"What is... Internet Addiction Agency?"

Jiang Yu had never heard of such a thing, and looked at Gu Zhi almost blankly.

"Isn't it a medical institution similar to an ordinary hospital?"

He couldn't quite understand why Gu Zhi looked at his question with that expression and tone.

"of course not."

Gu Zhi actually didn’t know what it was when he first heard about it, but he quickly felt the horror of that place from Lu Mingchuan’s verbal science description and Lin An’s scarred body afterwards.

"You never know what methods they will use to force you to forget each other."

Seeing Jiang Yu looking at him blankly again, Gu Zhi could only explain to him briefly and slightly abstractly.

"Lin An stayed in there for almost a month before Lu Mingchuan found out about the news." He said, "So when he quickly learned what kind of treatment Lin An might encounter inside,Immediately went to find Lin An's parents, hoping that they would take Lin An back for the sake of Lin An being their own anyway."

But it didn't work.

"Lin An's parents still insist that such "treatment" can bring their son back to the "right way" and make him never fall in love with Lu Mingchuan again after he comes out.Lu Mingchuan scolded him and drove him away."

Gu Zhi said.

"...and then what?"

After searching quickly with his head down, Jiang Yu's expression and eyes when he looked at Gu Zhi became extremely dignified and ugly in an instant.

"Lin An finally..."

"It was Lu Mingchuan who chose to let go." Gu Zhi said.

At that time, Lin An was too young and straight-minded, and his temperament was much more stubborn and extreme than it seems now. He was afraid that Lu Mingchuan would think that he was really going to give up, and he was also afraid that Lu Mingchuan would be forced by his parents and the outside world.Don't let him use the pressure to make people feel distressed, so he gritted his teeth and persisted until he was 'treated' by those people and entered the hospital.

But his parents were equally stubborn on this matter, thinking that it would be better not to have him as a son than to let Lin An and Lu Mingchuan be together.

Even the critical illness notice failed to make them change their minds.

"So when Lu Mingchuan listened to it at the door of the operating room of the hospital, they still didn't feel that there was any serious problem with the Internet Addiction Rehabilitation Institute. Instead, they were extremely firm in thinking that Lin An was seriously ill, and planned to wait for him to be rescued.After he came back and continued to send him back for 'more professional treatment', he almost immediately decided to take the initiative to let Lin An know that he had chosen to let go, and he did what he said.The first time he opened his eyes after breaking away from the dangerous period, he told him cruelly and coldly that he was not serious at all, saying that he didn't expect this to happen in the end, but he was really fed up with thatEverywhere will be poked and pointed at by people, I hope Lin An can let him go, stop being kidnapped and entangled with such wishful morality, he wants to go to another place to live a little like beforeA peaceful life allows Lin An to take care of himself."

When Gu Zhi said this, the subject suddenly changed.

"This is the real reason why Lu Mingchuan left the school suddenly because he just tore down a bulletin board in Nangao."

He said: "Because he was not expelled by the school just because he took down the bulletin board, but by a junior high school classmate who was recommended to N University for his own safety, so as to wanton in the school.They publicized what happened between him and Lin An in Y City back then, and sent Lin An’s parents photos of Lin An that blocked him in every corner of the school because he still refused to let go after he came to Nangao as a threat.I have to take the initiative to apply to drop out of school to keep Lin An."

"Because he knows that Lin An has been looking for him everywhere in disbelief, and he knows very well in his heart that let alone one more time, even if he comes back ten times, a hundred times, a million times, Lin An will still continue to insist on liking him.Let go, so he can't stand by and watch him actually be sent in again."

"..."

Jiang Yu pursed his lips extremely hard.

"so"

After a while, he seemed to be a little slow to react, and he understood from what Gu Zhisuo told him that the other party wanted to tell him something from the side through this incident, as if he lowered his head and mumbled.asked Gu Zhi in a muffled voice.

"You want to tell me that you told me you cared in the cubicle because you were afraid that we would become Lu Mingchuan and Lin An 2.0 if people found out."

"Is that what you mean?" he asked.

"yes."

Gu Zhi first nodded his head in a very soft voice, and then added another reason, saying: "But there is another reason that is more important than the lessons learned by Lu Mingchuan and Lin An.Lost you."

He said: "Because I always felt that your liking for me was too superficial and not hot enough, and it didn't reach the level of reassurance that would allow me to be fearless about what happened. I still need a certain amount of time and attention."Energy to make you like and rely on me more before our relationship is noticed and discovered by others. It is best that besides me, Gu Zhi, you can no longer see in your eyes or pretend to be anything else.No one, that's why I don't even want to let it appear that there is even a little possibility that I will be forced to separate from you."

