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    "of course not."

    As soon as Gu Zhi heard Jiang Yu's words, he knew that it was not good, and immediately stretched out his hand and grabbed Jiang Yu's wrist almost reflexively. After quickly denying to comfort him, he quickly explained to him: "I just hope you canJust like when we were in front of 'Big Squeak' before, don't just hold back what you think of in advance, I hope you can still tell me spontaneously and as soon as possible."

    "Because I'm not what's in your stomach after all," Gu Zhi said, "Maybe I can detect things like today and quickly judge what's going on with you. Can I do it later?"

    Once the usual frivolity in his face and eyes was gone, Gu Zhi's overall state looked a little more serious and mature, which did not match the seriousness and maturity of his current age.

    "In the future, if I encounter other things that I can't detect and accurately judge in time, won't there be many unnecessary conflicts and misunderstandings?"

    "And most importantly—"

    As Gu Zhi said, the strength of holding Jiang Yu's wrist increased slightly, but his tone and expression became softer than before.

    "As your boyfriend and if there are no accidents in the future, this period should be a long-term partner for life. I hope you can be more honest and trust me than you are now," he said, "Don't just come across things.My first reaction is to hold back, or simply make a unilateral judgment in my heart that I will choose something else instead of you."

    "At the very least, take the initiative to ask me for verification in person."

    "Believe me, I also like you more than you imagined, can you?"

    Gu Zhi said.

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    If it weren't for the place where they are standing right next to the street, there might be people coming and going at any time, if it wasn't for the fact that Lu Mingchuan hadn't left yet, and seemed to have something to tell Gu Zhi, he stood aside and watchedThey, he must have turned his face on the spot and swung his hand away forcefully, and then sneered and asked the other party "Do you think it's okay?"

    Jiang Yu was really angry.

    He knew there was something wrong with not choosing to believe him.

    But even though he "knows" that Gu Zhi will abandon him sooner or later due to other external factors, he still chooses to violate the previous principles of doing things and continue to be with him pretending that he doesn't know anything.

    Not only that, even in the "Sura Field" that just appeared suddenly, he chose to cooperate with Gu Zhi without hesitation, and used such unkind words to hurt him.Xu Chen who hurt too much.

    He thinks that he has given everything and tried his best to love Gu Zhi.

    But what about the other party???

    While unilaterally asking him to trust and be honest, on the other hand, he has double standards and never thought that he should actually give the same trust and honesty to himself.

    Also because of lack of trust and dishonesty, the first thing that comes to mind is that he will withdraw in time and stop the loss in time, but he doesn't even think about it, or don't care about it, whether he will be affected because of his wordsAnd secretly sad.

    There is nothing more infuriating and hurtful than knowingly doing it on purpose.

    Therefore, Jiang Yu was not at all appeased by the reason Gu Zhi said. Instead, after listening to it, he only gave him a deep look with an extremely complicated look, and he didn't want to argue with him in this kind of place at all.Something pulled out his hand forcefully, intending to turn around and leave, and wait until the time comes when there is no one and he can go to calm down by himself before speaking.

    But Gu Zhi clenched his wrist in advance.

    "Sorry, it was my fault."

    Gu Zhi was always timely and quick in realizing the seriousness of the problem and the speed of apologizing. When he saw Jiang Yu was about to leave, he almost immediately retracted his grip on his wrist without restraining himself.

    "It's my excessive self-righteousness and self-righteousness."

    He didn't worry as much as Jiang Yu in his heart. Basically, after realizing the seriousness of the problem, he began to analyze his own problem with Jiang Yu in detail.

    "I thought I knew and understood your character well enough, so I thought self-righteously that you would quarrel with me because of those words, and I only wanted to satisfy my selfish desire to be a teacher, and I wanted to wait until you came to meWhen the showdown is complete, I will stand on the so-called 'emotional commanding heights' to admonish and educate you." Gu Zhi said, "But I never thought about whether you would feel sad when you heard those words.How sad it will be."

    He had never liked anyone before, let alone fell in love. Even being with Jiang Yu could only be regarded as a temporary idea driven by desire and instinct, and he felt that this was not impossible.

    Originally, there was a problem with the reason and starting point for approaching the other party, so naturally he couldn't properly put himself in the position he should be in.

    so

    "I forgot that honesty and trust should be mutual, and I didn't realize that we should also be relative and equal."

    "So sorry."

    Gu Zhi moved his fingertips down as he spoke, and then held Jiang Yu's slender fingers that were naturally half-hanging in the air in a softer tone.

    "It was my fault."

    When Jiang Yu subconsciously twitched her fingers in anger, she heard Gu Zhi say to herself, "I'm too self-righteous. I underestimated your liking for me. I'm not honest enough or trust you enough, and I don't even know what's good or bad.Say those words and stab your heart with a knife."

    "I guess I should be the most self-righteous and asshole person you have ever met from birth to now."

    Gu Zhi was obviously a person who became so ruthless that he would not let him go. After he finished speaking, he scolded himself very sincerely. Then, while carefully observing the expression on Jiang Yu's face, he tentatively said:"But Jiang Xiaoyu, it's the first time for everyone to come out and start dating, and they are all inexperienced. It is impossible to grasp and grasp the balance and speed in the middle anytime and anywhere."

    "So give me another chance, please? I promise that it will never happen again from now on." Gu Zhi said, "It is impossible for people to never make mistakes, but I can do it from now on."I made a clear promise to you from the beginning that I will never make the same mistake in front of you a second time."

    "..."

    Jiang Yu didn't speak.

    But immediately followed Gu Zhi's words and stopped the subtle movements of his hands, and didn't continue to struggle.

    In fact, he has always thought that he is not a person who can be coaxed easily.

    He is stingy, holds grudges, and is always particularly ruthless in his choices in most of these situations.

    For example, Pei Ben, Gu Yinzhi, and Jiang Tingzhou and Mo Xianyu who just let him know the truth before he was reborn.

    It can even include Meng Xiao who betrayed his younger brother to Tan Heming just a while ago...

    Every one of them actually only made one mistake with him, which made him "kick them out" almost without hesitation—or gradually alienate them, and almost never take the initiative to do it again.Get in touch with the person, or simply pretend they didn't show up or don't exist anymore.

    Don't want to, don't read, don't see, and don't waste even a little bit of energy and time.

    Even the phone number of the emergency contact person given to the school was silently replaced with his own.

    Even when he turned to leave just now, a thought flashed through his mind for a moment.

    That is, maybe he shouldn't be too indulgent and greedy, and should really withdraw in a timely manner as Gu Zhi said earlier, so as to stop the loss in time.

    But

    "Then you..."

    In the end, he was still soft-hearted and reluctant, so Jiang Yu only remained silent for a moment, then followed his inner thoughts, stared straight into Gu Zhi's eyes and said, "At that time in Nangao's bathroom..."

    "I'll tell you later, okay?"

    But Gu Zhi didn't answer immediately, and suddenly interrupted his words, then glanced to the side, and raised his finger to Lu Mingchuan with a rather apologetic expression.

    "Wait for me to hear what he is doing standing here after he hasn't left for so long, and then I will explain to you what happened at that time, okay?"

    Gu Zhi said.

    "..."

    Jiang Yu pursed her lips.

    But he still pulled out his hand without saying anything, lowered his head and moved a few steps to the side without saying a word, then stood quietly by the side, silently waiting for Gu Zhi to ask Lu Mingchuan first.

    Obviously not very willing, but he seems unusually obedient and docile.

    Lu Mingchuan, who was standing by the side without making a sound, but never took his eyes off the two of them, was so surprised that he raised his eyebrows eight feet high involuntarily.

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