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    Jiang Yu frowned with a mixed expression, staring at his back as he was still walking forward for a few seconds.

    He still couldn't help but stopped abruptly, and tightened his five fingers quite forcefully, dragging the person who was one step ahead of him to stop in place.

    "What's the meaning?"

    Almost at the moment when Gu Zhi turned his head, he locked the other's eyes with his eyes without blinking.

    "What is 'Teach me the basics of being with the person I like'?"

    Jiang Yu almost stared at Gu Zhi with wrong eyeballs, as if he was afraid of missing any small details in the changes in his eyes, and asked with a very serious tone and expression.

    Although he is not stupid, he can fully guess what it means from Gu Zhi's actions and words just now.

    But after all, before today, the other party had never expressed or responded to his impulsive confession in the fountain square.

    And... In short, anyway, he just doesn't want to pay attention to it.

    However, Gu Zhi's answer was just a raised eyebrow, and he didn't speak.

    Instead, as soon as he turned around, he just stood there without saying a word, with an expression of "you can't see what I mean?", and also stared at him quietly, just stood there and looked back at him quietly..

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    Gu Zhi: "..."

    The two of them just looked at me and I looked at you, which could almost be regarded as a stalemate, and their eyes met for a long time on the street without moving.

    In the end, Gu Zhixian turned his eyes away as if admitting defeat and sighed.

    "What do you say?"

    Gu Zhi's expression was particularly helpless and he sighed again.

    "Could it be that what I just did and said—"

    His gaze glanced over Jiang Yu's left hand that he had held, moved his gaze upwards, and then opened his hand to look at Jiang Yu even more helplessly.

    "It's not enough to show that I suddenly appeared here, and I said this sentence to you that I thought was obvious, what exactly do I want to express?" He asked.

    "..."

    Jiang Yu stopped talking.

    It's not really a question of enough.

    But Jiang Yu didn't like to play that kind of guessing and ambiguous word games with others.

    Especially on this kind of matter, he didn't want to waste any extra emotion and time to deal with the other party's specious temptations.

    So he just wanted a straightforward, clear, thorough and clear answer that could analyze every word and every word, and lay out the meaning clearly on the table for him.

    So Jiang Yu quietly lowered his eyes and fell silent for a moment, then raised his eyes again to look at Gu Zhi.

    Almost stubborn, he slightly changed the words he asked just now, and asked Gu Zhi again.

    "So what exactly does it mean?"

    Jiang Yu's tone and expression were more serious than before when he asked Gu Zhi.

    When it was over, he frowned with a particularly disgusted expression and added to him later: "I don't like this kind of vague way of speaking."

    ...

    Gu Zhi was startled suddenly.

    Immediately, he quickly realized why Jiang Yu had to ask such a question.

    "Understood, you just want me to give you a more formal expression and statement. Just like when proposing marriage, you must first bring the ring and flowers?"

    He said that his eyes were curved.

    Although I know in my heart that Jiang Yu is not because he cares about the sense of ritual, but because he unilaterally misunderstood Mo Xianyu and Jiang Tingzhou's intentions at the beginning, so he had to go against his original thoughts and intentions., did a lot of things and choices that he didn't want to do at all, and he was not very happy to do.

    There is a big shadow in his heart, because he is afraid that he will be wrong again, and because of this, he will do something more. Not only is it useless to him, but it will only be remembered after a long time, and he will feel that he was stupid at that time xHis useless behavior, that's why he has to pull himself so hard, wanting to get a more accurate answer from him, to find out what's going on.

    But he still decided to take this opportunity to respond to Jiang Yu's previous confession in a solemn and serious manner.

    So I deliberately misinterpreted his meaning, and just when Jiang Yu opened his mouth, before he could say anything to deny it, he said with a deeper smile: "I really like flowers and rings."I’m not prepared, but I can improvise for the sake of expressing and explaining.”

    "After all, for things like confession, there must be a certain amount of courtesy, so that you can know the other party's specific intentions more clearly, right?" Gu Zhi said.

    "..."

    Jiang Yu suddenly shut up and lowered his head, subconsciously turned his eyes to the ground, remained silent, and didn't intend to continue talking about those things that didn't matter whether he said it or not, which were all important at all.

    In the end, who knew that after Gu Zhi finished the two previous sentences, he stood there motionless and looked at him.

    As if the pause button was pressed, for some reason, he also closed his mouth, and suddenly stopped talking.

    Jiang Yu originally wanted to hear what he could say, so he waited for a while, but he didn't hear anything for a long time.

    His eyes paused for a moment, but he still couldn't hold back and raised his head to look at the other party.

    The expression was confused, and the eyes seemed to say: Don't you want to improvise?Then why are you just staring at me inexplicably?

    Gu Zhi was amused.

    He was actually a little worried just now.

    I was worried that Jiang Yu would be angry because he hadn't responded to this matter before giving birth to him, but at this time, he suddenly said back to him, "No, I don't need it, you should keep these words for yourself.Go ahead and tell someone” and so on.

    After all, although Jiang Yu looked soft and cute in front of "Big Zhi", he could barely be considered soft-hearted, reasonable, and cute in front of "Gu Zhi".

