Jiang Yu never thought that one day he would meet Gu Yinzhi again, let alone that one day he would be able to hear those 100% sincere apologies and apologies from the other party for what happened back then.explain.

Just like at a certain moment at the corner of the stairs in Li (1), he once felt that Gu Zhi's eyes were so slightly similar to the original Gu Yinzhi, but he never felt that there would be a relationship between them in the bottom of his heart.Is there any more substantive connection.

So almost as soon as he heard the overly calm "I am Gu Yinzhi" in Gu Zhi's mouth, he was completely dumbfounded, and then fell into a state of astonishment, "How is that possible? Gu Zhi actuallyIt’s still Gu Yinzhi. They obviously... don’t look like a person at all.”, “This is too magical, I was really inexplicably reborn back to this point in time, instead of doing it all the timeDreaming of a dream with twists and turns?" In the empty mood of disbelief and extreme self-doubt.

As a result, he seemed to be unable to listen to the rest, until Gu Zhi completely spread himself out in front of him with a solemn expression, and connected him and Jiang Yuzi with everything after they realized their reunion.After combing and explaining, he tentatively took his hand again without saying a word, and sent him to the door of the house in a relatively wordless silence all the way, and turned and left with obvious disappointmentafter

Jiang Yudu still stood there with a blank expression, not moving at all, staring at the direction directly in front of him with distracted eyes.

Then after a long time, until the sky was completely dark, he was also looked back and forth countless times with strange eyes by the people who came and went in and out around him.It has been so long that he has already felt a little numbness in his feet, and his brain seems to be a little bit short of blood supply, reminding him that he can no longer stand there motionless - the movement range is not too large, driving his body off guardHe swayed from side to side for a while—it can’t be called a particularly deep memory, and gradually came back, bit by bit, while he subconsciously reached for the phone in his pocket, he recalled what Gu Zhi had said to him at the hotel gate earlier.Something that had been said, flowed back clearly and slowly back to his mind that had finally accepted the fact and had begun to function normally.

"Apathy."

"It's rare to be very interested in anything else and people."

"Won't care about people."

"Lack of the most basic sense of social responsibility and moral compassion."

"There is hardly any level of fundamental trust in the outside world."

"The empathy index also almost approached zero."

"Self-righteous and arrogant."

"When encountering anything, the first reaction is to consider yourself first, and when you look at everything, you also think that only you know what to do is right, and everyone else is an idiot."

"That's why I always unconsciously show a condescending attitude in front of others, even if I show my favor to others, the attitude will always inexplicably make the other party feel an uncomfortable condescending taste."

...

What Gu Zhi said a few hours ago settled down word by word in the depths of Jiang Yu's fast recalling mind.

Jiang Yu couldn't remember exactly how the other party explained the following things to him at that time, but he still remembered very clearly the key words and sentences that Gu Zhi wanted to convey to him in those intertwined and complicated explanations.

So for such a long time, why did Gu Zhi do things that once made Jiang Yu feel quite outrageous?Responding to accompany him to this moment of "big zhi", not only will he not be coaxed directly, but he will immediately turn his face after the other party explained to him a lot, thinking that he is too stupid, and I may not be in the same way at all, and a series of "good behaviors" that are not very pleasant to people finally have a more reasonable explanation at this moment.

"No wonder."

Jiang Yu muttered, suddenly recalling the beginning, when he just met Gu Zhi in the drifting bottle as "Big Zhi".

No wonder he always felt that "Da Zhi" was very cold and difficult to get close to at that time.

Even if he gave a reply, it would always make him feel that the other party was just out of politeness and self-cultivation, and after a while, he would gather everyone together to give a unified reply when he was chattering like he was holding on to a life-saving straw..

But she never took the initiative to ask him more questions, let alone share her own affairs with him.

At most, when Jiang Yu sometimes couldn't hold back and asked him rhetorically, he would answer truthfully without concealing it.

It turned out to be because of this.

It was because he was slightly different from the so-called normal group of people in everyone's eyes.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu was almost immediately running downstairs to Gu Zhi's house, thinking about how to organize his words in his mind, while moving his fingertips nervously and urgently, on the phonedialing the voice call of the other party.

Then the moment the phone was connected, he stopped in his tracks, and while he was looking up at a certain window upstairs, he didn't know if the other party was looking at the window at the back, trying his best to calm downAfter taking a breath, he slowly asked the other party as calmly and calmly as possible.