"..."

Jiang Yu was speechless.

Nothing is more convincing and touching than a deep confession and a clear love.

Almost everything that Gu Zhi explained to him from the beginning to the present can be regarded as expressing his love to him.

Therefore, there was only an unusually short and emotionally mixed moment of silence, and Jiang Yu hugged the cat in his arms even more tightly and looked at Gu Zhi as if he was obviously coaxed.

The latter immediately understood what he meant, and explained another thing to him almost without a pause.

"As for honesty and trust," Gu Zhi said, "it's because everything I guessed and judged accurately in your eyes was actually a fluke to me, and it's because your emotions have always beenThey are all relatively exposed, and I still know the real you quite well, so I can barely judge most of your psychological activities at that time as if seeing through."

But after being together, he found that he had gradually begun to be unable to judge what was going on with Jiang Yu.

"For example, the first time you fell off the horse and explained why you were still angry, or this time you obviously seemed to be unhappy like that, but you still had to keep the matter in your heart without saying a word."

These are things that he has pondered and guessed countless times in private.

"But I guessed nothing right."

Gu Zhi sighed helplessly as he spoke.

"You think that I am unrestrained and able to do everything with ease, but you don't know that the cognition that I can no longer judge and control the trend of events will also make me panic from the bottom of my heart."

The two-way maintenance of intimacy is not the field he is good at, and it can even be called a blind spot of experience.

"That's why I urgently need to let you understand and know in that way. If two people don't trust and be honest enough with each other, what awaits us will only be deeper and deeper misunderstandings and contradictions.".” Gu Zhi said.

It's just that at that time, because of his innate sense of superiority and the habit of looking down, he always felt inexplicably that he was standing at a place higher than Jiang Yu, thinking that he could see a wider area than the other partyIt should also be wider, and Jiang Yu should also take the initiative to stand on tiptoe and approach him instead of letting him bend down and pull.

Even at the beginning, he thought that the process and method were not that important, as long as the final result was the one he wanted at the beginning.

After all, his starting point and original intention are indeed good.

That's why he has been using the wrong method all the time, knowing that the other party will be angry and sad, but he still has to do it his own way.

I didn't realize that emotional interaction is not academic communication, it doesn't pursue novel ideas, and it shouldn't deliberately leave an ambiguous blank space for the other party to ask actively.

"That's my problem."

As Gu Zhi spoke, his expression and tone were extremely sincere and he said to Jiang Yu: "I'm sorry."

But he can't restore and change what has happened.

"So the only thing I can do right now—"

"I'm hungry."

Having said all that, Jiang Yu naturally knew what Gu Zhi wanted to say to him later.

But although he accepted Gu Zhi's explanation intellectually, he still felt aggrieved emotionally.

Therefore, before the other party finished speaking, he lowered his head and interrupted Gu Zhi's words in a muffled voice, looking unhappy.

"I haven't eaten a grain of rice since I came out of the restaurant, and I haven't even drank a sip of water."

Without raising his head, Jiang Yu pinched Jin Jianlayer's cat's paw hanging down on his knees, which had obviously given up struggling completely, and paused for a while neither continuing the topic just now nor driving people away.

"However, I have been standing downstairs since I was sent to the door by you before, and now my legs are so sore that I don't want to move, and there is nothing to eat at home."

Jiang Yu couldn't hold back after speaking, and silently raised his head to look at Gu Zhi.

"I'm going out to buy."

Gu Zhi stood up without saying a word in between his words: "What do you want to eat? I'll try to pack it up and come back as soon as possible."

Jiang Yu raised his head and gave him a deep look.

"Boiled fish and hot and sour potato shreds in the mountains and rivers."

"Ask for the one next to Yumanlou Famous Banquet."

He said.

"good."

Gu Zhi agreed almost without hesitation, and while walking out the door, he comforted Jiang Yu in a gentle tone: "Then you stay at home for a while, and I will try to come back as soon as possible."

Jiang Yu couldn't hold back and called him "Hey" behind his back.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Gu Zhi turned around and asked.

Jiang Yu pursed her lower lip unconsciously.

After about ten seconds, she shook her head at him without saying anything.

"Nothing, you go." He said.

Then when the door was gently closed by the other party, he turned his head and turned off his mobile phone without saying a word.