    But when he told himself about his parents and Gu Yinzhi, Gu Zhi could still clearly feel that he was a person who dealt with this kind of problem very neatly, and he was not willing to wrong himself in the slightest.

    For example, when he knew that no matter how hard he tried, in Mo Xianyu's heart, it was impossible for them to compare to his elder brother who died young, and it was even more impossible for him to get more care and attention from the other party than now, so he just gave up.I worked hard in the previous direction and transferred directly to Nangao.

    Another example is that because Gu Yinzhi failed to be by his side when he needed it most, he directly chose to forget it, and when talking to himself, although he didn't say it clearly, he still made it clear to him from the sideEven if the other party reappeared by his side now and said that he wanted to make up, he already completely didn't want this meaning.

    He was afraid that Jiang Yu's liking would suddenly become time-sensitive.

    But luckily.

    Fortunately, Jiang Yu's liking for him was not so short-lived, and fortunately, Jiang Yu was always straightforward in this kind of matter, not overly hypocritical, and he was not arrogant and stubborn, and he didn't know how to get behind him.Speak out those words.

    "In the beginning, I really thought it was quite sudden."

    Gu Zhi first explained to Jiang Yu why he didn't reply to Jiang Yu at all in those five days.

    "Because I didn't expect you to be so cold to me at school after you got angry, because you liked me. I also didn't expect you to confess your love to me so suddenly on New Year's Eve." He said,"Even if it wasn't for Lin An's repeated reminders and confirmation with Lu Mingchuan, I might not know until now that I really, really like you."

    He always thought that it was because he felt that Jiang Yu looked really painful and cute sometimes, and because after being Jiang Yu's negative energy trash can for so many years, he was more sympathetic to the bad things he encountered.Such a good thing, that's why unconsciously want to get close to him, take care of him, treat him like the brother Jiang Yu mentioned to him more than once before.

    "But who knew that I just wanted to be an ordinary brother like Jiang Xiaoshui who just took care of your daily life and enriched your leisure time at the beginning, but then unconsciously, I gradually changed intoI want to be your love/brother/brother."

    Gu Zhi said: "But even after realizing this, I am still very entangled and hesitant."

    Because he has witnessed the lessons learned by others, and knows how hard it is to overcome the difficulties and ups and downs on that road, so he didn't want to take Jiang Yu so casually to that difficult and thorny narrow pathgo up.

    Jiang Yu: "Then why are you now..."

    "Why else?"

    Gu Zhi looked at him with a very helpless smile and said, "Of course I thought about it carefully, and finally I still felt that, anyway, even if I, Gu Zhi, who knows everything about myself, didn't delay you today, I might not be able to tell you tomorrow."There will be other strangers like Wang Zhi, Li Zhi, grape juice, etc. whose names, genders and personalities are not known to replace me and delay you."

    "At that time, if many years had passed, it would be fine, but what if you moved so quickly, transferred back to No. 7 Middle School without a word today, and immediately changed your heart and fell in love with someone else the next day?"

    Gu Zhi said: "At that time, you will really hate me in your heart. If you don't have to be a friend, and I'm not happy in my heart, wouldn't the gain outweigh the loss?"

    Then he can't regret it until he dies?

    What's more, he was not at all sure whether the person who would replace him to delay Jiang Yu would be able to protect and let Jiang Yu unreservedly like him.

    And can it be like what he originally planned and always wanted to do, to try his best and maximize the things that Jiang Yu has been missing for so many years, and use all the ways he can think of to make the most of it?Compensate him if possible.

    I'm not sure if something like today happens again in the future, will that person be able to rush to the scene in time like him, do his best, and hold the one he likes and cherishes so dearly in his hand?Protect the little fish.

    So even though he has been educated since he was a child, he must think twice before doing things, and not just rely on his temper and temporary mood.Especially in terms of relationships, it is necessary to carefully consider and make decisions. You cannot just be with a certain person casually, so as not to be hurt by others, or to implicate or hurt others unintentionally or accidentally.

    Although he did consider this matter very carefully, and he had also secretly decided in his heart, or let's just forget it this time.

    I thought that perhaps after Jiang Yu graduated and went out to see a wider world, and when he became an adult and could take responsibility for his actions, words and deeds, and bear all the consequences afterwards, thenDepending on whether Jiang Yu really likes him or not, he decides whether to be with him or not.

    But in the end—

    "I still decided, instead of handing over our relationship to the test of time, and worrying about handing you over to someone else, I don't know the details, I don't know his character, he doesn't care what he knowshold up."

    "It's better to delay you by myself from now on."

    Gu Zhi said.

    At least he can properly grasp the speed of delaying Jiang Yu.

    It also prevents you from having to pretend to be nonchalant and suppress yourself in the future, and pay for not cherishing now.

    For example, he could only quietly in the background, pick up the sour and eat the past of the "bastard" who was lucky enough to delay Jiang Yu for him.

    So it's better to just let someone fall into his hands.

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    Happy Lantern Festival!

    ps: The content of the previous chapter has been slightly changed. If you feel that you can’t connect, please go back and read it again, love you, okay~

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