That night, Jiang Yu was not only at the dinner table, but also said "So what, this year's school volunteer form has been sent out again, you say I am filling in New Oriental this time, or Shandong Nanxiang" as the trigger, abnormalHe quarreled fiercely with Jiang Tingzhou.

By the way, in the middle, all the long-standing grievances in his heart were vented loudly along with the mess he overturned in his rage.

At the end, he threw out a very angry sentence: "Since you were never willing to control me before, what are you going to do now? For so many years, I just casually handed over a little money and thought it was enough, and I always let it go.I fend for myself at home and outside, never caring and never asking, are you qualified and worthy to be my parents?"

Then Jiang Yu received the first slap in the eighteen years of his "previous life", which was as loud as the dinner table he just overturned, and couldn't be louder.

Jiang Tingzhou hit him for the first time.

"We don't deserve it?"

Jiang Yu subconsciously tilted his head to cover his rapidly swollen left side of his face when he heard Jiang Tingzhou say, "If we were really unworthy, I wouldn't have listened to your brother's request to save you.To deal with him who was more seriously injured, but to go to his arms, just passed out, and you were hugged out almost unscathed."

"If we didn't deserve it, then your mother wouldn't take all the faults on herself and just blame herself for so many years, thinking that it was because of her careless driving back then that caused such an irreparable accident.The consequences, but never the blame, you who stretched the marshmallow from the back seat to the front to block her view!"

"Who is not qualified?!"

Jiang Tingzhou glared at him almost angrily and said, "Jiang Yu, your brother used his own life to protect you, and your mother has always chosen to avoid you all these years.Resentment, and even always secretly caring about your situation in school, secretly helping you talk to the teacher when you get into trouble, and being sued by a phone call to us, never scolding, or evenI have never said even a serious word to you, is it just to make you come here today, here, to accuse us of being so disobedient, saying that we are not qualified and unworthy?!"

Jiang Yu still remembered that at that moment, his originally surging anger calmed down almost all at once.

[It turned out to be like this.]

At that time, Jiang Yu didn't know what kind of eyes he was looking at Jiang Tingzhou and Mo Xianyu.

He only knew that after listening to Jiang Tingzhou's words, he really felt very calm all of a sudden.

[It turned out to be like this.]

It turned out that at its root, the problem did not lie with him.

Those five words echoed in Jiang Yu's mind over and over again.

He used his eyes back and forth to confront Jiang Tingzhou and Mo Xianyu in the living room for a while, and finally turned back to the bedroom without saying a word, holding the phone in his pocket, seemingly calm.

It was only later, not just the night when confided in Da Zhi.

In fact, from his sudden "rebirth" until now, he has been thinking more than once: Has Mo Xianyu really never blamed him?

If there was really no resentment, then why did she deliberately avoid seeing herself in the following years?

If there is really no complaint, then why did Jiang Tingzhou deliberately raise this matter as an argument to refute himself?

So now that think about it, it's actually weird.

Because of resentment, that's why remember the details of the cotton candy handed out so clearly.

Because of resentment, that's why he deliberately avoided Jiang Xiaoshui's birthday every year, and had to wait until after twelve o'clock before pretending to forget to send him birthday wishes.

Also because of resentment, that's why she always avoids him, even if she cares secretly, she refuses to let him know the slightest bit.

It seems that he never blames and teaches, but he never gets close to him.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu couldn't help but sneered with self-mocking.

Then, he was suddenly pushed lightly on his arm, and he was suddenly pushed back to God.

"Xiaojiang?!"

Jiang Yu turned his head in a daze but unconsciously, just in time to meet the concerned gaze of the fruit seller.

"Are you okay? Auntie's has arrived."

The middle-aged woman raised her finger to the old unit door that was already close in front of them. She probably looked at him with a wrong look on her face. Instead of going in immediately, she stood there motionless and looked at him with eyesThere was obvious doubt and worry in it.

"What were you thinking just now? You've been in a trance all the way... Did you catch a cold from the rain just now?"

As soon as she spoke, she changed her voice and reached out to touch Jiang Yu's forehead.

While moving, he was still asking: "Why don't you go to Auntie's house to change clothes first, drink ginger soup or take some cold medicine?"

"without……"

Jiang Yu subconsciously turned his head to avoid her hand.

But as soon as he turned his head slightly to the side, it felt like it was unnecessary.

Besides, apart from Pei Ben's deceased grandma, basically no one cared about him so much anymore.

So when he was about to withdraw to the side, he paused for a moment, then turned back calmly, letting the other party find him.

"No."

Jiang Yu himself didn't know what kind of mood he was in right now, and let the other party focus and carefully feel the body temperature on his forehead, and politely refused and said, "I'm young, and my physical fitness should be okay.Not so."

The aunt selling fruit didn't speak.

Leng was stroking his forehead and face seriously and carefully, and confirmed the comparison with his own several times, before withdrawing his hand in peace of mind.

"I really don't have a fever."