"This matter had a great impact on me, so I didn't hear a lot of what you said earlier. So...you can start from the 'but fortunately my luck is not bad', re-tell the meaning of these thingsThe cause and effect, no matter how carefully and in detail, tell me again?"

Jiang Yu paused unconsciously as he spoke, and then took a deep breath to calm down the chaotic breath that he hadn't fully breathed yet.

"On the phone," he said.

"%#@￥&..."

There was still some chaotic movement on the other end of the receiver, and I don't know why it suddenly disappeared.

"……good."

After a few seconds, Jiang Yucai, in the unspeakable silence where only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, heard the opposite party respond to his own word very slowly and very softly.

The voice is as gentle as ever.

But perhaps because of emotional reasons, without the usual habitual smile mixed in, the voice sounded more or less cold.

"If you still want to continue listening."

Gu Zhi didn't ask Jiang Yu what thoughts had flashed through his mind during this period, and whether he had made any decisions secretly.

Hearing Jiang Yu's question, he followed his question and told him the things he had just told Jiang Yu at the entrance of the hotel in an unusually calm tone.

"Fortunately, my luck is not bad." He said, "I have a very good family environment. In addition, I was young at the time, and the key trigger for me to expose this defect was also very obvious, so naturally, I wasMy mother, who is a professor of medicine, saw at a glance that something was obviously wrong with me, and very quickly began to think of ways to artificially correct and psychologically intervene in me."

It was also at this time that he met Jiang Yu's brother Jiang Xiaoshui.

"Your brother is very nice."

Gu Zhi is still grateful to him even now when he mentions it.

"At that time, I was in poor health because of some things I had just experienced, and my emotions were extremely unpredictable and volatile." He said, "But he has always been very patient and particularly persistent. He has alwaysI think I belong to the type of person who can work harder to influence and rescue with love and sincerity."

So he was very good to him, and never got angry because of those cold faces and sarcastic remarks that Gu Zhi always threw out out of nowhere for no reason at that time.

Even if I feel sad and aggrieved occasionally because I have not been able to get the response I want, I always hide in the corner secretly or comfort myself in the diary and work hard to heal myself.

Even seeing him when he was seriously injured in the hospital on his deathbed, they still said that they hoped that he would recover.

Not only physically, but also psychologically, he can try to repay the world with the greatest kindness and the most basic trust that he can.

Try to increase interest, also try to accept and understand other people's "stupidity", understand and analyze why everyone cries when they are sad, laughs when they are happy, and follow up in inappropriate scenes regardless of when they are angry.There was a lot of noise in the atmosphere.

"Although he was very young at that time, he could clearly hear these more professional and mature words of advice. My parents once asked him to speak to me without my knowledge at the time.I listened." Gu Zhi said, "But maybe it was because the state he was persuading me at that time was too weak but also too contagious."

So for the first time, Gu Zhi felt an indescribable shock in his heart.

And, a strong desire that rarely appears and clamors in his mind.

"I hope he can survive," Gu Zhi said with his eyes darkened, "I also hope that when I see him again after I have cured all my illnesses, I can give him every hope and expectation as he wished."An emotional response."

So he chose to accept the suggestion his parents had given him a long time ago, took the initiative to speak up, and told them that he was willing to go abroad to receive more professional and systematic psychological counseling and treatment.

And soon he was arranged to get on the plane for fear that he would regret it again. He was so hurried that he didn't even have time to say goodbye.Say the last sentence.

"This is the reason why I disappeared in front of you without warning at the most critical time, and I failed to appear by your side in time to accompany and comfort you and everything at that time."

"so"

When Gu Zhi said this, his voice paused for a while, and after a few seconds, he called Jiang Yu's name in a low voice as if he still couldn't help it at all.

"If I apologize to you as Gu Yinzhi now after many years."

His apparently tentative voice gradually became hoarse under the influence of emotions.

"I'm sorry for three words, but with Jiang Xiaoyu back then, I can still win a lenient treatment that allows me to stay by his side to reform myself, and to double compensate for all the things that have been left behind in the past.?"

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PS: The reason why some of the previous plots always make people feel that Gu Zhi doesn't like Jiang Yu that much.In addition, really want to thank all the cuties who have waited until now and are still chasing and not giving up on the article. It is almost the second half of the story, and it will end as soon as possible.