Jiang Yu held the phone and silently stood on the other end of the line for a moment.

"Then what, come down first and open the door of your unit downstairs."

He didn't answer Gu Zhi's question directly, but looked at the door lock of the unit building a few steps away from him without blinking, and said, "I don't know which floor your house should lock."

Gu Zhi suddenly fell silent.

Immediately afterwards, there was a burst of extremely chaotic footsteps and the sound of opening and closing the door with a key.

Soon there was only a busy "beep" sound in the handset of the mobile phone, indicating that the call had been hung up by the other party.

Jiang Yu lowered his head, and put away his phone very quietly in front of the apartment building where the shadows of trees intertwined.

"Jiang Xiaoyu!"

Gu Zhi's panting voice was soon heard amidst the sudden stop of footsteps.

Jiang Yu slowly raised his eyes.

"I...you said before that you wanted to explain to me why you hoped that I could give you all my trust and frankness, and why you stopped me from going out in the bathroom of Nangao at that time."

He stared at the person in front of him and unconsciously twitched his right fingertips.

"But you've been explaining everything else."

After speaking, almost without warning, he raised his footsteps and took a step in front of Gu Zhi.

"Why do you still do that even though you know I will be unhappy, and why are you so afraid of our affairs being discovered by others," he said, "These two reasons are more important than the one just now, you bothhaven't told..."

... tell me.

Before he could finish talking, Gu Zhi had already pulled him into his arms with unusual force.

The strength of the arms around his waist and his shoulders was so strong that he felt as if his bones were about to be strangled and dislocated by the other party.

"..."

Jiang Yu struggled a bit in pain but did not break free.

After a few seconds, I increased my strength, thinking that I was still refusing, and it was obvious that I struggled twice, but I still couldn't break free.

"........."

That's why he never thought of associating Gu Zhi and Gu Yinzhi as the same person.

Not to mention anything else, just with Gu Zhi's current strength, it is impossible to see from his body the back then, the sick and weak chicken who couldn't even stand up and walk by himself directly.How is the shadow?!

The resentment I had towards the original Gu Yinzhi in my heart was already too deep, coupled with the fact that I kept trying to break free from the other party's arms but couldn't do anything, so I focused on the rebellion that I wanted to break freeCaught off guard, he was suddenly provoked——

So even after hearing the other party's apology and explanation of the situation, decided to forgive because really like the other party too much.

But because of the above two reasons, and the superimposition of triple anger at the thought that he has actually been deceiving himself for so long.

Jiang Yu suddenly felt that he was still very angry in his heart.

So just let Gu Zhi hug me in front of the apartment building in a messy breath for a while, then suddenly made a big move, trying best to break free from the warm embrace that still exudes a faint mint aroma.go out.

"Wait, wait a minute, let me go first!"

Jiang Yu thought that he was still not so coaxable, so he pushed the person in front of him with unusual force against his chest.

"I... I let you down so that you can explain the reason to me, okay?!"

He instinctively wanted to reach out to help people, but he had to restrain his ambivalence because he wanted to show his inner displeasure, and stared at him, trying his best to make himself appear to be difficult to coax and angryLooking into Gu Zhi's eyes, he said: "I didn't say anything, I didn't plan to say anything about Gu Yinzhi, and I didn't plan to do anything, so I forgive you."

"And you still care about the things you lied to me from the very beginning to the present!"

As Jiang Yu spoke, he suddenly remembered the "nonsense" that this man told him when he took off his vest for the first time, that he would never lie to him again.His big eyes stared angrily at the person in front of him.

"You clearly said before that you would lie to me like that again!"

After speaking, he immediately remembered the fresh promise that the other party had sworn to him a few hours ago.

"You also said that you can guarantee that you will never make the same mistake a second time in front of me!!!"

It is clear and logical. Basically, every accusation is clearly telling the other party how reasonable his current anger index rises and superimposes.

Gu Zhi: "..."

Fortunately, he knew that Gu Yinzhi would not be able to hide this matter from Jiang Yu forever. He was prepared and had the foresight to leave room for defense and a way out for every word he said..

So Jiang Yu almost heard the other party's quick reply, which can be called extraordinarily confident, almost before the words fell for a few seconds.

"Indeed, I said these words myself."

Gu Zhi first followed Jiang Yu's words without denying a single word.

"I said before that except for those things before, I should not deceive you again in the future, and it is not necessary."

While repeating what he said to Jiang Yu a long time ago, he deliberately bit the tone of the words "before" and "after" very strongly.

"But I didn't say that in the previous matter, there is absolutely nothing that I have hidden from you."

When he saw Jiang Yu, he immediately opened his mouth to say something, his heart jumped unconsciously, and then he suddenly realized that he was on the verge of dying again.The conversation changed sharply, and he almost immediately restrained his expression. With an overwhelming desire to survive, he hurriedly explained to others: "Of course I really didn't mean to keep this matter hidden all the time."

Gu Zhi said: "It was just because you seemed so angry at the time, I didn't know what to do, and I was afraid that once I said it, I would never be able to let you stay by Nangao and me, and further deepen the relationship.The little relationship between us is shallow, so I chose not to say it for the time being, and I am going to wait until the right time like now, and then I will confess this matter to you in person."

Talking about what I thought of, I immediately added a sentence in a very sincere and sincere tone: "Otherwise, if you recall carefully what happened at the beginning, did I plan to beat around the bush at first?told you about it."

The implication is: if it wasn't because you didn't want to listen, and you accidentally let me know your rejection and resentment towards the person 'Gu Yinzhi' in your heart at that time, I definitely wouldn't have thought of askingJust keep hiding it from you.