The middle-aged woman didn't continue to say anything to ask Jiang Yu to go to her house. Maybe she could tell that Jiang Yu didn't want to go, so she pushed the car to the next stop under the eaves.

"Then let's go here." She smiled very kindly and said to Jiang Yu, "Thank you for today. Go back quickly. If you get wet in the rain, you have to go home and change your clothes and take a hot bath. Otherwise, it's nowI don't have a cold, maybe I will catch a cold later."

As he spoke, he lifted the raincoat off his body.

"Oh, by the way, Auntie has nothing to thank you for. If you don't go up, then you can take some fruit and leave. It's a little bit of Auntie's heart..."

"No."

Jiang Yu took a step forward and held down the hand that she had finished tearing out the plastic bag and was about to pick something into it.

"I have something to do later, it's not convenient to carry fruit, it's just convenient, you don't have to worry about it."

He spoke very seriously in his tone and expression.

Middle-aged woman: "But you..."

"Then how about this? If I take an apple, it will be considered as a thank you gift from you."

Jiang Yu was very unaccustomed to this kind of subtle entanglement between people. He reached out and took one from her face, and then refused again tactfully but bluntly: "I really can't take too much.In fact, I don't really like fruit, Pei Liu...Pei Ben has gone abroad again, even if I take it back, I'll keep it in the refrigerator, maybe I won't even remember to eat it when it rots."

"Besides, I really have something to do later. It's too heavy to carry, and it's raining. It's not very convenient to put things here and there."

"So I really don't need the extra, I appreciate the kindness."

In the end, he took half a step back indistinctly, nodded slightly at the other party politely and said.

"Then... that's fine."

Seeing his firm attitude, the middle-aged woman had no choice but to put down the plastic bag and stop stuffing it.

But still insisting on his own opinion, he reached out and snatched the apple he just picked up casually in the car, and replaced it with a redder and bigger one.

"Then take this big one, you are too thin, eat more."

The middle-aged woman stuffed back to him the carefully selected apple in her pocket.

"If you want to eat it in the future, you can come to Auntie to buy it. Then Auntie will definitely choose the best fruit and the biggest discount for you."

she says.

"Well, thank you, Auntie."

Jiang Yu nodded obediently and said.

"What a nice boy."

The eyes of the middle-aged woman were full of liking and admiration for him. After talking about something, she quickly waved at Jiang Yu and said:

"Then what... OK, if you have something to do, go and do it first. Auntie is already home, so I won't delay you."

"Go, ah."

Jiang Yu nodded, turned around and left almost without hesitation.

But before he took a few steps, he heard the people behind him seem worried, and shouted at him loudly through the rain curtain behind him: "Remember to go home early after work, change your clothes, so as not to catch a cold, you know?"

Jiang Yu didn't look back, nor did he respond.

It's just that his footsteps didn't stop at all, and he suddenly clenched the apple in his hand tightly.

Holding an umbrella, he quickly disappeared into the blurred and heavy ice-cold rain that didn't show any signs of diminishing.

It was 2:50 in the afternoon when Jiang Yu hurried to Heng'an Cultural Center despite the light rain, which was much weaker than before.

Originally, at the beginning, he thought about it halfway, or he should go home first, change his clothes again, and blow his hairstyle suitable for the first meeting.

Anyway, it's not very far away, even if you're late, it won't be too late.

But he himself was originally a person who was more punctual and trustworthy in comparison.

So later, on the way home, he hesitated again and again, and chose the former that he valued more between the two options of "an internal image of being trustworthy and punctual, and an external image of being well-dressed".

[When the time comes, just tell him why it happened like this.]

Jiang Yu originally thought so in his heart.

He thinks that Da Zhi shouldn't mind too much.

Maybe even because of this, he will add a point to his character points in his heart.

So he didn't go home.

Instead, he thought that he was already wet anyway, and no matter how bad the shoes and trousers were, he immediately rushed to the agreed venue ahead of time, braving the heavy rain.

But he didn't wait in the library on the fourth floor first.

Even because his shoes and trousers were too wet, he didn't immediately step into the gate of the art exhibition hall on the first floor.

He intends to change places after waiting for someone here.

After all, whether it is an art exhibition hall or a library, it is not suitable for talking and chatting.

Jiang Yu felt that Da Zhi must have such a plan in his heart.

So he casually grabbed his half-dried hair and put away the umbrella, then on the stone steps at the gate, he randomly chose a place with few people, and took a deep breath a little nervously.

Then, while exhaling slowly, he pulled the schoolbag on his back and pulled it forward, lowered his head, quickly and nervously pulled out the phone from inside.

Jiang Yu originally wanted to send a message to Dazhi on WeChat, "I'm here, I'll wait for you at the gate" to tell him that he doesn't need to go to the library, and just meet outside.

As a result, as soon as opened the chat list, saw the chat box at the top, with a number 8 floating on the left avatar with white letters on a red background.

In the message box on the right, the words [Voice Call] are displayed.

Jiang Yu was taken aback for a moment.

Move your fingertips lightly, and click in almost without thinking.

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