.]

    Jiang Yu stared at the screenshot and address in a daze.

    [… See you soon.]

    It took a few seconds before came back to say this, and then went to look at the map immediately.

    Sure enough, in less than 20 seconds, he discovered that the Hengan Cultural Center was less than a kilometer away from his home.

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    The author has something to say:

    = = Just... didn't fall into it.

    Hey, I was sloppy, I miscalculated the plot and the number of words, I'm sorry, sorry duck, I can only express my apology with fat stamps, but it's too soon, I love you orz~

    ps: The next chapter will be updated tomorrow, guess how many vests Gu Zhi has?

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