So rounding it up, he didn't count as making the same mistake for the second time in front of Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu: "..."

It sounds as if, as if, as if...does it really make sense???

So he was inexplicably persuaded on this issue.

But it is only limited to this problem.

"Then what about delivering honesty and trust?" Jiang Yu obviously didn't want to let him go so easily and said, "There's also the matter of being afraid that others will know our relationship. After going around for so long, you're still there."Look around and talk about other things, haven't you said a word to me yet!"

He looked like "especially the latter question, you'd better give me an explanation that I can accept and forgive you, and it sounds really reasonable, or just wait for me"Looking at Gu Zhi: "Then don't procrastinate, hurry up and give me a good sophistry with your three-inch tongue that seems like you can tell a little bit of truth about everything!"

His expression and tone were full of superficiality and concealment that he himself hadn't noticed.

It's as if he never thought about how Gu Zhi would really get into trouble because of these things, it was just because he was not angry, so he was urgent and eager, and wanted to find an excuse and reason for himself to forgive the other party quickly.

That's all.

Seeing that, Gu Zhi couldn't help being startled.

"..."

Originally, he really had already thought of a set of rhetoric.

And I have always been quite complacent in my heart, thinking that the rhetoric is very logical, and I promise that even if Jiang Yu hears it, even if he gets angry again, he will definitely forgive him on the grounds that he has "difficulties".he.

Even if it wasn't there then, it will be later.

After all, he knew Jiang Yu well, and he could fully understand the other party's general bottom line in this kind of matter.

So he has a plan in mind.

But when he saw Jiang Yu's expression, he seemed to know everything clearly in his heart, but he was still willing to follow his thoughts and logic, as if he didn't even realize that he was actually just waiting for him to say sorry, and thenGive a few shit explanations that sound reasonable to go through the process, and use them to convince him: "There is a reason why Gu Zhi did that before, and it was because he couldn't do it. That's why he did it."He deceived himself again and again under the pressure of the situation. In fact, he also did it because he was afraid of me getting angry, because he was afraid of losing me, and because he liked me too much." "Fake anger" appearance——

Those explanations that sounded reasonable, but in fact were clearly high-sounding, but at that moment, it seemed that he couldn't even utter a single word out of his mouth confidently.

A sense of guilt that has never been felt in my heart arises spontaneously.

"sorry."

Gu Zhi suddenly stepped forward and squeezed Jiang Yu into his arms even harder than before.

"I'm too stupid and too self-righteous Jiang Xiaoyu."

Before Jiang Yu could react to anything, he had already heard the person above his head kissing the top of his hair very softly, and suddenly his tone and movements became extraordinarily apologetic and said to himself: "No matter what high-sounding reasons I choose to deceive and intentionally hurt your heart, I should apologize to you and reflect on myself."

Although Gu Zhi still can't empathize with Jiang Yu's psychological feelings when he was deceived and deliberately stimulated by him.

But no matter how long he has received psychological treatment and intervention for such a long time, and in addition to observing and distinguishing very carefully and carefully over the years, ordinary people will probably feel something in their hearts when they encounter certain things.What kind of emotional response.

Especially after meeting Jiang Yu, he himself was still silent deep in his heart, and some things that had not been mobilized much by the outside world seemed to have begun to gradually wake up.

In most cases, they will still subconsciously think from Jiang Yu's point of view-although they can only guess and judge that the other party will be happy or unhappy.

Therefore, at least at this moment, he still realized very clearly and clearly in his heart:

The first time and low empathy are not justified reasons for him to deceive and make the other person feel sad.

Because no matter how he compensates and explains later, the damage that has already been caused will always be there.Every penny.

It's just because in the heart of the other party, he is more important and more inseparable than those injuries and deceptions, so it is so easy to get the other party's so-called forgiveness and forgiveness.

Otherwise, why did Jiang Yu still insist on asking him the reason and reason for those two questions almost stubbornly?

It's just because he needs those things too much.

Pride and strong self-esteem cannot be trampled on at will.

So he needs to use the explanations and apologies he gave him to convince himself, and he also needs to use those things to tell himself in his heart that the other party didn't mean it, because at that time he really couldn't think of any other better way to deal with it.

So there is nothing to do, it is a last resort.It was going round and round, twisting and turning, and thinking that I would continue to go all the way smoothly with myself and then go back, so I had no choice but to choose to do those things.

To put it bluntly, it was because Jiang Yu liked her too much.

Gu Zhi is a smart person, he has no way to convince himself to act stupid - saying that he can't see anything, and he can't feel at all that Jiang Yu is in the few things that touch his bottom line the most, because he likes himself too much.Those concessions made consciously or unconsciously.

so

Some things that cannot be expressed in words and hugs suddenly rose in my heart unexpectedly.

It seems that the simplicity and touch and a few apologies and explanations that sounded innocuous at all are no longer able to convey for him what he is trying to convey to Jiang Yu in his heart now, and he can no longer use words and the lastSubtle physical touch conveys intense emotions.

Gu Zhi stood at the door of the apartment building without saying a word, hugging Jiang Yu tightly.

After a while, his arms suddenly tightened again, and finally he couldn't control himself and lifted the person in his arms around his waist. With a few flashes of his figure, people felt that his emotions suddenly changed a little.Something was wrong, and she was still in his arms, dazed at a loss, Jiang Yu, who didn't know what to do now, was taken to a dark corner where the lights were a little difficult to reach.

Then he lowered his head, with a strong sense of encroachment and full of heart, he wanted to confide in the passionate kiss to the other party, just like a storm, facing Jiang Yu and opening slightly because of the sudden fright, there was nothing at all.On the thin lips prepared mentally, it fell down suddenly.

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